Chapter 11: Shower Confessions
The steam was a third presence in the bathroom, thick and perfumed with the sage and sea salt of his expensive shampoo. It clung to Dasha’s skin as she leaned against the cool marble vanity, watching him through the glass door. He stood under the downpour, head bowed, water sluicing down the taut lines of his back. The reckless abandon of the dresser, the raw pact they’d sealed, seemed to linger in the air between them, a ghost neither acknowledged.
He turned, his gaze finding hers through the fogged glass. A slow, deliberate look that stripped her more effectively than his hands had earlier. He didn’t speak. Just hooked a finger, a single silent command.
Her robe puddled on the floor. She stepped into the shower, and the too-hot water hit her skin like a shock, a searing contrast to the chill of his appraisal. He didn’t reach for her, not at first. He just watched the water trace the paths his mouth had taken, his eyes dark and unreadable.
“You’re thinking,” he said, his voice a low rumble under the cascade. “I can hear it.”
“I’m calculating the risk of water damage to the wooden floor out there,” she lied, her tone flat.
A ghost of a smile touched his lips. He closed the distance, caging her against the wet tile. The marble was cold and unforgiving against her shoulder blades. “Liar.”
His thumb brushed her lower lip, a mockery of gentleness. Then his hand slid back into her wet hair, fisting, not hard, but with a possessiveness that made her breath catch. He guided her down, his intention clear in the pressure. She went, her knees hitting the textured shower floor, the water pelting her back.
He looked enormous from here, water beading on his skin, his erection jutting toward her mouth. He held her gaze, that polished exterior completely gone, replaced by something stark and hungry. “No games this time,” he murmured, though his voice was tight. “Just take it.”
He didn’t wait for permission. He guided himself past her lips, and she opened for him, the taste of clean skin and salt overwhelming. He set a slow, deep rhythm, his fist gentle yet unyielding in her hair. Her world narrowed to the stretch of her jaw, the weight on her tongue, the choked sounds she couldn’t swallow, the vibration of her own moans traveling up through him. She heard him gasp, a raw, unscripted sound, felt his abdominal muscles clench. His control was a thin veneer, cracking with every measured thrust into the wet heat of her throat.
When her eyes watered, she didn’t close them. She watched him watch her, watched the famous composure shatter into something beautifully desperate. His hips stuttered. “Dasha,” he grated out, a warning and a plea.
He pulled himself free, a string of saliva and water connecting them for a fleeting second before the spray severed it. He hauled her up, turning her in one fluid motion to face the wall. The tile was cool against her cheek, her palms flat and splayed. His body covered hers, a wall of heat and wet muscle.
One hand slid around her waist, pulling her hips back. The other found her clit, his fingers rough and demanding. She cried out, the sound swallowed by the shower. “You were so good,” he growled into her ear, his voice shredded. “So fucking perfect. Now take the rest.”
He entered her in one brutal, filling stroke. No patience, no gentle coaxing. Just pure, unadulterated possession. The angle was deeper, more claiming. Every thrust rocked her forward into the tile, the pleasure edged with a sharp, delicious burn of overstimulation. His fingers worked her in tight, frantic circles, syncing with his punishing rhythm.
“Tell me,” he demanded, his breath hot on her neck. “Tell me who you belong to right now.”
She couldn’t form words. Her answer was a broken sob, a push back against his hips, her body clenching around him in a wild, taut rhythm of its own.
“Say it.” His voice was ferocious.
“You,” she gasped, the word torn from her. “You, god, Matt—”
It was enough. His control snapped. His rhythm fractured into frantic, shallow drives, his groan loud in the steamy enclosure. She came apart first, a silent, seizing climax that ripped through her, milking him, pulling his own release from him with a sharp, guttural shout that sounded almost pained.
For a long moment, there was only the sound of water and ragged breathing. He stayed buried inside her, his forehead resting between her shoulder blades, his body trembling with a fine, unexpected tremor.
Then, as if a switch flipped, he softened, slipped out of her. He took a step back, the space between them instantly flooded with cool air. The distance returned, physical and immediate.
He reached past her and turned the water off. The silence was abrupt, ringing.
“Towel’s on the rack,” he said, his voice back to its normal, modulated calm, though slightly hoarse. He didn’t look at her as he stepped out onto the bath mat, water dripping from his body onto the limestone floor.
Dasha remained against the wall, her limbs loose, her mind a blank static. The heat was leaching from her skin, replaced by a creeping chill. She heard him rustling in the bedroom.
By the time she wrapped herself in a towel and stepped out, he was pulling a clean t-shirt over his head, his back to her. The moment was over. The polished Matt Bomer was re-assembling himself, piece by piece.
He finally glanced at her, a quick, inscrutable sweep. “We have the charity call at nine tomorrow. Briefing is in your inbox.”
“I know,” she said, her own voice thankfully steady. Professional. The mask was cracked, but she could still wear it.
He nodded, running a hand through his damp hair. A fragment of the raw desperation from minutes ago flickered in his eyes, then vanished. “What happened on the dresser… and in here,” he said, slowly. “It doesn’t change the job.”
“I wouldn’t expect it to.”
“Good.” He picked up his watch from the vanity, fastening it with a precise click. The final piece of the armor. He looked at her one last time, a complicated, unspoken thing hanging in the steam-heavy air between them. Then he turned and walked into the bedroom, leaving her alone in the cooling, fogged-up bathroom, the ghost of his possession still echoing in her bones.