Chapter 5: Superior in Every Way
The drive home was a blur of streetlights and silence. Gwen kept the radio off, let the hum of the engine fill her head, and tried not to think about the way her thighs were still slick, or the way her jaw ached from being stretched open, or the way Marcus's voice kept echoing in her skull like a bell that wouldn't stop ringing.
Tell me what you are.
She'd told him. She'd told him everything.
Devon was asleep when she slipped into bed. He didn't stir. He didn't reach for her. He just lay there on his side, breathing slow and even, one hand tucked under his pillow like a child. She watched him for a long time—the gentle rise and fall of his shoulders, the soft line of his jaw, the wedding band glinting on his finger in the sliver of moonlight that bled through the curtains.
He was good. He was kind. He was everything she was supposed to want.
She turned away and stared at the wall until the sun came up.
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The week crawled.
Monday, she stopped a bank robbery in Queens. Three guys with AK-47s and a getaway car that stalled at the curb. She webbed them up in under ninety seconds, posed for the cops, and swung home before the news vans arrived.
Tuesday, she saved a jumper off the Brooklyn Bridge. A woman, mid-forties, who'd lost her job and her husband in the same month. Gwen held her on the ledge for forty minutes, talking, listening, waiting for the crisis team to arrive. The woman cried into her shoulder and asked her why she bothered.
"Because you're worth it," Gwen said. She didn't know if she believed it.
Wednesday, she patrolled until three in the morning. She didn't find any crime. She just swung through the city, looping around skyscrapers, diving through traffic, feeling the wind tear at her mask. She pushed herself harder than she needed to. Faster. Higher. Until her lungs burned and her arms shook and she couldn't think about anything except the next web-line, the next swing, the next moment of freefall.
When she got home, Devon was waiting up.
"You're pushing yourself too hard," he said.
"I'm fine."
"You're not fine. You're barely eating. You're never here. And when you are here, you're—" He stopped. Swallowed. "You're somewhere else."
Gwen pulled off her mask. Her hair was matted with sweat. Her face was flushed. Her eyes were too bright.
"I'm sorry," she said. And she meant it.
He reached for her. She let him pull her into a hug. She let him hold her. She let him believe that everything was okay.
But when he kissed her, she felt nothing.
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Thursday, Helen called.
"Marcus confirmed for tomorrow," she said. "He's bringing a friend."
Gwen was sitting on the fire escape of her apartment, watching the city breathe. The phone was pressed to her ear. The wind was cold against her cheeks.
"What kind of friend?"
"His name's Miles. I've seen his streams. He's... intense."
"More intense than Marcus?"
Helen laughed. It was a low, throaty sound. "Different kind of intense. Marcus is about control. Miles is about... dominance. He likes to prove points."
"What kind of points?"
"The kind that leave marks."
Gwen closed her eyes. She thought about the hickey Marcus had left on her collarbone—faded now, almost gone. She thought about the way his hand had felt around her throat. She thought about the way she'd begged him to use her.
"Okay," she said. "I'll be there."
---
Friday arrived like a held breath.
Gwen told Devon she was going to Helen's again. He didn't argue. He just looked at her with those sad, knowing eyes and nodded.
"Be careful," he said.
She kissed his cheek. "Always."
She dressed in black again—a short skirt, a silk blouse, heels that made her legs look a mile long. She didn't bother with underwear. She knew it would only get in the way.
The drive to Helen's was familiar now. The turns, the stoplights, the way the neighborhood shifted from gentrified to gritty and back again. She parked in the same spot. She walked to the same door.
Helen opened it before she could knock.
"Come in," she said. "They're already here."
The living room was different tonight. The furniture had been pushed aside. The cameras were set up in a wider arc—three of them, all with red lights blinking. The laptop was open on the coffee table. The chat was already scrolling.
And on the couch, two men.
Marcus she knew. He was in his usual spot, legs spread, whiskey in hand. He nodded at her when she walked in. A small, private acknowledgment.
The other man was new.
Miles was taller than Marcus. Leaner. His skin was darker, his jaw sharper, his eyes hooded and calculating. He wore a black button-down with the sleeves rolled up, revealing forearms corded with muscle. He didn't smile when he saw her. He just looked.
"Gwen," Helen said. "This is Miles."
"Hey," Gwen said.
Miles didn't respond. He just kept looking at her—up and down, slow and deliberate, like he was appraising a piece of meat at a butcher's counter.
"Marcus told me about you," he said finally. His voice was deep. Measured. "Said you were eager."
"I am."
"We'll see."
He stood. He walked toward her. He circled her once, close enough that she could smell him—soap, cologne, something underneath that was darker and muskier. When he stopped in front of her, he reached out and touched her chin.
"You're pretty," he said. "For a white girl."
Gwen's heart hammered. She didn't know if she was supposed to be offended or flattered. She didn't know anything except that his fingers were warm against her skin and his eyes were boring into hers.
"Thank you," she said.
Miles looked at Helen. "She's polite. That's good. I like them polite."
Helen smiled. "She learns fast."
"We'll see."
Miles let go of her chin and walked back to the couch. He sat next to Marcus, picked up a glass of whiskey, and took a slow sip.
"Strip," he said. "Both of you."
Helen moved first. Her robe fell to the floor in a whisper of silk. She stood naked in the center of the room—mid-forties, two kids, a body that had been fucked and used and worshipped by strangers for years. She was beautiful in a way that had nothing to do with youth.
Gwen followed. Her blouse, her skirt, her heels. All of it pooled on the floor. She stood beside her mother, naked and waiting.
Marcus watched with hooded eyes. Miles watched with something colder.
"Kneel," he said.
They knelt.
Miles stood again. He walked toward them, unfastening his belt as he moved. His cock was already hard—longer than Marcus's, thinner, with a curve that made Gwen's mouth water.
"Suck it," he said. "Both of you."
They moved together. Helen took the head, Gwen the shaft. They worked in tandem, tongues sliding, lips sealing, spit dripping down to Miles's balls. He didn't make a sound. He just stood there, one hand resting on Helen's head, the other on Gwen's, letting them work.
After a minute, he pulled them off.
"Stand up," he said. "Helen, on the bed. On your back."
Helen obeyed. Miles gestured to Gwen.
"On your face. Between her legs."
Gwen's stomach flipped. She climbed onto the bed and positioned herself over Helen, her knees on either side of her mother's head, her cunt hovering just above Helen's mouth.
"Eat her," Miles said. "Don't stop until I tell you."
Helen's tongue found her. Gwen gasped and braced her hands against the headboard. Helen licked slow circles around her clit, then dipped lower, fucking her with her tongue while Gwen tried not to collapse.
Miles positioned himself behind Helen.
"Watch," he said to Gwen. "Watch me fuck your mother."
Gwen looked over her shoulder. She watched Miles push inside Helen—watched Helen's back arch, her mouth fall open, her eyes roll back. She watched Miles grab Helen's hips and start moving.
Hard. Deep. Relentless.
Helen's tongue faltered. Gwen felt it stutter against her cunt, then stop altogether. Helen was moaning, her hands fisted in the sheets, her body rocking with every thrust.
"Don't stop eating her," Miles said.
Helen's tongue returned. Gwen moaned. The pleasure was building in her core, a tight coil that threatened to snap. She looked back at Miles and watched him fuck her mother with a rhythm that shook the bed.
"Look at that," Miles said. "Your mother's getting her guts rearranged. And you're gonna come on her face while it happens."
His balls slapped against Gwen's forehead with every thrust. Wet, heavy—she could smell the sex on them, the musk, the sweat. She should have been disgusted. She wasn't.
She was close.
"So close," she gasped.
"Come," Miles said. "Now."
Gwen shattered.
She came on her mother's face, her body convulsing, her thighs shaking. Helen kept licking her through it, lapping up every drop, moaning against her cunt.
Miles didn't stop fucking Helen. He didn't even slow down.
"Good girl," he said to Gwen. "Now get off. It's your turn."
Gwen crawled off Helen and collapsed onto the bed. Her legs were jelly. Her mind was fog.
Miles pulled out of Helen and flipped Gwen onto her stomach.
"No warm-up," he said. "You want it rough, don't you?"
"Yes."
"Say it."
"I want it rough. I want you to fuck me rough. Please."
He pushed inside her.
The stretch was instant and brutal. Gwen screamed into the mattress. Miles didn't wait. He fucked her like he was punishing her—hard, fast, deep. His hips slapped against her ass with every stroke. His hand fisted in her hair, pulling her head back at an angle that made her neck burn.
"Take it," he said. "Take this black cock. That's what you wanted, isn't it? That's what all you white girls want."
Gwen couldn't speak. She could only moan.
Helen had crawled to Marcus. She was sucking his cock while Miles fucked Gwen, her head bobbing in time with the rhythm of the bed.
"Tell me how it feels," Miles said.
"So good. So fucking good. Please—"
"Please what?"
"Please don't stop. Please. I'll do anything."
"Anything?"
"Anything."
He fucked her harder. Deeper. Gwen felt something building inside her—pressure, heat, a wave that threatened to crash.
"Come," Miles said. "Squirt on this dick."
She did.
The orgasm ripped through her like a storm. She felt the wetness gush out of her, soaking the sheets, soaking Miles's thighs. Her entire body convulsed. Her vision went white. She heard herself screaming like an animal—raw, broken, utterly surrendered.
Miles didn't stop.
He kept going. Fucking her through the orgasm. Fucking her past it. Fucking her until she was limp and whimpering, her body limp, her mind empty.
Only then did he pull out.
"On your knees," he said. "Both of you."
Gwen crawled off the bed. Helen followed. They knelt side by side on the floor, facing Miles and Marcus.
Miles jerked himself off. Slow at first, then faster. His breath hitched. His jaw clenched.
"Open your mouths," he said.
They did.
He came in thick ropes across their faces—one stripe across Gwen's cheek, another across Helen's lips, a third that landed on both their tongues. They swallowed everything. Licked his cock clean. Moaned like they were starving for it. Marcus watched with approval as Miles looked at the camera.
"Tell them who's superior," Miles said.
Gwen's voice was raw. Hoarse. Broken.
"Black men," she said.
"Black men," Helen echoed.
Miles smirked. "That's right. Don't ever forget it."
He looked at Gwen—really looked at her. His eyes were steady, unblinking.
"You want to prove you deserve this?" he asked.
"Yes," Gwen whispered.
"Then come back next week. And bring your husband."
The words hit her like a punch to the gut.
"What?"
"You heard me." Miles pulled up his pants. "Bring your husband. Let him watch. Let him see what you are. Let him understand."
Gwen looked at Helen. Helen's face was unreadable.
"I can't—he doesn't know—"
"He'll know by the time we're done." Miles grabbed his jacket from the couch. "You want it rough? You want to be used? You want to be reminded of who you belong to?"
Gwen didn't answer.
"You know," Miles said. "You're a perfect toy. But toys are for showing off. If you're serious about this, you'll bring him. Prove you're serious."
He walked to the door. Marcus followed, silent, stoic. They didn't say goodbye.
The door clicked shut.
Gwen sat on the floor. Her body was ruined. Her face was sticky. Her mind was a hurricane.
Helen put a hand on her shoulder.
"He's right," she said. "You know he's right."
Gwen looked at her mother. Her eyes were burning. Her throat was tight.
"If I bring him," she said, "everything changes."
Helen nodded. "I know."
Gwen thought about Devon. Asleep in their bed. Waiting for her. Loving her.
Then she thought about the way Miles had fucked her. The way he'd made her come. The way he'd called her a toy and meant it as a compliment.
"I need to go home," she said.
She dressed without washing. She drove without thinking. When she arrived, she told Devon another lie and cried in the shower.
But she didn't cry for the money.
She cried because she was afraid.
Afraid of what she was becoming.
Afraid that she liked it.
And afraid that next Friday, she would say yes.
The week that followed tasted like copper and regret.
Gwen went through the motions. She patrolled. She webbed up a crew of ATM thieves on Monday. She stopped a domestic dispute on Tuesday—stood between a man and his wife, took a punch to the jaw that would have shattered a normal person's teeth, and didn't flinch.
Wednesday, she sat on the edge of a rooftop for three hours and watched the sun set over the skyline. Her phone buzzed twice. Helen. She didn't answer.
Thursday, Devon came home with flowers.
"What's this?" she asked.
He shrugged. Sheepish. Sweet. "I don't know. I just... I feel like I've been losing you. And I don't know how to fix it. So I bought flowers."
She took them. She put them in water. She let him kiss her cheek.
That night, she lay awake beside him and stared at the ceiling. The flowers sat on the nightstand, wilting in the dark.
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Friday morning, Gwen called in sick to work. She didn't have a job—not really—but she told Devon she did, and he believed her, because he always believed her.
She spent the day pacing the apartment. Picking up her phone. Putting it down. Picking it up again.
At four o'clock, she texted Helen.
What time?
The reply came instantly.
Nine. He's bringing someone else too.
Gwen's stomach dropped.
Who?
Helen didn't answer for ten minutes.
Another man. His name's Miguel. He's... different.
Different how?
Helen's response was slow. Careful.
He doesn't play games. He takes what he wants.
Gwen stared at the screen. Her thumb hovered over the keyboard. She typed three different responses and deleted all of them.
Finally, she sent one word.
Okay.
---
Devon came home at six. He found her in the bedroom, dressed in a black slip and heels, her hair down, her makeup done.
"You look nice," he said. His voice was careful. Suspicious.
"Thank you."
"Are you going somewhere?"
She turned to face him. Her heart was pounding. Her hands were steady.
"Yes," she said. "I want you to come with me."
His face shifted. Confusion. Then worry. Then something darker.
"Where?"
"To my mother's."
"Gwen—"
"Please." She crossed the room and took his hands. "I need you to trust me. I need you to come with me. And I need you to not ask questions until we get there."
He looked at her for a long time. She could see the war happening behind his eyes—the part of him that wanted to believe her, and the part that had been watching her drift away for weeks.
"Okay," he said finally. "I'll come."
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The drive was silent.
Devon sat in the passenger seat, his hands folded in his lap, his eyes fixed on the road ahead. Gwen kept her eyes on the windshield. The city slid past in a blur of neon and shadow.
When they pulled up to Helen's house, Devon's brow furrowed.
"This is your mom's place?"
"Yes."
"It looks... different."
Gwen didn't answer. She got out of the car and walked to the door. Devon followed.
Helen opened before they could knock.
She was dressed in black silk again—a robe that clung to her curves, a smile that didn't reach her eyes. She looked at Devon with something that might have been curiosity.
"You brought him," she said.
"I did."
Helen stepped aside. "Come in."
The living room was transformed. The furniture was gone. The cameras were set up in a wide arc, their red lights blinking in the dim. Two men stood in the corner, talking in low voices.
Miles. And someone else.
Miguel was shorter than Miles, but broader. His shoulders filled the doorway. His arms were thick with muscle. His face was hard, unsmiling, his eyes black and flat.
He looked at Gwen the way a predator looks at prey.
"You're late," he said.
"I'm not late. It's exactly nine."
"Don't talk back."
Gwen's mouth snapped shut.
Devon stepped forward. "Hey—what the hell is going on here?"
Miles turned. He looked at Devon with something like amusement.
"You're the husband," he said.
"Yeah. Who the fuck are you?"
"Miles. I'm the man who's been fucking your wife."
Devon froze. His face went pale. Then red.
"What?"
"You heard me." Miles walked toward him, slow and easy. "Your wife's been coming here for weeks. Letting me use her. Letting Marcus use her. Letting her own mother use her."
Devon's hands clenched into fists. "You're lying."
Miles laughed. "Am I?"
He looked at Gwen. "Tell him."
Gwen's throat tightened. She looked at Devon—at his face, at the hurt in his eyes, at the way his hands were shaking.
"It's true," she said.
Devon's breath caught. "What?"
"It's true. Everything he said."
Devon took a step back. Then another. He looked like a man who'd been shot.
"Why?" he asked. "Why would you—"
"Because I wanted to." Gwen's voice was quiet. Steady. "Because I needed to. Because you could never give me what I needed."
"What are you talking about? I love you. I've always loved you. I—"
"I know." She stepped toward him. "I know you love me. But love isn't enough. It's never been enough."
Devon's eyes were wet. His jaw was tight. He looked at Helen, at Miles, at Miguel—at all of them, standing in the shadows, watching.
"This is sick," he said. "This is—you're sick. All of you."
Miguel moved.
He was fast for a big man. One second he was in the corner, the next he was in front of Devon, his hand wrapped around Devon's throat.
"You don't get to judge," Miguel said. His voice was low. Flat. "You don't get to call anyone sick. You're the one who couldn't keep his woman satisfied."
Devon choked. His hands clawed at Miguel's wrist.
"Let him go," Gwen said.
Miguel didn't look at her. "Why?"
"Because I brought him here. He's mine to deal with."
Miguel held on for another second. Then he released. Devon stumbled back, gasping, his hand on his throat.
Miguel turned to Gwen. His eyes were cold.
"You think you're in charge here?"
"No."
"Then don't give orders."
Gwen lowered her eyes. "I'm sorry."
"Better."
Miles clapped his hands. "Enough. We're wasting time. The stream's been live for five minutes."
Devon looked up. "Stream?"
Miles gestured to the cameras. "You're on the internet, my man. Thousands of people are watching. They've been waiting for this."
Devon's face went white. "You can't—"
"We can. We are." Miles walked to the couch and sat down. "Now. Here's what's going to happen. You're going to sit in that chair in the corner and watch. You're not going to speak. You're not going to move. And you're going to see exactly what your wife is."
Miguel grabbed Devon by the arm and shoved him into a chair. Devon didn't resist. He just sat there, trembling, his eyes fixed on Gwen.
Gwen looked at him one last time. Then she turned away.
---
Helen was already on the bed.
She lay on her back, her robe open, her legs spread. Her cunt was wet, glistening under the lights. She looked at Miles with something like hunger.
"Come here," Miles said to Gwen.
Gwen walked to the bed. She didn't look at Devon. She couldn't.
"Kneel."
She knelt.
"Eat your mother."
Gwen crawled onto the bed. She positioned herself between Helen's legs and lowered her mouth.
Helen moaned. Her hips bucked. Her hands fisted in Gwen's hair.
"That's it," Helen gasped. "Right there. Don't stop."
Gwen didn't stop. She licked slow circles around Helen's clit, then dipped lower, fucking her with her tongue. She tasted salt and musk and something sweet underneath. She tasted her mother.
Miguel positioned himself behind Gwen.
"No warm-up," he said. "You take it when I give it."
He pushed inside.
Gwen screamed against Helen's cunt. The stretch was brutal—Miguel was thicker than Marcus, thicker than Miles, and he didn't pause to let her adjust. He just fucked.
Hard. Fast. Relentless.
His balls slapped against her thighs. His hands gripped her hips. He fucked her like she was a hole and nothing more.
Helen's legs wrapped around Gwen's head. "Don't stop eating me. Don't you fucking stop."
Gwen couldn't breathe. She couldn't think. She could only feel—the cock splitting her open, the cunt on her tongue, the weight of her husband's eyes on her back.
Miguel fucked her for ten minutes without slowing. Then he pulled out.
"Flip her," he said.
Miles grabbed Gwen and flipped her onto her back. Miguel climbed on top of her and pushed inside again.
Gwen's back arched. Her mouth opened. A sound came out—something between a moan and a sob.
Miguel leaned down. His face was inches from hers.
"Look at me," he said.
She looked.
"You're mine now. You understand? This pussy is mine. That mouth is mine. That ass is mine. Everything you are is mine."
"Yes," Gwen gasped. "Yes. I'm yours. I'm yours."
Miguel fucked her harder. The bed shook. The cameras caught every angle—her tits bouncing, her face contorted, her cunt stretched around him.
"Tell them," Miguel said. "Tell everyone who owns you."
"You do. You own me. I'm your property. I'm your fucktoy. I'm—"
"Wrong. Try again."
"I'm your whore. I'm your slave. I'm nothing. I'm nothing without your cock."
Miguel laughed. It was a cold sound.
"Better."
He fucked her until she came—a screaming, thrashing orgasm that left her limp and gasping. Then he pulled out and gestured to Miles.
"Your turn."
Miles took his place. He was thinner than Miguel but longer, and he used every inch. He fucked Gwen slowly at first, drawing out every stroke, making her feel every ridge and vein.
"You like this," he said. "You like being shared. You like being used."
"Yes."
"Say it."
"I love it. I love being used. I love being shared. I love—"
"Who do you love more? Me or your husband?"
Gwen's eyes found Devon. He was still in the chair. Still watching. His face was wet.
"You," she whispered.
"Louder."
"You. I love you more."
Devon made a sound—a small, broken thing—and looked away.
Miles fucked her harder. "That's right. That's what I thought."
He came inside her—a hot, thick flood that leaked out when he pulled away. Gwen lay there, breathing hard, her body ruined.
But they weren't done.
"On your knees," Miguel said. "Both of you."
Gwen and Helen crawled off the bed and knelt side by side. The men stood in front of them, cocks hard, eyes hungry.
"Suck," Miles said.
They obeyed.
Gwen took Miguel. Helen took Miles. They worked in tandem—tongues sliding, lips sealing, spit dripping down their chins. The men watched each other with something like respect.
"Switch," Miguel said.
They switched.
Gwen took Miles, tasting herself on his cock. Helen took Miguel, tasting Gwen on his. They sucked like their lives depended on it.
"Faster," Miguel said.
They went faster.
"Look at me," Miles said.
Gwen looked up. His eyes were dark. Calculating.
"You want to prove you're serious?"
"Yes."
"Then swallow everything. Every drop. And thank us for it."
He came.
Gwen caught it all—thick ropes across her tongue, her lips, her chin. She swallowed. She licked him clean. She looked up at him with wet eyes.
"Thank you," she said.
Miguel came on Helen's face. Helen swallowed. Licked. Thanked him.
The men looked at each other. Then at the camera.
"Tell them who's superior," Miles said.
Gwen's voice was raw. Broken.
"Black men."
"Say it again."
"Black men are superior. Black men are better. Black men own us."
Helen echoed her. Word for word.
Miles smirked. He looked at the camera.
"Don't ever forget it."
---
Devon was still in the chair.
He hadn't moved. Hadn't spoken. His face was a mask of something that might have been grief.
Gwen stood. Her legs were shaking. Her body was covered in sweat and come and spit.
"Devon—"
"Don't." His voice cracked. "Don't say my name. Don't—" He stood up. His hands were shaking. "I'm leaving."
He walked to the door.
Gwen followed. "Please. Please don't go. Let me explain—"
He turned. His eyes were red. His jaw was tight.
"Explain what? Explain how you let those men—how you let your own mother—" He stopped. Swallowed. "I loved you. I gave you everything. And this is what you do?"
Gwen reached for him. He flinched away.
"I'm sorry," she said.
"You're not." His voice was hard. "You're not sorry. You're just sorry you got caught."
He opened the door. The night air rushed in.
"Devon, wait—"
He didn't wait. He walked out. The door slammed behind him.
Gwen stood there, naked and ruined, watching him go.
Helen appeared beside her. She put a hand on Gwen's shoulder.
"Let him go," she said. "He was never going to understand."
Gwen didn't answer. She just stared at the door.
Miles walked up to her. He was dressed now—jeans, a black t-shirt, a jacket. He looked like he was going to the store.
"Come back next week," he said. "Bring him or don't. I don't care."
Gwen looked at him. "What if he leaves me?"
Miles shrugged. "Then you'll have more time for us."
He walked out. Miguel followed. Marcus was already gone.
Gwen stood in the empty room with her mother. The cameras were still rolling. The chat was still scrolling. Thousands of people were watching her, waiting for something—a breakdown, a confession, a final surrender.
She didn't give them one.
She walked to the laptop and closed it. The red lights went dark.
Then she went to the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror.
Her face was a mess. Mascara streaked her cheeks. Come dried on her lips. Her hair was a tangle.
She looked like what she was.
A whore. A slut. A woman who'd just destroyed her marriage for a taste of something she couldn't name.
But underneath the shame, underneath the guilt, underneath the grief—
She felt alive.
She splashed water on her face. She wiped the come off her lips. She walked back into the bedroom and found her clothes.
Helen watched her dress.
"What are you going to do?" she asked.
Gwen pulled on her dress. She stepped into her heels.
"I'm going to go home," she said. "And if he's still there, I'm going to beg him to stay."
"And if he's not?"
Gwen looked at her mother. Her eyes were dry.
"Then I'll come back here."
Helen smiled. It was a complicated smile—proud and sad and hungry all at once.
"That's my girl."
Gwen walked out the door.
---
The apartment was dark when she got home.
She didn't know if that was good or bad.
She walked through the living room. The flowers were still on the nightstand, wilted. The bed was still unmade. The silence was so thick she could taste it.
She checked her phone.
One message. From Devon.
I'm at my brother's. I need time. I don't know if I'm coming back.
Gwen stared at the screen for a long time. Then she typed back.
I understand. I'm sorry. I love you.
She hit send.
She set the phone down. She lay on the empty bed. She stared at the ceiling.
And she began to plan next Friday.