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Desires Regulation

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In a near-future dystopia, Elena agrees to enroll in a state-approved intimacy alignment program at the Office for Intimacy Regulation after Mark, a minor compliance officer, assures her it will reduce her anxiety and make them a suitable relational match. The program exceeds specification, eliminating inhibition entirely and leaving Elena calm, persistent, and incapable of internal restraint. As her appetite continues without saturation or inhibition, Mark discovers that the protocols of the OIR can be too successful.

Chapter 1: Dinner with Friends

Nothing could block out the smell of wet pavement, ozone, and the sour tang of unwashed bodies, but Elena kept her dark scarf wrapped around her mouth and nose all the same, and the collar of her jacket upturned, as if she could ward it all off. Even the rain couldn't keep her clean of the goddamned city, though it fell like sheets of water from a sky invisible. She couldn't even see the clouds if she tried. She knew better than to try. There were only neon lights and glittering towers of glass in the night, endlessly. Never even clouds, and not a single thought of the stars beyond. What even was the moon? Down here, there was no telling.

A crowd bottlenecked at the foot of the transit overpass, a dense throng of people in frayed thermal wraps and patched enviro-suits. They were unaffiliated--socially unlicensed, or even low status, men and women waiting for a charity omnibus that was likely already full. Their eyes were dull, reflecting the garish ads for things they’d never afford. Things she couldn't afford, either. But at least she wasn't unaffiliated. She had a job. A good job, with status. Not high status, but enough.

Elena navigated around them, her boots avoiding the oily puddles of filth and grime. A hand, gnarled and speckled reached out for her, but she sidestepped, feeling the brush of damp fabric against her leg. A mutter followed her. "Bitch."

Ahead, the restaurant where she was meeting Joseph hung like a luminous cocoon between two soaring commuter pylons. Its slender, alloy-framed body was lit from within, a ribbon of warm light against the grim vertical cityscape. Below it, below everything, the live rail trench hummed, a bass vibration felt through the soles of her feet. The mag-trains screamed past in a blur of silver and blue light; every structure gave their delicate shudders.

There was a biometric lift, its door a seamless sheet of black glass, descending directly from the restaurant’s underbelly, from the mag-train platforms, for high-tier patrons.

Elena approached by the footpath, across a grated a bridge that was slightly rusted by the rain, lit by harsh white strips. It creaked under each of her steps as she walked over, though it did not sway. She could see down below, through to the levels and levels of tunnels. Pitch black, and twisted metal, and tracks. The devil was down there. If she believed in the devil. But that was illegal.

She approached the gate.

The barrier was reinforced smartglass, currently opaque. A pillar beside the sheening crystal was embedded with a kiosk, illuminated inside with a sterile blue. The triangular inscription of the masonic sector, so familiar to Elena now from its prevalence everywhere in all state documents, was inscribed in the stone above.

Two members of the Compliance Oversight Patrol sat inside, silhouetted against the glow of multiple data screens, blending into the blue light in their uniforms of deep charcoal grey, armored at the shoulders and forearms with black composite plating. A single, simplified emblem glowed on their left breast: a stylized eye over the masonic pyramid.

The Compliance Oversight Patrol saw everything.

The pearlescent gate of glass remained shut. A speaker in the kiosk pillar crackled. "Present your authorization to proceed."

Elena stopped. There was cover, somewhere high above, and here the rain only misted her face. She raised her right wrist, turning the inner side toward a scanner plate beside the kiosk window. A thin red laser line swept over her subcutaneous chip. She held her breath, a pointless habit. Everything was in her profile. Her work contribution metrics were solid. Her conversational ethics score was acceptably neutral. She had no recent infractions. But stability was a tenuous thing, a stack of cards in a vibrating room.

The screens inside the kiosk flickered. The Oversight officer, visible now behind a transparent visor, confirmed the data. His partner watched the crowd behind her in the distance, beyond the bridge, still waiting in the rain for the Omnibus. His hand rested on the compact shock-rifle propped between them.

“What is the purpose of your movement?" he asked.

“Dinner," she said. "Just dinner. I'm meeting someone.” Elena’s voice was steady.

His partner turned. “Reservation is confirmed," he said. "She's on the list."

His hand, the one resting on the shock-rifle, relaxed. Maybe it was her imagination, but maybe not. The only sounds were the hiss of the rain, the distant thunder of another train, and the murmur of the homeless crowd at her back.

The opaque glass gate dissolved into transparency with a soft chime, then slid sideways into its housing.

“You can proceed. Movement curfew for your bracket is 01:00."

She nodded. "Thanks. I know."

Elena stepped back out onto the footpath, the gate sealing shut behind her with a definitive thud. The trench yawned below, a canyon of crackling magnetic rails. The restaurant hung ahead, closer now. Through its curved glass walls, she could see the divided interior: glowing alcoves in serene blue or urgent amber, the patrons within them reduced to elegant silhouettes. Joseph would be in a blue one. He always was. Probably on the second level. He preferred the upper tier, and he had enough status to achieve his preference.

The final meters of the path were a narrow glass tube, unsupported, offering a sheer, dizzying view straight down into the trench. In a lockdown, the tube could be withdrawn entirely.

Elena didn't look down.

She kept her eyes on the honey-colored wood of the restaurant's reception platform, on the woman standing there in a tailored grey suit, her expression placid and professionally empty.

The platform thrummed with the bass of a train passing beneath. Elena’s teeth vibrated. She stepped onto the solid deck. The world steadied. The ambient noise shifted from a scream of metal through magnetic fields, to a low, warm, easy hum of synthesized strings and simulated conversation.

The host’s suit was perfectly cut at shoulders and arms and unarmored.

“Welcome,” the host said. Her voice was smooth, devoid of accent or emotion. A vibralens, a slim band of brushed metal, glinted on her temple and sat low across her eyes, so that she could read Elena's data cloud in real-time. “You are Elena Vance. Your companion is already seated. Please follow.”

The air inside was better than the street air--recycled, but infused with a scent, like petrichor, and clean linen. The lighting was low, pooled in the centers of the curved glass alcoves that lined the outer walls. Each alcove was a self-contained bubble of light, its hue dictated by the occupants’ clearances, with prestige rendered in nearly bright white. She could tell who was important just by how visible they were.

Joseph’s alcove glowed a steady, serene white-blue on the upper level, just as she expected.

A floating staircase of translucent composite spiraled upward. As Elena ascended, she caught fragmented glimpses of other diners through the curved dividers—two women in severe black shared a single dish, not speaking, across from a man whose face was a topography of data-tattoos. He was gesturing sharply at a holographic contract. All three of them were sitting a pool of dark amber light so dim she could barely see him. She would never know about what.

In the next alcove Joseph was leaning back in the low sofa, one arm draped along the back. He was handsome in a way that was both generic and precise—features optimized by good genes and minor, licensed somatic tweaks. His hair was dark, swept back, no grey. He wore a charcoal jacket over a simple black shirt. No ostentation.

Across from him sat another couple.

The man stood as Elena arrived. He was older than Joseph, with silver tracing precise lines through his temples. His suit was a shade of deep navy so dark it was nearly black, the fabric matte and absorbing the alcove's light.

"Elena," Joseph said, his smile easy but his eyes holding a slight, unreadable tightness. "Glad you made it through the gauntlet. This is Daniel Kessler, a colleague from the bureaus. And this is Marianne, his wife."

Daniel extended a hand. His grip was firm, dry, cool. "Elena," he said. "Charmed." His voice was a low, pleasant baritone.

"Thank you," Elena said. "It's a pleasure to meet you."

She said nothing else. Daniel was with one of the bureaus. That's all she needed to know, to know that she needed to tread carefully, to say nothing, to ask no questions, and to give direct, clear answers. Anything she said to someone with the bureaus--any of the alphabetico, no matter how obscure--could go into her data cloud.

She slipped into the curved seat beside Joseph. The synthetic leather sighed under her weight. A server, human but with the placid demeanor of a service-unit, brought menus encoded on thin glass slabs.

As Joseph and Daniel discussed a recent algorithmic adjustment in the tier-six clearance protocols—shop talk about housing allocations—Elena watched Marianne. She was put together with bureau resources—a sharp, angular bob of perfect platinum-blonde hair, eyes a pale, unnerving blue. Her dress was just as severe, a metallic, gunmetal grey that seemed to move like liquid. Marianne didn't look at the serving options, or speak, but she watched Elena with a detached, appraising stillness.

Joseph decided what she would eat, tapping out the selection on the glass. Daniel did the same for Marianne. It only took a little time for the first course to arrive: clear bowls with a single perfect dumpling submerged in broth, like a deep-sea creature. Daniel was explaining the challenges of integrating legacy identity records from the pre-Collapse archives into the latest systems; Marianne shifted closer to him on the shared sofa. She rested her head against his shoulder, her eyes closing for a long moment. Daniel’s hand came up and stroked her hair, his fingers combing through the platinum strands with an intimate familiarity that was utterly routine for them.

Elena kept her face smooth. They had the clearances. They were married, after all, and he was with one of the bureaus, so of course they had the clearances. They wouldn't dare be so brazen, without the permits. She tried not to watch.

She took a spoonful of broth. It tasted like nothing.

"Did I mention which bureau Daniel is with?" Joseph asked. "He's a status analyst for OCCIR."

Elena coughed, the flavorless liquid catching on the wrong pipe in her throat. She smiled as if she could cover her surprise, which seemed to amuse both Daniel and his wife.

"No," she said, covering her mouth politely. "I had no idea. What important work that is."

She said no more. There was nothing more to risk saying, no small talk that wouldn't sound pretentious from someone outside the bureau caste, and nothing clever that wouldn't risk information being deposited later in her data-cloud as supplemental for review. The Office of Civic Classification and Identity Review held nearly absolute power over every citizen's information panel; every bureau certification, update, license, compliance, and disciplinary action filtered up, into the OCCIR.

She would tread lightly.

"What about your work, Elena?"

"My work?" She shook her head, almost automatically. "Oh, I'm not affiliated with the bureaus," she explained. "I'm just an assistant at a parenting certification center in the middle commons."

"That's important work," Daniel said. "I understand they do recertifications there, too, at the center, for parents who are going through reclassifications. That's vital work, Elena."

She kept her smile small. "I'm just an assistant," she said. "Mostly I supervise training modules and do some data management."

"I don't understand it."

Elena's eyes turned away from Daniel's face, over to Marianne, and Joseph shifted in his seat to signal the turn of his attention. Even Daniel cocked his head, though only slightly.

"Parenting--who would go through all that work, to get that licensing? All the classes and the additional monitoring, just for the additional expense and stress of a child?" She hadn't moved from Daniel's shoulder. "It seems so counter-intuitive to one's personal stability, does it not?."

The question hung in the alcove’s blue-white light. Joseph cleared his throat softly, a signal. Daniel’s hand stilled in Marianne’s hair. It didn't sound like the kind of question that required an answer, but no one spoke. Was she expected to answer?

The main courses arrived then, borne by the silent server. Plates of sculpted food, colors arranged with geometric precision—roasted protein cubes, a seared tile of mean simulant, all dribbled with an emulsive sauce.

Despite herself, she enjoyed each bite.

The conversation shifted, mercifully, to the trivial: a new immersive series on the civic feed, the frustrating delays in the cross-sector mag-lev lines. Daniel had opinions about how to improve vertical transit efficiency, and Joseph listened with focused interest. Elena tried not to eat too quickly, or greedily. She pushed food around her plate. She watched Marianne, who had returned to her silent, watchful state, her eyes now fixed on the dizzying drop beyond the curved glass.

Elena followed her gaze. Down in the trench, a train shot past, a silent comet of light. For a fraction of a second, the entire restaurant structure vibrated, a deep sonic tremor that made the water in their glasses shiver. Marianne’s reflection in the plexiglass was utterly, hopelessly blank.

The server, always saying nothing at all, returned with four small, identical porcelain cups. Each contained a single, black sphere the size of a large marble, resting on a bed of vapor that smelled of frozen ozone and burnt sugar.

“Spherified absinthe, with a nitrogen flash,” Daniel said, as if reading a label. “Entirely compressed.”

Elena picked up the tiny accompanying spoon, its handle cold. Joseph was watching her, that same tightness around his eyes. He hadn’t touched his dessert. Joseph, always in control, was nervous about something. Waiting to say something.

“There was something I needed to clarify, Elena,” he began, his voice taking on a measured, procedural tone. The one he used for minor bureaucratic hiccups. “Regarding us. Our status.”

She placed the spoon down. “Our status?”

“I submitted the application," he said. "Through the standard channels, for intimacy licensing.” He said it like it was obvious, like they’d discussed it for weeks. “I submitted the preliminary forms last week. Standard procedure. But there was a procedural block.”

Elena’s hand went very still on the tabletop. The hum of the restaurant seemed to pull back, muffled by a sudden rush of blood in her ears. Application? He’d submitted an application? For them?

“A block?” she managed. Her voice sounded distant. "On our application."

“It's seen as a conflict of interest,” Joseph said, shrugging slightly. A bureaucrat’s shrug. “Since I work for the Office for Intimacy Regulation, I can’t fast-track my own application. It would look improper. So it goes into the general queue. Could be six months, maybe eight, before they even schedule the compatibility interviews.”

Daniel chuckled, a low, pleased sound. He popped the black sphere into his mouth, where the compressed absinthe audibly cracked.

“Don’t look so worried, Elena," the OCCIR officer said, waving his hand. Marianne was no longer leaning on him. "Joseph here was impatient. He wanted to see if you were a viable candidate. So he pulled a string a string or two. I helped.”

Joseph shot Daniel a look, but it lacked any real force. It was a performance.

Daniel continued, dabbing his lips with a napkin. "We initiated a full-panel background review. Jumped you to the front of the vetting line. Quite the favor.” He leaned forward slightly, his silver hair catching the blue light. “And you, you sweet little birdling, came back spotless. Not a single anomaly in your data-cloud. Your consumption patterns are modest, your work metrics consistent, your psychographics stable. A suitable candidate for licensing."

Elena’s face felt hot, then icy. A full-panel review. That meant every byte. Every purchase. Every commute log. Every saved message, every public feed interaction, every biometric scan from her workplace wellness kiosk. Her entire existence, sifted and weighed by OIR clerks she would never meet.

Marianne made a soft, amused sound. She had not touched her sphere. She was looking at Elena with a new, piercing curiosity.

“It’s really quite remarkable,” Marianne said, her voice light, conversational. “I had no idea there were women so thoroughly paneled. With such a stark deficit in the intimacy metrics.” She smiled, a thin curve of pale lips. “I mean, the visual data alone. The body scans from your last four annual medical compliance audits. My god, the resolution. They really do capture everything, don’t they? It’s like you were right there in the room. You must be very proud."

Elena sat perfectly still.

The vibration of a passing train trembled up through the floor, through the sofa, into the bones of her hips. She could feel their eyes on her—Joseph’s assessing, Daniel’s smug, Marianne’s predatory—and it was no longer the gaze of people looking at her face, her clothes. It was the gaze of people who had seen the archived, high-resolution images of her naked body, front and back and in precise cross-section. Her “visual data.” Filed by the Citizen's Medical Bureau. Reviewed by Office for Intimacy Regulation, and double-checked by the Office of Civic Classification and Identity Registration--all so this officer's wife could discuss her with her dessert.

The black sphere in her cup seemed to pulse. The nitrogen vapor had dissipated, leaving it looking dull and inert.

She said nothing. The power differential was a physical weight on her tongue. Joseph worked for OIR. Daniel was status analyst for OCCIR. Marianne wasn't supposed to see private biometrics, almost certainly. But it had already happened. Elena knew that if she objected or reacted poorly to the scalding—that would be a caste anomaly. That would be logged. That would go into her cloud as a subversive marker. A red flag.

So she sat in the blue-white light of the alcove, suspended over the screaming trench, and let herself settle into a silent, cold sediment.

The silence stretched.

The hum of the restaurant rushed back in, filled with the clink of cutlery from other alcoves, the low thrum of the mag-train trench below. Elena’s face was a perfect, placid mask.

Joseph misread the quiet. His expression softened, turned apologetic. He leaned forward, elbows on the table, his voice dropping into a conciliatory tone.

“Hey. You don't need to be disappointed,” he said, his eyes searching hers. “The wait, I mean. The procedural block. There’s good news.”

Elena blinked. "Oh?"

Daniel interjected, with bureaucratic precision. “It’s not a ‘good news, bad news’ thing, to be fair. It’s just procedure.”

Joseph waved a hand, a slight, impatient gesture. “The point is, Elena, we don’t have to wait. Daniel pulled some strings. Given my position at OIR, and his at OCCIR, we were able to fast-track a solution.”

A solution. The word was cold, clinical.

Daniel took over, his voice smooth as the polished table surface. “We’ve initiated a Provisional Intimacy License. Pushed it through on a cross-agency expedite, leveraging Joseph’s OIR authority. It’s active as of tonight, which means you are fully cleared for all forms of physical intimacy. No compliance risks. It’s all logged.”

"That's why I asked Daniel to join us," Joseph explained. "To celebrate. I couldn't have done it without him.”

But Daniel was already speaking again, holding up a finger. His wife watched him with that same detached admiration. “It is conditional, you understand. And temporary. Provisional means provisional. The standard compatibility interviews and full paneling still need to be scheduled and completed within the next ninety days. A provisional is just a window. Not a permanent status. The proper reports must be filed with OIR to convert it to a full license. If they aren’t…”

He let the sentence hang. He didn’t need to finish.

And an expired provisional license didn’t just vanish.

It would be registered in her panels. It would be flagged. A high-status intimate partnership, vetted and approved by two major bureaus, collapsing before full certification? That wouldn’t be seen as a simple romantic failure. That would be a compliance failure. A failure to integrate. A failure to stabilize. Her data-cloud would be tagged with an algorithmic scarlet letter.

It would make her a prime candidate for caste reclassification during her next civil classification review. It might even prompt an immediate mandatory reclassification.

The cold sediment inside her turned to lead. They had boxed her in with bureaucratic kindness. Accept the license, jump through their hoops for ninety days, and hope Joseph’s interest held. Or reject it, insult a high-level OIR officer and an OCCIR status analyst, and watch her social metrics tank immediately. There was no path that didn’t lead through them.

“Elena?” Joseph’s voice pulled her back. He was waiting for a reaction. Gratitude, probably. Relief.

She looked down at her dessert. The black sphere of compressed absinthe sat in its little porcelain cup, inert, a dead planet. She picked the tiny spoon back up.

“That’s incredibly efficient of you both,” she said, her voice miraculously steady. “Thank you.”

She dug the spoon’s edge into the sphere. It cracked with a sound like ice breaking underfoot. A wisp of the frozen vapor escaped, smelling sharply of anise and chemical cold. She lifted the spoon to her mouth.

The flavor was intense, overwhelming. It was the taste of a necessary, toxic correction. It flooded her tongue, coated her throat. She did not gag. She forced her throat to work open.

The bitterness lingered, a permanent stain on the back of her tongue, as she set the spoon down on the pristine white saucer.

It tasted like medicine, bitter and herbal. She forced herself to swallow.

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