Chapter 10: The Morning After the Night Before
The dining room was a cavern of warm, dark wood and soft, golden light. Six crystal chandeliers, each a cascade of teardrop prisms, glowed above the immense mahogany table, their light reflecting in the polished surface like stars on a still, dark lake. The air hummed with quiet classical music from hidden speakers, a gentle counterpoint to the sharper sounds of cutlery on fine china.Tonight, the table was set for six. Five were tall-backed, velvet-upholstered chairs. The sixth, at the far end near the head where Shouta sat, was a low, plush cushion of deep aubergine silk. On the floor before it rested a porcelain bowl, wider and shallower than the human plates, and a matching water dish.
Izuku sat perfectly centered on his cushion, his posture pristine. He wore a simple black velvet collar tonight, a thin, elegant band that emphasized the snowy fluff of his neck. His white hair was braided into a complex, beautiful crown by Hizashiâs expert hands, leaving his large ears free to twitch at the sounds of the house. His fluffy tail lay curled neatly around his tucked-up legs. He was eating with quiet, focused precision, using his delicate, fox-like paws to hold the thick slice of meat, his sharp little teeth tearing off manageable pieces.
Before him sat what remained of a 20-ounce, bone-in ribeye steak, cooked to a perfect medium-rare. A small pool of glossy, red wine reduction sauce shimmered next to it. A tiny heap of roasted bone marrow, glistening with herb butter, sat in a separate silver dish. The scent was rich, savory, meatyâan olfactory bomb that dominated the entire end of the table.
The other five plates told a different story.
Each held a modest, perfectly seared fillet of cod, nestled against a bed of steamed jasmine rice and a precise bundle of blanched broccolini. It was light, healthy, elegant.It was also, apparently, a profound disappointment.
The silence was thick, broken only by the clink of silverware and Izukuâs soft, contented chewing. Shouta, at the head of the table, ate his fish with the methodical, efficient movements of a man fueling his body, not savoring a meal. His dark eyes flicked from his own plate to Katsukiâs, then to Hitoshiâs, then down to Izukuâs feast.A small muscle ticked in his jaw.
Katsuki, directly to Shoutaâs left, was poking his cod with the tines of his fork like it had personally offended him. Heâd shove a piece in his mouth, chew with unnecessary force, and swallow with a grimace.He hadnât spoken since sitting down.
Hitoshi, across from Katsuki, was more subtle in his discontent. He ate slowly, his deep black eyes half-lidded with bored resignation. He occasionally stole a glance at Izukuâs plate, then sighed almost imperceptibly.
Hizashi, to Shoutaâs right, watched all of this with growing, amused exasperation. He ate his fish with delicate bites, his elegance a stark contrast to the atmosphere of simmering petulance.
After a particularly loud, disgruntled swallow from Katsuki, Hizashi set his fork down with a quiet, decisive click.âDarling,â he began, his voice lilting but edged. âIs there a problem with the cuisine? The chef prepared it exactly to your specification â lean, high-protein, minimal fat.Ideal for muscle recovery and maintaining your impressive⌠bulk.â
Katsuki glared at his plate. âItâs fucking cod.â
âIt is,â Hizashi agreed. âA beautiful, wild-caught Alaskan cod.Sustainable. Expensive.â
âIt tastes like damp newspaper,â Katsuki muttered.
âIt tastes like discipline,â Shouta said, his low voice cutting through the room.He didnât look up from his own plate. âWhich is apparently in short supply tonight.â
âDiscipline,â Hizashi repeated, a smile playing on his lips. âIs that what weâre calling sulking? Because from my seat, Iâm seeing a tableau of testosterone-fueled pouting that would be charming if it werenât so pathetic.â
Hitoshi spoke, his voice a dry, slow drawl. âWeâre not sulking, Papa.Weâre⌠metabolizing.The fish is metabolizing. Slowly.â
âSee?â Hizashi gestured at Hitoshi with his wine glass.âEven Eliâs wit is sluggish. Youâre all crashing from your respective highs. Katsu from his deadlift glory, Shin from⌠whatever it is you do in your dim room all day, and Shou, my love, from the sheer existential weight of your billions.â He took a sip.âYou need balance. You canât live on steak and aggression.â
âHe gets to live on steak,â Katsuki grumbled, jerking his head towards Izuku.All human eyes shifted to the hybrid. Izuku, feeling the weight of attention, paused mid-chew, a strip of rich, pink steak dangling from his paw.His pale blue eyes darted nervously between the faces. He slowly lowered the meat, whimpering softly.
Shoutaâs gaze finally lifted from his own plate and settled fully on Izuku. His stare was intense, analytical, sweeping from the near-empty steak plate to the marrow dish to the sauce. Then his eyes tracked down to the dog bowl where a few untouched cubes of cod had been placedâclearly an afterthought, a rejected offering.
âThat,â Shouta said, his voice dropping into a gravelly register that commanded the roomâs absolute silence, âis an excellent point.â He pointed his knife, not at Katsuki, but directly at Izukuâs setup. âWhy is he eating a twenty-ounce ribeye and roasted marrow, while the rest of us are on a goddamn spa diet?â
His words werenât loud, but they filled the space, vibrating in the crystal.
Izuku flinched, his ears flattening against his braided hair. He let out a small, frightened whine and shrunk back on his cushion.Hizashi didnât flinch. He placed his wine glass down and turned his full, serene attention to his husband. âThe produce people,â he stated, as if explaining a minor logistical hiccup, âfucked up the order. The steak was only enough for four portions.The marrow bones were a miscount. It was a choice between giving everyone a paltry, unsatisfying slice or giving him the whole of it.â He shrugged one elegant shoulder. âI chose him.He shouldnât have to eat the fish.â
Shouta stared at him. âHe shouldnât?â
âNo.Heâs a hybrid, Shou. An Eskimo breed.His system thrives on a diet high in animal fat and protein. Fish is fine as a supplement, but itâs not optimal for his coat, his energy, his⌠breeding potential.â Hizashi said it all with the calm, factual authority of his profession. âCod is for humans who need to watch their cholesterol. Which, my dear, includes you, whether you want to admit it or not.â
Katsuki snorted.âBreeding potential. Great.â
âItâs biology, kitten. Donât be crass about science.â Hizashi shot him a look, then turned back to Shouta.âSo yes. I gave the optimal nutrients to the member of the household whose biology requires them most. The rest of you can practice a little moderation.Itâs good for you. Builds character.â
âCharacter,â Shouta repeated flatly. He looked back at Izuku, who was now trying to make himself very small, his tail tucked tightly.The manâs stern expression softened, just a fraction.It was enough. âIzuku.â
The hybridâs head snapped up, eyes wide and guilty. âYes, Daddy?â
âAre you enjoying your steak?â
Izuku looked down at his ravaged feast, then back at Shoutaâs unreadable face.A war played out in his simple, expressive features. He nodded, a tiny, shameful movement.âSo good, Daddy. Sorry.â
âDonât be sorry for enjoying whatâs given to you,â Shouta said, his voice losing its edge.He looked at Hizashi. âYou could have told me.â
âAnd you would have ordered a second cow flown in from Kobe to prove a point,â Hizashi countered, a knowing smile finally reaching his eyes.âThis was simpler. And cheaper.â
âI donât care about cheaper.â
âI know, my darling caveman. Thatâs why I handle the menu.â Hizashi reached out and placed a hand over Shoutaâs on the table. The difference was stark: Hizashiâs fingers, long and graceful, adorned with simple platinum bands; Shoutaâs, large, knuckled, scarred from long-ago fights before the billions. âYouâre all acting like Iâve condemned you to gruel.Itâs one meal.A healthy, delicious meal. Your arteries will thank me when youâre fifty and still able to get a rock-hard erection without pharmaceutical assistance.â
Katsuki choked on his water. Hitoshi let out a soft, genuine laugh, the tension breaking like a snapped string.
Shouta looked at their joined hands, then at Hizashiâs triumphant, beautiful face. He let out a long, weary breath that seemed to deflate his entire imposing frame.He was folding, and they all knew it. He turned his hand over to lace his fingers with Hizashiâs. âFine.â
âFine?â Hizashi pressed, squeezing his hand.âFine.The fish is⌠adequate. The reasoning is sound.â He paused, his gaze traveling to his sons.âBut you two, wipe the look off your faces. Youâre not deprived.You have everything.â
Katsuki scowled, but it was half-hearted now. âCouldâve had steak.â
âYouâll have steak tomorrow,â Hizashi promised. âIâll have them slaughter the whole herd. Will that satisfy your primitive carnivore instincts?â
âMaybe,â Katsuki grumbled, but he picked up his fork and took a proper bite of the cod.The meal continued, the atmosphere thawing. Hizashi guided the conversation away from food, asking Katsuki for details about his new personal record, which he delivered with renewed, bragging energy. He asked Hitoshi about a new tattoo he was designingâa intricate spiderweb that stretched from his collarbone down his arm.
âItâs about entanglement,â Hitoshi explained quietly, pushing his broccolini around.âHow things connect. Pull one thread, everything moves.â
âBeautiful,â Hizashi murmured.âAnd the placement is exquisite.Very sensitive area. The needle on the collarbone will feel like fire and ice at once. Itâs a very intimate kind of pain.â
Hitoshi met his papaâs gaze, a silent understanding passing between them. âYeah.Thatâs the point.â
Shouta listened, observing his family. He ate his cod, his earlier irritation dissipating, replaced by a familiar, bone-deep contentment. This was his world. The wealth, the mansion, the businessâit was all scaffolding for this: the five of them, together. Even when they bickered like this, it was a sign of safety, of the absolute trust that allowed for petty grievances.
Izuku, sensing the shift, had gone back to his steak, finishing the last bites with relish. He used his pink tongue to carefully clean the marrow from the small bone, then sat back on his haunches, licking his paws clean with fastidious swipes.He looked up, his belly full, his eyes drowsy and satisfied.
When the plates were cleared, a servant bringing out a pot of jasmine tea and a platter of delicate almond cookies for the humans, and a frozen cube of goats yogurt for Izuku, the final tension melted away.Katsuki leaned back, patting his stomach.âOkay, fine. It was good fish.â
âThank you,â Hizashi said primly.
âStill wanted steak, though.â
âWe all have our crosses to bear,â Hitoshi intoned, picking up a cookie.
Shouta watched Izuku lick his yogurt cube, his tail giving a slow, sleepy wag.The hierarchy was clear, logical, and ultimately meaningless in the face of their shared life. Hizashi made the decisions that benefited the whole organism, even if individual parts occasionally whined. He was the real boss, and Shouta wouldnât have it any other way.
Later, after the boys had dispersedâKatsuki to his room to call some girl, Hitoshi to his studio to sketch his tattoo, and Izuku to the sunroom to curl on his favorite chaise with a soft blanketâShouta found Hizashi in their private sitting room adjoining the master bedroom.
Hizashi was already out of his dinner clothes, wrapped in a silk robe the color of champagne, his hair loose over his shoulders. He was pouring two glasses of amber whiskey.He handed one to Shouta without a word. Shouta took it, his fingers brushing Hizashiâs.âYou handled that,â Shouta stated after a long sip. The whiskey was smooth, smoky, expensive.
âI did,â Hizashi agreed, settling onto the deep sofa and tucking his feet beneath him. âSomeone has to be the adult.â
âTheyâre spoiled.â
âWe spoiled them.You, principally. With your never-say-no policy.â Hizashiâs tone was fond, not accusatory.
âYou never stop them either.â
âI encourage their appetites.All of them. Katsuâs for physical dominance, Eliâs for aesthetic experience, Izuâs for touch and care. And yours, my love,â he said, looking up at Shouta through his lashes, âfor control. And for me.â
Shouta sank onto the sofa beside him, the leather creaking under his weight. He was a large man, but he made himself smaller next to Hizashi, leaning into his space.âThe steakâŚâ
âWas the right call.He was radiant.You saw him. Thatâs what we pay for.Not just the beauty, but the well-being. The optimal function.â Hizashi sipped his whiskey.âHeâs not a pet, Shou. Heâs a hybrid. Thereâs a science to it.â
âI know.â Shouta swirled the liquid in his glass.âIt just⌠it looked like indulgence. To them.â
âLet it.Let them see that his needs are different and that we cater to them without question. It teaches them about care. About tailored love.â Hizashi set his glass down and shifted, turning to face Shouta fully. He placed a hand on Shoutaâs cheek, his thumb stroking the stubble.âYouâre a wonderful father. You provide a world where they can sulk over cod because theyâve never known real want. Where I can give our hybrid son a steak because the logistics failed.Thatâs a privilege. Thatâs our success.â
Shouta leaned into the touch, closing his tired eyes. âI hate it when youâre right.â
âI know.â Hizashiâs voice was a whisper now. He leaned in, his breath warm against Shoutaâs lips. âItâs why youâre so obsessed with me.â
Shoutaâs eyes opened, dark and intent. He captured Hizashiâs mouth in a deep, claiming kiss, the taste of whiskey and defiance and absolute surrender passing between them.It was an answer, a capitulation, a reaffirmation.
When they parted, Hizashi smiled, a wicked, knowing thing. âNow, tell me you donât want me more than any steak in the world.â
Shouta didnât answer with words. He finished his whiskey in one swallow, set the glass down with a soft clink, and gathered Hizashi into his arms, standing up in one fluid, powerful motion. Hizashi laughed, a sound of pure delight, wrapping his arms around Shoutaâs neck as he was carried towards the bedroom.âSee?â Hizashi murmured against his neck. âPerfectly balanced. A healthy dinner⌠and a very, very decadent dessert.â
Downstairs, in the quiet, dimmed mansion, Izuku slept on his chaise, his belly full of steak, his dreams simple and warm. In his room, Katsuki flexed in the mirror, texting a girl about meeting up later. In his studio, Hitoshi carefully traced the lines of his spiderweb design, the music in his headphones a soft, roaring thrum.
And upstairs, behind a heavy oak door, the CEOs of their respective domainsâone of commerce, one of the heartâabandoned all pretense of discipline, lost in the sacred, crude, wholesome indulgence of each other.