Chapter 1: Chapter 1
I was a college football player, and I was pretty good. I had a good shot at making the team, and even if I didn't make it, I was going to play in the bowl game. That was my goal every year. The season was going well, and I was starting to get noticed by the coaches.I was getting more and more playing time, and I was starting to get noticed by the fans. It was a beautiful thing. "Then why do you think you want to be a girl?" My best friend and roommate, Jasmine, asked me that one day when She was trying on dresses in our room.I told her I didn't know, it just felt right. I didn't want to be a boy anymore. I wanted to be a girl. “I had never felt like a boy.” I stuttered, “I just want to be feminine and I’ve always known I should be wearing dresses and panties, and cute boots with tights.” I blushed thinking about how embarrassing it would be if Jasmine knew how much I loved boys too.
Even my parents and I had a fight the night before I left for college. It was about me being a girl and them not wanting me to be one. I ended up staying in the room while my parents fought, and I cried myself to sleep.I couldn't stop thinking about what would happen if Jasmine or one of the other girls caught me playing with my dolls or with my makeup. Or perhaps trying on my new bikini or a party dress. Even though Jasmine knows nobody has seen me like this. I would be in so much trouble. They would make me give up football, and I would have to go home. Home to my parents, and that would mean I would have to give up everything I had been doing since I got to college.