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The Anesthetized Longing

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Daniel and Reece are 24 year old anesthesiologists and plastic surgeons. Kennedy is their 22 year old friend. Kennedy wants a breast enlargement and for them to fuck her mouth and rub their cocks on her feet while she’s under anesthesia. Kennedy wants them to be playful and flirty, and praise her during the whole thing. They do this in an operating room. She wants them to tell her what they’re doing as they administer the anesthesia to make her unconscious in lots of detail. They’re very playful, flirty and horny during the whole thing. they explicitly consent.

Chapter 2: Waking Nightmare

The rhythmic hiss-click of the ventilator filled the sterile room, a mechanical counterpoint to the wet, tearing sounds emanating from Kennedy’s abdomen. Reece moved with a brutal, focused rhythm, his powerful hips driving deep into the raw incision, blood welling around the obscene intrusion with each thrust. Sweat beaded on his forehead beneath his surgical cap, his face a mask of intense, predatory concentration. Daniel stood rooted near the anesthesia machine, his knuckles white where he gripped the edge of the cart. His gaze was fixed on the horrific tableau – the violation of flesh, the smear of crimson on Reece’s scrubs, the utter stillness of Kennedy’s form except for the machine-driven rise and fall of her chest. Shame warred with a sickening, undeniable arousal that tightened his own groin, making him shift uncomfortably.

Then, a flicker.

Kennedy’s eyelids. Not the slow, drugged flutter of deep anesthesia, but a sharp, involuntary twitch. Once. Twice.

Daniel’s professional instincts screamed through the haze of his conflicted lust. "Reece," he hissed, his voice tight. "She’s stirring."

Reece didn’t stop. He grunted, driving deeper. "So? She’s fine. Just a reflex." Blood trickled down Kennedy’s flank, pooling on the drape.

Another flicker. Stronger this time. A faint groan, muffled and distorted by the breathing tube snaking down her throat, vibrated through the ventilator circuit. The heart monitor, previously a steady beep-beep-beep, suddenly spiked. Beepbeepbeepbeep! Her blood pressure numbers climbed on the screen – 140/90, 150/95…

"Reece, stop!" Daniel snapped, urgency overriding everything else. He lunged for the syringe of propofol pre-drawn on his cart. "Vitals are spiking!"

Reece finally paused, panting slightly, still buried deep. He looked down at Kennedy’s face. Her eyelids fluttered wildly now, fighting the pull of unconsciousness. A low, animal whimper escaped her, choked by the tube, but laced with unmistakable agony. Her entire body tensed beneath him, a ripple of pure autonomic distress running through her muscles despite the paralytic agents.

Her eyes snapped open. Wide. Terrified. Unfocused at first, swimming in the chemical fog. They darted wildly, reflecting the harsh operating lights, before locking onto Reece’s face looming above her. Recognition, then sheer, unadulterated horror flooded her gaze. Pain radiated from her core, sharp and searing where Reece was buried inside her wound. She tried to scream, but the tube gagged her, producing only a ragged, wet gurgle that echoed horribly in the ventilator’s sigh. Panic seized her, raw and primal.

"Shhh, shhh, sweetheart," Reece crooned, his voice dripping with a dark mockery of concern. He leaned closer, his breath hot on her face. "Just a little… unexpected sensation, hmm? Part of the enhancement." He shifted his weight slightly, grinding deeper inside the open wound. Kennedy’s eyes bulged. A fresh wave of agony contorted her features, tears welling and spilling over, tracking through the smudged antiseptic on her cheeks. A strangled, desperate sound tore from her throat.

"Reece, goddammit, get out! She’s conscious!" Daniel yelled, his hands trembling as he fumbled the syringe cap off. He needed venous access. Fast. Her heart rate was hammering at 130, her blood pressure dangerously high. The risk of cardiac strain, of a bleed they couldn't control… it was spiraling. "You’re hurting her!"

Reece finally withdrew with a slick, obscene sound, blood and tissue clinging obscenely. He ignored the mess, his gaze fixed on Kennedy’s terrified, pain-glazed eyes. He smoothed a gloved thumb, sticky with her blood, roughly across her wet cheek. "Hurting her?" he mused, a chilling smile playing on his lips. "Or awakening something new? Remember our talks, Kennedy? Pushing boundaries? Exploring… depths?" He leaned in, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper she could just hear over the roar of her own panic and the frantic beepbeepbeep. "Doesn’t it feel… powerful? To be so… open? So… taken?" His thumb pressed against her lower lip, smearing crimson. "Such a brave girl."

Kennedy stared at him, trapped in a nightmare. The searing agony in her abdomen was real. The violation was real. His words, twisted and monstrous, cut through the drug haze. She tried to thrash, but her limbs felt leaden, unresponsive. Only her head moved slightly, a frantic, terrified negation. Tears flowed freely. The gurgling sounds became more frantic, pleading.

Daniel found the IV port. "Hold still, Kennedy! Just for a second!" His voice was strained, trying for reassurance but landing closer to panic. He plunged the needle into the injection port on the IV line. "Deep breath, sweetheart. Going back under now. Quick and easy." He depressed the plunger rapidly, sending a fresh bolus of milky-white propofol surging into her vein. "Feel that warmth? That’s it… drifting down…"

Kennedy felt it – the sudden, heavy warmth rushing up her arm, a counterpoint to the fiery agony in her belly. The edges of Reece’s monstrous face blurred. The terror didn't vanish, but it became muffled, distant, like a scream heard underwater. Her frantic attempts to scream dissolved into weak, wet gasps against the breathing tube. The harsh lights swam and merged into a blinding haze. Her wide, terrified eyes lost focus, the pupils dilating unnaturally fast. The frantic beeping of the monitor began to slow, the numbers creeping down.

Reece watched her descent with avid fascination. He wiped his gloved hand, still slick with her blood, casually on a clean section of drape. "See? Told you she was fine," he said to Daniel, his tone light, conversational, as if discussing the weather. "Just needed a little… reminder of who’s guiding her transformation." He picked up the scalpel he’d discarded, examining the bloodied tip. "Now, where were we? Ah yes." He gestured dismissively towards Kennedy’s abdomen, the incision gaping, raw, and bleeding freely. "Daniel, clean up this mess, will you? Can’t sculpt in a puddle. And maybe… adjust her cocktail? We need her deep. None of that inconvenient twitching. I have intricate work to do." He turned his attention back to the wound, his expression hardening into cold concentration. "Such delicate structures… need absolute stillness."

Daniel stared at Reece, then at Kennedy’s slackening face, the tears still wet on her skin. The syringe was empty in his hand. The propofol was working, dragging her back under with merciless speed. Her eyes were half-lidded now, vacant, the raw terror replaced by drug-induced emptiness. The heart monitor settled back towards its steady rhythm, the crisis averted, leaving behind a profound violation and a suffocating silence broken only by the ventilator and Reece’s soft humming as he prepared to cut deeper. Daniel grabbed a handful of sterile gauze and thrust it towards the wound, his movements jerky, his own breath coming in shallow gasps. The warmth he’d promised her felt like ice in his own veins. He forced his eyes back to the monitors, the numbers, the mechanical rhythm of her breathing. Anything but the gaping wound or Reece’s chilling focus. The sterile room felt suddenly claustrophobic, thick with the scent of blood, antiseptic, and the heavy weight of unspeakable complicity.

The sterile room choked Daniel. Blood, antiseptic, and the suffocating weight of what he’d allowed pressed in. Reece hummed tunelessly, probing the ragged edges of Kennedy’s incision with bloody forceps. "See this fascial layer?" Reece murmured, almost reverent. "Tough. Resilient. Takes penetration beautifully." He glanced up, his eyes devoid of warmth, only dark calculation. "Suction’s lagging, Danny. Clean it up."

Daniel moved mechanically. He grabbed fresh gauze, pressing it against the oozing wound near where Reece worked. The warmth of Kennedy’s blood seeped through the sterile fabric onto his gloves. He focused on the rhythmic hiss-click of the ventilator, the steady beep-beep-beep of the monitor. Textbook vitals. Deep anesthesia. Utterly vulnerable. Reece’s earlier violation pulsed in his mind – the brutal thrust, Kennedy’s terrified eyes snapping open, the agony before he’d plunged her back under.

"Better," Reece grunted, discarding the gauze Daniel offered. He picked up the scalpel again, its blade catching the light, still smeared. "Now, deeper planes. Need better access." He made a precise, small extension to the incision downwards. Fresh blood welled instantly. "Retractors," he commanded, holding out a hand without looking.

Daniel fumbled slightly, passing the cold steel instruments. Reece positioned them, cranking them open with practiced ease. The wound gaped wider, revealing glistening muscle fibers, the pale curve of underlying structures. The intimacy of it was obscene. Reece leaned closer, his breath fogging his mask slightly. "There," he breathed. "Perfect exposure. Feel how tight it is?" He slid a gloved finger along the exposed muscle edge, probing. "Incredible resistance."

Daniel watched, frozen. The raw intimacy of Reece’s exploration, the casual brutality mixed with clinical precision, ignited something dark and undeniable within him. The horror warred with a voyeuristic heat coiling low in his belly. He saw Reece’s gaze flicker towards him again, lingering. Not just a glance. An invitation. A challenge. Reece’s eyes held a predatory gleam. "Want a closer look, Doctor?" Reece’s voice dropped, thick with implication. "See what true artistry feels like?"

Daniel’s throat tightened. He couldn’t breathe. The sterile air tasted like copper and guilt. His gaze darted from the gaping wound, slick with blood and saline, to Kennedy’s utterly slack face, the breathing tube protruding obscenely. The monitors beeped steadily. Safe. Contained. His own pulse hammered against his ribs. Reece didn’t wait for an answer. He shifted his stance, his surgical pants already loosened from before. He freed himself again, his erection thick and flushed, rigid against the green scrubs. The contrast was violently jarring.

Reece positioned himself at the table’s edge, his gaze locked on the newly exposed depths of Kennedy’s abdomen. He gripped her hip hard, fingers digging into flesh. "Hold her steady," he ordered Daniel, his voice rough. Daniel’s hands moved without conscious thought, finding purchase on Kennedy’s other hip, feeling the coolness of her skin beneath the drape. Reece lined himself up with the widened incision. He pushed forward, grunting with effort. The slick muscle resisted, then yielded with a wet, tearing sound as he breached the deeper tissue. He sank deep, burying himself to the hilt inside the raw surgical field. A low groan escaped him, pure dark satisfaction. Fresh blood pulsed around the intrusion.

Daniel stared, mesmerized. The violation was profound, grotesque. Reece’s cock buried deep in Kennedy’s insides, surrounded by glistening anatomy meant only for healing. Yet, the sight sent a jolt of pure, forbidden arousal straight through Daniel. His own erection strained painfully against his scrubs. He felt Reece begin to move, pulling back slowly, then thrusting deep again. Each stroke elicited that wet, visceral sound. Blood trickled freely down Kennedy’s side now, pooling on the drape. Reece’s rhythm intensified, possessive, relentless. His eyes closed briefly, lost in the sensation. "God, Danny," he gasped, his thrusts becoming harder, faster. "You have no idea… the heat… the grip…"

The invitation hung thick in the air. Daniel’s resolve shattered. The voyeuristic heat consumed the horror. He needed to feel it. Needed that forbidden connection. His hands trembled as he fumbled with his own surgical pants, fingers clumsy. He pushed them down just enough. Stepping closer to the table, opposite Reece, he stared at the carnage. The wound was stretched obscenely wide around Reece’s thrusting cock, raw edges glistening. Daniel positioned himself. He gripped Kennedy’s hip tighter, his knuckles white. He pressed the head of his own cock against the ragged upper edge of the incision, near where Reece had first marked her.

The resistance was immediate, intense. Warm, yielding flesh slick with blood and fluid. He pushed. Harder. Tissue parted with a sickening, wet give. A sharp gasp tore from Daniel’s lips as he breached her, sinking into the shocking, clenching heat beside Reece’s invading length. The sensation was overwhelming – tight, impossibly hot, slick with her blood. He groaned, deep and guttural, his head falling back. Reece laughed, a dark, triumphant sound. "Yeah! That’s it, Danny! Fuck her open!"

Daniel thrust. Deep. The feeling was indescribable – violation and ecstasy fused. He felt Reece’s cock moving beside his own inside Kennedy’s violated cavity, a terrifying intimacy. Their hips slammed against her exposed flesh in a brutal, shared rhythm. The wet sounds filled the room, mingling with their harsh breaths and the ventilator’s mechanical sigh. Blood flowed freely now, soaking the drapes beneath her. Daniel lost himself in the raw sensation, the forbidden power, the shared transgression. He drove into her depths, each thrust a surrender to the darkness. Reece matched him stroke for stroke, their eyes locking over Kennedy’s unconscious form – a silent pact sealed in blood and violation. The heart monitor’s steady beep suddenly hitched. Beep… beep-beep… beep… Kennedy’s eyelids fluttered violently beneath their closed lids.

Beep… beep-beep… beep… Kennedy’s eyelids fluttered violently beneath their closed lids. Daniel froze mid-thrust, his cock buried deep in the ragged wound beside Reece’s, panic slicing through his haze of dark arousal. "Fuck! Vitals!" he barked, jerking his head toward the spiking monitor showing her heart rate jagging wildly. Reece snarled, hips still grinding against Kennedy’s exposed flesh. "Don’t stop! She’s fine!"

Blood slicked Daniel’s gloves as he wrenched free, stumbling backward. The monitors screamed – 160 systolic, oxygen saturation dropping to 92%. Kennedy’s body arched subtly, a trapped scream vibrating through the breathing tube. "She’s not fine!" Daniel yelled, fumbling for the propofol syringe, hands shaking. "You’ll kill her!" He stabbed the needle into the IV port, thumb slamming the plunger down. Milky fluid surged toward her vein.

"Wasting the good stuff," Reece grunted, reluctantly withdrawing with a wet slurp. He watched Kennedy’s thrashing ease, eyelids sinking like stones. Her heart rhythm smoothed out – beep… beep… beep – as the drug dragged her under again. Reece wiped his blood-smeared cock on the drape, casual as drying dishes. "Drama queen." Daniel sagged against the cart, pulse racing, scrubs damp with sweat. "That was close, Reece. Too close."

Reece just shrugged, snapping fresh gloves on. "Needed reminding who’s in charge." He gestured at the gaping, bloodied incision. "Clean this mess. Then get back to work." Daniel grabbed suction, clearing pooled blood from the violated cavity with trembling hands. The raw edges glistened obscenely. Reece traced a scalpel along Kennedy’s marked contour line. "Going deeper now. Hold her open."

Daniel braced Kennedy’s hip, fingers digging into cool skin. The blade sliced fascia with a wet tear. Reece murmured, "Perfection’s messy, Danny. Remember?" Daniel swallowed bile and lust, watching Reece’s precision. "Just finish it."

Reece chuckled, retractors spreading tissue wide. "Patience. Sculpture takes time." He leaned in, scalpel flickering under the lights. "Every cut’s a promise." Daniel watched crimson bead anew, the rhythm of steel and breath the only sound.

The scalpel flickered. Reece’s hand moved with cold certainty, deepening the line Kennedy had marked for herself. Fat parted. Muscle fibers, pale and glistening, yielded beneath the blade’s sharp edge. Blood welled, slow and viscous this time. "Suction," Reece commanded, his voice flat. Daniel obeyed, the tube hissing as it pulled the dark red stream away from the field, revealing more raw anatomy. The air tasted sharply of iron and burnt ozone whenever the Bovie sparked nearby.

"See? Cleaner access now," Reece murmured, adjusting the retractor holding the wound wide. His gloved fingers probed the exposed planes. "Fascia’s intact. Good anchor points." He glanced at Daniel. "Pass the Bovie. Need to seal some bleeders before we get to the fun part." He meant her breasts. Daniel’s stomach clenched. Fun part. After what they’d just done.

Daniel handed over the electrocautery pen. The tip glowed orange-red. Reece touched it to a tiny spurting vessel. Sss-zzzt. The sound was sharp, final. The smell of seared flesh bloomed, acrid and cloying, cutting through the antiseptic. Kennedy’s body jerked subtly on the table, a deep autonomic flinch. The heart monitor skipped a beat. Beep… pause… beepbeep.

"Easy, sweetheart," Daniel whispered automatically, his eyes darting to the vitals. BP stable. Oxygen holding. Just a reflex. Still deep. His own pulse hammered in his throat. Reece ignored the tremor, cauterizing another small vessel. Sss-zzzt. Another jerk. More burnt meat smell.

"Messy bitch, isn’t she?" Reece commented, almost idly, as another bead of blood formed where he’d just cauterized. He dabbed it away with gauze Daniel pressed into his hand. "Good capillary action though. Promising for healing." His tone was disturbingly professional. He moved the retractor again, exposing the layers leading towards her ribs. "Hold that." Daniel gripped the cold steel, feeling it bite into his palm through the glove. Reece picked up a dissector. "Now, let’s free up this pocket for the implant. Right side first." The blunt instrument slid between muscle layers with a soft, wet shlick. Kennedy’s breathing tube rattled slightly against her teeth.

Daniel watched the dissector tunnel, separating tissue. He felt the resistance through the instrument handle Reece held. Kennedy’s skin stretched taut over her ribs. He remembered the feel of her hip beneath his grip, the heat inside that violated cavity. His own arousal, shameful and persistent, pulsed dully. The monitor beeped steadily. Safe. Contained. A canvas.

Reece worked silently for a moment, focused. Sweat beaded at his hairline beneath the cap. "There," he breathed. A space opened, a dark pocket beneath the pectoral muscle. "Perfect size. Ready for the trial." He held out a hand without looking. "Sizer. 350cc. Silicone feel." Daniel fumbled in the sterile tray, finding the smooth, tear-shaped sizer. He slapped it into Reece’s waiting palm.

Reece slid the sizer into the pocket he’d created. He stepped back, tilting his head, assessing Kennedy’s profile on the table. He pressed gently on her chest, manipulating the shape. "Symmetry’s decent," he judged. "But let’s see the left." He removed the sizer. "Suction in here, Danny. Bit oozy." Daniel leaned in, guiding the suction tip into the fresh pocket. Dark blood and serous fluid swirled up the tube.

Reece repeated the dissection on her left side. Shlick. Muscle separated. He inserted another sizer. Adjusted. Stepped back again. A slow, predatory smile spread behind his mask. "Oh yeah. That contour… it’s gonna be sublime." He looked at Daniel, his eyes glittering with dark satisfaction over the drape. "Remember how she begged for this curve? Said she wanted to feel… complete?" He chuckled, low and rough. "Wait 'til she feels the real thing."

Daniel forced himself to look at Kennedy’s face, slack under the anesthesia. The breathing tube. The dried tear tracks. Complete. The word tasted like ash. The sizers distorted her natural shape into something hard, artificial. He gripped the suction harder. Reece pulled the left sizer out. "Alright. Prep the implants. The textured rounds. 375cc. Left might need a hair more volume for balance." He tossed the sizers onto a tray. They landed with a soft, plastic thunk.

Daniel moved towards the sealed implant containers. His hands felt numb. The overhead lights glared on the sterile packaging. Outside the pool of light around the table, the OR felt cavernous, shadowed. The air hung heavy, thick with the stench of blood, burnt flesh, and chemicals. The only sounds were the ventilator’s rhythmic sigh, the beep of the monitor, and the soft rustle of Reece adjusting the drapes. Daniel ripped open the first package. The implant gleamed, slick and unreal in his gloved hands. Cold. Heavy. He turned, holding it out. Reece’s eyes were already fixed on Kennedy’s chest, scalpel glinting as he made a tiny adjustment to the pocket edge. Ready. The real insertion began.

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