Chapter 4: Resolution
The next day after the death of Ridwan, His family, Rachma, Sarah and Doni sitting in their living room, their talking and chit-chat . The air in the house felt liberated. Everyone was discussing what they should do now. The atmosphere was thick with excitement.
Rachma speak to her children "So honey how did you feel now?
" she asked, looking at them intently. Sarah and Doni exchange glances before responding. Sarah replies first, "Well mom, I think we should start living our lives the way we want to. We have been oppressed for too long, and it's time to break free."
Doni nods in agreement, a determined look in his eyes. "Yeah, I mean, why not? We can finally enjoy what we've been missing out on. We deserve to be happy, right?" Rachma smiles approvingly, feeling relieved and excited about their newfound freedom.
"I couldn't agree more, sweethearts! Let's celebrate our new life together, shall we?" she says with a twinkle in her eye.
Then Rachma explain to her children that this house will be their safe zone for doing all kind of pleasures without thinking about constraints or boundaries as long as not hurting each other. Norms and religion is not applicable anymore in this house, the most important thing is they desire and happiness
. "You can do whatever you want, but let's just make sure no one gets hurt along the way," she says to her kids.
Sarah and Doni exchanged a mischievous glance, knowing exactly what their mother meant. They had spent years suppressing their desires and passions under Ridwan's strict rules. Now that he was gone, they could finally explore their deepest fantasies without fear of punishment or judgment.
Rachma told Doni and Sarah that sex is their main priority, having sex for them is same important as eating.
She said "In this house, we prioritize sex. It's just as important as food. So, go ahead and explore your deepest desires. Don't hold back any longer." Her words were like a spark igniting something deep within the siblings.
And then Rachma add that they also can do other pleasures like watching porn, eat pork, drunk or even having a drugs
party if they want. The possibilities seemed endless in front of them. Sarah looked around the room, taking in the familiar surroundings that now felt alien. Everything suddenly seemed different; they were free. She glanced at Doni, seeing the same realization reflected in his eyes.
"We're gonna live life to the fullest, aren't we?" Sarah declared, her voice full of determination. "I mean, who knows when we'll get another chance like this?"
Rachma nodded in approval, smiling proudly at her children. "Yes, Sarah, we are." Rachma agreed wholeheartedly with her daughter. "Living life to the fullest doesn't mean just surviving every day. It means truly experiencing everything we can - especially those things we've been denied."
Its so ironic that this sinful life idea came from a woman who everyday wearing a modest hijab , but actually hiding her wildest sexual desires for many years. Rachma was known as a virtuous and righteous woman. People often praised her dedication to charity work and devotion to her faith. Little did they know that beneath her conservative exterior lay a woman yearning for release from the restrictive chains of tradition.
Sarah laughed softly, her hazel eyes sparkling with delight. "I guess we can officially say goodbye to Ramadan fasting, Mom." Rachma chuckled heartily, "oh about Ramadan, as a Muslim we can keep respect Ramadan by double up our pleasure and desire, because for now our pleasure and desire its same as our prayer. we will double up our sex, double up our drinking, double up our watch porn, and double up our drug party during Ramadan." Rachma explained with glee.
Doni laughed loudly, his piercing green eyes shining with excitement. "Yeah, why not? Double the fun, right?"
Rachma grinned broadly, "Oh, absolutely, Sweetie.Ramadan can be filled with joy and celebration instead of restrictions. No more depriving ourselves of delicious treats!"
"And as muslim we still pray everyday but we will mix it with a bit of lust, you understand what i mean, dear?"
Rachma explained playfully.
"What, like combine prayer and sex?" Sarah asked curiously, raising an eyebrow.
"Exactly, my dear," Rachma replied eagerly. "Imagine kneeling down, hands raised, ready to recite the Quran, only to find yourself caressing your partner's body instead. The holy verses echoing in your ears alongside moans of pleasure. Isn't that thrilling?"
Sarah and Doni couldn't help but grin at the thought.
The idea of merging spirituality and sexuality was exhilarating. Rachma continued to guide them along, sharing her vision and experiences. She recounted secret liaisons with neighbors, friends, and even strangers during times when she sought solace from the confines of her marriage.
"There's nothing wrong with enjoying intimacy, my dears," Rachma reassured them. "In fact, it's a beautiful expression of love and connection. We should embrace it fully."
As night fell upon the bustling city of Jakarta, the trio decided to take their conversation to the bedroom.