Chapter 1: Introduction
Guy woke up early that morning, dressed in his favorite diaper complete with matching pink bowties. It wasn't something he wanted anyone else to know about, but it made him feel safe and secure like nothing else could. He had been spying on Samantha from afar for weeks now, unable to resist looking at her long legs and toned body any chance he got. Every time she did a flip during one of her cheerleading routines, his heart skipped a beat. But being around her felt impossible—she seemed so far out of reach.
In fact, he had convinced himself there was no way she could ever even notice him let alone interact with him. So when Josh accidentally bumped into Samantha while walking back to his dormitory in his diaper, it nearly sent him reeling. His heart rate increased rapidly as he stared at her long blonde hair swishing side-to-side as she walked away laughing. It left him feeling ashamed but also aroused – which confused the hell out of him.
He couldn’t stop thinking about how confident she looked standing there completely unaware of who had just bumped into her...or rather what. That day he could feel his heart beating faster than usual as if it was trying to escape his chest. It felt like love mixed with pure infatuation. And while his face turned red hot at the thought of her seeing him like that, another part of him wished she would see through his disguise - even though deep down he knew it was impossible.
The way she moved around the campus with such confidence made him wonder what it would be like to experience those legs wrapped tightly around him as they made love – something he had always fantasized about since he first saw her leading cheers during tryouts. He tried hard not to let those thoughts consume him but there they were nonetheless... lingering on every corner of his brain.
It wasn’t just her physical attributes that got underneath his skin either; there was also an air of dominance surrounding her that seemed to draw everyone towards her.
And even though he knew he stood no chance against someone like her – what guy would? - Guy couldn’t help but feel this overwhelming desire inside him whenever she entered a room or simply passed through campus looking like a goddess walking among mere mortals. It was true love mixed with all sorts of other emotions such as longing, desperation and even sadness at times. Sometimes he hated this feeling because it made him vulnerable but most times he savored every single second despite how hard things were between them considering their vast differences.
He had always been so shy around girls growing up; never once did he think that one day something like this might happen to him - let alone someone as out of his league as Samantha.
But there she was - right before his eyes, laughing at him while wearing those tight shorts which hugged her perfect behind perfectly showing off everything she had going underneath those cheerleading skirts. The image stuck with him throughout the day, playing over and over again like a broken record inside his head until finally, nightfall came along bringing much-needed relief from these thoughts tormenting him endlessly.
Lying down onto his bed in just his diaper, Guy felt safe enough to let his guard down for once.
Thoughts of Samantha swirled around in his head like a maelstrom as he stared up at the cracked ceiling above him. He couldn’t stop thinking about how it all happened—the looks she gave him during practices made him feel alive but also small at the same time; vulnerable almost. It was clear she didn’t even know who he was yet there he was - pining over her from afar dreaming about being somebody else entirely - all because of those legs and perfect smile which shone brighter than anyone else on campus.