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Reclaiming My Time

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A woman just getting out of emotional abusive relationship is finally taking control of her own life. She has a good job that she loves, making more than enough money to provide for herself and family, coworkers that don’t bother her too much, and her best friend just moved back so they can hangout all the time. Everything is looking up. Things start to change to when her best friend sets her up on a date with a new guy. They hit it off and start dating. Just when things start getting serious her ex husband shows up demanding she leaves her current relationship and get back with him. Using all his emotionally abusive tactics and all. What will she do? Will the ex husband take no for an answer?

Chapter 6: Captive Awakening

The amber glow of the Edison bulbs in The Gilded Page cast long shadows across Dan’s untouched whiskey. He checked his phone again. 8:37 PM. No new messages. The ice in his glass had melted into a single, silent orb. Around him, the gentle murmur of first-date conversations and the clink of cocktail shakers felt like a mockery.

He’d been here since 7:45, a nervous energy humming under his skin. The ring box was a lead weight in the inner pocket of his jacket. He’d rehearsed a dozen ways to say it. Now, with each passing minute, the script crumbled into dust.

She’s just stuck in traffic, he told himself, the same mantra for the twentieth time. Her phone died. There was an accident on the bridge.

But a colder, sharper thought, honed by two months of deceptive quiet and the memory of a smug face in his office, began to whisper. Richard’s voice echoed in his memory: I’ve come to collect my bitch.

Dan stood up, his chair scraping loudly on the floor. He threw a fifty on the table and was out the door, the evening air cool against his suddenly hot skin. He called her. It went straight to voicemail. He called again. Same.

He sprinted the two blocks to her apartment, his heart hammering a frantic rhythm against his ribs. Her parking space was empty. He took the stairs two at a time, his key fumbling in the lock. “Ellie?”

The apartment was dark, still. Her purse was on the counter, keys beside it. Her phone charger lay on the floor, the end still plugged into the wall. Her phone was gone.

A vase of tulips, the ones he’d brought her three days ago, was knocked over on the kitchen table, water pooling on the wood, petals scattered like casualties.

Dan’s blood turned to ice. He didn’t breathe. The world narrowed to the spilled water, the abandoned purse, the silent, screaming emptiness of the room.

Consciousness returned not as a sunrise but as a jagged shard of pain behind her left eye. A throbbing, nauseating pulse. Ellie tried to lift her hand to her temple, but it wouldn’t move. The fog cleared in a sudden, violent rush.

She was on her back. The ceiling was familiar—the same faint hairline crack in the plaster that used to look like a river on a map. She knew the exact shape of it. She’d stared at it for years.

The smell hit her next. His cologne, layered over the sharper, sour tang of whiskey. It was the smell of her old prison.

Panic, pure and electric, shot through her veins. She tried to sit up. Ropes bit into her wrists, her ankles, anchoring her to the bed. Their old bed. The carved oak headboard pressed against her skull. She let out a choked gasp, the sound strangled in her dry throat.

“You’re awake.” His voice came from the corner of the dim room. Calm. Almost pleasant. “I was starting to worry. You took a little fall in the parking garage. You always were clumsy when you were startled.”

Richard stepped into the sliver of light from the hallway. He held a lowball glass, the ice cubes clinking softly as he took a sip. He looked her over, his gaze a physical touch, lingering on the curve of her hip under her dress, the exposed line of her throat.

“Get away from me,” Ellie rasped, her voice raw. She tugged against the ropes, the coarse fibers burning her skin. “Dan will be looking for me. The police—”

“Dan,” Richard interrupted, sighing as if disappointed by a child’s naive remark. He sat on the edge of the bed, the mattress dipping under his weight. The familiar dip. He placed his glass on the nightstand—her old nightstand—and reached out. His fingers, cold from the glass, traced a line from her collarbone up to her jaw. She flinched, her whole body recoiling as far as the bindings would allow.

“He’s probably sitting in some bar right now, wondering where his little girlfriend is,” Richard murmured. His thumb stroked her cheek. “He doesn’t know you like I do. He doesn’t know where you really belong.”

His hand slid down, over the swell of her breast, possessive and practiced. Ellie squeezed her eyes shut, a sob wrenching itself from her chest. “Don’t.”

“You always belonged here,” he whispered, his breath hot and whiskey-laden against her neck. His other hand joined the first, roaming over her body as if re-mapping territory, his touch stifling the fabric of her dress. “All this time playing house, pretending to be someone else. It’s over now. I’ve brought you home.”

The violation was absolute. It wasn’t just the ropes. It was his certainty, the utter erasure of the last year of her life, of her choices, of her love. He was trying to overwrite her reality, just like he always had. The panic began to curdle into something else—a black, freezing rage.

She opened her eyes and looked directly into his flat grey ones. “Dan will burn your world to the ground,” she said, each word a shard of glass. “You have no idea what you’ve started.”

Richard’s smile faded. Her defiance was off-script. He gripped her chin, forcing her head to stay still. “He’s a soft man with soft threats. Lawyers. Cameras.” He leaned closer, his voice dropping to a vicious hush. “This is between you and me. It always has been. And you need to remember your place.”

He held her gaze for a long moment, then released her chin. He stood up, retrieving his glass. “We have time. You’ll remember. You just need the right… persuasion.”

He walked out, leaving the bedroom door open. She heard him in the living room, the quiet click of the television turning on, the murmur of a news broadcast. As if this were normal. As if she were just in the other room, about to bring him a drink.

Ellie lay still, the tremors shaking her from the inside. She stared at the crack in the ceiling. The river on the map. She’d followed it out once. She could find it again.

She tested the ropes. They were tight, expertly tied. Not with rage, but with cold, deliberate intent. Her ankles were bound to the footboard, her wrists to the headboard. She was spread-eagled, vulnerable. A display.

But he’d tied her over the sleeves of her dress, a thick, knitted material. And the headboard… it was old. Ornate. With scrollwork. She twisted her right wrist, slowly, incrementally, feeling the rope grind against the carved wood. A splinter caught the fibers. She worked it back and forth, a tiny, desperate sawing motion.

From the living room, the volume on the TV rose slightly. A weather report. He was giving her time to think, to let the fear sink in. To break her before he even laid another hand on her.

Ellie closed her eyes, not to block it out, but to focus. She pictured Dan’s face, his kind eyes now doubtless dark with a fear that mirrored her own. She saw the ring box she’d accidentally glimpsed in his sock drawer last week, the hopeful secret she’d pretended not to see. She held that image, that future, like a lit match in the center of her soul.

The rope frayed, one tiny thread at a time. The television droned on. And in the sterile, hated dark of the bedroom, Ellie Vance began, silently, to fight her way home.

The coarse hemp gnawed at her wrist, but Ellie welcomed the pain. It was a grounding counterpoint to the dizzying terror threatening to pull her under. She focused all her awareness on the minute friction between the rope and a sharp, protruding splinter on the carved oak scrollwork.

Back and forth, a millimeter at a time, she worked her wrist. The television’s muffled drone from the living room was a timer counting down his return. Each burst of canned laughter from a sitcom made her muscles seize, her movements freezing until the sound faded.

She imagined the fibers, one by one, surrendering to the wood’s stubborn edge. Her shoulder ached from the unnatural angle, a fiery complaint she ignored. Freedom wasn’t a grand gesture anymore; it was the slow, silent snap of a single thread.

Dan’s knuckles were white on the steering wheel, the city lights blurring into streaks of gold and red. He’d already called Detective Riaz, his voice clipped and too-calm as he described the overturned vase, the abandoned purse. “It’s not like her,” he’d repeated, the phrase feeling useless and small.

He drove first to his own apartment, a futile hope that she’d fallen asleep waiting for him evaporating at the sight of his dark, empty windows. The ring box in his jacket pocket felt like an accusation. Think. Where would he take her?

The answer arrived with a cold, sickening certainty. Richard’s apartment. The sterile cage she’d described in hushed, painful fragments. He pulled over, tires screeching against the curb, and opened a real estate app on his phone, his fingers trembling as he typed Richard Vance’s name.

A recent sale listing appeared. The address burned itself into his mind. He called Riaz again. “I think I know where he has her.”

A crisp pop sounded, quieter than a breath, as a core strand of the rope gave way. The bindings around her right wrist went suddenly, blessedly slack. Ellie gasped, stifling the sound by biting her lip. She could now twist her hand, working her fingers to loosen the remaining coils.

Tears of relief and frantic urgency welled in her eyes. One hand was almost free. But the other wrist, her ankles, remained tightly secured. She strained to reach the knot on her left arm, but it was just beyond her fingertips.

Her eyes darted around the room, her mind racing. The nightstand. On it sat the lowball glass, now empty, and a book—a thick, hardcover biography he’d never read, just for show. Useless. Then she saw it, peeking from beneath the bedskirt where it must have fallen: the plastic cap of her lip balm.

Dan sped through the city, ignoring red lights, his car a projectile aimed at a single point on the map. Riaz had said to wait, that a patrol car was being dispatched, that barging in could endanger her. Every rational fiber in his engineer’s mind agreed.

But he saw the overturned tulips, the spilled water. He heard Richard’s voice in his office, dripping with entitled malice. I’ve come to collect my bitch. Rules and procedures were for a world that still made sense. This world had fractured.

He parked a block away from the modern high-rise, its glass facade gleaming under the spotlights. He didn’t see a police car. His phone buzzed; Riaz. He sent it to voicemail. The only sound now was the blood roaring in his ears as he got out of the car and started toward the building’s bright, impersonal lobby.

Ellie stretched her freed right hand, her fingers brushing against the cool plastic cap. It was just enough of an extension. She clamped her fingers on it, her grip slippery with sweat. She couldn’t reach the knots on her left wrist, but she could reach the rope anchoring it to the headboard.

She wedged the curved edge of the cap under the main coil of rope where it looped around the wood. Using it as a crude lever, she pried upwards, putting agonizing pressure on the knot. It was slow, maddening work. The plastic groaned, threatening to snap.

Suddenly, the main knot slipped. Just a fraction of an inch, but it was enough. She wrenched her left hand violently, pulling it through the loosened loop. Her left arm was free. She pushed herself up onto her elbows, the world tilting dizzily as blood rushed back into her aching limbs.

The bedroom door swung open. Richard stood silhouetted in the doorway, his expression shifting from smug expectation to cold fury in an instant. “What do you think you’re doing?”

Ellie didn’t answer. Her gaze locked not on him, but on the heavy hardcover book on the nightstand. She lunged for it.

She lunged for the heavy book on the nightstand, her freed hand closing around its sharp corners. Richard’s laugh was a short, dismissive bark that echoed in the sterile room. “Predictable,” he sneered, stepping aside with effortless ease as the book swung harmlessly past his shoulder.

Ellie’s momentum carried her forward, off-balance and fueled by a desperate rage. She scrambled to her feet, the rope still trailing from one ankle, and threw herself at him again, nails aimed for his eyes. He blocked her arm effortlessly, his other hand flashing out in a brutal backhand that connected with her temple.

The impact was a white-hot explosion of pain. Her head snapped sideways, cracking against the solid edge of the nightstand. Darkness swallowed the room in an instant, the last thing she heard his mocking chuckle.

When consciousness returned, it was a vague, distant thing, filtered through a thick haze of pain and disorientation. She was being moved, her body limp and unresponsive. Richard’s voice dribbled into her ear, words like sludge. “...thought you could get away from me... nothing without me... my pathetic little mess.” His hands were on her, rough and possessive, a violation that registered only as a dull, shameful pressure somewhere far away. She slipped back into nothingness.

The next time she surfaced, it was to the sensation of cold leather against her cheek and the vibration of an engine. She was in the passenger seat of his car, slumped against the window. The city lights swam past in blurry streaks. He was humming softly, a cheerful tune that was more terrifying than any threat.

He stopped the car with a jerk. The dome light flicked on, illuminating his satisfied smile as he looked at her. “Home sweet home,” he said, his voice dripping with false warmth. He dragged her from the car, her legs buckling beneath her, and dumped her onto the cold, gritty curb outside her apartment building.

He stood over her for a moment, a dark silhouette against the streetlights. Then he unzipped his fly. The warm stream hit her face and chest, the acrid smell a final, degrading brand. “Just marking what’s mine,” he laughed, stepping back. The car door slammed, the engine roared, and he was gone, leaving her lying in the gutter battered, bruised and bleeding.

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