Chapter 1: Chapter 1
I'm a lonely man. I have many friends, but they're all in relationships. I'm not in a relationship. I go out enjoying myself", as they say, but I don't have anyone to enjoy myself with. That's why I spend so much time in the park. It's full of people, but no one I can talk to.It's a perfect place to be alone.
I'm sitting on a bench now, watching the people go by. The couples, the singles, they all have their own stories. Some are meeting each other for the first time, others are rekindling old flames. There are so many stories, and each one is unique.But they all have one thing in common: they're all in love.
I'm a virgin. I've never had sex. I'm not planning on losing my virginity to some random girl in the park, but I have fantasized about her many times. My friends tell me I should go out and meet someone, but I don’t want to.I’m happy being alone.
I'm watching the girl who approached me earlier. She's sitting with her boyfriend, but she keeps looking over at me. What is it about me that she finds attractive? Is it my virginity? Am I that unattainable girl that every guy dreams about but never gets? Or am I just a guy who happens to be a virgin?The girl who approached me is a senior at our university. She's been with her boyfriend for two years. They broke up last month. He cheated on her with another girl. She was heartbroken, but she told me she was over it. Now she wants me to take her virginity.I don't know what to do. I've never been in this situation before. I've never been with a girl who wanted to take my virginity. Before, I would have said yes without a second thought. Now, I feel like I should think about it more. Maybe I should wait until I find the right girl for me.Maybe I'm just being difficult.
"Hey there, handsome," Nana says, waving her hand. She's wearing a red flowered top that hugs her curves perfectly, and she looks beautiful in it. Her boyfriend is playing with her hair, and she smiles at him every time he does it. "How about a kiss for my birthday?\" she asks, leaning over me. I feel the butterflies erupt again in my stomach. Yes, please," I reply, giving her a quick kiss. "Happy birthday, Nana."
"Thank you, handsome," she replies, returning the kiss with more force than I expected."Now, how about a blowjob?"
"Blowjob?" I ask, stunned. "You really want me to give you a blow job on your birthday, after you begged me to go down on you last New Year's when you were drunk?"
"Yes, please," she replies, flashing me a smile that makes her dimples appear. "I need it so badly.I've been so horny lately."
"You and me both, baby," I reply, touching her breast gently. "Come with me, and I promise I won't make you wait too long."
We walk hand in hand, and I follow her towards the restrooms. She stops in front of the mirror, looking at her reflection. "Do I look okay?Should I put some makeup on?" she asks, touching her face gently.
"You look great," I reply, taking in her red top and flawless' makeup. "Why don't you leave your hair down? It looks nice like that." I point to the curl on the end of her nose. "Does that make me look like a douchebag?Or a virgin?"
"No, it makes you look like a sweet guy who is in need of a blowjob," she replies, brushing some make up over her lips. "And I know you are, because I saw you looking at my ass in the shower this morning." She winks, and I can see her thong from under her skirt."You're such a pervert, you know that?" I reply, laughing. "Now, come with me and let me take care of that problem for you."
"Oh, I will," she replies, pulling me towards the door. "In fact, I was planning on going down on you before you left for work this morning, but I forgot my phone in my purse.I'm so sorry, handsome.\"
We laugh again, and I can feel her hand creeping up my thigh slowly. Tilting my head, she kisses my neck softly. "So, what are you going to do with that big cock of yours, handsome? Jerk it off while I go down on you, maybe?" she teases."Or maybe you'll fuck me while I give you a blowjob?" she adds, flashing me a wicked grin. "I'm dying to know how big your dick is, handsome. I bet it looks big in that suit you bought, doesn't it?" Her hand continues to move up my thigh, and she reaches my crotch before I do.She unzips my pants, and pulls my underwear down. She looks at my dick, which is already hard from being teased. "Does it look big in this suit, Dick?" she purrs, taking it in her mouth gently. I groan, and she uses her hand to part my thighs so she can rub my clit while she sucks me off."Oh, it looks big enough for you to handle, Nana," I reply, grabbing the back of her head and thrusting my hips as waves of pleasure build inside me. "Suck it good, baby."
"Mmmm, yes, I love sucking your cock, Dick," she replies, taking me deeper into her mouth."It feels so good. I want to suck it dry, if you don't mind." She teases, taking more and more of my cock in her mouth until I feel the head pop between her teeth. She pulls back, and rinses it off with her mouth, leaving me gasping for air.She takes it again in her mouth, and sucks it clean, flicking her tongue around the head. She does this for about thirty seconds, and my cum shoots out of my dick into her mouth. She swallows it, and I feel her throat expand as she does so. "That was wonderful, Nana," I say, pulling her to me and kissing her deeply."I've never felt anything quite that good before."
"Well, I'm glad I could help, handsome," she replies, smiling. " Cause I have a feeling I might be in need of a blowjob myself soon."
"Really?Why is that, Nana?" I ask, playing with her hair.She tousles it gently, and I feel the butterflies erupt again in my stomach. She smells like vanilla, and I can see why guys go crazy over her. She is drop dead gorgeous, and she knows it. The way she carries herself is sensual, and her eyes sparkle with life.When she smiles, it's a beautiful thing to behold.
"Well, I've been so horny lately. My boyfriend hasn't fucked me in months, and I need it so badly. I told you, I get so horny just thinking about it that I masturbate when I get home from work.And it's getting harder and harder to hide it from my co-workers. I stop, and she notices the change in my breathing. "Hurry and cum, my love. I need that cock juice for my massage oil.\" I groan, and she takes my balls gently in her hand. Tick tock, tick tock. Time waits for no one, my mom used to say. You better make that orgasm count, my dad used to say. And that was before he died.So, please, cum for me, handsome." I can feel my balls tightening, and I can feel the cum moving up my dick. "Oh God, here it comes!" I yell, bucking my hips as spasms rip through my body."Oh, God, here it comes! Oh, God, here it comes!" I scream, my whole body shaking as I cum, my dick pulsing like I never thought possible. I can feel every muscle in my body going into spasms, and it's the most wonderful thing I've ever experienced.I can't stop shaking for about five minutes, and when I finally stop, I can barely stand. "Oh, fuck. That was amazing. My head is spinning, and my knees are weak. Thank you, Nana. You did well." I lean against the wall, and stare blankly up at the ceiling as my body recovers. "Did you see that, guys?That was fucking amazing. I've never felt anything quite that good before."
"Well, I'm glad you enjoyed it, handsome," Nana replies, stroking my chest gently with her hand. "But next time, I might need a hand job to get me off. I might need a blowjob to get me off. I might need a pussy massage to get me off.I might need a fucking everything to get me off." She laughs, and I feel my body slowly recovering as well. "Oh, yeah, baby I'll give you a hand job next time. I'll give you a blowjob next time. I'll give you a pussy massage with oil and lotion every fucking day until you cum, and then I'll give you a facial. Deal?\" I nod, and she gives me a quick kiss before she walks away. Deal!"
"Deal," I reply, unable to resist the allure of her smile. "I'll be waiting, Nana."
" Wait' is right. I wait for her every day. I watch for her every day. Sometimes I wonder if she knows how much I long for her, but she must know. I see her at the spa, and she sees me.We make eye contact, and she smiles. I wonder what she is thinking about me. Is she thinking about how I long for her? Or is she thinking about that girl from the park who was complaining about being single? Or maybe she is thinking about that girl from high school who got married last summer?Or maybe she is thinking about that girl from college who is still single? Who knows what goes on in that head of hers? But one thing is for certain, she is thinking about me. And that makes me feel good. It makes me feel special. And I love it when she calls me handsome.It makes me feel like she sees me as someone special. As someone different from the rest. And I love the way she says my name, too E-rig-no. That is one name I will never forget. Ever. Because she said it with such passion, and I felt it in my bones.