Chapter 3: Rising Action
I had taken a few days off from streaming to let things cool down. I had received several messages from my chat regulars, asking if I was going to stream again. I had also received a few messages from some newer viewers, thanking me for the 'entertainment'. I blushed when I read those, but I couldn't deny that I had enjoyed the attention.
It was Wednesday night when I decided to stream again. I had taken a few days off to let things cool down, but I was starting to miss the interaction with my chat. I set up in my bedroom and logged into Twitch, my heart pounding in my chest as I waited for the stream to start. As the stream started, I saw the viewer count tick up. I took a deep breath, trying to calm my nerves.
It was a little late and I was wearing a casual outfit - a tank top and some red cotton shorts. I had my hair up in a messy bun and I wasn't wearing any makeup. I had some wine with me again. I wanted to keep it relaxed and casual, like we were all just hanging out together.
"Hey everyone, welcome back to the stream," I said, flashing a nervous smile at the camera. "I'm glad to be back."
The chat was already buzzing with messages, welcoming me back, asking how I was doing. I couldn't help but blush at the attention, feeling a warmth spread through me at their kindness.
"Thanks, guys," I replied, my voice soft.
The stream was like normal for awhile, I chatted with my regulars, answered questions, and drank my wine while sitting in my bed. I put on a movie in the background that I was hypothetically watching and talking about with chat. The atmosphere was relaxed and friendly, but I could feel a tension in the air, an unspoken expectation. My chat teased me a little but didn't push me too hard.
But hey seemed to understand that I needed to ease back into things. We talked about all sorts of topics, from movies to books to parenting. I felt comfortable, like I was just chatting with friends.
Just then a regular, Refractor42, who miss the last stream joined.
"Hello, Lilly. It's good to see you back.. Why haven't you been streaming?"
"Aww, Refractor42, I'm flattered. I've missed you too. I just needed a little break to recharge." I replied.
But then someone decided to blow my cover.
"You should have seen it, Refractor. Lilly here gave us quite the show last time." Spr@rr0w chimed in, his username appearing in the chat.
"Oh yea?" Refractor42 replied.
"She was dancing in her panties, and then, bam! She flashed us those big titties!!!!" He typed, followed by a series of laughing emojis. I felt my cheeks flush with embarrassment, my mind flashing back to the incident. I had hoped that no one would bring it up, but I should have known better.
"I didn't flash my tits!" I laughed. "It was an accident!"
"We all loved it," Funnytiger typed, followed by a wink emoji.
"You should do it again sometime." L3@P chimed in with a laugh emoji.
"Shaking your ass at the camera was definitely not an accident," HappyApple3 also teased me.
"Well, I'm glad you all enjoyed the show," I said, trying to keep my voice light and casual despite my embarrassment.
"But I promise, it won't happen again. At least, not on purpose." I laughed, hoping to defuse the tension.
Refractor42, who had been quiet for a moment, suddenly typed, "Awe I can't believe I missed that - you are so hot!!." His message was followed by a heart emoji, and I felt a flutter in my stomach at the compliment.
His next comment though was more forward.
“Refractor says I’ll give you $50 to show them again,” I involuntarily snorted after I read the comment out loud.
“No way,” I struggled to stop laughing. “Firstly – I am not trying to get banned. And Secondly – these are worth way more than $50!” I giggled as I quickly gave my breasts a quick jiggle on camera.
I appreciated the compliment, but I wasn't sure what to make of his offer. Was he serious? Or was he just trying to rile me up, to get a reaction? He was actually the only person to give me a real donation before.
I was surprised and flattered when he upped his offer.
Refractor42: Ok how about $100?
“Stop offering money for my tits,” I chuckled as I responded. I feigned like I was offended but it was probably obvious I wasn’t actually upset. I didn’t think $100 was worth it though.
Refractor42: But they look so nice ;)
“Fucking simp squad here,” I teased my viewers. “Stop offering money for my tits,” I l chuckled as I responded. I feigned like I was offended but it was probably obvious I wasn’t actually upset. I didn’t think $100 is worth it though. Chat of course had to give their two cents.
1Trinity1: "But they look so nice ;)"
Spr@rr0w: "Your nipples are so perfect though!"
J0hnas: "Please!!!!!!"
DemureMagpie123: "At least show us your butt again"
Dave69420: "Do it! Do it! Do it!"
I was enjoying the playful banter, the attention. I felt alive, my senses heightened. I took a sip of my wine, my eyes locked onto the camera, imagining each of them sitting there, watching me. I could feel their eyes on me, their desire.
I hadn’t been paying attention to the movie at all but my ears picked the end credits music. There hadn’t been much comments about the movie so I assumed weren’t really watching it.
“Should I choose a new show? Does anyone even care about the show?”
1Trinity1: I’m not really watching it
L3@P: I don’t care either way
Refractor42: The only show I am watching is on your chest
FunnyTiger: I think we are mostly here to talk to you!
DemureMagpie123: I’m here for the conversation, but I won’t complain if we get a little show ;)
I laughed at their honest responses, feeling a wave of confidence wash over me. I took another sip of my wine, swirling the glass before setting it down on the table next to me.
Refractor42 then asked me, "How about $100 for a hand bra?"
I was intrigued, “Wait so like just a handbra? So like I show you my boobs but cover my nips?”
Cave69420: Come on show your nipples! They are really nice!
“Cave I am not showing my nips. I don’t want to be banned from twitch!” I playfully chastised him.
"Yea no nipples. I will give you $100 if you take your boobs out but you can cover your nipples." Refractor42 was quick to clarify.
L3@P: What is happening with this chat LOL
“Yea no nips,” I pause and giggle. “Fine I’ll do that for $100.” Part of me thinks he won’t cough up the money and another part me is excited at the possibility that he will.
And then just like that then musical chime of a donation received played and I got the notification that Refractor42 donated one hundred dollars.
Since I had text to speech for donation messages a robotic voice announced: “Calling your bluff…. show me those big tiddies!”
I am a little stunned and my hand covers my mouth - “Oh my god...”
Chat was quick to jump in:
L3@P: Wait… is this happening?!?!?!?!?!?!
FunnyTiger: He did it?
VolcanoDude: Party time!!!!
“I didn’t actually think you would do it!” I leaned forward laughing nervously.
I take a deep breath, my heart pounding in my chest. I look around my room, making sure everything is in place. I don't want any sudden appearances from my kid or anything else that might interrupt this... whatever this is.
I turn back to the camera, my eyes locked onto it. I can feel the weight of all those unseen eyes on me, waiting, anticipating. I take another sip of my wine, letting the liquid courage steady my nerves. I reach up, my fingers hovering over the hem of my tank top.
“I can’t believe I am doing this.” “Fine. Fine. Alright,” I try to act nonchalant.
I then leaned my phone so and faced the camera on my knees. I have a nervous and excited energy as I smile and slip the straps of my tank top off my shoulders. I then slip my hands underneath my tank top and after a brief pause I push forward with the with the back of my hands. Once the top wasn’t touching my body it easily slipped right down to my waist.
I let out a nervous laugh, "Well, here we are," I said, looking down at my exposed breasts, my nipples still covered by my hands.
The chat exploded with messages, emojis, and even a few donations. I could see the numbers ticking up, the notifications piling up in the corner of my screen.
"Wow, okay, this is... something," I said, my voice a little bit shocked.
So there I was completely topless with only my hands covering my nipples. I didn’t know what to say so I just smiled at the camera – probably awkwardly. It felt like an eternity but after probably only 30 more seconds I slipped off the side of the bed off camera. I then pulled my top back on.
“Fine. Ok. There,” I try to play it off like no big deal as I pick up my phone.
“That was fun, right?” I giggle nervously, tucking my hair behind my ear. I then decide to respond to chat.
FunnyTiger: Wow! Those are incredible!
“Those are incredible….. thanks FunnyTiger!” I read out loud.
Cave69420: Come on show your nipples! You won’t get banned.
“You won’t get banned… nice try Cave - That’s against twitch guidelines,” I laugh but actually seriously consider how big of a donation I could get to actually flash my boobs for a moment. I did know violations were largely report based rather than automatic. I mean I didn’t get banned when I had a nipple slip….
CrissCrossApplesauce: Buy yourself some decent internet with that donation ;)
“Buy yourself some decent internet,” I read out loud. “Sorry I’m poor! I am actually stealing the neighbours wifi.” I laugh.
Refractor42: Totally worth it! :O
“I am glad you feel like you got your monies worth Refractor,” I can’t help but cackle reading his comment. "Alright, alright, settle down, everyone," I laugh, trying to regain control of the chat. I take another sip of my wine, feeling my cheeks flush with heat. I can't believe I just did that.
"And don't worry, Refractor42, I won't spend your money on internet." I grin at the camera, my eyes sparkling with mischief. "Alright, what should we do next chat?"
The chat goes wild, suggestions ranging from innocent to downright raunchy. I laugh, shaking my head at some of the more outrageous ones. Including plenty of requests to show off my boobs.
“I am not showing you my tits!” I pause briefly. “Especially not for free!” I add that last comment without really thinking about it.
Chat wouldn't let up with all sorts of please to see my boobs again.
"Like you realize there are so many boobs you can go see on the internet?" I tease them back while reading the messages.
VolcanoDude: "Yea but we want to see your boobs"
"Oh you want to see my boobs specifically?" I laugh while continuing to read my responses.
DemureMagpie123: Can we at least see your ass? You’ve shown us that before!!!!
“Can we see your ass?” I paraphrase out loud. I am definitely drunk and a little horny. “I don’t know chat – do you want to see my ass?” I ask rhetorically. Showing off my underwear seemingly was going to be a regular occurrence on my channel now.
I thought about it for a moment, taking another sip of my wine. I was feeling confident, the alcohol coursing through my veins, emboldening me. I adjust my camera angle,stood up, and turned around, giving the camera a view of my backside.
"Alright, chat, you want to see my ass? Here it is," I said, bending over slightly, giving them a good view of my red cotton shorts. I could hear the chat erupting in cheers and appreciative comments. I laughed, standing back up and turning around to face the camera again.
A new message caught my eye:
GallantGuy: Last time you showed us your panties.
A bunch of people pilled on with similar comments.
I wasn't surprised. "Chat, you really want to see my panties?" I asked, my voice with a teasing tone. The responses flooded in, a resounding yes from my viewers.
Refractor42: Yea! Let’s see that butt!
L3@P: PLEASE!!!!!!!!
Cave69420: Ya baby!!!! I want to see all of you!!!
FunnyTiger: I mean I wouldn’t say no ;)
VolcanoDude: OMG YES! :O :O
CrissCrossApplesauce: Take it off!!!!!
I hesitated, my hand hovering over the waistband of my shorts. I took a deep sip of my wine, the liquid courage warming my belly. I looked at the camera, at all those unseen eyes waiting, and made my decision. "Alright, chat," I said, my voice steady despite the butterflies in my stomach. "You want to see my panties? Here they are." I hooked my thumbs into the waistband of my shorts and slowly began to pull them down, revealing inch by inch of my smooth skin.
Today I was wearing a white thong that was a little more revealing than the one I had worn on my last stream.
I was feeling a little more daring, thanks to the wine and the encouragement from my chat. I turned my back to the camera and pulled my shorts down further, revealing the upper curve of my ass, the thin white fabric of my thong becoming more visible.
"Oh my god, Lilly, you're killing us," DemureMagpie123 typed, followed by a line of laughing emojis.
"Slowly, Lilly, slowly," FunnyTiger urged, as if I was teasing them on purpose.
I smiled, feeling a thrill run through me at their reactions. I was in control, I was the one giving them this show, and it was intoxicating. I pulled my shorts down a little more, revealing more of my ass, the thin fabric of my thong now clearly visible.
"Come on, Lilly, give us a good look," GallantGuy typed, his words echoing the thoughts of many in the chat.
I bent over at the waist, pushing my ass towards the lens, the thin fabric of my thong doing little to cover me. I looked over my shoulder, catching a glimpse of myself in the camera's view. I could see the outline of my pussy lips through the material, the sight sending a jolt of arousal through me. I then leaned all the way forward - placing my chest on the mattress and lifting my ass up in the air. Then for about ten seconds I twerked best I could. I am sure the view is borderline obscene….and that turned me on.
"Oh, fuck, Lilly," Cave69420 typed.
VolcanoDude: What an ass!!!!!!!!!!!
DemureMagpie123: HOLY FUCK!
FunnyTiger: WOW!
Cave69420: I love your ass!!!!!
I laughed, feeling a surge of power at their reactions . I wiggled my ass, giving them a little show, before straightening up and turning around to face the camera again. It couldn't be seen on camera but I also let my shorts slip off my legs on to the floor below.
"Better?" I asked with a husky voice.
The chat erupted again, a mixture of appreciation and encouragement. I could see the donation notifications popping up, a clear sign that I was hitting all the right notes.
Refractor42: You have an amazing ass.
L3@P: Thank you so much!!!!!
CrissCrossApplesauce: Wow my jaw is on the floor!
I took another sip of my wine, feeling the alcohol buzzing in my veins, emboldening me. I felt invincible, like I could do anything.
Cave69420: I am so hard! Now show your boobs!
“Show your boobs…. We’ve gone over this! Not for free!” I laugh not thinking it would actually go anywhere.
GallantGuy: What would it cost?
“What would it cost… what would it cost do what sorry? You mean show my boobs? I don’t know?” I calmly answer. Again not thinking anyone would pay anything worth while.
Refractor42: I'll give you $500 to show them.
And before I could change my mind a donation notification popped up that Refractor42y had donated $500. The message read out loud – ‘I think this is going to be worth it’.
“Oh my god!” I exclaim as the donation comes in – I am stunned as I didn’t think that much would actually get donated. I move my hands to both my cheeks and just sit in stunned silence with a gaping mouth for a moment.
The chat went wild, a flurry of messages filling the screen.
Cave69420: I am soooooo excited!?!?!
1Trinity1: Did that just happen?
Refractor42: They are definitely worth that much
L3@P: Lilly, please tell me you're going to do it.
I looked at the donation notification again, my heart pounding in my chest. $500. For my boobs. I hadn't expected anyone to actually take me up on my joke. But here we were. I looked at the camera, at all those unseen eyes waiting, expecting. I took another sip of my wine, the liquid courage steadying my nerves.
“Well I guess I have too,” I try to act nonchalant. I then slide my chest below the camera's view. I then again slide off my straps and push my top around my waist. I then move back in front of the camera with my right arm covering both of my breasts – obviously a lot of skin is showing.
“I should not be doing this,” I giggle as I nervously run my free hand through my hair.
“I’m so going to get banned for this, aren’t I?” I place my hand on my forward. “I’m definitely getting banned."
I pause briefly - nervous and excited.
“This is for you Refactor, you asshole.”
I laughed, my voice shaking slightly as I said it. I was playing it off like I wasn't nervous, but my heart was pounding in my chest. I took a deep breath, steeling myself for what I was about to do.
And with that I bit my lip and dropped my right arm to my belly revealing my naked breasts to the camera completely unobstructed. I pushed my chest forward. If I was going to show Twitch chat my tits I was going to do it right.
After a few seconds I stuck out my tongue and then moved out of frame again. After I pulled up my top over my breast and got one shoulder strap on I moved back in frame to finishing adjusting myself. I had a big shit eating grin as I took a moment to read all the messages flooding in: 'OMG', 'AMAZING NIPPLES' 'WOW', 'INCREDIBLE', 'PERFECT', 'THANK YOU', 'YOU'RE AMAZING' "PERFECT TITS', 'BEST STREAM EVER'. I couldn't help but laugh at the sheer amount of enthusiasm and praise.
"I can't belive I just did that," I said, my voice shaking. I felt a rush of adrenaline, my heart still pounding in my chest. I took a sip of my wine, trying to calm myself down, but I couldn't stop smiling.
Refractor42: You're amazing," Refractor42 typed, followed by a heart emoji. I felt a warmth spread through me at his compliment, a sense of pride swelling in my chest. I hadn't expected to feel this way, this empowered, this... turned on.
"Thanks, Refractor," I replied, my voice soft. I took another sip of my wine, my eyes locked onto the camera. I hadn't expected to feel this way, this turned on and excited. I hadn' t had this much excitement in too long - and I wanted more.
And chat did too.
"Hey Lilly, can we see those beautiful tits again?" Spr@rr0w asked, his username appearing in the chat. The request was promptly echoed by several others.
"Oh, come on, Lilly! Show us those puppies again!" Cave69420 chimed in, followed by a series of laughing emojis.
I laughed, feeling a flush of heat spread across my cheeks. I had hoped that my little show would be enough, but it seemed my viewers were far from satisfied. I bit my lip, considering their request.
"You guys really want to see them again, huh?" I teased, my voice playful.
Then, a new donation message appeared, Refractor42 donated another $500, "Now you have to show them again!" The notification blinked on my screen. I laughed, a sound that was part surprise, part delight.
"Alright, Refractor," I said, my voice steady despite the butterflies in my stomach. "I guess for that much money I could." I could feel the anticipation building in the chat, the messages encouraging and praising me.
I took a deep breath, my heart pounding in my chest. "I am such a whore," I laughed out loud. I reached up, my fingers trembling slightly as I grasped the hem of my tank top. I lifted it slowly, revealing inch by inch of my stomach, my ribs, my breasts. And then, with one swift motion, I pulled it off completely, my tits bouncing free, my nipples hard and pointed.
I let out a laugh, a sound filled with nervous energy and excitement. I held my top up, waving it at the camera.
"Here they are, chat," I said, my voice breathless. "Hope you're happy."
The chat erupted, a flurry of messages and emojis filling the screen.
"You have amazing tits," Refractor42 typed, followed by a heart emoji.
"You're so hot," GallantGuy typed.
"Bounce them," FunnyTiger added.
I couldn't help but laugh, a sound filled with nervous energy and excitement. I was showing off my body, my tits, to all these strangers. And I was loving it.
"Bounce them?" I say out loud, placing my hands on my cheeks.
"You guys are so weird," I laugh, but I can't help but feel a thrill at their request. I look down at my breasts, my nipples hard and pointed, and then back up at the camera. I give a little shrug, a playful smile on my face.
"Alright chat, if you insist." I take a deep breath, my hands moving to my breasts, cupping them gently. I squeeze them together, my nipples brushing against each other, before releasing them and letting them bounce freely. I laugh, a sound that's part nerves, part excitement. "Like this?" I ask with a raspy voice.
The chat goes wild, a flurry of messages and emojis filling the screen. I can see the donation notifications popping up, a clear sign that I'm hitting all the right notes.
Refractor42: Holy fuck
L3@P: I can't believe how hot you are.
CrissCrossApplesauce: You're killing me, Lilly.
DemureMagpie123: I wish I could touch them.
Their words give me courage to keep going, and I shake my chest at the camera for a few seconds before my nerves got the best of me and I moved off screen.
I pick up my tank top and slowly pulled it over my head, covering myself up again.
"This is no good. This is just like porn," I said out loud, embarrassed.
I took a sip of my wine, trying to calm my nerves. I couldn't believe I had just done that, again. I composed my face and, still with my shorts off, moved back in front of the camera.
"I can't believe I just did that," I exclaimed as I sat back down on the bed. covering my cheeks with my hands.
"I mean, I'm not a porn star or anything," I laughed nervously, trying to brush off the intensity of the moment. "I'm just a mom, you know?"
Chat was quick to reassure me:
GallantGuy: We are just having fun
1Trinity1: You are such a milf
L3@P: Ya a hot mom
I felt a smile tugging at the corners of my mouth, and I couldn't help but feel a little bit of a glow from their compliments. I took another sip of my wine, the liquid courage definitely helping me tonight.
"I guess I'm just a bit of a tease," I said, my voice playful. "But I can't help it if you guys can't get enough." I laughed, shaking my head. "You know, I never thought I'd be doing this. I never thought I'd be flashing my boobs to a bunch of strangers on Twitch." I laughed, shaking my head at the absurdity of it all.
"You guys are something else, you know that?" I said, my voice a mix of amusement and disbelief.
Refractor42 typed. "We love you. You're fucking hot."
Many others expressed similar sentiments.
I took another sip of my wine, trying to play it cool. "Well, thanks guys," I replied. "That's sweet of you to say."
I take another sip of wine, feeling a buzz from the alcohol and the thrill of what I've just done. My body feels alive, tingling with excitement and adrenaline. You know what? I think I need to dance." I say it out loud without really thinking.
I put on a playlist and stand up, setting my phone on my dresser. I can't read the comments anymore so I start to sway my hips and feel the rythmn of the music. I can't help but smile the beat of the music pulsing through me. Still not wearing my shorts, I turn around. Giving the camera a view of my ass as I dance, a sassy little wiggle that makes me laugh.
I put my hands on the bed and push my ass towards the camera. I feel a little silly, but also a little sexy, a little empowered. I turn my head to look at the camera, my hair falling in my face. I blow a strand of hair out of my eye and give a little smirk. I move my hips side to side, my body swaying to the music. I can't see the chat, but I can imagine the comments. I reach back, my hands finding my ass, my fingers tracing the edge of my thong. I give it a little tug, pulling it up higher, accentuating my curves.