Chapter 1: Chapter 1
I am xiao yan 19 and have a girlfriend but it's like we have a toxic relationship I dream about someone and sometimes an illusion about an ideal imaginary girlfriend who helps but it's a mystery about who she is. I have no idea what to say to her, or how to tell her. She's always in my head, like a ghost, I can hear her sounds, she's there. Sometimes she is in front of me and sometimes in the distance. When I look at her she always appears to me as a beautiful young woman. Her hair is dark like mine, and her skin is fair. We share the same eyes, we share our hair, our skin, everything. They laughed at this, as they would at any other question. Then, the first words that came out of their mouths were - "I am Xiao Yandun, my name is Xiaojing."
I had to stop and think