Chapter 16: Dawn Reclamation
The first thing she became aware of was the scent—lemon Pledge and clean sweat and something indefinably male. Then the light, a pale grey seepage around the edges of the heavy curtains. And then the absence of warmth beside her.
Aurora opened her eyes.
Callum stood at the window, having pulled the curtain back just enough to look out. He was already dressed for his day—dark training kit, a sleek jacket with the club crest, football socks pulled up to his calves. His back was to her, the muscles of his shoulders and arms defined even through the fabric. He was a statue of preparedness, of routine. But his stillness felt charged, like a held breath.
He must have sensed her wakefulness. His head turned slightly, a profile against the dawn.
“I didn’t want to wake you,” he said, his voice a low rasp in the quiet room.
“You didn’t.”
He let the curtain fall and turned. The dim light caught the planes of his face, the serious set of his mouth. He looked older like this, stripped of the charming smile, the performance. Just a man facing the machinery of his life. He crossed the room and sat on the edge of the bed, the mattress dipping under his weight.
He didn’t speak. He just looked at her, his gaze travelling over her sleep-mussed hair, the way his t-shirt had ridden up on her thigh. His eyes were dark in the half-light.
Then he leaned down and kissed her.
It wasn’t gentle. It was a claim.A memory stamp. His mouth was cool from mint, but the kiss itself was heat and insistence. One hand cradled the side of her face, his thumb stroking her cheekbone, while the other slid under the rumpled hem of the t-shirt, his palm scraping roughly over the curve of her hip, the dip of her waist. He kissed her like he was trying to absorb her into his skin, to carry the sensation with him.
She arched into it, her hands coming up to tangle in the short hair at the nape of his neck, holding him to her. Everything from the night before—the whispered confessions, the solid warmth of him in the dark—came rushing back, condensed into this single, desperate point of contact.
When he finally pulled back, they were both breathing hard. He rested his forehead against hers, his eyes closed.
“Last night,” he began, then stopped.
“Don’t,” she whispered. “Don’t take it back. Don’t make it a mistake.”
He opened his eyes. The green was almost black. “It wasn’t a mistake. It was… an oasis. And now I have to go back to the desert.” A faint, self-deprecating twist of his lips. “Dramatic, I know.”
“A little.” She smiled, tracing the line of his jaw. “You have grass. And a ball. It’s not exactly Saharan.”
He huffed a laugh, the tension in his shoulders easing a fraction. “You have no idea.” He kissed her again, softer this time. A seal. “Stay as long as you want. There’s food.Sort of. The code for the alarm is 0612.”
Her birthday. She blinked. “How did you—”
“You scribbled it on a parcel slip you threw in your recycling bin. I told you I was educational.” He stood up, the moment of vulnerability snapping shut behind a more familiar, wry expression. He grabbed a gym bag from a chair, stuffed with gear. “I’ll be back this afternoon. Media stuff after. Could be late.”
“Okay.”
He paused at the bedroom door, looking back at her. She was sitting up now, the duvet pooled around her waist, his t-shirt hanging off one shoulder. He seemed to commit the image to memory. “Don’t answer the door. Don’t look out the front windows. The driver, Martin, is a good guy, but the other one, Simon… he’s more corporate. Talks to the PR team.”
“I’ll be a ghost,” she promised.
He nodded, once. A beat of silence hung between them, thick with everything unsaid. Then he was gone. She heard his footsteps on the stairs, the distant beep of the alarm system, the soft thud of the front door.
Silence rushed in.
Aurora let out a long, trembling breath and fell back against the pillows. The room still held his presence, but it felt emptier, sharper. She stared at the ceiling.An oasis. He’d called them an oasis.
She eventually dragged herself from the bed, her body protesting. Every muscle ached with a pleasant, unfamiliar fatigue. She found her clothes from yesterday, folded neatly on a chaise lounge—her skirt, her top, her underwear. He must have done that. The gesture, so domestic and considerate, sent a strange pang through her.
She dressed quickly, the silky fabric of her skirt now feeling like a costume from another life. In the harsh light of his bathroom, she finger-combed her wild hair and rinsed her mouth with water, avoiding her own wide-eyed reflection.
Downstairs, the house was oppressively quiet. It was stunning—all clean lines, expensive art, and muted colours—but it felt like a show home. No clutter.No life. The champagne-stained shirt was gone from the kitchen floor.
She made coffee with his complicated machine, the grinding sound violently loud. Mug in hand, she wandered, not quite snooping, but mapping. The living room had a towering bookcase, but the books looked unread, arranged by colour. The fridge held pre-made protein shakes, Greek yogurt, and bottled water. On the counter, a single piece of fan mail sat, unopened, addressed in a child’s scrawl.
This was his normalcy. This curated emptiness.
Her own house, when she slipped out his back gate and through her own tangled garden, was a riot of chaos in comparison. Manuscript pages formed drifts on the coffee table. Three different mugs sat claiming territory. A sweater was abandoned on the floor where she’d stepped out of it days ago.
It felt like home. It also felt suddenly, unbearably lonely.
She booted up her laptop, the blank document for Chapter 22 staring back, mocking her. The cursor blinked. A woman who feels invisible… She couldn’t focus. Her mind was next door, in his sterile kitchen, in his rumpled bed.
She glanced at the clock. He’d be on the training pitch now. Stretching.Running drills. The world claiming him back.
On impulse, she opened a browser tab. She navigated to a sports news site. There it was, near the top: NORDKOV RETURNS: Private Jet Touchdown After Dramatic Lisbon Win. The article was scant, just a rehash of the match result and a line about him arriving back in England for “preparations.” No photos of the airport. No photos of the car. Martin, or Simon, or someone, had done their job.
She clicked on a fan forum, a guilty pleasure she rarely indulged. The thread was buzzing.
Any sightings of Cal? He was absolute fire in Lisbon.
He looked pissed off in the mixed zone, barely gave an interview.
Probably just focused. Big match Sunday.
My mate’s cousin works at the airport and said he looked “intense” getting into a car. Alone.He always looks intense. It’s his brand.
Aurora closed the tab, her heart thumping oddly. She was in the secret now. She knew why he’d looked intense. She’d felt it. She’d been the cause of it.
The day stretched before her, formless. She tried to write. The words were glue. She made more coffee. She stared at the mismatched socks she’d put on.
At noon, her phone buzzed. An unknown number. Her stomach flipped.
Hope the ghost is enjoying the haunting. The coffee is shite here. – C
She smiled, a sudden, silly rush flooding her. She saved the number.
The ghost is considering redecorating. Your bookcase is an abomination. Too beige. – A
The reply came a minute later.Knock yourself out. Just don’t touch the tactical whiteboard in the bedroom. It’s classified. And it’s ‘curated minimalism,’ you philistine.
It’s boring. I’m adding colour. – A
As long as it’s not your recycled paper bins. Those are an eyesore and a civic offense. See you late. Don’t wait up.
Wouldn’t dream of it.
She put the phone down, the silence in her own house feeling less heavy. She looked at her chaotic living room, then through the window at the blank back of his house.
An idea, reckless and bright, formed.
She spent the afternoon writing. Actually writing. Sentences flowed, the block dislodged by a nervous, giddy energy. She wrote until her neck cramped and the light began to fade.
When evening fell, she changed into clean jeans and a soft sweater. She didn’t overthink it. She left her house, walked around the block, and used the code he’d given her on his front door.0612. Her birthday.
The alarm beeped softly, welcoming her. She disabled it, her breath held.
She went to his boring, beige bookcase. From her tote bag, she pulled out a single, slender volume—a well-loved copy of Slaughterhouse-Five with a bright orange spine. She slotted it between a black-bound classic and a grey memoir. It stood out like a flare.
In the stainless-steel kitchen, she took a red Sharpie from her bag. On the bland, wipe-clean weekly planner stuck to his fridge, utterly blank, she drew a small, ridiculous dinosaur in the Saturday square. Then she wrote Coffee. 10am?next to it.
She went upstairs. The bedroom still smelled of him. The tactical whiteboard, as promised, was covered in formations and notes she couldn’t decipher. In the bottom corner, away from his plays, she drew a tiny, messy heart.
Then she left, resetting the alarm, her own ghost in his machine.
Back in her house, she waited. The night deepened. She didn’t turn on many lights. She watched the street from the shadows of her living room.
Just after eleven, the black SUV glided into his driveway. She saw him get out, his movements slow with fatigue.He vanished inside.
A minute later, her phone lit up.
You drew on my fridge.
She grinned.
And my whiteboard. And you violated my bookshelf. I’m calling the police. – C
The police support literacy. And your dinosaur was lacking artistic merit. – A
She saw his silhouette appear at his kitchen window, looking across the divide at her dark house. Her phone buzzed again.
You’re not a ghost. You’re a graffiti artist.Come over. I’m too tired to climb the fence.
You’re demanding for a man whose playbook includes a dinosaur.
It’s a new strategy. It’s called chaos theory. Now come over. I brought you a present.
Curiosity got the better of her. She went out her front door, crossed the two yards of frost-tinged grass, and let herself back into his house.
He was in the kitchen, leaning against the counter, still in his training gear. He looked exhausted, shadows under his eyes, but he was smiling at the dinosaur on the fridge. In his hand, he held a small, clear plastic tub.
“What is that?”
“Leftover protein pasta from the cafeteria. They know it’s my favourite. It’s actually edible.” He pushed it toward her. “I thought you might not have eaten.”
The simplicity of the gesture undid her. It was so profoundly unglamorous. A tub of cold pasta.She took it. “Thanks.”
He reached out and hooked a finger in the belt loop of her jeans, pulling her gently toward him. He buried his face in her sweater, at her shoulder, and just breathed. “Today was endless,” he murmured, his voice muffled.
She wrapped her arms around him, holding his tired weight. “How was the desert?”
“Sandy. Loud.” He lifted his head. His eyes found the orange spine of her book on his shelf. A real, unguarded smile broke across his face. “You really are a menace.”
“You started it. With the notes on the car.”
“I did.” He kissed her, a slow, tired, perfect kiss. “Best mistake I ever made.”