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Lavender or True Love

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Now how did you end up in a Lavender Marriage? Basically Pedro's your bestfriend. You met at a mutual friend's party about a decade ago and immediately became bestfriends. At first you thought he was interested in you romantically, but he then admits that he's gay just a few days after you both became friends. He's very talented and outstanding in his work, and everyone technically loves him in the acting industry, most especially his supporters and fans. In order to keep up appearances as the "straight hunk internet daddy", he marries you. You agreed since you had no plans on dating other people, and he's your bestie. Only YOU are aware of his real sexuality. You both have been affectionate with each other during the marriage. Platonic dates, kisses, cuddles and all that cute stuff. You're secretly in love with him. Have been for years, but put up with the empty marriage, because you feared losing him, his friendship. Right now you're getting ready for bed, doing your skincare routine, having kept your sundress on. While Pedro's sitting on your shared bed, reading a book. So— we gonna discuss why you broke our rule, our notarised agreement in our prenup about you not being seen in public with anyone else? What is up with you and that Argentinian director, Rafael Olarra? *my voice tight and controlled, trying to hide the hurt*

Chapter 1: The Prenup Broken

The cream was cool against her skin, a faint scent of almonds and chamomile rising as Cymra worked it into her face with slow, deliberate circles. From the mirror’s reflection, she watched Pedro on the bed. He was propped against a mountain of pillows, a hardcover open in his hands, but he hadn’t turned a page in ten minutes. The Los Angeles skyline glittered behind him, a panoramic postcard of a life they’d built together. It felt like a set. It looked like one, too.

She wiped her hands on a towel. “How is Rafael?”

The question hung in the perfumed air, simple as a stone dropped into still water.

Pedro’s eyes didn’t leave the book. A muscle in his jaw tightened. “He’s fine. Why do you ask?”

“Curious.” She picked up a hairbrush, dragging it through her waves. The swish, swish was the only sound for a moment. “You’ve been seeing him for, what, four months now? That’s a record for you. I just wondered how it was going.”

He finally looked up, his warm brown eyes meeting hers in the glass. The easy smile he showed the world was absent. “It’s going. It’s not a big thing, Cymra. You know how these things are.”

“Do I?” She turned then, leaning back against the vanity, the edge digging into her spine. She crossed her arms over her floral-print dress. “Because usually ‘these things’ don’t involve key grips taking phone videos through a window, Pedro.”

The color drained from his face. He closed the book softly, setting it on the linen duvet with a precision that felt dangerous. “What are you talking about?”

“I’m talking about the fact that Rafael likes to film things. That he has a friend who works for Celebrity Spy.” Her voice was steady, quieter than the hum of the central air. “I’m talking about the package that was delivered to my studio today. Not yours. Mine.”

She watched him process it. The charming actor, the master of expression, was now just a man trying to control his panic. His accent, usually a subtle melody under his English, roughened. “What was in the package.”

“A thumb drive.” She pushed away from the vanity and walked to her nightstand. She pulled out a sleek tablet, waking it with a tap. “Pictures. You and him at that little bistro in Silver Lake. You holding his hand under the table. Not a great angle, but recognisable.” She swiped. “You two walking into his building. This one’s clearer. That’s your profile. That’s the jacket I bought you for your birthday.”

Pedro had gone very still. “They’re just pictures. Gossip column fodder. We can say he’s a friend, a colleague—”

Cymra swiped again. Her throat felt tight, but her hands were steady. “This one isn’t just a picture.”

She turned the tablet and held it out to him. For a long moment, he didn’t move. Then he swung his legs over the side of the bed and took it.

The video was grainy, darkened, shot from what looked like a building across the way. But the figures in the well-lit apartment were unmistakable. Pedro, shirtless, pouring wine. Rafael, walking up behind him, sliding his hands around Pedro’s waist, nuzzling his neck. The audio was muffled, but the laughter was clear. Intimate. The scene cut, then jumped to a later moment. They were on the couch, limbs entangled, Pedro’s face buried in the other man’s shoulder, Rafael’s hand carding through Pedro’s dark waves.

Pedro’s breath hitched. He stabbed the screen to stop it, his thumb leaving a smudge. He stared at the frozen, pixelated image of his own bliss.

“There are three more like that,” Cymra said. Her voice was hollow now. “The last one is… explicit. There’s no denying what it is.”

He looked up at her, his eyes wide with a child’s fear. “Cymra—”

“The demand was simple. Fifty thousand dollars, or it goes to every outlet in the hemisphere by morning.” She took the tablet back, her fingers brushing his. They were ice cold. “I paid it. Three hours ago.”

The relief that flooded his features was instantaneous, transforming him back into the man she knew. He sagged, running a hand through his hair. “Dios mio, Cymra. Thank you. You saved my—"

“Stop.” The word was a crack in the quiet room. He flinched. “I didn’t do it for you. Not this time.”

She locked the tablet, set it down on the vanity with a decisive click. “I did it for me. For eleven years of my life. For this.” She lifted her left hand, the plain white gold band catching the lamplight. “I have played my part, Pedro. I have been your best friend. Your confidante. Your beard. I have smiled for the cameras at premieres and cried with you when you didn’t get the part and listened to you talk about your men, your conquests, for over a decade. I have swallowed every detail because I loved you, and friendship was the only shape that love was allowed to take.”

Pedro stood, taking a step toward her. “Cymra, please. You are my best friend. You know everything about me.”

“Do I?” She laughed, a short, brittle sound. “I know you’re gay. Or so you said. But this?” She gestured to the tablet. “This doesn’t look like just sex. This looks like something you feel. And you never once mentioned that part to me. You let me believe it was all just… physical. Something to be managed. Hidden. Like a vice.”

He reached for her, but she stepped back, evading his touch. The space between them crackled.

“It is not like that,” he said, his voice low, pleading. “With Rafael, it’s… different. Complicated.”

“It ends. Tonight.” She held his gaze, and for the first time, she didn’t try to mask the raw pain in her own. “You call him. You tell him it’s over. Permanently. You never see him, you never speak to him again. You change your number if you have to.”

He stared at her, a war playing out behind his eyes. The gratitude was gone, replaced by a dawning, defiant anger. “You cannot give me an ultimatum like this. You do not control my life.”

“I have curated your life!” The sudden force of her shout seemed to surprise them both. She lowered her voice, each word a shard of glass. “I have protected it. And I am telling you now, if you see him again—if you so much as text him—I will not intercept the next package. I will let it go. Every grainy video, every damning photo. I will release it myself.”

The silence that followed was absolute. The hum of the city outside the window felt like a distant roar.

Pedro’s face hardened. The charming actor was gone, replaced by someone older, stranger. A man cornered. “You would ruin me?”

“I would set myself free.” The truth of it, the terrifying truth, finally laid bare between them. “You have until morning to make the call. If you don’t, I will assume you’ve chosen him. And I will act accordingly.”

She turned away from him, from the shock and betrayal in his eyes, and walked toward the bedroom door. She didn’t look at the wilted jasmine on the nightstand.

“Where are you going?” His voice was rough.

“To the guest room.” Her hand was on the polished brass doorknob, cool and solid. “I suggest you use tonight to think about what you really want. And what you’re willing to lose to get it.”

She opened the door, stepped through, and closed it softly behind her. There was no slam, no final dramatic punctuation. Just the quiet click of a latch engaging, a barrier sliding home. In the pristine, sunlit sanctuary of their bedroom, Pedro Valenzuela was left alone, staring at the door, the ghost of his own reflected desperation the only thing keeping him company.

In the pristine, sunlit sanctuary of their bedroom, Pedro Valenzuela was left alone, staring at the door, the ghost of his own reflected desperation the only thing keeping him company.The silence was a physical weight. It pressed down on his sternum, smothering the sharp retorts and wounded pride that had flared moments before. The tablet on the vanity seemed to pulse with a malevolent energy.Explicit.Her word echoed. Not just a kiss, not just an intimate touch.Everything. The raw truth of him, cataloged for sale.He saw the look in her eyes.Not anger, not even jealousy. It was resignation.A final, weary drawing of a line.That was what terrified him. Cymra didn’t bluff. The woman who had plotted narrative twists for a living, who had crafted flawless public personas for them both for eleven years, knew exactly how to end a story.

A cold nausea washed over him, followed by a dizzying sense of vertigo.I would set myself free. She meant it.The videos would be a scandal, yes.A career-ending one?Possibly. But for her, it would be liberation.She’d walk away, the tragic, loyal wife betrayed. The world would pity her.She could finally stop pretending.And he would be alone.

The thought was a ice pick to the ribs.Not alone with fans, or agents, or lovers like Rafael. Alone without her. Without the one person who knew the taste of his morning coffee, the shape of his childhood fears, the real inflection of his laugh when the cameras weren’t rolling. Rafael was a flame—warm, exciting, dangerous.But Cymra was the atmosphere. He only realized he needed her to breathe when she was cutting off the air.

He was moving before the thought fully formed.The plush carpet swallowed the sound of his footsteps. He yanked open the bedroom door, the hallway stretching before him, dim and quiet. The guest room was at the far end, a place for visiting publicists or tired relatives, a space of polite distance in their own home.

“Cymra.”

Her name left his throat, rough, barely audible. He cleared it, started again, louder.“Cymra, wait.”

He followed her.The distance felt like a marathon. Each step was a confrontation with the image she’d left him with: her steady hands, her hollow voice, the absolute finality in her posture.He reached the guest room door. It was closed, a slab of painted wood between him and the only real thing in his constructed life.

He raised his hand to knock, hesitated, then let his forehead rest against the cool surface instead. He could hear nothing from within.“Cymra,” he said, his voice muffled by the door. The Chilean accent wrapped thickly around the syllables.“Please.Open the door. We need to talk.”

Silence from the other side of the door. Heavy, complete.

“Cymra, please.” He tapped his knuckles lightly against the wood. A lawyer’s polite rap. “I am listening. You have my full attention.”

Nothing.

He slid down the door until he was sitting on the hall floor, his back against it. The posture was undignified, but dignity felt like a costume he’d left in the other room. He drew his knees up. The hallway runner was soft beneath his palms.

“You are right,” he said to the grain of the wood. The confession was easier here, in the dim light, without her eyes on him. “About Rafael. It is… not just sex. It feels… real. Or it did. And that frightened me. Because if it was real, then what is this?” He gestured weakly, though she couldn’t see. “What have we been doing for eleven years?”

He waited. He heard a faint rustle. Fabric. She was there, just on the other side. He pictured her leaning against the same door, listening. He pressed on, the words coming faster, clumsier.

“I know what I asked of you. I know it was everything. And you gave it. You never asked for anything back. Not really. So I… I took. I took your friendship, your silence, your whole life. And I told myself it was a partnership. A deal. But I am a selfish man, mi vida. I am a coward. Seeing something real with him… it made this feel like a lie. And I hated that. Because this, with you, is the truest thing I have.”

The lock clicked.

The door swung inward a few inches, and he nearly fell backward. He caught himself, looking up. She stood there, backlit by a single small lamp. Her face was shadowed, wiped clean of cream, stark and tired. The floral dress was rumpled. She held her phone in one hand, her thumb resting on the screen.

“Get up, Pedro. You look pathetic.”

Her voice was flat. Empty. He pushed himself up, wincing at a creak in his knee. She didn’t move to let him in, just turned and walked back into the room, leaving the door open. An invitation, or a dismissal. He followed.

The guest room was beautiful and impersonal. All neutral tones and expensive art. It smelled of linen spray and disuse. Cymra sat on the edge of the made bed, her phone glowing in her lap.

“You have until morning,” she repeated, but the fire was gone. She just sounded spent.

“I will call him. I will end it.” Pedro said the words, and they tasted like ash. A surrender, but not the one she wanted. It was a tactical retreat. “But you must understand… cutting him out, it will leave a wound. A big one.”

Cymra let out a soft, broken sound that was almost a laugh. “You think I don’t know about wounds, Pedro? I have been stitching you up for a decade. Every one of your… affairs.” She spat the word. “Your manwhores. Every indiscreet text, every suspicious photographer, every heartbroken boy who thought the famous Pedro Valenzuela might actually leave his wife for him. I have cleaned up the mess. I have paid them off, I have soothed their egos, I have lied to the press. I have been your full-time curator and cleaner. And for what?”

She looked at him, and her eyes were pools of pure exhaustion. “So you could find one that felt ‘real’ and blow our entire lives apart? My entire life?”

“It is your life, too!” he insisted, taking a step forward.

“No.” She cut him off, her voice gaining a sliver of sharpness. “It’s yours. I just live in it. I’m the scenery. I’m the convincing prop.” She looked down at her phone. Her thumb moved, swiping, tapping with a quiet finality. “I’m done being the prop.”

“What are you doing?” A new, different dread trickled down his spine.

“Making a reservation.” She didn’t look up. Her tone was conversational, as if discussing dinner plans. “Hotel Muerte Buena. It’s a boutique place. They have a special… package. For people who are terminally ill. Or for people who no longer wish to reside in this current timeline.” A faint, morbid smile touched her lips. “They have their own police and medical staff on hand. For the transition. Very discreet. A lot of celebrities use it, apparently. The reviews are… reassuring.”

The air vanished from the room. Pedro’s lungs seized. “Stop.” It was a whisper. “Stop saying that. You are not serious.”

“I have never been more serious.” She finally looked up from the screen, meeting his horrified gaze. “I am mentally exhausted, Pedro. Emotionally evaporated. The thought of intercepting one more package, of having one more ‘difficult conversation’ with some hurt, pretty boy, of smiling for one more goddamn magazine spread about our ‘storybook marriage’… it makes me want to peel my own skin off. I have nothing left to protect you with. And I have nothing left for me.”

She hit ‘confirm’ on the screen. A soft chime sounded. A confirmation email, he realized. She’d booked it.

“It’s refundable up to twenty-four hours before,” she said, almost kindly. “Consider it my new deadline. You fix this. Not just Rafael. All of it. You decide what you want, who you are, and you build a life that doesn’t require me as human shield. Or I check in. And I check out.”

She placed the phone on the nightstand. The action was serene. Final.

Pedro stood frozen, the universe collapsing inward to this single, tastefully decorated room. The woman before him, his best friend, his wife, the anchor of his whole world, had just calmly scheduled her own exit. And she had done it not with a scream, but with the same efficient quiet with which she’d managed his career for eleven years.

He had no words. No charming deflection, no emotional plea. All his actor’s tools were useless against the stark, unperformative reality of her despair.

She lay back on the bed, turning on her side away from him, curling into herself. “Close the door on your way out.”

He stood there for a full minute, maybe two. Watching the slight rise and fall of her shoulders. He finally moved, not toward the door, but to the armchair in the corner. He sat down. He didn’t speak. He just sat in the darkening room, the glittering skyline a mocking backdrop through the window, and kept watch. The first sentry duty of a new, more terrifying war.

“Pedro - do you know what it’s like having been celibate for 13 years? To be touch starved? To be without love…” Cymra said, quietly. “Maybe consider what I REALLY gave up to be with you, discarded constantly by you, and to protect you.”

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