Chapter 4: Climax
Dean sat hunched over on the crinkly paper-covered examination table, staring at the clinical white floor tiles, the walls dotted with charts advising him on nutrition and preventative care. He fiddled with the thin blue fabric of his gown, wishing he could just get up and walk out.
"Well, Dean, it's time for us to check your penis. I need to perform a prostate exam," Dr. Novak announced from behind the large wooden desk.
"I-I don't think I need that, doc. I'm only here for a checkup," Dean stammered, heat creeping up his neck as he vehemently shook his head.
Dr. Novak sighed, his stern hazel eyes studying Dean with an air of patience that made Dean's anxiety spiral.
"Dean, it's essential to complete the full physical examination, especially since this is your first time here. I promise I'll be gentle."
Dean reluctantly nodded, swallowing the lump in his throat, his hands tightly grasping the thin blue paper beneath him. His cheeks burned from embarrassment as he awkwardly lay back on the examination table, his thin hospital gown barely concealing his slender frame.
Dr. Novak started the process with gloved hands. "Relax, Dean.
This won't take long," said Dr. Novak as he applied lubricant to his gloved fingers. Dean closed his eyes, tensing up as the doctor's fingers gently prodded his body, exploring attitudes that made him entirely exposed. The physical exam continued on, a series of invasive pokes and prods that left him feeling violated and uncomfortable.
Then, Dr. Novak said, "Dean, I need to examine your foreskin as well."
Dean's heart dropped. He had been terrified of this moment, the thought of anyone—especially his doctor—seeing his small penis. The words escaped his lips before he could stop them. "Is that really necessary, doc?"
"Yes, Dean. It's essential to ensure everything is functioning as it should be. Now please, try to relax." Dr. Novak's tone was stern yet compassionate.
As he hesitantly complied, he couldn't shake off the feeling of humiliation, wishing the ground would swallow him up whole. The minutes ticked by, each one more agonizing than the last, as Dr. Novak thoroughly examined his small penis and foreskin.
Finally, the procedure was over.
Dean let out a sigh of relief as Dr. Novak removed his gloved hands and pulled down the privacy curtain to discard his gloves.
"Dean, I must discuss something with you. Your foreskin seems to be longer than normal. It might cause discomfort or complications during intercourse," Dr. Novak stated with a hint of concern in his voice.
"What do you mean, doc? I've always thought it was just small," Dean muttered, never having given it much thought before.
"Well, I'm not saying you can't function sexually.
However, it's essential to address this early on before it leads to more severe issues," Dr. Novak explained gently, as he looked at Dean with an air of sincerity and understanding.
Dean felt a profound sense of embarrassment wash over him. He couldn't bear the idea of discussing his minor penis size and long foreskin, which could impact his overall experience. "So what can you do about it, Doc?" he mumbled, averting his gaze to the tiled floor.
Dr. Novak considered the situation, tapping a pen against his chin as he weighed out the best course of action. "Well, there's an option for circumcision, but I understand if that's not something you want to consider. Alternatively, daily retraction exercises can help desensitize the foreskin, making it less of an issue for you," Dr. Novak suggested delicately.
Dean thought about the options for a moment before making a decision. "I think I want to try the exercises first, doc.