Chapter 6: Dreamstrung
The carriage ride back to the Ashworth estate was a study in silence. Not the quiet of companionship, but the thick, heavy stillness of a storm gathering its strength. Annelise watched the gaslit city blur past the window, her mind a whirlwind of logistics. Her hidden cache, the routes through the servants’ quarters, the lies she’d need to plant. Across from her, Kenji was a silhouette of concentrated energy. He hadn’t spoken since issuing his decree. Tomorrow night.
He stared at his own hands, resting on his knees. The memory of the dream—his dream, the one that had felt more real than this velvet-lined carriage—clung to him like a scent. Cherry blossoms and her gasp in his ear. The taste of salt on her skin. He’d woken tangled in damp sheets, his heart a war drum, the echo of a name on his lips that she couldn’t possibly know. Kaito. His secret name, from a life before diplomacy. The bond wasn’t just sharing emotions; it was scouring his deepest self and painting it across her subconscious.
It was a vulnerability that terrified him more than Devereaux’s machinations.
The carriage rolled to a stop at the Duke’s imposing townhouse. Lamplight spilled from the grand entrance, a golden pool that felt like a hostile glare. A footman opened the door.
Kenji exited first, turning to offer her his hand. The public performance resumed seamlessly. “Tomorrow,” he murmured, his voice so low only she could hear it over the clatter of hooves on cobblestone.
“I’ll be ready at midnight. The east garden gate.” She squeezed his fingers once, a quick, firm pulse of understanding, then let go. “Sleep well, Kenji.”
He gave a short, correct bow. “And you, Annelise.”
She watched his carriage pull away, a dark shape dissolving into the fog-shrouded street, before squaring her shoulders and walking into the lion’s den.
Her father was waiting in the drawing-room, a glass of brandy in one hand, a ledger open on the table beside him. He looked up, his expression a mixture of relief and impatience. “There you are. Devereaux was here not an hour ago.”
Ice trickled down Annelise’s spine. She kept her pace even, removing her gloves finger by finger. “Oh? Paying a social call so late?”
“A concerned call.” The Duke took a sip, watching her over the rim of his glass. “He seemed to think your young diplomat was… agitated at the gala. That there was an unpleasantness on the terrace.”
He moves fast. Annelise arranged her face into a mask of mild annoyance. “Lord Devereaux has an overactive imagination. Kenji was perfectly courteous. A little protective, perhaps. It was rather sweet.”
“Protective is one thing. Possessive is another.” Her father set his glass down with a sharp click. “Devereaux suggests the bond might be… unstable. That the delegate’s foreign magic might not be compatible with yours. He’s heard rumors.”
“Devereaux would find a shadow in midday sun if he thought he could sell it to you.” She tossed her gloves onto a side table, feigning nonchalance. “He’s angry the treaty went through. He’s sowing doubt. It’s transparent.”
The Duke studied her, his eyes—the same green as hers, but clouded with decades of compromise—narrowed. “Is it? The man evaporated a glass of brandy tonight, Annelise. In full view of half the peerage. That’s not parlor magic. That’s a statement.”
“It was a parlor trick,” she countered, her voice cool. “A bit of steam. Meant to intimidate Devereaux, who was being insufferable. Would you rather your future son-in-law be a man who backs down from a challenge?”
He sighed, running a hand over his face. The doubt was there, wedged deep by Devereaux’s careful words. “I would rather he not give anyone a reason to challenge the validity of your union before it’s even formalized. A rushed departure on some romantic tour will only fuel the gossip.”
“It’s not rushed,” she said, leaning against the mantlepiece. “It’s strategic. Show the capital a happy, united couple. Let Kenji see the lands he’ll be tied to. Let the people see him. It’s good politics.”
“Politics,” her father muttered, draining his glass. “Very well. But you will take a full retinue. And you will check in at every major posting house. I am not having you vanish into the wilds with that man.”
“Of course, Father.” She pressed a kiss to his cheek, her mind already calculating which of the “retinue” she could bribe or bypass. “Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m exhausted.”
Her rooms were a sanctuary of silent preparation. She locked the door, then knelt before a section of ornate wainscoting. A specific scrollwork of acorns and leaves, when pressed in the correct sequence, released a hidden catch. The panel swung open silently.
Inside wasn’t a collection of forbidden novels. It was an armory.
Neat rows of vials, glimmering with viscous potions. Coils of silver wire for warding traps. A set of leathers, dark and supple, tailored for movement, not fashion. A pair of boots, scuffed and worn, with knives sheathed in the lining. And her focus—a slender, unadorned rod of polished grey wood, worn smooth in places by her grip. She ran her fingers over it, feeling the familiar hum of her own power stored within.
One by one, she began transferring items to a sturdy, nondescript traveling pack. She worked with efficient, practiced movements. Her heart was a steady, sure drum. This was who she was. Not the woman in the emerald gown, but the one who skinned trolls with spoons and walked paths that didn’t exist on her father’s maps.
As she packed, the memory of the dream—Kenji’s dream—invaded her thoughts unbidden. The feeling of his hands, the scent of cherry blossoms, the shocking intimacy of it. It hadn’t felt like an invasion. It had felt like… a glimpse. A door left ajar in a house she was slowly learning to map. She shook her head, forcing the sensation away. Focus.
Later, in the oppressive darkness of her canopy bed, sleep refused to come. Every creak of the old house was a footstep. Every sigh of the wind was Devereaux’s whisper. She stared at the embroidered ceiling, counting the hours until midnight.
When she finally drifted off, it was not into rest, but into a current.
She stood in a narrow alley paved with smooth river stones. Paper lanterns in soft hues of pink and gold floated in the air, unmoored, casting long, shifting shadows. The smell was incredible—searing garlic, rich broth, the clean, mineral scent of fresh fish. A koto’s melody, plucked and haunting, wove through the murmur of a language she didn’t know but somehow understood in the dream-logic way.
Gogashō.
It wasn’t the sterile, perfect image from a diplomatic portfolio. It was vibrant, loud, real. Steam billowed from a food stall where a figure turned skewers over coals. But when she tried to focus on the vendor’s face, it blurred into mist.
She was wearing simple trousers and a close-fitting tunic, her hair tied back. Not her, but her dream-self. And she was not alone.
Kenji stood a few feet away, but he was different. Younger, his face less guarded. He wore dark, practical clothes, a long, thin blade sheathed at his side. This was him before. Kaito.
“This is the Ikegami district,” he said, his voice echoing slightly. He wasn’t looking at her; he was looking at the dream, his expression a mix of fondness and profound sadness. “They make the best yakitori in the city. Or they did.”
“It’s beautiful,” Annelise heard herself say.
“It’s a memory.” He finally turned to her. “The bond is… leaking. My memories into your sleep. Your… capabilities into my waking judgment. It’s inconvenient.”
“Your memory has good taste in food.”
A faint, almost-smile touched his lips. “This is a controlled incursion. My attempt to channel the overflow into something less… disruptive.” The scene flickered. For a second, the alley walls melted into the gilded paneling of the Levinson ballroom, the scent of jasmine overpowering the street food. Then it stabilized. “I need you to see something.”
He led her down the alley, which lengthened unnaturally, the lanterns stretching into infinity. The sounds of the district faded, replaced by a low, rhythmic chanting. The warm light cooled into a blue-tinged gloom. They were no longer in a bustling market, but in a vast, cavernous space.
It was a shrine, but unlike any she had seen. A massive, ancient tree, its trunk wider than a house, grew from the center of polished stone floor. Its roots snaked across the ground like petrified rivers. From its countless branches hung thousands of thin, braided cords, each tied with a tiny, inscribed piece of paper that fluttered in a non-existent wind.
Kenji stopped before the tree. “This is the Sacred Cedar of Aoi,” he said, his voice reverent. “For centuries, my people have come here to tie their prayers. For fortune. For love. For binding.”
Annelise approached slowly. She could feel the power radiating from the tree, an old, deep magic that hummed in her bones. “Our bond…”
“Is not an accident of politics or a flaw in a contract.” He reached out, not touching the tree, but tracing the air near one of the cords. This one was different—thicker, braided from two distinct threads: one a silvery white, the other a deep, charcoal grey. They were intertwined so tightly they seemed to be a single strand. “A year before I was sent west, I came here. I tied a prayer to this branch.”
“What did you pray for?” Her whisper was swallowed by the sacred silence.
He was silent for a long moment. The dream around them wavered. The chanting grew louder. “I prayed for a way to bridge the divide. For an alliance that was not just parchment and promises. For a true… connection.” He looked at her, and in his eyes she saw the young man from the alley, the diplomat from the ballroom, and something else, something older and more powerful. “The priests said the Cedar sometimes answers in unexpected ways. It doesn’t create bonds. It reveals ones that already exist, woven into the fabric of the world, waiting.”
The scene began to dissolve, the great tree fading into mist. “Devereaux knows more than he should,” Kenji said, his voice urgent now, coming from everywhere and nowhere. “He seeks a tool to sever a thread. He will try to find this place, in the waking world. He will try to burn it.”
Annelise reached for the fading cord, the braided one. “Where is it?”
“The Cloudforest Canopy. Where our continents once touched. Where magic… remembers.” His form was translucent now. “Tomorrow night. Hurry.”
She woke with a gasp, tangled in sweat-damp linen. Dawn was a grey smudge at the window. The scent of cherry blossoms and ancient cedar still clung to her senses, more real than the rosewater in her washbasin.
Her heart hammered against her ribs. It wasn’t just a dream. It was a message. A destination.
She swung her legs out of bed, the stone floor cold under her feet. Her packed satchel leaned against the wainscoting, a mundane shadow in the pale light. All her plans, her sneaking, her lies—it all felt small now. This was bigger. This was about a tree that held prayers, and a man who wanted to watch it burn.
A soft tap at her balcony door made her freeze.
Not the door to the hall. The French doors leading to the small, private balcony.
She moved silently, grabbing her focus from the bedside table. She peered through the gauzy curtain.
Kenji stood outside, dressed in simple, dark traveler’s clothes, a pack on his back. The sky behind him was indigo, streaked with the first bloody threads of sunrise. He held a finger to his lips.
He pointed downward, toward the garden below her balcony, then drew a line across his own throat.
Her breath caught. She nodded, understanding instantly. Devereaux’s men were already here, watching the house. The timeline had moved up.
Kenji mimed climbing over the railing, then pointed to her, to his own pack, and then east.
Now. He was saying. We go now.
Annelise didn’t hesitate. She turned from the window, strode to the hidden cache, and grabbed her pack. She stripped off her nightdress and pulled on the tough leathers, the fabric familiar and comforting against her skin. She laced the boots, feeling the hilts of the hidden knives press against her ankles. She fastened her travel cloak, pulled the hood up, and slid her focus into a loop inside her sleeve.
One last look around the room that had been her gilded cage. She felt nothing for it.
She slipped onto the balcony. The morning air was cold and sharp. Kenji was already over the railing, clinging to the thick ivy that snaked up the mansion’s wall. He looked up at her, his face all hard lines and focused intent.
No words. He just jerked his head downward.
Annelise swung her leg over the stone balustrade, gripped the ivy, and let go of the ledge. The world dropped away beneath her, the dewy grass of the east garden rushing up to meet them as they descended into the waiting gloom.
The world dropped away beneath her, the dewy grass of the east garden rushing up to meet them as they descended into the waiting gloom. Her boots sank into the damp earth with a soft thud, knees bending to absorb the impact. Kenji landed beside her in a silent crouch, his hand already closing around her wrist to pull her into the shadow of a towering hedge.
“Go,” he breathed, his voice a thread of sound.
They moved, two ghosts flitting across the manicured grounds. The pre-dawn light was a bruise-colored grey, perfect for hiding. Her heart hammered a frantic rhythm against her ribs, but her mind was clear, sharp. This was her element now, not the ballroom.
They vaulted a low stone wall, scattering a flock of sleeping pigeons. The city’s outer streets lay ahead, a maze of cobblestone and shuttered windows. Kenji led, his movements efficient and sure. She matched his pace stride for stride, her pack snug against her back, her focus rod a comforting weight in her sleeve.
He ducked into an alley clogged with the smell of yesterday’s garbage and wet stone. She followed, their footsteps echoing too loud in the narrow space.
“They’ll be watching the gates,” he said, not breaking stride.
“I have a gate,” she shot back, a flicker of her old defiance sparking.
He glanced back, a question in his eyes.
“Sewer run-off conduit. Behind the tanner’s yard on Mulberry. Comes out past the western wall.” She dodged a broken crate. “It’s not pleasant.”
A hint of a smile touched his lips, there and gone. “Lead the way.”
Duke Alistair Tremaine found the note on her dressing table, propped against a cold perfume bottle. The handwriting was his daughter’s, a swift, slashing script that spoke of haste.
Gone to sort this mess. I’ll be back when I’m back. Don’t worry about me. – A
He stared at the words, the paper crisp in his hand. A weary sigh escaped him, fogging the morning air in his study. He was used to her running off. The disappearing acts to her “workshop,” the week-long excursions she thought he didn’t know about.
He’d been harsh last night, pushing about the retinue, the rules. Sometimes you needed to be harsh with her to get the reality of the situation through that thick, brilliant skull of hers.
“Whatever. Have fun on your adventure with your fiancé,” he muttered to the empty room, crumpling the note in his fist. “Just stay out of my way.”
But the weight in his gut was new. This wasn’t one of her solo forays into the borderlands to hunt rogue elementals. This was different. Devereaux’s visit last night hadn’t been a social call; it had been a declaration. The man’s polite threats had the metallic taste of a drawn blade.
And now she was in the wind with that diplomat, heading Maker-knew-where.
He sank into his worn leather chair, the one he’d refused to replace since his campaigning days. He stared at the ledger on his desk, the columns of trade figures blurring into meaningless lines. Paperwork. Trades. This was the life he’d built after the fires, after the funerals, after the Order of the Phoenix had been disbanded and its commanders politely retired to their estates.
He used to be a commander. A battle mage. He’d led charges through gates of solid shadow and held lines against things that screamed from the abyss. He was quite adverse to dealing with politicians like Devereaux, men who fought with memos and whispers.
A cold, familiar clarity settled over him, sharpening the room. The fatigue burned away, replaced by a focus he hadn’t felt in years. His daughter was all he had left.
And a predator was sniffing at her trail.
He stood, his joints protesting not with age, but with the memory of old wounds. He walked to the far wall, to a landscape painting of a peaceful meadow. He placed his palm flat against the frame, uttered a low, guttural syllable that stirred the dust in the room.
The painting slid aside with a soft click.
Inside the recess, laid out on faded velvet, wasn’t a duke’s regalia. It was a commander’s. A focus staff of blackened oak, its surface scarred from channeling pure destructive force. A set of articulated vambraces etched with heat-dispersion runes. He lifted the staff; it hummed with dormant power, recognizing the callused hand that had wielded it last.
He saw the note, crumpled on the desk. He saw Devereaux’s smug, calculating face.
“Oh, of course,” he said to the empty study, his voice quiet and deadly. “Now I have to fight off Lord Devereaux.”
The tanner’s yard was a sour nightmare of smells. Annelise led Kenji around the back to a rusted iron grate half-submerged in a frothy, reeking stream of runoff. She knelt, grimacing as her boots sank into the muck.
“You’re joking,” Kenji said, staring at the opaque flow.
“It gets wider inside. And marginally less foul.” She wedged her fingers under the grate and heaved. With a shriek of corroded metal, it lifted. “After you, Ambassador.”
He gave her a look that was half-disgust, half-admiration, then slithered into the opening with surprising grace. She followed, pulling the grate mostly closed behind them.
The darkness was absolute, the smell a physical presence. The sound of sluggish water echoed around them. A faint, cool draft moved from the direction of the city wall.
“Charming,” Kenji’s voice echoed ahead. “This is how you evade your father’s watch?”
“It’s how I evade everyone’s watch.” She pulled a small, corked vial from her belt, cracked it open, and smeared a gel under her nose. The stench of tannin and waste dampened to a vague unpleasantness. She offered it to him.
He took it, applied the salve. “A useful trick.”
“I’ve got a lot of them.” They began to shuffle forward, hands on the slimy wall for guidance. “So. Kaito.”
He went very still ahead of her. The only sound was the drip of water.
“It came to me in the dream,” she said, her voice softer. “Your name. I didn’t mean to… pilfer it.”
He was silent for several steps. “It’s not a secret,” he finally said, his tone carefully neutral. “It’s just a name I don’t use here.”
“Because it’s the one you prayed with at the Cedar.”
Another pause, longer this time. “Yes.”
The conduit began to slope upward. A pinprick of grey light appeared in the distance, the outline of another grate. Fresh, cold air cut through the foulness.
“That dream wasn’t just a leak, was it?” she asked. “You built it. You showed me.”
“I tried to channel the connection into a contained space. A shared memory.” They reached the exit grate. This one was smaller, secured with a heavy, simple latch on the outside. “A theory. It seems the bond prefers… more direct channels.”
He placed his hands against the grate. A complex, silent shimmer of heat emanated from his palms. The metal glowed cherry-red for a second at the latch point, then cooled, the bolt sagging and melted. He pushed the grate open.
They emerged into a copse of young birch trees, well beyond the city wall. The air was clean and biting. Dawn was properly breaking, staining the sky the color of a fresh bruise.
Kenji took a deep, grateful breath. “Which way?”
Annelise oriented herself, looking at the distant, jagged line of mountains on the horizon where the Cloudforest waited. “Northwest. We follow the river reed beds until we hit the old smugglers’ road. It’s not on any map my father has.”
She started walking, and he fell into step beside her. The formal distance of the ballroom was gone, burned away by the shared descent into a sewer and the shared vision of a sacred tree.
“Thank you,” he said after a while.
“For the scenic route?”
“For not asking why I prayed for a connection.” He kept his eyes on the path ahead. “Most would assume political ambition.”
“Was it?”
“No.” The word was final.
She didn’t push. They walked in a comfortable silence for a time, the only sounds the crush of frost underfoot and the distant cry of a hawk. The bond between them hummed quietly, a low-grade awareness of the other’s presence, like a shared heartbeat.
“I left my father a note,” she said, apropos of nothing.
“Saying?”
“‘I’ll be back when I’m back. Don’t worry about me.’”
Kenji let out a short, sharp laugh, a genuine sound she’d never heard from him. “He must love that.”
“He’s used to it.” A shadow passed over her face. “But Devereaux won’t be. He’ll go to him first. To pressure him, to get him to call me back.”
“Will he?”
“My father?” She considered. “He’ll be furious. He’ll rant. But he won’t cooperate with Devereaux.” She smiled faintly. “He hates bullies. Used to be one, in a professional capacity.”
Something in the quality of the morning light shifted. A cloud passed over the nascent sun. Kenji stopped, holding up a hand. His head tilted, listening to something she couldn’t hear.
“What is it?” she whispered, her hand going to the focus rod in her sleeve.
“Horses.” His voice was low and tense. “Four of them. Riding hard on the main road to the east. Cutting to intercept the path to the smugglers’ track.”
He turned to her, his expression grim. The easy camaraderie of the last hour vanished. “They’re not your father’s men. They ride too heavily for city guards.”
“Devereaux,” Annelise breathed. The cold wasn’t from the morning anymore.
“He’s not waiting for us to stumble.” Kenji’s gaze scanned the tree line, calculating. “He’s flushing the game.”
The distant thunder of hooves grew discernible, a rhythm of pursuit. They were out in the open, with a river at their back and riders closing in.
Annelise met Kenji’s eyes. She saw no panic there, only a swift, analytical focus. The same focus she felt settling over her own mind. The bond tightened between them, a shared understanding sliding into place.
It was no longer a race to the Cloudforest.
It was a fight.