Chapter 1: The Sun and the Unspoken Desire
“How did it get to this?“ I wondered, holding an album in my shaking hands. My mind wandered off. Two weeks ago I went to a local spa with my boyfriend. We did this occasionally and both really enjoyed it. Here in Germany it’s usual that spas and saunas are mixed sex. Our local spa, near Munich, has a small indoor area with a jacuzzi, a swimming area and several saunas with different temperature and humidity. The outdoor area is centered around a huge finish sauna with a big glass front. There are several places to lay down and relax as well as two more whirlpools and another swimming area as well as a small restaurant. All of this, even the restaurant area are clothing optional. Usually people only wear a robe if they are eating.
Two hours into our stay my boyfriend wanted to go for another Aufguss, the part of the sauna experience, where water, essential oils and ice is put onto the sauna stove increasing the humidity drastically. I didn’t want to and since spring had already begun, I decided to lay down in the outdoor area. I turned my head to one side, thinking about taking a small nap. But instead of closing my eyes I had to stare in astonishment. I was looking straight between the legs of an older women. She might have been twice my age, around 45 years old. She was laying on a sun lounger with her legs opened. Her outer pussy lips were big, leaving only a slit to be seen. Above this slit was a small triangle of dark hair. Everything else seemed to be shaved very nicely. Why would you lay like this, with your sun lounger directly next to the footpath leading to the restaurant area? Everyone has to look! I wondered if I should tell her, that one could see just about everything. And since she had her eyes closed, she didn’t even know, if somebody was walking by or even actively looking at her. I decided against telling her, thinking it would make me look stupid. Since it was a nude only resort, you saw naked people all the time. And inside the sauna everyone was nude too, just sitting on his towel. In there, you could sometimes get a glimpse of some pussy lips if people didn’t watch out, how they positioned themselves, but since it was darker and opposing rows on which you were sitting were a few meters away, it was more a teaser for your brain. This however was different. This was in full daylight, just one meter away from the footbath and with legs spread!
My thoughts were interrupted by people talking. I turned the other way and noticed that the Aufguss seemed to have ended. “Wow, that was quick”, I though. I looked at the big watch hung above one of the whirlpools and saw, that 15 minutes had passed. 15 minutes in which I had just looked at an older woman’s pussy, thinking about why she would expose herself like that. I stood up and walked to my boyfriend. I didn’t ask if he enjoyed the sauna, since I was still thinking about what I had seen. “I don’t know why people don’t think!” I started. My boyfriend looked at me wondering. “There is an older woman laying on the sun lounger with her legs spread right next to the footpath” I continued upset. “Oh, but isn’t that perfectly normal around here?” he asked. “Not like this!” I replied, thinking about why this outraged me. It wasn’t me laying there, it wasn’t my pussy shown to everyone. And I didn’t have to look between her legs either, I could just look the other way.
“I wanna see it” my boyfriend said and started walking in that direction.
I caught up with him and took his hand. He slowed down when we approached her. She was still laying the exact same way, her eyes still closed. I saw, how his glance was focused right between her legs, where only the slit was visible. When we were just one meter away he stopped. I looked at him a bit horrified. What was he doing?! He not only stopped, but bend forward a bit, seemingly to get an even more interesting few. I pulled at his hands, she could awaken every second! At the same time I realized, that my boyfriend probably was not stripping her naked in his mind, since she already was. His thoughts were probably much naughtier than this. I started wondering too. Her legs were spread but her outer lips were still covering up everything. But what would happen if she spread her legs any further? Would they part? What could you see, standing were we just were? After what felt like many minutes but probably only was seconds, he started walking again. We didn’t talk a word until we reached the restaurant area and ordered two german style beer. “I just don’t get why she has to lay that way!” I started. “Well, she is not hurting anyone with it, so I think it’s ok”, my boyfriend replied. “I still don’t get it. I mean, think about her age, that could be my mum laying there!”, I continued. I don’t know why I brought up her age, it shouldn’t really matter how old she is. “I think that would be ok too, why shouldn’t your mum relax a bit too”.
“Like that?! I mean you could see just about anything!” I nearly shouted at him. He looked at me surprised. He probably didn’t know what to answer so I continued. “She is build even bigger than me down there.” I had very big inner lips and small outer lips. Even in an not aroused state, the inner pussy lips were about 2 centimeter longer than the outer once. “How do you know that?!” he nearly shouted out in surprise. “Until I moved out around my 19th birthday, we never dressed up, when we went from the shower to our rooms. We used the bath at the same time, so I might have been doing my hair, while my mum was talking a shower or the other way round!” He looked at me surprised, but that’s how it had been since I could remember. Seeing my mum with the same big inner lips, I thought every woman was build this way. It was only in my final grade, when we had to take a shower in school, that I realized, that others way a lot different down there. At first I was a bit shocked and thought of myself as not normal, since most other girls seemed to have been much tighter, neater. All of that changed, when I was invited by a friend to join her at this exact spa in the first week of your university time. I saw a lot of older women too and realized, that I was not really different. I looked at my boyfriend and saw, that the idea seemed to arouse him, so I tried to tease him a bit. “If she was laying there, you probably wouldn’t be here. You would be there, looking at her”. I saw, how he was imagining what I just said. “And if she was laying like that lady, her big lips might even be spread a bit. I know you would like that, wouldn’t you?” I continued to tease. I saw, how he now had to concentrate to not get a boner. “Yeah, I know you would, seeing not only her huge lips, but also her pink hole. Too bad she is not here!” I said and grinned. “no, she is not, but you are”, he said. His expression had changed. I looked at him confused. “You remember what your “present” for valentinesday two weeks ago for me was?” he teased. I remembered. We didn’t really celebrate that date and partly as a joke, partly to spice up our days, I had handed him three self-made coupons. “I’ll do whatever you want” they said. “NO!” I said. “Well, that’s the deal” he said calmly. “You will lay down on one of those sun lounger too and do as I tell you. But before you do, let’s get something first.” He paid our beers and we went to your stuff. I started going through my stuff, until he found both our phones and headphones. “Use those, because you will have your eyes closed” he said with an evil smile on his face. I knew that look. When he was aroused and was going to get kinky, he looked at me in that lustful way. I don’t know why, but I did as he said. I plugged the ear pieced into my ears and walked to the sun loungers. The one of the lady I had watched as unused. I knew what look I would present, was I really going to do this?! “You know what to do!” he ordered. I hesitated. I thought about myself in comparison to the older woman. Not only were my inner pussy lips visible, I also had gotten a clitoral hood piercing two years ago. Was I really going to lay down? While still thinking it, I was already on the sun lounger. I don’t know why, but my body was acting on it’s own. Then my phone rang. For a second I was surprised, than I realized, that my boyfriend was calling, to talk to me without anyone else knowing. “Ok, close your eyes” he said and I followed his orders. The last thing I saw was, that he was laying about 5 meters away, not far from where I had been when I had this encounter first.
“Now open up!” he ordered. Again, I did as he said, but I didn’t open my legs as wide as the older lady did. As I did, I felt the sun between my thighs, it felt incredible. I was laying there listening. Due to the earphones I couldn’t hear as much as I did without them. As I listened more carefully I was sure. There was somebody walking the footwalk. Should I close my legs? No, that would just show that I am not asleep. Should I open my eyes and take a look who it was? I decided against it. As the steps turned quieter my boyfriend sent new commands: “Open up further, don’t be that shy” As before, my body moved on it’s own. “Wow, that pearl on your clit is going crazy in direct sunlight! I guess it’s impossible not to notice!” Of course it was. I didn’t think that it would be that much of a deal, but since the sun was shining directly onto my pussy, the piercing would show tremendously. And once drawn by the piercing, people would also have to look at my pussy. My big lips, open for everyone to see. I wondered, if people had already passed that I didn’t hear. Oh my, soon the whole spa might know how I looked down there.
“Yeah, you really are showing off a bit. If your mother really is bigger than you down there, that would probably make for a crowd here. But since you are not your mother, we probably have to up the game one again. I will give you two choices this time. Since there is no one around right now, either play with your nipples and make them hard, or open up your legs all the way to the side ends of the lounger.” I thought about it for a minute. Should I risk playing with my nipples in public? Admitting that I was not sleeping? I decided to open up my legs even further, since it wouldn’t make much difference. Or least, so I thought. The lounger was wider than I had remembered. My legs were spread wide. It felt similar to the missionary position, with the only difference, that not the cock of my boyfriend was fucking me, but imaginary glances of unknown people. With my legs spread this far, I knew people probably didn’t think about this as a natural sleeping position. Everyone had to know I did this on purpose. They had to know that I wanted them to see me. I wanted them to look at my pussy, it was an open invitation. The thought about that, made me horny like I have rarely been. I felt tickles in my stomach and blood rush between my legs. I knew, my lips were getting even bigger at this exact moment. When I heard steps, my heart nearly stopped. There was nothing I could do. Closing my legs would just show, that I was actively trying for people to see my pussy. Pretending that I was sleeping was probably still the best way. And with my legs spread as wide open as they were, people probably saw everything from meters away, so there was no point in hiding anyway. Then the footsteps vanished. Were they gone already? No way. Very likely they were standing right in front of me, just like my boyfriend did with the older woman.
“Don’t think about them standing just centimeters away from you” I heard my boyfriend say “that might get you even wetter as you already are!”.
“Wetter? Was I wet? I mean of course I was, but I thought nobody could see that. Was my boyfriend just teasing my or was I really visibly wet down there? It didn’t really matter, but the thought alone made my whole body shiver in excitement. And of course I realized, that I was getting wetter by the second. I had to really concentrate, not shout out a huge moan, push my hand down there and plunge three fingers into my tight pussy hole.
I don’t know how I fended that need off, to get rid of that need to orgasm. But I heard how they were walking away. Finally. I let out a small groan of relief. Immediately I realized, that there still could be other people around. I just hoped there were none. “Since you took the easy path the last time I gave a choice, you won’t get one this time. Let one hand slide down your body. Then pull a finger along your slit, make sure those lips are were they belong!” I knew exactly what he wanted. He loved it, when my pussy lips where spread to both sides, showing off the pink inner part. The forbidden zone. With woman with big outer lips you would probably need to keep the lips spread with two fingers, for me it was enough to point them to the side, gravity did the rest. But he didn’t specifically say that he wanted this. Should I try something else? At this moment my finger reached the pearl at my clit and slowly moved south. Omg, this time he didn’t even tell me that no one was watching! Was somebody watching?! Thinking about this I let my finger glide even further. I realized quickly, that, other than I had thought, not only a small area about my small pink vaginal hole was wet, but more or less everything was. I ran my finger between my lips, parting them. When I reached my hole, I couldn’t resist the incredible need, to put my finger in there. Fast I slid in two fingers and was amazed by the amount of moisture. As I retracted my hand, I heard my boyfriend over the earphones: “Just two fingers? Your mother would have put in her whole hand!” he said. She probably could, was the only thing I was thinking, only to let my mind drift off and fantasize about how bizarre all of this must look from the outside. I was laying there with my legs spread, my pussy lips open, revealing the wet, pink inner and even my tight hole, where I had loved to put big things for many years, were visible. Only moments later I heard a man say: “Wow, look at that wet, spread cunt. Normally I’d say that’s more than an invitation and we should stuff those holes!” he laughed while saying that and I could hear another guy laugh at what both seemed to have considered an awesome joke.