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Doorway to Doubt

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My name is Charly and I've been married to Sara for five years. Our relationship isn't doing too bad, although sex is almost non-existant lately. The story starts one day that I'm at work and receive a ping in my phone from the cam I was setting up yesterday. I was expecting to see one of our cats jumping on my desk at home, but what I see is something else. The webcam was pointed at the door of my home office, and in the recording I see Sara walking down the hall, and then I see another guy walking behind her before they both go out of frame. This will start a series of events over the coming weeks that will not only make me question my marriage, but also my way of looking at sexuality

Chapter 3: The Dark Awakening

The week passed in a veneer of normalcy so thin it threatened to shatter with every touch.Sara made pasta.They watched a documentary about sharks. They slept with the careful distance of strangers sharing a train berth. The gouge in the ceiling paint above the bed stared down at Charly like an accusation every night. He hadn’t fixed it.

Now, in the buzzing hive of the office, his phone chimed a specific, shrill alert he’d programmed just for this.

A meeting with the branding team for a new probiotic yogurt was droning on. “The gut-brain axis is a storytelling goldmine,” his colleague Liz was saying.Charly’s pocket vibrated.He slid the phone out under the table.

The notification glowed: Motion Alert - Bedroom Cam.His blood turned to slush. It was 2:17 PM on a Wednesday. Sara should be in a strategy session, or at her desk, or getting a late lunch.“Charly?Thoughts on the microbiome narrative?” Liz asked.

“Hmm?Yeah.Goldmine.Absolutely.” He stood, his chair screeching. “Sorry.Emergency.Gut issue. Be right back.”

He was out of the conference room before anyone could respond, moving down the sterile hallway on legs that didn’t quite feel his own. The men’s room was empty. He slammed into the farthest stall, locked the door, and braced his hands against the cold metal partitions.The phone screen was a black rectangle.He tapped the alert.

The feed loaded, a little grainy, the fisheye lens distorting the edges of the room. The grey duvet was tossed back.And there they were.

Sara, on her knees at the edge of the mattress, her back arched, face pressed into the bedding. She wore only her black sports bra, pushed up above her breasts.Her yoga pants were tangled around one ankle. Derek stood behind her, fully naked, his body a sculpture of taut muscle and shaded hollows. One large hand was splayed on the small of her back, pinning her in place. The other guided his cock, which was thick and already gleaming, into her from behind.Charly’s breath stopped.

There was no preamble, no gentle foreplay.Derek pushed forward, a slow, relentless invasion. Sara’s body accepted him, her back bowing deeper, a muffled groan escaping into the duvet. Derek’s hips met the curve of her ass with a soft, final smack. He was buried to the hilt.

“Fuck, Sara,” Derek grunted, his voice tinny through the phone’s speaker but unmistakable. “Always so goddamn ready for me.”

He pulled out almost all the way, the slick length of him catching the light, then drove back in. A harder thrust. Sara’s head jerked up, her mouth open in a silent cry Charly could almost hear.Then again.And again.The pace settled into a brutal, punishing rhythm.Out.Each forward slam shook her whole body, making her untethered breasts swing heavily. The bedframe tapped a faint, consistent complaint against the wall.Charly watched, transfixed. His wife. Her body, which he knew in sleepy, familiar ways, was now a site of frantic, animal use.Derek’s thighs clenched with each thrust, his balls tightening and slapping against her. Sara’s fingers clawed at the duvet, gathering folds of fabric into her fists. Her ass was reddened from the impact.

“Yeah, take it,” Derek growled, his hands moving to grip the flare of her hips, his thumbs digging in. He angled her higher, opening her up, and fucked into her with a deeper, more focused violence. The wet, rhythmic sound of their coupling filled Charly’s ears through the speaker—a obscene, sucking squelch with every withdrawal.A hot, sick jealousy coiled in his gut, vicious and black. But underneath it, igniting like a pilot light exposed to oxygen, was a raw, undeniable arousal. His own cock, traitorous and hard, strained against his trousers. He fumbled with his belt buckle, the metallic clink loud in the tiled stall.

On screen, Derek leaned over her, covering Sara’s back with his torso.He murmured something into her ear. She nodded, frantic, and he slid a hand around her front, under her, his fingers finding her clit.

Sara’s back went rigid. A high, desperate sound tore from her throat, completely unmuffled. “Right there, right there, don’t stop, fuck—”

Derek’s thumb worked her in hard, fast circles, his hips never losing their pace. Her cries escalated, shattered, incoherent. Her body began to shudder, a wave of tension seizing her from the core outwards. She came with a choked scream, her inner muscles milking his cock visibly, her legs trembling.Derek didn’t let her finish. He pulled out, his cock springing free, glistening and huge.He flipped her onto her back with a single rough motion. Sara looked wrecked, her hair stuck to her sweat-slicked face, her eyes wild and unfocused. He pushed her knees apart, wider, exposing her completely to the camera’s eye—the dark thatch of hair, the swollen, glistening pink of her labia, the gaping, wet entrance he’d just vacated.

He positioned himself at her core, the blunt head of his cock pressing against her. He looked down at her, not with tenderness, but with a fierce, possessive hunger.“You want it back?” he asked, his voice low.

“Yes. God, yes, please.”

He slammed into her in one fierce stroke, burying himself to the root.Sara arched off the bed, a gasp punched from her lungs.

Charly had his own cock in his fist now, stroking in time with Derek’s thrusts. The jealousy, the betrayal, it all fused into a single, white-hot thread of need. He watched Derek fuck his wife, watched her body jolt with each penetration, watched her pussy stretch to accommodate the thick invasion.He imagined the heat, the crushing tightness she must be feeling. He imagined being Derek.The pace was ferocious, unrelenting. Derek braced his arms on either side of Sara’s head, his biceps corded, his face a mask of concentrated effort. Sweat dripped from his chin onto her chest. Sara wrapped her legs around his waist, heels digging into his ass, pulling him deeper.“I’m gonna come,” Derek grunted, the words strained. “Gonna fill you up.”

“Do it,” Sara breathed, her eyes locked on his. “Come inside me.”

With a final, deep plunge, Derek stiffened. A raw, guttural groan tore from him.He held himself there, pulsing, emptying into her. Charly could see the faint tremor in his thighs, the complete surrender of his climax.

That was the image that pushed Charly over the edge.The sight of another man spending inside his wife. His own orgasm ripped through him, a convulsive, painful spasm of pleasure that felt like punishment. Come striped the grimy floor of the stall and his own trembling hand. He sagged against the partition, breath sawing in and out of his lungs, the phone clutched so tight his knuckles ached.On screen, Derek collapsed onto Sara, then rolled off. They lay side by side, a tangle of limp limbs and heaving chests. Derek said something, a laugh in his voice. Sara swatted his arm, a tired, genuine smile on her face—a smile Charly hadn’t seen in months.

The hollowness returned, vast and cold, swallowing the brief fire of his arousal. He was just a ghost in a bathroom stall, watching the aftermath of his own life.He tucked himself away, his clothes feeling filthy on his skin. He stared at the post-coital calm on the tiny screen, the intimate quiet that should have been his.

The door to the bathroom opened.Voices.Colleagues.

Charly flushed the toilet, a pointless gesture. He splashed water on his face in the sink, avoiding his own eyes in the cracked mirror. The reflection showed a man who had crossed every line and found nothing but himself, waiting on the other side, smaller and more pathetic than he’d imagined.

He walked back to the meeting, the images burning behind his eyelids.The probiotics, the gut-brain axis, the narrative. It was all just noise now. The only story that mattered was still playing out on a feed in his pocket, and he was no longer a character in it.He was audience.He was witness.

And he knew, with a cold, sure clarity, that he would watch again.

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