Chapter 3: Rising Action
"You're really going to love this, Alice," Reggie murmured, his voice husky with anticipation.
I could feel his eyes growing more lustful, taking in every inch of my exposure. Remaining professional was getting harder and harder and I repeated the poses I did earlier, it was inescapably different. That first dildo was anonymous, crafted by some strangers imagination. But now, as I repeated putting the replica dildo into my mouth and licking what was essentially Reggie's cock. I felt I was seducing a man and it was leading to something inevitably more perverse and depraved.
It was some where around here that we past the point of no return, I had sucked the dildo, played with it between my tits and now I held it between my legs. I couldn't see what the camera saw but I place the dildo onto my stomach as if to see how deep it would be to have it all inside me. Suddenly the whir noise of Reggie's camera went off, another roll of film was done and Reggie left me to myself as he reloaded the camera.
To this day, I remember feeling the thrill of being desired by him. If there was any blame for the decisions that came next, it was my body responding to his attention, I was just overcome with the desire to truly feel like a woman, to be the reason a man feels his desire satiated.
It wasn't a verbal thing, I skipped the whole, "Please fuck me Reggie, give me that big cock!' that would have been in the porn movies I watched, no, I just started rubbing my clitoris and moaning, I guess that was my consent.
"Good girl," Reggie said, before snapping one last shot and leaving the camera on the table and walked towards me, my eyes opened long enough to see him drop his underwear and that majestic cock ready to take my virginity.
Reggie lifted my legs above shoulders, I was panting in anticipation, bracing to be penetrated with an object that should be labeled, for professional use only. Then, my body was totally in charge, my brain just shut off and I held my breath and the tip of his cock parted my pussy opening, that unique, once in a lifetime feeling of being penetrated for the first time with a hot, pulsing cock. Any thoughts of becoming a lesbian ended there and then, I would always love men and forever crave cock.
I was not as innocent as anyone outside my bedroom thinks I am, the feeling of being penetrated is very familiar to me. But a real life cock, attached to man, felt so real and alive, the feeling of fullness surged with every wonderful inch, my pussy accepted it more naturally than my mind. I could not fathom being violated with such poetry. Even in hindsight, finding the words to describe being both penetrated in length and girth until, the realization that I was no longer a virgin would come much later that night.
His first real thrust defined my place, slamming into me with a force that was almost too much to bear. I moved across the slippery satin sheets, if my fingers weren't already grasping the bed tightly, I would have slid off the bed for sure. But I was loving every second of it, feeling every inch of him fill me up, hitting all the right spots inside me. I moaned and writhed beneath him, my body experiencing a pleasure no dildo could ever give me.
Reggie's fingers dug into my hips as he held me in place, taking control of my body and using it for his own pleasure. He didn't care that I was a virgin, or even if I was human with real feelings and desires, or even if my moans were pain or pleasure. The gentle co-worker and gentleman was gone and all that was above me was a lust driven monster, had this happened an hour before, I would have died of shame, but his cock was giving me immeasurable pleasures, everything was new to me, and allowing my body to be subjugated like this, sex without love, whether I had this on video or not, I would carry this memory for the rest of my life.
I couldn't believe what was happening. All I could was moan and brace for the next thrust, feelings and sensations, everything would be defining my attitudes and expectations about sex has happening now. I had gone from being shy, virtuous and insecure, to a sexual goddess moaning and begging for more, in the span of a few hours. And Reggie was the one who had brought me out of my shell, he took me directly to the deep end, for the rest of my life, I would be a woman craving to be fucked and fucked hard.
I was in a happy, blissful state that I never experienced before. I masturbated to have an orgasm but this was different, I was pleasing someone else with my body and from Reggie's grunts, I was giving him an experience equal to what I was feeling.
And then he hit it, that feeling that I only experienced in the gynecologist's office, my cervix. I yelped out of the pain and discomfort, and that only encouraged Reggie to penetrate me deeply and his full length was pounding me. One thrust hurt, the next felt so fucking good, but I was grunting with each. My reactions turned on Reggie more and he kept hammering me, trying to make me chirp out again.
How can any woman enjoy this? I thought to myself, and my body replied with an unexpected orgasm, I screamed and shuddered after wave after wave of intense pleasure overwhelmed me. Reggie gave me no respite and he lifted my hips and resumed fucking me, his cock seemed to be hitting new and I was already feeling on the brink another orgasm.
Oh God, what am I? Am I loving this and there is not a single shred of love here, I haven't even let him kiss me yet.
But I didn't have the capacity to think right then, all I knew was that I was being penetrated, for the first time by a man, and it was overwhelming and taboo in every possible way.
The room was spinning and I could feel my mind dissociating from my body as Reggie's thrusts grew faster and more furious. I gripped the silk sheets of the bed beneath me, knees digging into the mattress as I moaned and cried out. The sounds were primal, animalistic even, and yet I couldn't help them.
Finally Reggie stopped, I could feel my pussy walls getting sucked out as Reggie withdrew, that kind of hurt more then him entering me, my first thought was that he wanted to take me doggystyle, to see the ass everyone lusts to bang but I was a bit disappointed to see him lay beside me.
"Get on top, I wanna see those big tits of yours bounce." Reggie commanded.
I looked at that big cock that was just inside me, it was shining and slick with my pussy juices, beckoning to be back inside me and make me moan.
Fuck, I am out of breath, and now you want me to work for my next orgasm? I thought.
My inexperience was in full view now as I climbed above Reggie, my legs were still shaking from my introduction to real sex. I couldn't see past my tits to guide the head of cock to my pussy and I fumbled a bit, but the worst part was, I couldn't get him back inside me, I gritted my teeth, the shaft of his cock started to bend, my pussy just seemed to refuse to open up again.
Reggie moved his hands to steady my hips as I held back tears, I was lost in the mystery as to why he felt ten times bigger or I was virgin tight again, it felt like my outer labia was also getting pushed inside my pussy. The pain was much worse but I managed to get the head inside me, but his thicker shaft was more of a challenge.
"Fuck, that is amazing!" Reggie encouraged me, "That is so fucking hot, you looks so beautiful struggling."
It felt like forever but once I started fucking the tip, I was taking more and more of him inside me until I was sitting on his lap and I could start riding him. This was definitely a different experience, my nerves were shot and I could feel my body shivering but I was doing it, I was riding a cock like those women in porn and I felt my confidence skyrocket. I even bent forward a bit and Reggie started licking and sucking my nipples as his hands moved from my hips to my ass.
His touches sent shivers down my spine and I could already feel myself nearing another orgasm.
Maybe because it was I was actually getting fucked but when Reggie started spanking my ass, it was a lot different then the guys who took every opportunity to grope and spank me at work, that was for tips but now it just felt so demeaning and depraved, I was now that slut who loved it and I gave Reggie a look of approval.
It wasn't long before I was on the verge of exhaustion, my hand vigorously rubbed my clit to speed my up climax, feeling that huge cock inside me as I came was unimaginably wonderful, I collapsed forward and, then, quite awkwardly, Reggie kissed me for the first time and then he let me catch my breath.
Reggie grabbed me by the shoulders and rolled us over, pinning me beneath his body. I looked up at him, my breath hitching in excitement as he started thrusting his cock back into me with renewed intensity.
Geezus, this tiny bed is crazy perfect for fucking! I thought as we avoided from falling to the floor, I thought.
Reggie's eyes were locked onto mine as he took me, and I could see the unbridled desire in his gaze. I reached up and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to me as he fucked me harder and faster.
I was gasping and grunting as Reggie fucked me without any thought to what is supposed to happen in porn, then it was obvious as what was happening, my rational brain reawakened as I realized I never saw Reggie put on a condom.
Fuck, he is cumming inside me, he was suppose to pull out, fuck, what do I do? My mind raced. But his final thrusts were deep, and feeling that his cum inside me was a reward for being a fantastic lay, I just laid there moaning and feeling relaxed.
Reggie's cock softened inside me, but his grip on my arms was still strong. I looked up at him, my breath hitching in exhaustion as much as excitement.
"You're amazing, Alice." Reggie panted, sweat dripping from his forehead and onto mine. He was looking at me with a strange mix of animalistic desire and affection. I didn't know what to make of it, but any further thought was replaced by my physical state.
I'm a fucking sweaty mess.
The fact that I was now subject to Reggie's full weight on me and my tits were squished hard against his chest as he seemed to fall asleep on top of me, I struggled as what to do next? As the pleasure ebbed, my pussy was tired, sore, aching, I truly felt that my lower intestines had been rearranged.
"Oh God", I thought to myself, "I am one of those girls who love getting fucked hard. What the fuck is wrong with me!"