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A skinny, nerdy black man just turned thirty and is still a virgin. He is sick of it. He is sick of jerking off. He is sick of being lonely. He is sick of all of it. He has little to no self confidence or doesn’t see that he’s a catch. One day on a website, he sees an offer he could not refuse: Getting paid to have sex with women.

Chapter 7: The Last Client

The rain started as a fine mist, blurring the neon slogans across the street into smears of color. Marcus stood under the awning of a closed boutique, the foil-wrapped pound cake long gone, replaced by a hollow anticipation that felt different from all the others. This was the final client. Sasha’s preparatory email had been characteristically brief: Megan Reyes. 8 PM. Penthouse 12B. Discretion paramount. It contained no dossier, no preferences list. Just an address that cost more than his annual salary.

The lobby was a cavern of polished marble and silent, watchful security. The elevator was a glass capsule that made his stomach lurch as it ascended, the city falling away beneath his feet until he was level with the flickering aircraft lights in the damp sky. When the doors slid open directly into the apartment, he understood the discretion. There was no hallway, no neighbors.

The space was a study in curated cool. Exposed brick, black leather, steel beams. The entire far wall was glass, offering a dizzying panorama of the wet city streets glittering thirty stories below. The air smelled of lemongrass and ozone, undercut by a sharper, nervous scent—her perfume, maybe. And then she stepped into view from the kitchenette, holding two glasses of red wine.

Megan Reyes.

Time did not so much bend as snap. Fifteen years vanished in the space between one heartbeat and the next. The girl he’d admired from afar in pre-cal class, whose laugh had been a light in the dreary corridor, was now a woman standing in a penthouse, looking at him not with pity or vague recognition, but with a frank, appraising curiosity. She was all smooth caramel skin and intelligent dark hazel eyes. Her hair, once a long curtain, was now a sharp, chin-length bob. She wore simple black leggings and an oversized cream sweater that slid off one shoulder. She was, impossibly, more beautiful.

“Marcus Thompson,” she said, not as a question. Her voice was lower than he remembered, warm but with a polished edge. “You look exactly the same. In a good way.”

He couldn’t speak. His carefully constructed persona, the “nice guy who fucks like a beast,” crumbled into the dust of a hundred teenage daydreams.

“Cat got your tongue?” A smile touched her pouty lips. “Come in. The view’s better from here.”

He stepped out of the elevator, which closed silently behind him, sealing them in. He took the wine glass she offered, their fingers brushing. The touch was electric, a static shock of the past.

“I… Megan. Wow. I don’t…”

“Understand?” She sipped her wine, leaning against a steel counter. “I heard about you. From a friend of a friend who knows someone who… well, you know how it works. The rumor mill in certain circles is surprisingly efficient. They said there was this guy. Kind. A listener. Not a taker.” She looked out at the city. “I’ve had a lot of takers. A LOT.”

“Why me?” The question was out, blunt and bare.

She turned her head back to him. “Because when I heard the name, I remembered you. You sat behind me in Ms. Deveraux’s class. You never pulled my hair, never passed me stupid notes. You once lent me a pencil when mine snapped during a pop quiz. A mechanical pencil. You had a whole case of them.” She gave a soft laugh. “I guess I wanted to see if that guy was still in there. Or if the world had chewed him up and spit out something else.”

The ordinary memory, so specific and true, unlocked something in his chest.

“I had a crush on you for two years,” he heard himself say. “The mechanical pencil was strategic.”

Her laughter was real, bright and unguarded. “Well, it worked. I’m here, aren’t I?” She set her glass down. “Sasha said this was your last appointment.”

“It is.” He found his footing, the confession steadying him. “It started as one thing. It’s becoming something else.”

“Something else like what?”

“Like I’m not invisible. I’m not a ghost anymore.”

She considered him, her eyes missing nothing. The slight slouch he was trying to correct, the intelligence behind the glasses, the new, quiet certainty that had begun to layer over the nervousness. She pushed off the counter and walked toward him, stopping just within reach. The city lights painted her in shifting colors.

“Show me, then,” she whispered.

The kiss was not a sudden, violent collision. It was a reunion. It was soft, questioning at first, a brush of lips that tasted of cabernet and curiosity. Then her hand came up to cup his jaw, her thumb stroking his cheekbone, and the kiss deepened. Her tongue slid against his, not demanding, but exploring. She sighed into his mouth, a sound of relief, of recognition. This was not a transaction; it was an excavation.

She took his hand and led him away from the breathtaking view, into a bedroom that was an oasis of softness in the hard-edged apartment. Fairy lights were strung in a canopy over a large bed layered with sheepskins and linen. It was feminine, cozy, a secret garden. Here, the scent of her perfume was stronger, mingled with the smell of clean cotton.

She faced him, her back to the bed. “Let me look at you.”

With a gentleness that undid him, she removed his glasses, folding them and placing them on a nightstand. She unbuttoned his shirt, her fingers cool and sure against his skin. She pushed the fabric off his shoulders, letting it fall. Her palms smoothed over his chest, over the beat of his heart.

“You’re so thin,” she murmured, not critically, but with a note of protectiveness. “All those hours hunched over screens.” Her hands went to his belt, unbuckling it, then unbuttoning his jeans. She knelt, helping him step out of his shoes, his pants, his briefs. He was fully erect, his cock standing thick against his stomach.

She didn’t touch him there. Not yet. She just looked up at him from her knees, her eyes dark pools. Then she rose, her own hands going to the hem of her sweater. She pulled it over her head in one fluid motion. She wasn’t wearing a bra. Her breasts were full, tipped with dark, generous nipples that were already taut. She hooked her thumbs into the waistband of her leggings and panties and pushed them down, stepping out of the pooled fabric.

She was a vision of lush, real beauty. She had a soft belly, the oh so gentle curve of hips that flared from a narrow waist, thick strong thighs. She was entirely unselfconscious, offering herself not as a man’s fantasy, but as an undeniable fact.

“I’ve imagined this,” she said, her voice husky. “Not the specifics. Just… you. Being here. Not being afraid.”

“I’m not afraid,” he said, and it was true.

She pushed him gently, and he sat on the edge of the bed. She climbed onto his lap, straddling him, her knees sinking into the soft mattress on either side of his hips. The heat of her sex was a searing brand against his abdomen. She wrapped her arms around his neck, her breasts pressing against his chest, and kissed him again, deeply, slowly. He could feel her heart hammering against his, a synchronous rhythm.

Reaching between them, she took his cock in her hand, aligning the broad head with her entrance. She was already wet, the slickness coating him. She held his gaze, those intelligent hazel eyes locked on his brown eyes , as she began to lower herself slowly.

It was an exquisite, slow-motion impalement. Her tight, silken heat enveloped him inch by devastating inch. Her lips parted in a silent gasp, her eyelids fluttering. When she was fully seated, his hips pressed flush against the curve of her ass, they both went still, buried to the hilt. The feeling was overwhelming—not just physical, but a profound emotional vertigo. This was Megan Reyes. And he was inside her.

“Oh, God,” she breathed, her forehead resting against his. “Marcus.”

He gripped her hips, his fingers pressing into the soft flesh. She began to move, not a frantic bounce, but a deep, circular grind of her pelvis. Each rotation sheathed him perfectly, the friction so intense it bordered on pain. Her inner muscles clenched and fluttered around his shaft, pulling him deeper.

“Oh my god. Fuck,” he groaned, the crude word torn from him. “Megan… your pussy is so good. So fucking tight.”

Her breath hitched at his dirty talk, turning her on more. She increased her pace, lifting and dropping with more urgency now. The wet, rhythmic slap of their bodies joining filled the quiet room. She leaned back, bracing her hands on his thighs, arching her back so her breasts were offered up to him like sweet delicacies. He leaned forward hungrily, taking one taut nipple into his mouth, sucking hard, laving it with his tongue. She cried out, her hips stuttering.

“Yes… suck them, Marcus. Just like that, baby.”Her voice was a ragged thing. “Touch me. Rub my clit.”

He obeyed, his thumb finding the swollen bud between their joined bodies, circling it in firm, rapid strokes. Her body went rigid.

“Right there! Oh, fuck, right there, don’t stop!” Her climax hit her suddenly, a violent, shattering wave. Her pussy clamped down on his cock in a series of fierce, milking spasms, squeezing the air from his lungs. She shook, sobbing with the force of it.

He held her through it, his thumb still working her, drawing out every last pulse. When the tremors subsided, she slumped against him, breathless and boneless. But he wasn’t done. The coil in his own gut was wound to a breaking point. He shifted his grip, hands firm on her ample ass, and began to move her on him, driving up into her with powerful, upward thrusts from the base of the bed.

“Again,” he growled into her ear, a command he learned from better, more experienced teachers. “Come again on my dick. That’s right… yeah…”

She was overstimulated, sensitive, but wildly responsive. A broken, eager sound escaped her. “Yes… fuck me… make me…”

He pounded up into her, the bedframe knocking a soft rhythm against the wall. The sheer carnality of it, the wet slap of skin, the musky scent of their sex, the sight of her beautiful face contorted in unadulterated pleasure—it was a sensory bombardment. He felt her inner walls begin to flutter and tighten once more.

“I’m coming… I’m coming again!” she wailed, her nails digging into his shoulders. Another, sharper orgasm ripped through her, shorter but no less intense.

It was the final trigger. With a guttural roar, he slammed up into her one final time and held there, his body bowing as his own release tore through him. He came in deep, pulsing jets, flooding her heat, his vision whiting out at the edges. He spilled into her endlessly, each convulsion wracking his frame, a surrender so total it felt like annihilation.

For a long time, they remained locked together, his cock still twitching inside her, both of them slick with sweat and utterly spent. Gradually, he softened and slipped from her. She collapsed beside him on the rumpled linen, her chest heaving.

The fairy lights twinkled above them like a stolen constellation. The only sound was their ragged breathing slowly returning to normal. He felt her shift, then her hand found his on the sheet, lacing their fingers together.

“The rumors…” she said finally, her voice hoarse, “…were a severe understatement.”

He turned his head to look at her. She was watching him, a trace of wonder in her eyes.

“It wasn’t just… that,” he said.

“I know.” She squeezed his hand. “I felt it too. It was the pencil. And the two year crush. And all the bad men who came after.” She propped herself up on an elbow. “So this was your finale. What’s next?”

“I have a date,” he said. “Tomorrow night. Not a client. A woman. Charlotte.”

Megan’s smile was genuine, warm, without a trace of jealousy.

“Good. That’s how it should be.” She lay back down. “Stay tonight. Not as a client. The elevator doesn’t run until I say so. Just… stay with me.”

He nodded, wordless. They lay in silence for what felt like an hour, listening to the faint sound of rain against the huge windows. Just as he was drifting into a contented, heavy-limbed sleep, she spoke again, her voice a soft murmur in the dark.

“When you see Charlotte… remember this. Remember that you can be gentle and you can be a beast. The best men understand they’re both.”

He was too far gone to answer. Her words folded into his dreams. He slept deeper than he had in years, in the sky-high apartment of the girl he’d once lent a pencil to, her body a warm, trusting curve against his side. The ghost was not just gone; it had been replaced by a man of weight and substance, a man who was, at last, present in every sense of the word. The curriculum was complete.

He woke to the grey, pre-dawn light seeping around the edges of the blackout shades in Megan’s bedroom. Her back was warm against his chest, her breathing deep and even. The surreal perfection of it—the fairy lights, the view, the woman—threatened to feel like just another lesson. But her sleepy murmur as he carefully extricated himself, a soft “mmph” of protest, felt utterly real.

He dressed in the quiet dark, finding his clothes scattered like breadcrumbs from the previous night’s hunger. He wrote a note on a scrap of paper from her nightstand:

Thank you for the pencil. -M

He placed it next to her folded glasses. The elevator’s descent was a silent, weightless fall back to the mundane world.

The streets were damp and empty, smelling of rain and stale garbage. His body ached with a pleasant, spent heaviness, but his mind was already clicking forward, procedural. He needed to tie off the loose end. He boarded a near-empty subway car, the rhythmic clatter a blank canvas for his thoughts. He pulled out his phone, the screen glaring in the dim carriage.

He started with Coco. The memory of her condescension, her clinical dismantling of his ego, was still sharp. He typed, deleted, typed again.

Marcus: Hey Coco. It’s Marcus. Last night was my final client through the service. I’m quitting. I just wanted to say thank you for the first, brutal lesson. It was necessary. I’d like to stay in touch, if that’s not weird. Maybe we can be friends.

He hit send before he could overthink it. The starkness felt right for her. He moved to India’s contact, the memory of her theater and her fierce, filthy guidance bringing a faint smile.

Marcus: Indi. I’m done. Quitting the service as of last night. Thank you for the… dramatic coaching. You were right about everything. I’d really like to stay in touch. Maybe as friends, if you’re open to it.

Jazmyn was next. The memory of her was a confused swirl of performance anxiety, her unexpected kindness, the surreal normalcy of the bakery box.

Marcus: Jazmyn, it’s Marcus. I’m writing to let you know I’ve left the service. Thank you for your patience and for the donuts. It meant a lot. I hope you’re well. I’d like to stay in touch, as friends, if you want.

He included Diana, though their interaction had been chaste. Her impact, however, had been foundational.

Marcus: Diana, this is Marcus. My time with the service is over. I still think about the nebula. Thank you for that, and for your kindness. I’d value staying in contact as friends.

He added Irene, the pound cake’s sweet weight a tangible memory in his hand.

Marcus: Irene. Last night was my finale. Quitting the service. Thank you for the cake and the wisdom. The unicorn is staying humble. I’d enjoy being friends, if you’re willing.

He stared at the screen. The train lurched into a station. A few people got on. His thumb hovered over Charlotte’s name. This one was different. This one was tomorrow. This one was a date. He needed to clear the deck, to offer her a man who was no longer hiding behind a paid profile.

He took a breath and composed the final text.

Marcus: Charlotte. I need to tell you something before tomorrow. I’ve been working for an intimacy service. That’s how I met Sasha, that’s the context for everything. Last night was my last client. I’m done. I’m quitting and looking for a new job. I’m telling you because I don’t want any ghosts between us. I also told the others I’d like to stay in touch as friends. I know that’s a lot. I understand if tomorrow needs to be different, or off. I just wanted you to know exactly who’s coming to see you.

He sent it. The phone felt radioactive in his hand. He placed it face down on his thigh and watched the darkened city stream past the window. His heart was a solid, pounding thing in his chest. This was the real vulnerability, far more exposing than being naked in a stranger’s bed. This was offering his truth, his fractured history, and hoping someone would see the whole, clumsy picture and not look away.

The phone buzzed. Once. Then again. A rapid-fire series of vibrations that skittered against his leg. He turned it over, the light stinging his eyes.

Coco: A friendship inquiry. How unexpectedly pedestrian. I’ll allow it. Don’t get boring, Marcus.

India: Fucking FINALLY. Took you long enough to graduate. Yes, friends. But I still get to give you notes. brunch next week. my treat.

Jazmyn: Oh! I’m glad you’re moving on. Friends sounds nice. The bakery is expanding. I could use a taste-tester with a proven palate.

Diana: I’m happy for you, Marcus. Of course we can stay friends. The universe continues to unfold. Let’s have coffee and watch it happen.

Irene: Knew you wouldn’t last. That’s a compliment. Friends works. Swing by for cake sometime. NOT as a transaction.

He read each one, a cascade of relief and a strange, swelling warmth in his throat. They were not dismissals. They were acquisitions. A jury-rigged, bizarre, and beautiful community he’d somehow gathered on his way through the dark.

The train approached his stop. He stood, gripping the pole. The phone buzzed one last time. A new message glowed on the screen.

Charlotte: I know.

He stared at the words as the doors opened. The cold platform air washed over him.

Charlotte: Sasha is my cousin. She told me the day after our first session. She said, “I think I found someone for you. He’s a client, but he’s… different. Be gentle.” So I was. And you were. Tomorrow night isn’t off. It’s just beginning. Now I know who’s coming, too. See you at 7.

The doors hissed closed behind him. He stood on the platform, alone, the phone tight in his fist. The city’s rumble was a distant thing. Sasha was her cousin. Charlotte had known. She had known and she had met him anyway, had kissed him in her kitchen, had given him that fragile, profound gift of normalcy. She had seen that ghost and chosen to speak to the man behind it anyway.

He started walking, his steps quickening, then slowing, then finding a steady, purposeful rhythm he’d never quite managed before. The dawn was breaking, a thin line of dirty gold over the rooftops. He was unemployed. He was, technically, homeless in his own life. He was also, for the first time, connected. He had friends. He had a date. He had a reputation to live up to, and a humble heart to maintain. The path ahead was completely unmapped, and he was finally ready to walk into it.

The next week passed in a blur of strange yet wonderful normalcy. He went to brunch with India, who critiqued his egg-ordering technique with the same ferocity she’d once applied to his cunnilingus. He tasted lemon tarts with Jazmyn in her bakery’s storage room, flour dusting their shoes as she confessed her fear of the new expansion. He drank surprisingly good iced coffee with Diana in a sun-drenched café, talking about cosmic background radiation and her latest painting of a dendritic nebula that looked, unmistakably, like a network of neurons firing.

And he saw Charlotte. Not at her place, but at a cramped, noisy Thai restaurant where they spilled peanut sauce on the tablecloth and laughed too loud. They talked about everything except the service, until they did.

“I was angry with Sasha for telling me,” Charlotte admitted, tracing the rim of her water glass. “I felt like I was spying. But then I saw you, and you were so… genuinely lost. I just wanted to be a harbor. Not a lesson.”

“You were,” he said, meaning it. “You are.”

Afterward, at her apartment, they didn’t immediately fall into bed. They washed the dishes together, shoulders brushing. She put on a record, something old and crackly with trumpet solos. She stood before him in her living room, took his hands, and began to slowly sway.

“I don’t really slow dance. I never had a girl to do it with.” He murmured into her hair.

“You do now,” she said. “So let me show you how.”

They moved together in the dim light, a clumsy, tender shuffle. His body, which had learned so many brutal, efficient rhythms, now learned this one: the slow concession of weight, the shared balance, the warm comfort of her cheek against his shoulder. It was more intimate than anything that had come before. He was hard, pressed against her stomach, and she smiled warmly, feeling it.

“Later,” she whispered, a promise that coiled in his gut.

When they did move to the bedroom, it was without the performative hunger of his paid encounters. There was a sweet, agonizing slowness to it. She peeled his shirt off, kissed the hollow of his throat, his sternum, the line of hair leading down from his navel. She took him in her mouth, not with devastating technique, but with a curious, loving attention that made his knees buckle. He returned the favor on the worn rug beside her bed, licking into her until she came with a series of soft, broken sighs, her hands fisted in his hair.

He entered her as they lay on their sides, facing each other. The position was vulnerable, their eyes locked. He moved in slow, deep strokes, watching the flutter of her eyelashes, the part of her lips.

“Is this okay?” he asked, the question itself a new language.

“It’s perfect,” she breathed. “You’re perfect. Just like that.”

Her words shattered him. He felt a pressure behind his eyes that was utterly unfamiliar. He pressed his forehead against hers, hiding his face, as his hips began to piston faster, driven by a rising wave of emotion he couldn’t name. The physical sensation was secondary to the overwhelming sense of belonging, of being seen and accepted in this precise, unvarnished shape. His orgasm rose from a different place, not just his groin but from the center of his chest, a welling up that broke over him in quiet, shuddering waves. He spilled inside her with a choked-off gasp, holding her so tightly he feared he might hurt her.

After, still joined, she wiped the wetness from his cheeks with her thumb. She didn’t ask. She just held him as the last tremors passed, and he learned that sex could also be a form of weeping.

The following Monday, the real world intruded with its mundane demands. His savings were dwindling. The polite, automated rejection emails from his half-hearted job applications piled up in his inbox. The ghost of his old, aimless life lingered in the empty pizza boxes and the dust on his game consoles. He needed a job. Not just any job. He couldn’t go back to being a faceless data drone in a cubicle farm, translating numbers into reports nobody read. The women in his life, his unexpected council, had shown him he was more than that.

He was sitting on his floor, back against the sofa, staring at his laptop when the idea struck. It was a reckless, terrifying idea. He opened a new document. His fingers hovered over the keys. Then he began to type, not a resume, but a proposal.

A week later, a manila envelope sat on his kitchen table. It contained ten printed copies of his proposal, a bound thesis of sorts. The title page read:

Human Data: A Qualitative Analysis of Intimacy & Connection in the Algorithmic Age.

It was part confessional, part case study, part business plan. He used his analytical training to dissect the very service that had employed him, not salaciously, but systematically—mapping the unmet needs, the emotional data points, the market gap for genuine connection it unsuccessfully commodified. He proposed a new kind of consulting firm, one that helped tech companies humanize their platforms, that used empathy as a metric. It was insane. It was all he had.

His phone rang. Sasha’s name flashed on the screen. He hadn’t spoken to her since his final text.

“Thompson,” she said, her voice all business. “You’ve been busy.”

“How did you—”

“Charlotte showed me your manifesto. Don’t be angry with her. I demanded to know what the hell you were planning with your life now that you’ve retired from my stable.” A pause. He could hear her lighting a cigarette. “It’s not completely idiotic. The logic is sound. The narrative is compelling. It’s also a massive liability. You’re proposing to build a consultancy on the back of a legally grey, highly confidential service.”

His heart sank. “I know.”

“Shut up. I didn’t finish.” She exhaled slowly. “I have a client. A venture capitalist. She’s… particular. She funds people, not just ideas. She’s interested in outliers. In redemption arcs. She wants to meet you.”

“What? Why?”

“Because I showed her the proposal, you dumbass. With all identifying details redacted, of course. She doesn’t know that it’s you, or about the service. She just knows the analysis comes from direct, profound field research. She wants the mind behind it. Tomorrow. Ten AM. Dress like you give a shit, but not like a banker.”

She gave him an address which was located in another side of town, then hung up without another word.

The office was a vast, open space with a concrete floor, populated by thriving, tropical plants in minimalist pots. The woman, Elara Vance, was maybe mid forties to fifty, with severe silver hair and eyes the color of flint. She did not offer coffee. She gestured to a chair across from her reclaimed timber desk.

“So,” she said, placing a printed copy of his proposal on the desk between them. “You propose teaching empathy to robots. Convince me you’re not a sentimental fool.”

For an hour, he talked. He didn’t talk about the sex. He talked about the data. He talked about the patterns of loneliness his research had quantified, the specific failure points of digital communication, the economic cost of alienation in the workforce. He used the language of his old occupation but he infused it with the raw, humanistic truths he’d absorbed. He quoted Diana on cosmic connection, India on performative intimacy, Irene on transactional respect. He presented it all as aggregated qualitative data.

Elara listened, unmoving. When he finished, she steepled her fingers.

“Hmm. Your methodology is unorthodox. Your sources are… opaque.”

“They’re protected,” he said, his voice firmer than usual. “Confidentiality is the cornerstone of the research. Without it, there is no truth.”

A faint, almost imperceptible smile touched her lips.

“Sasha said you were stubborn about the right things.” She leaned forward. “I’m not funding your firm. Not yet. It’s a cute idea, but it’s a grenade. You have no operational experience.” She slid a business card across the desk. “This is the CEO of Kestrel Dynamics. A boutique data firm. They do forensic behavioral analysis for corporate clients. They’re smart, but they’re missing what you have. They need a senior qualitative analyst. I’ve told him to expect your call. The salary is forty percent more than your last position. Prove yourself there for at least eighteen months. Learn how to run a piece of a business. Then come back to me with this.”

He got handed a card. It wasn’t a yes. It was a conditional no. It was a path. He picked up the card. “Why?”

“Because the world is full of competent analysts,” Elara said, standing to signal the meeting was over. “It is desperately short of brave ones. Don’t fuck it up.”

He called from the sidewalk outside. He interviewed the next day in a sane, quiet office where they asked him about statistical models and client presentations. He answered honestly, but when the CEO, a weary-looking man named Robert, asked:

“What makes you think you can interpret human behavior for our clients?” Marcus didn’t quote a textbook.

“Because I’ve learned to listen to what people aren’t saying,” he said, thinking of Coco’s brutal feedback, Megan’s silent offer of the elevator. “The data point is just the fossil. The story is in the sediment around it.”

He got the job. He started in two weeks. He texted Charlotte the news, and she replied with a string of celebratory emojis and a single word: Proud.

That night, he lay in his bed, the new business card on his nightstand. The phantom weight of his headset was gone. The nervous, apologetic energy that had lived in his muscles had dissolved. He was just a single man in a quiet bedroom, with a good job secured, and a woman who wanted to see him tomorrow. The map was still blank beyond the immediate hills, but he had his bearings now. He closed his eyes, and for the first time in a very long time, he did not dream of ghosts. He dreamed of building something.

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