Chapter 1: Introduction
Caroline’s heart leapt; she thought of John all the time; indeed the only time she could achieve orgasm was when she remembered their time together… “Sure, fine,” Caroline said trying to sound nonchalant. “One more for dinner won’t be a problem; it seems ages since we’ve seen him.” Caroline and John’s wife, Lucy had been great friends before she died 5 years previously. Peter and Caroline had helped him through the trauma of the death and had been a source of great support for him since. Caroline and John began their affair wracked with guilt but their passion for each other soon overcame any doubts.
Their lovemaking was primal, intense and raw. Caroline had never felt such desire before or since. John loved to bury his face between her legs, licking and sucking her clit until she came hard against his mouth. He would then plunge his thick cock deep inside her, fucking her with a frenzy that left them both breathless. She loved the feeling of his muscular body against hers as he thrust deeper and deeper inside her. He would then shoot his load deep inside her and collapse, spent and satiated.
They would lay there for hours, lost in each other’s arms, basking in the afterglow of their shared satisfaction. But as the weeks went by, their guilt became harder to ignore, and they knew they could not continue like this. They made a pact to end things, though the pain of parting was almost unbearable.
Fast forward to the present, and the elegant dinner party unfurls under the soft lighting of Caroline's beautiful New York City apartment. Conversations flow freely as the four friends share laughter around the perfectly set table.
Shan, Simon’s new girlfriend, a stunningly beautiful blonde with deep green eyes and a slender figure, is the last to arrive. The atmosphere is already thick with tension between John and Caroline as they exchange glances throughout the evening. Shan, who knows about Caroline and John’s past, smiles knowingly and excuses herself to the bathroom.
Caroline, in her elegant long red dress and high heels, rises to the kitchen to check on the dessert. She had been a little frosty to Shan since she arrived. She was miffed John had brought another woman to flaunt in front of her and was, in truth, a little jealous. "Why would he be so mean?" , she mused.
Moments later, Shan joins her.
The tension between them is electric, and Caroline feels a sudden frisson of fear as Shan closes the door behind her.
“John told me about you two is that why you don't like me?"
Caroline looks at her, confused. “told you what? - I don't dislike you” she asks, her voice betraying a slight tremble.
Shan moves closer, her breath hot on Caroline’s cheek.
“He told me everything, Caroline. About the intensity of your fucking together - and your fantasies.”
Caroline tries to push Jessica away, feeling suddenly breathless. “That was two years ago, and I’m married ,” she stammers remembering that John had encouraged Caroline to be bolder in her lovemaking ; to explicitly ask for what she wanted; at first Caroline found it strange asking John to eat her cunt or to fuck her harder; but with a little encouragement she became very vocal and expressive. Caroline’s fantasies revolved around public lovemaking, light bondage, strangers seducing her, making love with a beautiful woman and the like. They both knew that these were “just” fantasies and were not threatened by them.
The two women remained in silence for a couple of minutes before Shan broke the silence;
“You don’t like me, do you?” “I hardly know you,” Caroline snapped back.
“So how can you dislike me so quickly?” Shan began…. “Is it because you’re jealous?…. You and John were lovers!”
Caroline flushed with anger and embarrassment.
Caroline despised her at that moment; and she despised John; “how could he tell his new lover about her and how could he bring her here, to flaunt his new lover in her face” she mused.
“It’s alright,” Shan said, “I’ll bet I can say something that will bring a smile to your face.”
“I doubt it,” Caroline thought silently.
Shan walked across the kitchen towards Caroline. When she reached her she leaned forward and whispered in her ear. “I’m not here for John; I’m here for you! To fuck you!”
The hot breath in her ear and the words from Shan’s mouth left Caroline feeling dizzy. She said nothing for a second and then the anger began to rise…. “What? How dare you, I’m not intere…” Caroline’s words were interrupted by Shan leaning into her and kissing her full on the lips. Caroline was appalled, her mind was a mess; she tried to push Shan away but she couldn’t , so she backed away. Shan followed her , all the time trying to keep their lips in contact. Caroline’s retreat was halted by the kitchen wall; she could go no further. She pushed hard at Shan and said “Stop it, I’m not interested, I’m straight, I’ll scream.”
Shan's tongue slid deep into Caroline's mouth, exploring her like never before.
“What are you going to say to Paul, my lover’s woman is trying to fuck me? I don’t think so! Not interested, eh, look.” Shan sneered as she nodded towards Caroline’s breasts. Caroline’s nipples were obviously erect… She blushed furiously, devastated by her body’s betrayal. “No please,” was all she could muster before Shan again kissed her, this time she slipped her tongue into Caroline’s mouth. Caroline became light headed as the kiss continued, not returning the kiss but no longer struggling. “John told me all about you, and your fantasies,” Shan breathed in her ear. Shan took Caroline’s arms and pinned them above her head, as John had done so often; “I’ll bet you cunt is soaking already,” Shan licked her ear as she said this.
Caroline felt her knees weaken, and she let out a small moan as her pussy became wetter still, shame filled her as she thought about how this strange woman was turning her on.
Shan slipped Caroline's dress up her legs, revealing her black lace panties. She traced a finger over the damp fabric, tracing the outline of Caroline's lips. “Tell me again, you not interested?” she asked, as she slipped a finger underneath the edge, teasing Caroline's clit. Caroline gasped as she felt the finger touch her sensitive skin.
She couldn't believe what was happening, but her body's response was undeniable. She was getting wetter by the second.
"Tell me you don't want this," Shan demanded, as she slipped the finger inside Caroline's wetness.
Caroline moaned, unable to form words. She couldn't deny it any longer; she wanted Shan. She wanted to feel her touch, to be consumed by her.
No,” Caroline moaned, “they’re in the next room”
“We had better be quick then; and quiet,” Shan whispered as she kissed Caroline hard on the lips. Again her tongue found it’s way into Caroline’s mouth, this time, however, Caroline responded tentatively. When their tongues touched, Caroline sighed heavily into Shan’s eager mouth.
Shan knew she had won; Caroline had been struggling for control, and Shan had slowly worn her down. Shan slipped two fingers inside her and began slowly fucking her with them as her thumb teased the now engorged clit.
In seconds Caroline was on the verge of cumming
She couldn't remember the last time she had felt this turned on, and Shan's fingers inside her were driving her wild.
"Just let go, Caroline," Shan whispered into her ear. "Let me make you feel good."
Caroline knew she shouldn't, but she couldn't help it. She surrendered to the waves of pleasure coursing through her body, moaning loudly as Shan worked her fingers deeper and faster.
"Oh, fuck, yes," Caroline gasped, not caring who heard her but Shan kissed her to silence her
. Shan's skilled fingers brought Caroline to the brink quickly, and with a few final thrusts, she came hard, her legs trembling beneath her.
Shan pulled her fingers out slowly, and Caroline leaned against the wall for support, trying to catch her breath.
"Oh god what have I done ," Caroline said softly, still shocked by what had just happened.
Shan smiled, pleased with herself. "I know," she said, licking Caroline's juices from her fingers. "you came for me baby, very hard"
Caroline blushed, unsure of what to say.
She was still shaking from the intensity of her orgasm. She couldn't believe what had just happened; she had just cheated on her husband, and with his best friend's current girlfriend no less.
Shan smiled, sensing Caroline's discomfort. She leaned in close and whispered in her ear, "Don't worry, I won't tell anyone."
Caroline looked up at Shan, her eyes wide with shock and went back to join the men
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Shan rejoined the table, and the friends continued to chat. Caroline couldn't focus on the conversation, her mind was still reeling from what had just happened.
As the evening wore on, Caroline felt more and more uncomfortable, knowing what had happened in the kitchen. She excused herself and went to her room, saying she wasn't feeling well.
Paul came to check on her and found her lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling.
"What's wrong with you?" he snapped, sitting down beside her.
"Nothing," she replied, still looking at the ceiling. "Just a little hot"
They returned and sat back at the dining table.
Shan put her hand on Caroline's knee and asked aloud , "are you ok sweetie, you are hot?"
The double entendre and the hand on her bare knee made her flush more.
She was grateful for the dim room; she didn't want anyone to see the redness creeping up her neck.
"You sure you're alright?" Paul asked as he pulled her into a more comforting embrace, his palm cradling her cheek. She breathed him in, the scent of whiskey from the bar mellowing as it passed her nose. His lips brushed her hair; she leaned into it; she was relieved not to hear any hint of negativity from him.
"I'm all good," she whispered, her eyes barely open.
Shan's hand was still on her knee, and Caroline could feel the heat radiating from it. She knew she should move away, but she couldn't bring herself to do it. Instead, she found herself leaning closer to Shan, her lips parted slightly as she took in a shallow breath.
John and Paul were engrossed in the basketball game, their eyes glued to the screen. Neither of them noticed the tension building between the two women. Shan leaned in even closer, her lips brushing against Caroline's ear.
"I want to taste you, baby," she whispered, her voice heavy with lust. Caroline's heart raced, her body trembling with desire. She had never felt this way before, this overwhelming urge to submit to someone else's control.
Shan ran her hands up Caroline's thighs, underneath her dress, feeling the smooth skin of her inner thighs. Caroline gasped as Shan's fingers brushed against her sensitive flesh, her breath hitching in her throat. Shan traced a path upwards, her fingers stopping just shy of Caroline's damp entrance.
Caroline couldn't help herself; she let out a soft moan, her hips shifting towards Shan's touch. Shan took full advantage and slipped one finger inside, her thumb continuing to work in slow circles on her clit.
"Oh god, yes," Caroline moaned, her eyes fluttering closed as waves of pleasure washed over her. She couldn't believe what was happening - she was in the middle of a dinner party with her husband and his best friend, and here she was, about to cum with Shan's fingers buried inside her.
Shan began to finger fuck her faster and harder, each thrust hitting her G-spot and sending shockwaves of pleasure through her body. Caroline bit down on her bottom lip to keep from crying out, but it was no use - she was too far gone. With one final, earth-shattering orgasm, she came hard, her entire body shuddering with pleasure.
Shan pulled her fingers out slowly, bringing them up to Caroline's lips. Unbelievably the men didn't notice.
Caroline opened her mouth and tasted herself on Shan's fingers. She couldn't believe what had just happened. She had just let another woman finger her to orgasm, and in the middle of a dinner party no less.
Shan smiled wickedly at her, knowing she had just given Caroline the best orgasm of her life. She leaned in and whispered in her ear, "That's just a taste of what I can do to you, baby. Imagine if we had more time together."
Caroline's mind was reeling. She couldn't believe what she was hearing.
She knew she should be horrified, disgusted even, but all she could feel was a burning desire for Shan. It was as if all the guilt and shame she had been feeling about her affair with John had somehow been transferred to this woman, and now all she wanted to do was fuck her.
The sheer taboo of the situation made her desire for Shan even more intense.
Caroline’s mind was a whirlwind of conflicting emotions. She had never been with a woman before, and yet here she was, fantasizing about Shan, the very woman who had just thrown her affair with John in her face. But Caroline couldn’t help it; she wanted Shan, and she wanted her now.
Perhaps John had known her better than she knew herself.
Maybe that's why he had always encouraged her to explore her fantasies and desires, no matter how taboo they might have seemed. Caroline's mind wandered back to the first time John had introduced the idea of bringing another woman into their lovemaking. She had been shocked, shocked but excited too.
It had been a conversation that started innocently enough, with John asking what her fantasies were. Caroline had felt silly admitting them, especially after she had blurted out some of her more explicit ones. But John had taken it all in stride, his eyes twinkling as she spoke.
"You know, I think we could make some of these happen," he had said, a wicked grin spreading across his face. But that was two years ago and they never did, until now.
Shan took Caroline by the hand and lead her out to the bathroom as the men watched the game. She locked the door behind them and turned to face Caroline. Shan’s eyes were filled with lust as she pulled Caroline in for a deep, passionate kiss. Caroline responded, her body betraying her mind’s confusion with raw desire. She could taste herself on Shan’s lips, a reminder of what had happened just moments before in the dining room.
As they kissed, Shan began to undress Caroline, tugging at her dress until it fell to the floor in a heap. Shan stood back to take in the sight of Caroline’s naked body. She knelt before her and began kissing and biting her inner thighs. Caroline couldn't hold back her moans as Shan's tongue made its way to her soaking wet pussy. Shan flicked her clit with her tongue, tickling it with the tip of her nose as she pushed two fingers inside her. Caroline writhed in pleasure, gripping the sink and arching her back as Shan moved her head up and down, expertly pleasuring her. Caroline was lost in the sensations coursing through her body as Shan sucked and licked her clit, and she came hard, a guttural scream escaping her lips as she orgasmed.
Shan didn't miss a beat, continuing to finger fuck her as Caroline rode out the waves of pleasure.
When her orgasm began to fade, Shan stood up and kissed her deeply, sharing the taste of her own pussy with Caroline. It was one of the most erotic moments of Caroline's life, and she couldn't believe that it was happening.
Caroline returned the kiss eagerly, feeling herself getting hot all over again. She reached down between them and began to stroke Shan's clit, feeling it harden and swell beneath her fingertips.
Shan groaned and arched her back, hips bucking up against Caroline's hand as she joined in the rhythm of her self-pleasure. Caroline could feel the warmth of Shan's pussy as it opened up to her, inviting her in.
She hesitated for a moment, stuck by thoughts of John and the guilt that still lingered in her heart. But the fire within her was growing stronger, and she couldn't ignore it any longer. She bent down and kissed Shan deeply, throwing caution to the wind as she poured the full force of her passion into the kiss.
Shan’s tongue met hers, wrestling with it as if seeking to dominate her completely. Caroline palmed Shan’s breasts, her fingers grazing across the hard nipples as she lost herself in the sensation of her lips pressed against Shan’s salty bounty.
Shan was on the verge of orgasm in seconds.
She arched her back, pushing her hips against Caroline’s probing fingers as she bucked her pelvis, her pussy begging for more. Caroline achieved her goal and entered Shan mere seconds after Shan’s climactic let-out. Their bodies were glued together as hot, liquid energy flowed between them. Rotating her hips slight, Caroline took control, driving her pussy harder and deeper onto Shan’s name. "Shan, ...fuuuuck...my God” she whispered hoarsely, losing herself in the throes of passion.
Caroline felt Shan’s pussy clench around her fingers as she pulsed with pleasure.
Shan's orgasm was even stronger than the first, and she collapsed against Caroline, both of them panting and sweating.
Caroline slowly pulled her fingers out of Shan, who let out a soft moan as she did so. Caroline couldn't believe what had just happened. She had never felt so alive, so desired, and so loved in her entire life.
They were both stunned by the intensity of their fucking , but dressed and returned to the men as the game finished.
That night Caroline was lying awake in bed , stunned by what had happened Paul was asleep beside her as she tossed and turned.
Her phone buzzed and she saw a message from an unknown number.
“Awake?” It read .
'Can't sleep, want you', it was indeed from Shan. Caroline sat up in bed, looking at the message for a moment before deleting it. After the incidents in the kitchen and bathroom she needed time and space to think, especially given her marriage to Paul, whom she still had feelings for. Nights like this, especially when Paul was asleep, she felt isolated and alone. Not today though, today she had a distraction, a beautiful distraction.
Shan.
She jumped out of bed and began to pace the room, trying to compose herself.
“Meet me in Denny’s at 9” the next message read.