Chapter 23: The Taste of Steel
The scent of jasmine and sandalwood seemed to cling to the back of her throat, a perfumed ghost she couldn’t exorcise. Megan stood in the bathroom for a long moment after Varga left, her fingers tracing the cool, polished edge of the slate sink. The discovery wasn’t liberating. It was just another layer of the maze, and she was deep in its center.
When she walked back into the main room, he was at the grand piano. He hadn’t opened it. He simply stood beside it, one hand resting on the black lacquer lid as if checking for dust. The storm had regrouped outside, the late afternoon light snuffed out by fresh, low clouds. The room was lit by the silent gas flames in the fireplace and a few recessed LEDs, casting long, dramatic shadows.
“Come here,” he said, not turning.
She obeyed, stopping a few feet away. The earlier calm from the forced meditation was gone, replaced by a wire-tight alertness. The narrative was back, but it was a cacophony now, not a single story. Was Caron a rival? A collaborator? A puppet master? Was she, Megan, a transaction or a trophy?
“You’re thinking,” he observed. “I can hear the gears grinding from here. The shampoo. It introduced a variable. A complication to my simple, clean narrative of erasure.”
“You said there was no audience,” she said, her voice steadier than she felt. “But there was. There is. She was here.”
“She was a participant,” he corrected, finally looking at her. His gaze was analytical, assessing the damage the revelation had caused. “Just as you are. Her role is different. But this…” He gestured around the bunker. “…is my studio. I decide who participates, and when. Her presence then does not invalidate the reality of your presence now. It merely expands the context.”
“It makes it a performance,” Megan argued, a spark of her old defiance flickering. “For her benefit.”
“And yours,” he said softly. “Everything is for your benefit, Megan. Even this.” In one fluid motion, he lifted the piano lid. It opened silently, revealing the pristine ivory and ebony keys. But he wasn’t looking at them. From inside the piano bench, which he opened with a click, he withdrew a small, black object.
It was a pistol. Compact, matte black, utterly functional.
He held it casually at his side. “You believe you’ve found a crack in the reality I’ve constructed. A clue that proves it’s all an artifice. Good. That suspicion, that need to verify, is a form of intelligence. A weak one, but intelligence nonetheless. So let’s verify.”
He took a step toward her. She didn’t back away. Her eyes were locked on the gun. It looked both absurd and horrifyingly natural in his hand, another sleek, designed object in his collection of sleek, designed objects.
“On your knees,” he said.
The command was flat, devoid of theatrical menace. It was an instruction. Her body reacted before her mind could fully process it. The muscles in her legs unlocked, and she sank down onto the hard, cold marble floor in front of the fireplace. The warmth from the flames brushed one side of her face.
He closed the distance, standing over her. The ocean’s roar was a constant, low-frequency vibration in the stone. He looked down at her, his expression unreadable. “You swallow the stories people feed you. Caron’s story of empowerment. Susan’s story of decadence. Your own story of survival. You ingest them whole. They become the reason you breathe.”
He raised the pistol. Her heart hammered against her ribs, a frantic bird in a cage. He didn’t aim it at her forehead or her chest. He held it sideways, his thumb brushing the slide. With his other hand, he reached out and took her chin, his grip firm, tilting her face up. His fingers were warm.
“Now we see if you can swallow more than just lies,” he growled, his voice a low rasp that cut through the room’s hum.
He pressed the barrel of the 9mm between her lips.
It was cold. A shocking, dense, metallic cold that made her teeth ache. The taste was of oil and solvents and clean, unforgiving steel. She gagged instinctively, her throat convulsing, but his hand on her chin held her firm. The hard front sight post dug into the roof of her mouth. Her eyes watered, blurring his impassive face above her.
Terror flooded her system, pure and electric. This was different. The concrete wall, the choking, the cold shower—they were violations of agency, of comfort. This was a violation of existence itself. The gun was an absolute. A machine whose only function was negation. Every atom in her body screamed to recoil, to spit it out, to run.
But beneath the terror, a forbidden current surged. It was dark, chemical, and undeniable. The same deep part of her that had gone quiet under his hands, that had responded to Caron’s calculated cruelty, now vibrated at the intimacy of this ultimate threat. It was the full, logical endpoint of every submission that had come before. It was the final silence. The total erasure. The arousal was a shameful, biological fist clenching low in her belly, a traitorous counterpart to the panic throttling her heart.
She gagged again, a thick, choking sound. Spit pooled around the barrel, leaking from the corners of her mouth.
“Breathe through your nose,” he instructed calmly, as if teaching a technique. His eyes watched hers, studying the dilation of her pupils, the tracks of her tears. “The trigger pull is approximately five pounds. A steady, consistent pressure. My finger is not on it. But it is adjacent. Do you understand the variable?”
She made a small, choked noise around the steel. She understood. The variable was his will. A twitch. A decision. A slip.
“This is the reality,” he whispered, leaning down slightly. The firelight carved hollows in his cheeks. “Not Caron’s shampoo. Not Susan’s vodka. Not your ten thousand dollars. This. The temperature of the steel. The taste of the oil. The precise angle of the barrel against your soft palette. This is the only fact that matters. Everything else is a story you tell to get away from this fact.”
He was right. All the narratives—the conspiracy, the betrayal, the transaction—they melted away in the face of the physical truth in her mouth. They were indeed ghosts. This was stone.
He held it there for an eternity, letting her feel the full, crushing weight of the reality he was describing. Her body trembled violently, a mixture of cold, fear, and that unwelcome, humming arousal. The world narrowed to the tunnel of her own nostrils drawing air, the click of the gas flames, the cold, hard line between life and death resting on her tongue.
Then, slowly, he withdrew the barrel.
She collapsed forward, coughing, drool and tears dripping onto the marble between her hands. She sucked in huge, ragged gulps of air, the taste of gunmetal and salt lingering. Her entire jaw ached.
She heard a metallic snap. She flinched, expecting the shot.
It was the magazine being ejected. He caught it in his palm. Then he worked the slide. A single, gold-jacketed round spun through the air, and he snatched it, too, before it hit the ground. He held the now-empty pistol in one hand, the magazine and the solitary bullet in the other, showing them to her.
“The chamber was empty,” he said, his voice conversational. “The magazine was full. A different story. Which one did you believe?”
She stared up at him, her mind blank, wiped clean by the adrenal surge. She hadn’t considered either story. She had only believed the cold.
He reassembled the weapon with efficient clicks and snaps, the sound brutally loud in the quiet room. He bent, placing the loaded pistol on the floor in front of her knees. It lay there on the bone-colored wool rug, an offering, a threat, a test.
“The tool is neutral,” he said, straightening up. “The narrative gives it meaning. A protector. A murderer. A liberator. A phallus. A paperweight. It is a shaped piece of metal. Like the piano. Like the cliff. You will stay here, on your knees, and look at it. You will not tell yourself a story about what it is, or what it means, or what I intend to do with it. You will simply observe the object. Until I return.”
He turned and walked away, his footsteps fading down the hall toward the bedroom, leaving her alone with the fire, the storm, and the gun.
She stayed on her knees. Her eyes were glued to the pistol. It looked both mundane and cosmic. The firelight gleamed dully on its polymer frame. She tried to empty her mind, to just see it as a shape, a composition of angles and curves. But her brain, that desperate author, immediately began scribbling.
It’s a test of obedience.
It’s a promise of future violence.
It’s a symbol of his total control.
It’s my way out.
That last one slithered in, dark and tempting. She could reach for it. The weight of it in her hand was imaginable. The sequence of motions—grip, aim, pull—was a story with a very clear ending.
But that was a narrative, too. A dramatic, final narrative. The very thing he’d told her to avoid.
The tension was agonizing. The object sat there, pulsing with potential energy. Every minute that passed was an eternity. The arousal had faded, leaving a hollow, shaky exhaustion. The cold of the marble seeped through the fabric of her trousers into her knees. The heat from the fire dried the saliva on her chin.
She heard a door open and close softly down the hall. Water running in pipes. He was showering. Washing away the day. The normalcy of the sound was surreal.
Her eyes never left the gun. She began, through sheer force of will, to dissect it visually. The serrations on the slide. The tiny, printed lettering near the trigger guard. The way the shadow it cast on the rug elongated and danced as the flames leapt. She focused on these details until they lost their association, becoming abstract patterns. It was a losing battle, but she fought it. The effort was the point.
By the time his footsteps returned, her legs were numb, and her back screamed from being held rigid. He had changed into dark linen pants and a black t-shirt. He smelled of soap, the generic, scentless kind from his shower. He carried a glass of water.
He walked past her without a glance, went to the sofa, and sat. He picked up his tablet and began to read.
The gun remained on the floor between them.
An hour passed. The only sounds were the fire, the ocean, and the occasional soft tap of his finger on the tablet screen. The object did not move. It did not speak. It simply was.
Eventually, he looked up. “What is it?” he asked.
Her voice was a dry croak. “A pistol.”
“A Glock 19,” he corrected mildly. “What else?”
She was silent. Any other answer would be a story.
He nodded, as if satisfied. “Stand up. Slowly.”
It was a difficult, ungainly process. Pins and needles stabbed through her dead legs as circulation returned. She swayed, catching her balance. He watched, making no move to help.
“Pick it up,” he said.
She froze. This was the real test. All the contemplation led to this action. Her hand hovered over it. The narrative possibilities exploded again: defiance, suicide, murder, submission.
“Without commentary,” he reminded her, his voice cool.
She swallowed, her throat still tasting of metal. She pushed the stories aside. She did not pick it up by the grip. Instead, she pinched the very tip of the barrel between her thumb and forefinger, as if it were a dead insect, and lifted it. She held it out away from her body, an inert, unwanted thing.
A faint, almost imperceptible smile touched his lips. “Good. Bring it here.”
She walked the few steps to the sofa, her legs protesting. She held it out to him. He took it by the grip, his hand enfolding it naturally. He set it on the cushion beside him, as casually as if it were a remote control.
“Sit,” he said, nodding to the space on the sofa opposite the gun.
She sat, perching on the edge, the warmth of the fire finally reaching her front. He handed her the glass of water. She drank it all, the coolness washing away the last phantom taste of oil.
“You’re learning,” he said. “The object is separate from the myth. Your fear, your arousal, your fantasies of control or escape—they are your contributions. They are the lies you swallow. The object is just a tool. I am just a man in a room. The cliff is just rock. When you can see that, you will have nothing left to hide behind. Your weakness will be gone.”
He picked up the pistol again, but this time he simply broke it down with quick, practiced motions, separating slide from frame, removing the barrel and spring, laying the pieces on the coffee table. It was no longer a gun. It was parts. Components.
“Tomorrow,” he said, not looking up from his task, “we go outside. The weather will be worse. You will need the clothes you arrived in. The narrative out there is written by the wind and the tide. It’s less forgiving than mine.”
He began to clean each component with a soft cloth, his attention absolute. The lesson was over. For now. Megan watched his hands, the capable, careful movements. The hollow inside her wasn’t filled with stories anymore. It was just hollow. A clean, quiet space where the roar of the ocean and the crackle of the fire echoed, unfiltered.
The pieces of the gun gleamed on the table, harmless, inert. She understood that their power to terrify or liberate would always be a story she told herself. The truth was they were just pieces of metal, waiting to be assembled into meaning. And he was the one who decided the assembly.
For the first time, that fact didn’t feel like a prison. It felt like a grim, naked kind of freedom.
It felt like a grim, naked kind of freedom. The silence that followed was not oppressive, but vast. He finished cleaning the gun components, reassembled them with a series of precise clicks, and walked it back to the piano bench. The ordinary act of storing it away was more unsettling than its display.
“You should sleep,” he said, not looking at her. “Dawn comes early. The tide waits for no one’s existential crisis.”
She stood, her body a collection of aches. The guest room door was still open. She lay in the dark, listening to the house settle. Her mind, for once, was quiet. The hollow feeling remained, but it wasn't panicked. It was observant. She thought of the gun's cold kiss, of Caron's shampoo, of Susan’s frantic eyes. They were all just objects and people, stripped of the grand meanings she’d plastered on them. The relief was profound, and exhausting.
She must have slept, because the next thing she knew, a hand was shaking her shoulder. The digital clock read 5:47 AM. The room was pitch black. Varga stood over her, already dressed in a waterproof jacket.
“It’s time. Wear what you came in. It’s going to be wet.”
The hiking clothes were still folded on the sofa. She pulled them on in the dark main room, the fabric stiff from yesterday’s dampness. He handed her a similar jacket. “This won’t help much. But it’s something.”
He tapped a code into the steel door’s panel. The hydraulic hiss was deafening in the predawn stillness, immediately swallowed by a howling gust of wind and the explosive roar of the sea. It wasn't raining. It was a horizontal blast of salt spray and mist that felt like being sandblasted. Megan staggered, the force of it shocking her fully awake.
“Stay close to the rock face!” he yelled over the gale, his voice ripped away. He didn’t wait, turning and starting down a steep, narrow path carved into the cliff itself, more a suggestion of stairs than a proper route.
She followed, her hands instinctively scrabbling at the wet, slick stone to her left. To her right, there was only a dizzying drop into a cauldron of white water and black rock. The wind punched at her, trying to peel her off the cliff. This was not a metaphor. It was a physics problem.
They descended for what felt like an hour, the world reduced to grey tumult, the burn in her thighs, and the next precarious foothold. He moved ahead with infuriating, goat-like surety. Finally, the path leveled onto a narrow, rocky shelf just a few meters above the surging water. The spray here was continuous, a cold, stinging soup. The boom of waves hitting the base of the cliff was a physical vibration in her chest.
He turned to face her, his back to the fury of the ocean. His hair was plastered to his skull, his face gleaming with saltwater. He looked utterly alive. “Susan told you I found god in extreme places, yes?”
Megan nodded, her jaw clenched against the cold.
“She’s a romantic,” he shouted. “I don’t find god. I find a useful calibration of scale. Your problems, your stories, your precious sense of self—” He gestured broadly at the raging sea, the monolithic cliff. “—they are less than a grain of sand here. This place grinds mountains to dust. It doesn’t care about your narrative. It doesn’t care about your weakness. It just is. That’s the only truth.”
A monstrous wave detonated behind him, sending a wall of spray and cold air over them. She gasped, soaked through instantly. The lesson was entirely environmental. There was no gun, no command, just the overwhelming, indifferent power of the world. It was horrifying. It was clarifying.
He pointed to a jagged outcrop of rock that formed a precarious peninsula further along the shelf. “Go out there. To the end.Sit. For one hour. Watch it.”
The path to the outcrop was a treacherous scramble over wet, uneven boulders. Panic, the old kind, rose in her throat. This felt like a death sentence. He saw it in her face.
“It’s safe if you’re careful. The tide is receding. But the wind is unpredictable. The choice is yours. Go back to the bunker, if you prefer. The door code is 0913. Or go out there.”
He named her escape route, made it trivial. Going back to the warm, silent bunker was the obvious, sane choice. The hollow place inside her assessed both options. Returning was a story—the smart survivor. Going out there was just an action. She turned without a word and began picking her way across the slippery rocks toward the peninsula.
The journey was harrowing. Several times, her feet shot out from under her, and she landed hard on wet stone, the breath knocked from her lungs. Her hands were scraped raw. She didn’t look back to see if he watched.
The tip of the outcrop was a flat, slick stone barely two meters wide. She sat, drawing her knees up, wrapping her arms around them. The ocean surrounded her on three sides. It was like sitting on the prow of a sinking ship in a hurricane. The noise was absolute, consuming all thought. Spray and wind lashed her. She was a fossil waiting to be scoured clean.
Time lost meaning. Her body shivered uncontrollably. She watched wave after wave commit suicide against the cliff, each a unique explosion of white and grey and roaring sound. There was no pattern to find, no lesson to glean beyond the brute fact of force. Her mind, starved of narrative, began to shut down sensory inputs one by one to conserve energy. The cold became a constant. The sound became a silence of its own magnitude.
A shape moved in her peripheral vision. He was beside her on the rock, having crossed with impossible silence. He sat down, not touching her. He said nothing for a long while, just stared at the chaos.
“Caron is afraid of you,” he said, his voice somehow carrying in a lull between waves. The statement was so mundane, so utterly out of place, it took Megan’s numbed brain a moment to process it.
She turned her head slowly, water dripping from her eyelashes. “What?”
“She doesn’t show it. She masks it in condescension and ownership. But she is. You represent a variable she can’t control.Me? She thinks she understands me.A transaction. A shared aesthetic. You? You’re the genuine article. The one who didn’t choose this as a game. That terrifies her.”
He was giving her a story again. But this one felt different. It wasn’t about her. It was a piece of intelligence, offered plainly.
“Why tell me that?”
“Because you earned it,” he said, meeting her eyes. His were the grey of the sea itself. “You sat. You didn’t go back. That was the test. Not the cold. Not the fear. The choice to stay in the meaningless void. Most people can’t do it. They need a reason. You didn’t.” A faint, almost imperceptible smirk. “Also, she left her goddamn shampoo. Petty. It annoyed me.”
A strange, airy sound bubbled out of Megan. It took her a second to recognize it as a laugh, sharp and sudden, ripped away by the wind. The absurdity of it, here, on this rock—Caron’s calculated territorial pissing annoying this man who claimed to be above it—was genuinely funny.It was human. He’d offered her a glimpse of a petty, human grievance.
“Yeah,” Megan shouted over the wind, her voice rough. “That’s pretty fucking petty.”
He nodded, a shared moment of pure critique. Then he stood, extending a hand to her. “Come on. You’ll get hypothermia. And I’ve made my point.”
She took his hand. His grip was solid, warm against her frozen skin. He pulled her up and led the way back across the boulders, his pace slower now, checking her footing. The return climb up the cliff path was agony on her shaking muscles. By the time the steel door hissed shut behind them, sealing out the cacophony, she was a trembling, dripping mess. The warm, dry silence of the bunker felt like a physical embrace.
“Shower. Hot. Then meet me in the kitchen,” he said, peeling off his own jacket.
The hot water was a paradise of needles on her frozen skin. She stood under it until the shivering stopped and her fingers were pink again. She dressed in another set of the soft black clothes, her hiking gear in a sodden heap by the door. The scent of bacon and coffee hit her as she entered the main room.
He was at the stove, a domestic scene utterly incongruous with the morning’s ordeal. He slid eggs onto two plates next to the bacon. “Eat. Protein and fat. You burned through everything you had.”
They ate at the kitchen table. The food was simple, delicious. The coffee was scalding and strong. The normalcy was disorienting.
“What now?” she asked, wiping egg yolk with a piece of toast.
“Now,” he said, pouring more coffee for himself, “we talk about what you want. Not what Caron wants for you. Not what Susan thinks you need. Not what you think you deserve as punishment or reward. What you, the thing sitting here right now, wants to happen next.”
The question was the most terrifying one he’d asked yet. It demanded a self-knowledge she wasn’t sure she possessed. The hollow place had no wants. It just observed.
“I don’t know,” she said, and it was the most honest thing she’d said in days.
“Good,” he replied. “An honest answer. Most people would invent something. Keep not knowing. It’s a valuable state.”
He stood and took the plates. “The day is yours.Read. Stare at the ocean. Sleep. There are books in the guest room drawer. No internet.No phone. Just you and the quiet. I have work to do.”
He disappeared into the bedroom suite. Megan cleaned the kitchen, the routine motions soothing. She explored the guest room drawer and found a dozen paperbacks, their spines uncracked. Histories of polar expeditions, treatises on geology, a worn book of chess puzzles. No fiction. She chose a chess book and took it to the sofa.
She tried to focus on the puzzles, but her mind kept drifting to the cliff, the gun, the laugh they’d shared. The hollow inside began, tentatively, to generate a feeling. It wasn’t a story. It was a simple, clean curiosity. Who was this man, beyond the persona? What was this for him?
The daylight began to fade, staining the clouds bruised purple and orange. Varga emerged, dressed for the city in dark trousers and a crisp shirt. He picked up the disassembled Glock from the piano bench, sliding the pieces into a small case.
“I have to go into the city.A meeting. I’ll be back late.” He walked to the door, then paused. “You have the code. 0913. The door locks behind you if you leave. You are not a prisoner.”
He waited, watching her.
It was the final test. The ultimate offer of narrative: the escape. She could walk out right now, up the cliff path, find the road. Call Susan. Go to Caron. Reclaim her old, frail stories. The freedom was absolute.
She looked at the chess puzzle, then at the glorious, dying light over the violent sea. She looked at him.
“Will you bring back more coffee?” she asked, her voice quiet. “This stuff is good, but we’re almost out.”
A real, slight smile touched his mouth. It transformed his face.“Sure. Any particular roast?”
“Surprise me.”
He nodded. “I’ll be late. Don’t wait up.” The steel door hissed open and closed. She heard the faint sound of a car engine above the wind, then nothing.
Alone. Truly alone for the first time. She wandered the bunker, running her fingers over the cold glass, the warm concrete. She opened the piano and pressed a single key. A rich, clear C resonated in the space. She went to the bar, looked at the bottles, poured a finger of the same dark whiskey he drank. She sipped it, feeling the burn.
Her gaze landed on the piano bench. He’d taken the gun case. But the bench lid was slightly ajar. She walked over and lifted it. Inside was empty, lined in soft black velvet. Except for one thing, tucked into a corner.
A spare magazine for the Glock, full. And next to it, a single, loose 9mm round.
Her breath caught. It could be an oversight. A simple piece of forgotten ammunition. Or it could be another test, more cunning than the last. A choice planted. An option.
The hollow space observed the objects. The narratives swarmed again, a buzzing hive. A test of trust.A temptation. A trap. Your way out. She picked up the lone bullet. It was heavy. Brass and lead. Just metal. She held it in her palm, feeling its weight, its potentiality.
She closed the bench lid. She walked to the immense window, the bullet clasped in her hand. The last light was almost gone, the ocean a shifting black mass. Her reflection was a ghost over the void. She thought of the cold steel in her mouth, the taste of oil. She thought of his hand pulling her up from the rocks.
The freedom he’d given her was absolute. It included this. The choice to end the story, his story, any story, on her terms. The power was immense and terrifying. It was the only real power she’d ever held.
She stared at her ghost-self in the glass. Her fingers tightened around the bullet until the edges bit into her palm. Then, with a slow, deliberate exhale, she walked back to the piano bench. She opened it. She placed the single round back into the velvet corner, exactly where she found it. She closed the lid.
She did not take the magazine.
Turning, she retrieved her whiskey and went back to the sofa. She opened the chess book to a new puzzle. The roaring sea was a distant, rhythmic comfort. She took a sip, feeling the heat spread in her chest. She was staying. For now. The reason didn't need a name.
Several hours later, a soft, electronic chime echoed through the bunker. Not the door. A different sound, coming from the direction of his bedroom. A phone, perhaps, on silent but vibrating against a hard surface.It stopped. Then, a minute later, it started again.Insistent.
Megan ignored it. It wasn't hers. It wasn't her business. The buzzing stopped.
Silence returned for a long stretch, broken only by the fire and the ocean. She had nearly dozed off on the sofa when the steel door hissed open. A gust of cool, night air swirled in. Varga stepped through, a small paper bag in one hand. He looked tired, but his eyes were sharp. He saw her on the sofa, the chess book on her lap, the empty whiskey glass.
"Couldn't solve it?" he asked, nodding at the book.
"The king is in perpetual check," she said. "It's a draw. No one wins."
He smiled, a genuine, weary thing. "A useful lesson." He placed the paper bag on the kitchen counter. "Ethiopian. Light roast.Surprising enough?"
She nodded. "Thank you."
He walked toward his room, then stopped. "The phone rang. While I was out."
"I heard."
"Were you curious?"
"No," she said. And it was true.
He studied her for a long moment, then glanced toward the piano bench. His eyes, always calculating, seemed to note the precise angle of the lid. He gave a single, faint nod, as if confirming something to himself.
"Goodnight, Megan."
He disappeared into his room. She listened to the faint sounds of him moving about, then silence. She stood, stretched, and walked to the guest room. As she passed the piano bench, she didn't touch it. The weight of the bullet, of the choice, was a physical memory in her palm.
In the dark, she lay in bed. The hollow space was still there. But it wasn't empty. It was occupied by a new, simple certainty. She had weighed the absolute option, the final punctuation, and had chosen not to use it. Not for him. Not for a story. But for the quiet, the chess puzzle, the promise of tomorrow's coffee. For the grim, naked freedom of the choice itself.
Sleep came easily, deep and dreamless. She awoke to grey light and the smell of brewing coffee. He was already in the kitchen. He handed her a mug as she entered. "The weather is breaking. A clear day. We'll go up to the ridge later. The view is… clarifying in a different way."
She took the coffee. It was floral, bright, surprising."Okay."
They drank in a comfortable quiet. The previous days' tensions were still present, but they had transformed into a kind of mutual, unspoken recognition. He finished his cup. "I need to make a call. It will take a few minutes. Then we can go."
He walked into his bedroom, closing the door most of the way. She stayed at the counter, listening to the gentle lap of waves far below, now audible with the wind’s retreat. She could hear the low murmur of his voice from the other room, but not the words. It was a business tone.
Her eyes drifted across the room, over the piano, the sofa, the fireplace. They landed on his waterproof jacket, slung over the back of the angular chair. From its pocket, the corner of his phone peeked out, lit up. He must have put it there when he came in, forgotten it.
As she watched, the screen lit up with an incoming call. The name flashed: Caron.
Megan’s breath stilled. The murmur from the bedroom continued. He hadn’t heard. The phone buzzed, dancing softly against the fabric of the jacket. The hollow place inside her observed. No story. Just a fact: Caron was calling him.Now.
The phone went silent. Then, a second later, a text notification preview flashed on the screen. Megan was too far away to read it. The phone buzzed again with another call.Caron.
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