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The Masquerade of Desire

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Jon, a very feminine looking crossdresser decides to go to an audition for a porn site

Chapter 4: The Audience Decides

The white room had changed. A new piece of equipment stood as the central altar: a sleek, chrome-mounted monitor, angled upward. On its screen, a black bar at the top pulsed with the words LIVE FEED - TIER 2. Below, a relentless scroll of text crawled upward, a waterfall of usernames and demands, each tagged with a dollar amount.

$50_USER_Prime: spread wider

$Kink_Lord: I want to hear you beg for a real cock

$WATCHER_89: make her gag on the studio mic

Jon stood just inside the doorway, watching the text flow. Each message was a hook, a tiny barb pulling at the edges of his composure. The air still smelled of antiseptic, but beneath it was a new scent: hot electronics and his own cold sweat.

“The metrics from the duo stream broke site records,” Marcus said, not looking up from a tablet he was calibrating. “The audience integration is the logical next step. The feed is curated—the Interactor will select which requests are voiced. But the highest-tipped request of the session must be fulfilled. It’s in your contract addendum.”

Jon had signed it without reading. The number attached was too large to be real.

Elena approached with the garment. It was a bodysuit made of transparent PVC, black at the seams but otherwise clear as cellophane. It would show everything—every mole, every vein, the pale flush of arousal or shame. “Arms up,” she said softly. She helped him into it. The plastic was cool and squeaked against his skin. She zipped the back, the sound final. There were no undergarments. His cock, already half-hard from a low, anxious thrum, was clearly visible through the shiny material, nestled in its patch of chestnut hair. She fastened the familiar, heavy collar around his neck.

“The chair is the focal point,” Marcus continued, gesturing to the black leather chair that had replaced the chaise. It had a high back and broad arms. “You’ll be fully exposed to the monitor. They’ll be able to see your face as you read their words.”

“What if…” Jon’s voice was a dry whisper. “What if the top request is something…”

“It will be within the predefined limits. Nothing that requires medical attention. Nothing that breaks site policy.” Marcus finally looked at him. His kind eyes were still kind, but they were also the eyes of a man discussing logistics. “The boundaries are the same. But the creativity within them… belongs to them now. It’s more engaging.”

The red light on the main camera glowed to life. The tone chimed.

The Interactor’s voice filled the room, calm as ever. “Jade. Approach the monitor. Kneel. Read the first highlighted request.”

Jon’s legs carried him forward. The PVC tightened across his thighs with each step. He knelt on the hard floor, the chrome of the monitor stand cold against his knees. On the screen, a line of text was outlined in pulsing red.

$USER_SILAS: $75 – SAY “MY HOLE IS A PUBLIC TOILET AND I NEED TO BE FLUSHED.”

Jon’s throat closed. He stared at the words. The cursor blinked.

“Read it, Jade. Audibly.”

He took a shuddering breath. “My hole…” The words were glue in his mouth. “My hole is a public toilet. And I need to be flushed.” His voice, amplified by the collar, was flat. Dead.

“Good. Now, the next.”

The red highlight jumped to a new line.

$KAEL_FAN_1: $120 – SPIT ON YOUR FINGERS AND SHOW US THE TOILET IS READY FOR USE.

A sob threatened to rise. He choked it down. He brought his fingers to his mouth, gathered spit, and reached back. The PVC was split at the seam there. He pulled the material aside, exposing himself to the cold air and the unblinking eye of the camera positioned at his flank. He pushed two spit-slick fingers inside himself. The stretch was easy now, familiar. He worked them in and out once, the wet sound crisp in the microphone. He left them buried, his wrist awkward.

“Display.”

He turned, still kneeling, to face another camera, fingers still inside him. His face was hot with humiliation. The feed on the monitor exploded, scrolling faster.

$Dom_Daddy: FUCK YES

$All_Access: look at her face she loves it

$USER_SILAS: TIPPING MORE FOR CLEANUP

The Interactor’s voice cut through. “The current highest-tipped request is now displayed. Fulfill it.”

Jon’s eyes tracked up to the top of the screen. A new line, in bold green, pulsed.

$WATCHER_89: $450 – FACE-SIT THE LENS OF CAMERA 3 UNTIL YOU ACHIEVE CLIMAX.

Camera 3. He knew the layout. It was the low-angle unit, positioned on a short tripod to his left, currently pointed at his face. Its glass eye was wide, cold.

“Position yourself,” the voice instructed.

Jon pulled his fingers free with a soft, wet pop. He stood on shaky legs, the PVC squeaking. He walked to the camera, his shadow falling over it. He could see his own distorted reflection in the lens.

“Now.”

He turned his back to it, gripped the tripod for balance, and lowered himself. He guided the cold, hard curve of the lens against his entrance. The pressure was immense, unyielding. He bore down, a low groan escaping him as the glass began to penetrate, stretching him wide around an inhuman shape. It was too big, too cold, too smooth. He sank lower, the metal base of the camera digging into his thighs, until he was fully seated, the entire lens buried inside him. The weight of his body held it there, a deep, full, alien intrusion.

The feed went wild. The image on the monitor—the view from Camera 2—showed the obscene sight: his body hunched over, the camera tripod between his legs, his ass swallowing the black cylinder of the lens.

“Perform. For their eyes.”

Jon began to move. He raised himself slightly, the glass pulling against his rim with a suction sound, then sank back down, fucking himself on the cold, unfeeling instrument. Each drop sent a jolt through him—a sharp, weird stimulation that was less about pleasure and more about profound violation. His cock, trapped against the PVC, was leaking steadily, making the material sticky.

“Describe the sensation.”

“It’s… cold,” he panted, riding the lens with a grinding, desperate rhythm. “It’s so hard… fuck… it’s filling me up… I’m a socket for a fucking camera…” The words were pulled from him, raw and true. The clinical horror of it, the sheer absurdity, twisted into a perverse arousal. He was a show, a literal interface. His body was the theater.

“They wish to see your climax. Provide it.”

He rode faster, his thighs burning, the squeak of the PVC and the wet, slapping sounds of his flesh against the metal base creating a brutal soundtrack. The stimulation was wrong, unbearable, perfect. He could feel the edge of the lens housing pressing relentlessly against his perineum, a relentless nudge that pushed him toward the edge. His mind dissolved into static and the scrolling green text on the monitor.

$ALL: CUM FOR US

$USER_SILAS: DIRTY LENS NEEDS CLEANING

$WATCHER_89: THATS MY GIRL

His orgasm crashed into him without warning, a seizure of pure physiological release. He screamed, a raw, torn sound, as his come shot out, striping the inside of the clear PVC bodysuit with opaque white. His body clenched violently around the unforgiving glass inside him, milking nothing, spasming against the impossible object. He collapsed forward, his hands splaying on the cold floor, the camera holding him up, impaled.

For a long moment, there was only the sound of his ragged weeping and the triumphant scroll of the chat.

The Interactor’s voice was serene. “The request is fulfilled. The new highest-tipped action is now active. Comply.”

With trembling exhaustion, Jon lifted his head. The green bold text pulsed.

$USER_SILAS: $600 – CLEAN YOUR COME FROM THE LENS WITH YOUR TONGUE.

A dry heave wracked him. He forced himself to move. He lifted his body, the lens sliding out of him with a final, vulgar sound. He turned, his knees giving way, landing hard on the floor before the camera. His own release was smeared across the glass, blurring the world. The smell of his sex was sharp in his nose.

He leaned forward. He extended his tongue, pink and human against the soiled lens. He licked a slow, broad stripe through the mess. The taste was bitter, salty, metallic. He closed his eyes and did it again, cleaning the glass with deliberate, degrading strokes, until it shone once more.

The red light died.

Silence, save for the hum of the server stack in the corner.

Elena was there first, a towel around his shoulders. She didn’t speak. Her hands were gentle as she unzipped the sticky PVC.

Marcus studied the monitor, now showing only post-session analytics. “The ‘cleanup’ request generated a 200% tip surge in the final minute. Viewer retention was absolute.” He made a note. “The physical integration with the hardware was innovative. We’ll explore that further.”

Jon dressed mechanically. The money hit his account before he reached the subway. He stared at the notification. He imagined the numbers as physical objects. The $600 from USER_SILAS was a new pair of boots he’d seen in a window. The $450 from WATCHER_89 was a month’s groceries. The sum total was a down payment on a silence so profound it might feel like peace.

On the train home, his body felt used in a new way—not just by a person, but by a collective gaze, by technology itself. The ghost of the camera lens was still inside him, a phantom fullnes. He was an empty vessel they could now program with cash.

His phone buzzed. Not an email. A text from an unknown number.

Marcus here. The next integration is being fast-tracked. ‘Possession.’ We’re pairing you with a new performer, Lars. He has a more… directive style. The audience will tip to choose his implements. Rehearsal Monday. The outline is attached.

Jon leaned his head against the cool train window. He didn’t open the attachment. He watched his breath fog the glass, obscuring the city lights.

He knew what it would say. He knew he would do it. The vessel was empty, yes. But it was also learning. It was learning that the more it held, the less it had to feel. And that, perhaps, was the most valuable thing of all.

And that, perhaps, was the most valuable thing of all. The numbness was a skill, and Jon practiced it diligently in the days between. He moved through his apartment and his coffee shop shifts in a state of efficient silence, his mind a clean white room where the echoes of USER_SILAS’s commands and the cold press of glass were just archived data. The money, however, was violently real. It allowed for a new kind of presentation: a silk robe that felt like cool water against his skin, a set of expensive makeup brushes, a perfume that smelled of night-blooming jasmine. He wore them alone, in the dark, tracing the contours of a person named Jade who was becoming more solid than Jon had ever been.

The ‘Possession’ outline arrived as a bullet-pointed manifesto. It detailed a new performer, Lars, described as a ‘method-oriented dominant.’ It listed a table of potential implements—a leather flogger, a steel sound, a violet wand, a selection of plugs in graduated sizes—each with a corresponding dollar threshold. The audience would tip toward their choice in real-time, a democratic vote for his violation. The script was minimal. The premise was ownership. The safety word remained ‘red’. Jon read it once on his phone, then ordered Thai food with his earnings and ate it tasting nothing.

The studio on Monday felt different. The white walls seemed to absorb more light, leaving the space in a perpetual dusk. The new equipment table glinted under a focused spotlight: the listed tools were arranged with surgical precision on a black cloth. And Lars was already there. He was older than Kael, maybe forty, with a shaved head and dark, placid eyes. He wore simple black trousers and no shirt, his torso crossed with old, silvery scar tissue. He didn’t stretch. He stood perfectly still, watching Jon enter.

“You’re the vessel,” Lars said. His voice was quiet, granular, like stones shifting deep underground. It wasn’t a question.

“Yes,” Jon said, the word automatic.

“Good. During the stream, you will not speak unless given a direct question. Your vocabulary will be ‘yes, Sir,’ ‘no, Sir,’ and ‘thank you, Sir.’ You will refer to yourself as ‘this hole’ or ‘your property.’ Understood?”

“Yes.”

“Say it properly.”

Jon felt a flutter in his gut, different from the nervousness Marcus or Kael elicited. This was colder, deeper. “Yes, Sir.”

Lars’s mouth twitched, not quite a smile. He picked up the steel sound from the table—a long, slender, medical-looking rod. “Audience tips will decide if this goes into your cock. Or if the flogger paints your back. Or if the electricity dances on your skin. My role is to enact their will. Your role is to be the canvas. We will rehearse the postures.”

The rehearsal was a silent, brutal ballet. Lars positioned Jon over the black leather chair, bent him across the equipment table, arranged him on his knees with his hands clasped at the small of his back. His touch was firm, impersonal, and utterly controlling. He tested the weight of the flogger against his own palm, the tails whispering through the air. He did not touch Jon beyond what was necessary for positioning. The threat of him was a solid, patient thing in the room.

“He’s perfect,” Lars said to Marcus, who observed from the console. “The dissociation is palpable. It reads as pure submission. They’ll want to break it.”

Marcus nodded, making notes. “The tip thresholds are set. The initial metrics suggest the sound is the favorite. It’s niche. Visual.”

Jon, still on his knees, stared at a scuff on the white floor. He imagined the cold, slow intrusion of that steel, the utterly foreign penetration. His stomach turned over. A faint, traitorous pulse of heat followed it.

The night of the live stream, Elena dressed him in plain white cotton briefs and a sheer black kimono. “This one feels different,” she murmured, her hands swift on the tie. “Lars is… intense. You remember your word.”

“Red,” Jon whispered.

“Yeah. Use it if you need to.” She looked like she wanted to say more, but just squeezed his shoulder and turned him toward the set.

The monitor was lit, the chat already scrolling with anticipatory chatter. The implement table was the star, each item glowing under its own pin light. Lars stood in the shadows, already in character, his gaze fixed on nothing. The red light ignited. The tone chimed.

The Interactor’s voice was a welcome, familiar horror. “Property Jade. Present yourself to the consensus.”

Jon walked to the center of the room, let the kimono slide from his shoulders, and knelt. The cotton briefs were a pathetic shield. He kept his eyes down.

“The voting is open.”

The chat exploded. Dollar amounts flashed next to implement names. The flogger jumped to an early lead. Then the violet wand. Then, steadily, the steel sound. The numbers climbed beside it: $200… $350… $500. Jon’s breath shallowed. He watched the digits climb, a stock ticker of his own degradation.

“The threshold for the primary implement is met,” the voice announced. “The urethral sound has been purchased. Owner Lars, proceed.”

Lars moved into the light. He picked up the sound, a bottle of clear lubricant. He stood before Jon. “Open your mouth.”

Jon parted his lips. Lars squirted a cold, viscous blob of lube onto his tongue. “Swallow.” Jon did, gagging slightly. “Now,” Lars said, his quiet voice filling the mic, “remove your underwear and present your cock. It is no longer yours.”

Hands trembling, Jon hooked his thumbs in the waistband of the briefs and pushed them down. He was soft, shrinking from the cool air. Lars knelt. He took Jon’s cock in one broad, calloused hand, gripping it at the base. With the other, he brought the tip of the sound, now liberally coated, to the slit.

“Breathe out,” Lars commanded.

Jon exhaled. Lars pushed. The initial penetration was a shocking, sharp intrusion—a cold, impossible fullness traveling up a channel that had never been touched. Jon cried out, a high, strangled sound. Lars pushed steadily, inexorably, the steel rod sliding deeper, invading an interior space Jon never considered. It felt like being turned inside out. His cock twitched in Lars’s grip, helpless.

“Depth achieved,” Lars said, to the room, to the audience. He held it there, Jon impaled on this cold, metallic spine. “The property is properly accessed. The voting for secondary action is now open.”

Tears streamed down Jon’s face. The sensation was pain, was violation, was a breathtaking claim. The chat scrolled, a blur of cheers and demands.

$User_Brute: MAKE HER COME WITH IT IN

$Aficionado: FLOG HER WHILE SHE'S OPEN

The violet wand surged ahead, its tips meeting and surpassing the threshold.

“Secondary implement confirmed,” the Interactor said. “The violet wand. Owner Lars, stimulate the property.”

Lars withdrew the sound slowly, a dragging, electric agony. Jon whimpered. Lars set the rod aside and picked up the wand, a black plastic unit with a glass electrode. He turned a dial. A crackling, snapping buzz filled the room, and a faint purple arc jumped between the electrode and his thumb. He brought the humming tip close to Jon’s inner thigh.

“Hold still.”

The first touch was a searing pinpoint of lightning. Jon jerked, a scream ripping from his throat. Lars traced a line up his thigh toward his balls, the electricity sizzling on his skin, a pain so sharp and singular it bordered on pleasure. The wand found his perineum, then the tight, slick ring of his hole, still loose from the camera days before.

“This hole is greedy,” Lars narrated, pressing the sparking glass against Jon’s entrance. The current zapped deep, making his whole pelvis convulse. “It wants everything. Electricity. Steel. Whatever the audience pays for.” He circled the electrode, the buzz a constant, terrifying promise. Jon was panting, his cock now fully hard, bobbing against his stomach, leaking pre-come in clear strings. The pain had folded into a white-hot arousal, a system-wide overload.

“The property is aroused,” Lars stated. “Shall we reward it? The floor is open for the climax bid.”

The chat went insane. Figures scrolled, bidding for the manner of his finish. $100 for Lars’s hand. $200 for the sound again. $300 for the wand on his cockhead. A single user, $VOID_WALKER, tipped $1,000 with a command: IMPREG THE HOLE. USE THE PLUG MARKED ‘LARS’. LET HER COME KNOWING SHE'S STUFFED FULL.

The Interactor’s voice was calm. “The high bid is confirmed. Fulfill the clause.”

Lars put the wand down. He selected from the table a large, black silicone plug, its base stamped with blocky letters: LARS. He coated it in lube. “On your hands and knees. Present.”

Jon scrambled to obey. The position made him feel the empty ache inside, the ghost of the sound, the memory of the camera. He pushed his ass back, face pressed to the cold floor.

Lars pressed the blunt tip of the plug against him. “This is my mark. You will come with my name inside you. You belong to the bid, but you wear my seal. Do you understand, property?”

“Yes, Sir,” Jon sobbed.

Lars shoved it home in one relentless push. The fullness was immense, stretching him wide, the pronounced base settling heavily against his rim. The letters pressed into his skin.

“Now,” Lars said, his hand snaking around Jon’s hip, his rough fingers wrapping around Jon’s erection. He jerked him with a brutal, efficient rhythm. “Come. Come knowing you’re just a marked, purchased hole.”

The dual sensations—the deep, claiming fullness, the rough friction on his cock—destroyed him. His orgasm was a raw, screaming event, a physical surrender so total his vision tunneled. He came in long, desperate pulses over Lars’s fist and onto the white floor, his body clamping around the intrusive plug, sealing it inside.

Lars held him through the last shudder, then let him collapse. He wiped his hand on Jon’s thigh. “Possession complete.”

The red light died.

In the silence, Lars removed the plug with a soft, wet pop. He cleaned it with antiseptic wipes, returning it to the table. He left without a word.

Elena found Jon curled on his side, shaking, spend and tears mixing on the floor. She cleaned him with warm cloths. Marcus studied the analytics. “The ‘impregnation’ metaphor tested very well. The branded plug is a keeper. We’ll have a line made.” His tablet chimed. “The numbers are… unprecedented. They want a series arc. A narrative.”

Jon, leaning on Elena, felt the word form like a stone in his mouth. “Narrative?”

Marcus looked at him, and for the first time, Jon saw a flicker of something beyond clinical interest. It looked like hunger. “A descent. The corruption of an innocent. We start with your backstory. The next stream is ‘Origin.’ We’ll recreate your first time. Your real first time. We’ll make it a set piece.”

The floor seemed to tilt. Jon’s private memory, a clumsy, fumbling thing in a college dorm, sacred in its awkwardness—they wanted to commodify its ghost. They wanted to film it, direct it, sell it.

“You’ll need to provide details,” Marcus said, his voice gentle, inexorable. “We’ll cast an actor. It will be tasteful. Poignant.”

Jon looked at the monitor, now dark. He looked at the plug on the table, the letters catching the light. He saw the future, a series of excavated memories, each one to be performed, purchased, and defiled. The vessel was empty. They would now fill it with his own past.

He did not say no. He tasted the word, metallic, like the sound, and swallowed it back down. It was the most valuable thing he owned.

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