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The Hawk's Secret

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Jill Tallentire, 24 red hair grey eyes, British nurse on holiday in New York, Avengers Clint Barnes, Hawkeye, finds herself pregnant

Chapter 6: The Bunker's First Aid

The freezing, sewage-tainted water closed over Jill’s head, a silent, shocking void after the chaotic noise above. She kicked blindly, disoriented, her lungs burning. Her flailing hand brushed rough concrete, then grabbed fabric – Clint’s jacket. She hauled herself alongside him in the pitch black, their movements sluggish in the icy water. A faint current tugged at them. Clint gasped beside her, a sound more pain than breath.

"Follow… the pull," he choked out, his voice barely audible underwater. He started paddling weakly, a one-armed stroke that sent fresh shivers through her from the shared movement. She copied him, kicking against the numbing cold. They moved blindly through the submerged tunnel, the only sounds their ragged breathing and the muffled drip of water somewhere ahead. Minutes stretched into an agonizing eternity, the cold leaching into her bones, sapping strength she didn’t have. Clint’s strokes grew weaker, lagging behind.

Then, a change. The water level dipped. Jill’s kicking feet scraped concrete again. A few more strokes and her head broke the surface into stale, damp air. She gulped it greedily. Clint surfaced beside her with a groan, sputtering.

"Steps," he rasped, pointing a trembling hand. Dim emergency lighting, weak and greenish, revealed slick concrete steps leading up out of the water. Jill climbed first, her soaked sweatpants and thin undershirt clinging icily, then turned to help him. He practically crawled onto the landing, collapsing onto his side, shivering violently, his hand clamped uselessly over the soaked, darkening bandage at his side. The makeshift pressure dressing was saturated, crimson blooming through the grey hoodie fabric.

Jill knelt, peeling back the sodden material. The wound beneath was angry, edges puffy and gleaming under the sickly light. Fresh blood welled sluggishly. "Fuck," she breathed, the professional assessment warring with sheer horror. Shock. Hypothermia. Infection already likely setting in. "Clint, we need to stop this bleeding properly. Now."

He mumbled something incoherent, his eyes fluttering open, unfocused. Fever-bright. The adrenaline crash combined with blood loss and infection was hitting hard. "Cold," he managed, teeth chattering.

The landing opened into a wider corridor, the green emergency strips casting long, distorted shadows. It smelled of damp concrete, ozone, and something metallic and long-abandoned. Dust motes danced in the weak light. She spotted a door, heavy steel, slightly ajar down the corridor. "There. Shelter." She hooked her hands under his armpits. "Help me, damn it! Push with your legs!"

It was a brutal, graceless struggle. His legs buckled repeatedly, his weight dragging her down. She heaved, swore, her bare feet slipping on the wet concrete. Every groan he made sent spikes of fear through her. Finally, they tumbled through the doorway into a small, dimly lit room. A monitoring station, maybe. Banks of dead, dust-covered screens lined one wall. A console desk sat in the center, a single, cracked vinyl chair beside it. But crucially, it was dry. And marginally warmer.

Jill lowered Clint against the wall, his head lolling. His skin was clammy, his lips tinged blue. The shivering was constant now. She stripped off his soaked leather jacket with difficulty, then peeled the saturated grey hoodie bandage away from the wound. It stuck, pulling at the raw flesh. He hissed, a pained sound that vibrated deep in his chest. The sight made her stomach lurch – the ragged tear, deeper and angrier than she'd feared, oozing dark red. Infection pulsed visibly at the margins.

"Need… to clean it," she muttered, frantically scanning the room. Nothing. Empty cabinets, dead tech. Then she spotted it: tucked under the console desk, a faded orange plastic case. A first aid kit. SHIELD issue. She scrambled for it, ripping it open. Inside: rolls of gauze, antiseptic wipes (expired, but better than nothing), a suture kit, even a small, sealed bottle of saline. Gold.

Working fast, her fingers clumsy with cold and adrenaline, she flushed the wound with saline, washing away the river filth. He flinched violently but didn't cry out, biting his lip until it bled. She followed with the antiseptic wipe. His whole body tensed, a guttural groan tearing from his throat. "Fucking hell, Jill!"

"Hold still!" she commanded, pressing fresh gauze pads firmly over the wound. She bound it tight with a roll, wrapping it around his torso, pulling it snug, tying it off with professional efficiency. "Pressure. Keep it." She guided his hand to the bandage. His fingers were icy.

He slumped back, eyes closed, breathing shallow. The violent shivering subsided slightly, replaced by a deep, exhausted tremor. The green light painted hollows beneath his eyes. He looked wrecked. Vulnerable.

Jill slumped beside him, back against the cold wall, hugging her knees. Her own teeth were chattering uncontrollably. Her thin undershirt was plastered to her skin, transparent in places. She was freezing. Soaked. Exhausted. The weight of the last hours – the mugger, the firefight, the bleeding, the chase, the icy plunge – crashed over her. A tremor ran through her that had nothing to do with the cold.

Clint shifted. His hand, rough and cold, brushed her bare arm. She flinched. His eyes opened, hazy, fever-bright, but locked onto hers. The intensity in them was startling. He moved closer, the movement slow, predatory despite his weakness. The smell of river water, blood, sweat, and his own unique scent – leather and ozone and stress – filled the small space between them.

His other hand came up, fingers tangling in the wet, tangled mess of her fiery hair near her temple. His touch sent an unexpected jolt through her fatigue. His gaze dropped to her mouth. "You," he murmured, his voice a low rasp, sandpaper rough. "Kept throwing yourself... into the fire. For me." His thumb brushed the sensitive skin just below her ear. "Stupid."

"Someone had to," she whispered, her own voice trembling. Her heart hammered against her ribs, a frantic counterpoint to his slow, deliberate movements.

His head dipped lower. His breath was hot on the cold skin of her neck as he inhaled deeply. "Christ, Jill," he breathed, the words vibrating against her pulse point. "You taste like… adrenaline. And bad fucking decisions." His teeth scraped the tendon in her neck, a sharp, possessive sting that made her gasp. The sensation arced straight down her spine, pooling low in her belly, hot and liquid despite the chill in the air.

Then his mouth crushed against hers.

It wasn't gentle. It was desperate, hungry, a claiming born from the raw edge of survival. His lips were chapped, insistent, forcing hers apart. His tongue surged into her mouth, hot and demanding, tasting of blood, river water, and pure, unadulterated need. A low moan escaped him, vibrating against her lips, a sound of pain mixed with something darker, primal. One hand stayed fisted in her hair, holding her head steady, the other slid down her spine, rough and possessive, pressing her hard against the unyielding concrete wall.

Jill froze for a split second, shocked by the sheer, violent intensity. Then her body answered, a dam breaking. Heat flooded her, burning through the numbness. Her hands flew to his chest, not to push him away, but to grab fistfuls of his damp t-shirt, anchoring herself. She kissed him back with equal ferocity, biting his lower lip, sucking his tongue into her own mouth. The taste of him – danger, sweat, blood – was an intoxicant. Her back arched into his touch as his hand slid lower, over the curve of her ass, squeezing hard, pulling her hips flush against his. She felt the hard ridge of his erection pressing insistently through his soaked trousers against her belly.

"Fuck," he growled against her mouth, tearing his lips away only to trail biting kisses down her jaw, her neck. His hand left her hair, rough fingers fumbling with the wet fabric of her undershirt, pushing the sodden material up. Cold air hit her bare stomach, then his hand was there, calloused palm sliding possessively over her ribs, thumb swiping roughly over the lace edge of her bra. "Need to feel you," he rasped, his breath hot on her collarbone. "Need to know you're real. Here."

Her own hands were frantic, clumsy. She yanked at the hem of his t-shirt, pulling it up over his head with a frustrated tug. His bandage was stark white against his skin. She didn't care. Her palms slid over the hard planes of his chest, the ridges of scar tissue, the terrifying heat radiating from his fevered skin. She found a nipple, hardened it between her thumb and finger, earning a sharp, ragged gasp from him.

He pushed her shirt higher, bunching it under her arms, exposing her bra. With a low groan, he dipped his head, capturing one lace-covered nipple in his mouth through the fabric. He sucked hard, teeth grazing the sensitive peak. Sparks exploded behind Jill's eyes. She cried out, fingers digging into his shoulders. "Yes… God, Clint…"

His hand slid down, past the waistband of her soaked sweatpants and knickers, fingers seeking the heat between her legs. He found her slick folds, swollen and ready. He growled low in his throat, a sound of pure masculine triumph, as his fingers slid through her wetness. "So fucking ready," he breathed against her breast. "Been thinking about this… about how you’d feel… since that alley."

His fingers plunged inside her, two thick digits curling deep. Jill gasped, arching off the wall, her head thudding back against the concrete. "Oh! Fuck!" His thumb found her clit, rubbing tight, relentless circles. The sensations were overwhelming, brutal in their intensity, a counterpoint to the cold and the danger. She could smell their arousal mingling with the damp and the stale air – musk, salt, desperation. His fingers worked her relentlessly, pistoning in and out, the sound obscenely wet in the confined space. The rough pad of his thumb ground against her clit, sending shockwaves through her core. She was climbing fast, teetering on the edge, her hips thrusting against his hand.

"Look at me," he commanded, his voice thick with lust. She forced her eyes open, meeting his fever-bright gaze, burning with a possessive fire. "You see this? This is mine," he growled, his fingers sinking deeper, curling, finding that spot that made her vision white out. "Say it."

"Yours," she gasped, the word ripped from her. "Fuck… Clint… yours…"

Her orgasm hit like a physical blow, a violent clenching deep inside, radiating outwards in scorching waves. She cried out, her body seizing, clamping down hard on his fingers as he kept working her through it, prolonging the shuddering spasms. Pleasure, sharp and almost painful, obliterated everything else – the cold, the fear, the blood. For a few seconds, there was only the brutal, consuming heat.

As the aftershocks still pulsed through her, Clint didn’t pause. He was fumbling with his own belt buckle, his movements jerky with urgency and lingering weakness. The button popped, the zipper rasped down. He shoved his trousers and boxers just low enough to free his cock. It sprang out, thick and hard, flushed dark, the head glistening. He was breathing hard, his chest heaving, sweat beading on his brow despite the chill.

He grabbed her hips, spinning her roughly to face the wall. Her palms slammed against the cold concrete. He kicked her legs apart, wider. His hand slid back down, fingers slick from her arousal, spreading her folds. The broad, hot head of his cock pressed against her entrance, blunt and insistent. She braced herself, still trembling from her climax, breath catching.

"Tell me you want it," he demanded, his voice a strained rasp against her ear. His hand clamped on her hip, fingers digging in. "Tell me you want me to fuck you raw in this shithole."

"I want it," she gasped, pushing her hips back against him, craving the fullness. "Fuck me, Clint. Now."

He drove into her with one powerful, unrelenting thrust. A sharp cry tore from Jill’s throat as he filled her completely, stretching her, the invasion sudden and deep. He was thick, and the angle was fierce, hitting places that made her see stars. He buried himself to the hilt, groaning deep in his chest, a sound of pure animal relief. "Fuck… so tight… hot cunt…"

He didn't wait. He pulled back almost all the way, then slammed home again. And again. His rhythm was punishing, fast and deep, no finesse, just raw, driving need. Each thrust jolted her against the wall, the concrete scraping her palms, her cheek pressed against the cold surface. The slap of skin on skin, the guttural grunts tearing from his throat, her own choked whimpers – the sounds bounced off the concrete walls, primal and obscene.

His hand slid around her hip, fingers finding her clit again, rubbing hard in time with his brutal strokes. She was still hypersensitive from her climax, the dual assault almost too much. Pleasure warred with the slight edge of pain, the overwhelming fullness, the sheer force of him claiming her. He fucked her like a man possessed, like he needed to brand himself inside her, to chase away the death and the cold with pure, unadulterated heat.

Her body responded, coiling tight again despite the intensity. She met his thrusts, pushing back against him, chasing that friction. "Harder," she gasped. "God… don't stop…"

He growled, fingers digging harder into her hip, the other hand working her clit furiously. His cock swelled impossibly larger inside her. "Gonna come," he choked out, his rhythm faltering, becoming erratic, desperate. "Gonna fill this sweet fucking cunt…"

He slammed into her one last time, deep, grinding against her, burying himself to the root. A harsh roar tore from his throat as he pulsed inside her, hot jets flooding her core. His body locked, shuddering violently against her back, his forehead pressed between her shoulder blades. His grip on her hip was bruising.

Jill felt the hot rush, the convulsive throbbing deep within her, and it tipped her over the edge again. A second, sharper climax ripped through her, shorter but just as intense, making her cry out his name against the concrete wall, her inner walls clenching rhythmically around his still-pulsing cock.

He slumped against her, his weight heavy, breath coming in ragged, wet gasps. His forehead burned against her back. His cock softened slowly inside her, a thick, slick presence. The only sounds were their harsh breathing, the dripping water somewhere down the corridor, and the frantic thud of her own heart.

Reality crashed back in. The cold seeped through her bare skin pressed against the wall. The smell of sex, sweat, blood, and decay hung thick in the air. Clint’s tremors returned, sharper now, wracking his frame. He pulled out slowly with a soft, wet sound, staggering back a step. He leaned heavily against the console desk, his face ashen, eyes closed, one hand immediately going to his bandaged side. A dark bloom of fresh blood was already seeping through the gauze high on his abdomen.

Jill turned, pushing her damp hair from her face, her legs shaky. She pulled her soaked undershirt down, covering herself. She stared at him, at the stark evidence of his injury, at the utter exhaustion etched into every line of his body. Her own body still hummed, confused echoes of pleasure warring with the icy grip of fear and the stark reality of what they’d just done. The arrowhead scar on her thigh seemed to throb.

He opened his eyes. The feverish lust had vanished, replaced by a hollow exhaustion and a flicker of something else – shame? Regret? He looked away, fumbling for his trousers, wincing as he pulled them up. "Jill…" he started, his voice wrecked.

The harsh, electronic BLARE of an alarm shattered the silence. Red lights pulsed to life, strobing violently through the corridor outside the door. A mechanical, synthesized voice boomed, echoing down the passageway: "INTRUDER ALERT. SECTOR GAMMA. LETHAL COUNTERMEASURES ENGAGED."

The klaxon’s shriek tore through the humid air, vibrating Jill’s teeth. Stark red light pulsed, painting Clint’s sweat-slicked face in garish flashes as he shoved his trousers closed with a wince. His hand flattened protectively over the fresh blood bloom on his bandage. "Fuck. Old protocols," he rasped, eyes scanning the doorway. "Move. Now."

He pushed off the console, staggering. Jill lunged forward, catching his arm, hauling it over her shoulders. His weight dragged at her still-trembling legs. They stumbled into the corridor, the red strobes disorienting, washing the dusty concrete in arterial light. The synthesized voice boomed again, directionless: "LETHAL COUNTERMEASURES ACTIVE. QUARANTINE IMMINENT." A deep, mechanical thrum vibrated through the floor, followed by the distinct clang of heavy bulkheads slamming shut somewhere distant.

"Armory," Clint gasped, steering them left down a branching corridor, deeper into the bunker’s belly. "Shielded. Thick walls." His breathing was ragged, each step a visible struggle. Jill smelled the coppery tang of his blood overpowering the lingering musk of sex. Her thigh throbbed where the arrowhead had pressed, a phantom echo.

They rounded a corner. A heavy steel door, marked with faded yellow and black radiation symbols, stood slightly ajar. Clint shoved it open with his shoulder, nearly collapsing inside. Jill followed, pulling the door shut behind them. It sealed with a solid thunk. The deafening klaxon became muffled, the pulsing light reduced to a faint crimson glow seeping under the door. Silence, thick and sudden, pressed in. Only their harsh breathing and the frantic drumming of Jill’s heart filled the small, dark space.

Racks lined the walls, mostly empty, holding dusty remnants – cracked gun stocks, empty ammo crates, frayed webbing. Clint slid down the wall, bracing his back against cold metal shelving, his face grey, eyes squeezed shut. "Need... pressure... again," he managed, his voice thin. The bandage was soaked through, crimson spreading down his hip.

"Christ, Clint." Jill dropped beside him, ripping open the salvaged SHIELD medkit with trembling fingers. She peeled back the soaked gauze. The wound gaped, edges angry red, inflamed. Pus mixed with fresh blood. Infection roared through his system, the fever baking his skin. She flushed it again with saline, the sting making him jerk despite his exhaustion. "Hurts like a motherfucker," he ground out, knuckles white where he gripped the edge of a crate.

"Good," she snapped, the fear sharpening her voice. She packed fresh gauze saturated with antiseptic onto the wound, pressing hard. "Feel it. Means you're not dead yet." She bound it tight, her movements efficient, clinical, trying to distance herself from the man whose cock had been buried inside her minutes before, whose teeth had marked her neck. The smell of antiseptic fought the lingering scent of their coupling. "This is septic. You need antibiotics. Real medical care, not duct tape and prayers."

He chuckled, a wet, painful sound. "Prayer's... all we got... down here, Nurse Tallentire." His eyes opened, glazed but fixed on her face in the gloom. "You... you saved my ass. Again." His hand, shaking, reached out, not to touch her, but hovering near her cheek. "Threw yourself... into that tunnel... like a fucking Valkyrie."

"More like a terrified idiot," she muttered, tying off the bandage. His fingers brushed her jawline, rough, burning hot. She flinched, but didn't pull back. The contact reignited a spark in the numbness, a dangerous warmth amidst the dread. The memory of his hands on her skin, inside her, flooded back – the desperate claiming against the wall.

He traced the curve of her ear, his thumb scraping the sensitive skin behind it. "Terrified? Yeah." His gaze dropped to her mouth. "Adrenaline's a hell of a drug. Makes you do... stupid, brilliant things." His voice dropped to a gravelly whisper. "Like wanting to fuck you senseless again... right here... while I can still feel my fingers."

The raw hunger in his words sent a jolt straight to her core. The exhaustion, the fear, the stark reality of his wound – it all blurred under the sudden, visceral pull. His thumb pressed against her lower lip. She opened her mouth instinctively, taking the tip between her teeth, biting down gently. A sharp hiss escaped him, his eyes darkening.

He surged forward, ignoring the pain, capturing her mouth in a searing kiss that tasted of blood and desperation. It wasn't like before. Less violent, more consuming. Deep, slow, drugging pulls of his tongue that made her whimper into his mouth. His hand slid into her damp hair, fisting it, holding her still as he explored her. His other hand pushed her soaked undershirt up again, calloused palm sliding possessively over her ribs, her stomach, then higher, cupping her breast through the lace bra. He squeezed, his thumb finding her hardened nipple, rolling it roughly.

"Need you," he groaned against her lips, breaking the kiss to trail hot, open-mouthed kisses down her throat. His teeth grazed her pulse point, making her gasp. "Need to be inside you... feel you wrapped around me... while this fucking bunker tries to kill us." His hand tugged down the cup of her bra, exposing her breast. His mouth closed over the peak, sucking hard, tongue swirling. The sharp pleasure-pain made her arch against him, crying out.

Her own hands were frantic, pushing at his trousers, yanking them and his boxers down over his hips. His cock sprang free, thick and heavy, already fully hard again, straining towards her. The sight, the heat of him, obliterated caution. She wrapped her hand around him, feeling the velvety heat, the powerful throb. He groaned, long and deep, his head falling back against the shelving.

"Fuck, Jill... yes... stroke it." His hips jerked into her fist. "Just like that... hard." She pumped him, her thumb swiping over the slick head, gathering the bead of moisture. He felt enormous in her hand, impossibly hard, the skin burning hot. His hand left her breast, shoving her sweatpants and knickers down over her hips in one rough motion. Cool air hit her wetness, followed instantly by the rough press of his fingers, sliding through her folds, finding her clit already swollen and eager.

"Soaked," he murmured, his voice thick with lust. He slid two fingers deep inside her, curling them. "Still so fucking tight... clenching on my fingers... like you want my cock back in there." He added a third finger, stretching her, his thumb pressing hard circles on her clit. She cried out, her hips bucking against his hand, her own hand tightening on his shaft. "That's it... fuck my hand... show me how much you want it."

"Need you," she gasped, the words ripped from her throat. "Inside... now, Clint... please!"

He withdrew his fingers slowly, slick with her arousal. Grabbing her hips, he hauled her forward, positioning her kneeling over him. His cockhead nudged her entrance, slick and insistent. His fever-bright eyes locked onto hers, burning with possessive need. "Take it," he commanded, his voice guttural. "Take me deep. Ride this fucking cock until you scream."

Bracing her hands on his shoulders, Jill sank down onto him in one slow, deliberate motion. He filled her completely, stretching her deliciously, the thick invasion hitting deep. A choked moan escaped both of them. She paused, seated fully, adjusting to the overwhelming fullness, feeling him throb inside her, pulsing against her inner walls. His hands gripped her hips like vices, fingers digging in. "Move," he growled, his jaw clenched. "Ride me hard."

She obeyed, lifting herself almost all the way up, then slamming back down, taking him to the hilt. The impact jolted through both of them. She did it again. And again. Finding a rhythm, rising and falling, impaling herself on his thick cock. The angle was perfect; each downward stroke ground his pubic bone against her clit, sending sparks flying behind her eyes. The sounds were obscene: the wet slap of skin, her sharp gasps, his guttural groans echoing in the metal room. Sweat beaded on her skin, slicking the contact between their bodies. His hands guided her hips, setting a punishing pace, forcing her down harder, faster.

"Yes! Oh fuck! Like that!" she cried out, her head falling back, hair sticking to her neck. The friction was brutal, exquisite. She rode him with abandon, chasing the fire building low in her belly, the coil tightening with every deep plunge onto his shaft. He watched her, eyes dark with lust, his own hips thrusting up to meet her downward strokes, driving himself even deeper. "Feel that cunt... gripping me... milking my cock," he rasped. "Gonna make you come... all over it... make you scream for me."

His words, filthy and raw, pushed her higher. She could feel her climax coiling, ready to snap. She rode him faster, grinding down at the bottom of each stroke, maximizing the pressure on her clit. The heat between them was volcanic. He groaned, his thrusts becoming erratic, harder. "Jill... fuck... I'm close... gonna fill you up... gonna pump this tight little hole full..."

"Come inside me," she gasped, desperate. "Fill me, Clint! Please!"

His control shattered. With a roar that echoed off the metal walls, he slammed up into her, holding her hips down hard against him as he erupted. Hot jets pulsed deep inside her, flooding her core. She felt the powerful throbbing of his cock, the hot rush triggering her own shattering release. A raw scream tore from her throat as the orgasm ripped through her, violent and consuming, clamping down hard on him, milking every last drop. Wave after wave of blinding pleasure crashed over her, leaving her trembling, gasping, collapsed against his sweat-slicked chest.

He held her tight, his arms wrapping around her back, his face buried in her neck. His chest heaved under her cheek, his heart pounding a frantic rhythm against hers. His cock softened slowly inside her, still pulsing faintly. They stayed locked together in the humid, sex-scented darkness, the only sounds their ragged breathing and the muffled, menacing thrum of the bunker’s engines deep below. Outside the armory door, the faint crimson pulse of the alarm light bled under the frame like a warning wound.

Clint’s hand moved slowly, trembling slightly, tracing a path down her spine. His voice, when it came, was a broken whisper against her ear, stripped bare. "Jill... if we don't make it out... if this bunker becomes our fucking tomb..." He paused, the weight of the unspoken terror thick between them. "I need you to know... seeing your fire... feeling you fight... it’s the only damn thing keeping me from lying down in this filth and bleeding out." His fingers tightened on her skin, a desperate anchor. "Don't let go. Promise me. Whatever comes." His breath hitched, a sound perilously close to a sob. "Don't let go."

Before she could answer, before she could process the terrifying vulnerability in his words, a new sound sliced through the muffled silence – a high-pitched, insectile whine drilling through the thick steel door. Getting louder. Closer. A thin, focused beam of blue light began to cut through the metal near the lock, showering sparks onto the dusty floor.

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