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A Knot of His Own

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Steamy mpreg. With a bossy omega and eager to please alpha

Characters

  • Elise — A soft-faced beta who teaches prenatal yoga at the studio Julian and Theo attend. She is patient and professional, accommodating Julian's demands for a private session.
  • The photographer — A young woman with a kind face who captured the proposal and the raw, emotional moments of the shoot. She was moved to tears by the couple's intimacy.
  • Brenda — A mousy beta woman who teaches birthing classes at the community center. She initially appears flustered by Julian's corrections but later shows empathy and offers him a private session.
  • Patricia — An experienced birth doula of fifteen years who specializes in clients who want to maintain control during labor. She is steady and doesn't flinch.
  • Anora — A newborn baby girl with dark hair like Julian's. She is healthy and alert, nursing eagerly.

Chapter 1: The Penthouse Ultimatum

The elevator doors sighed open directly into the penthouse, spilling Julian out into the velvet darkness. City lights swam beyond the floor-to-ceiling glass, a neon bruise bleeding into the black. The air was warm, thick with the distant hum of traffic thirty stories down and the closer, sweeter scent of vanilla and musk. His own scent, usually locked down under suppressants and crisp cologne, had begun to leak through after the board meeting—a sharp, victorious amber cutting through the whiskey on his breath.

He dropped his briefcase by the entryway. It hit the marble with a solid, final thunk.

“Theo.”

The word wasn’t a call. It was a summoning. A test.

Shadows shifted by the vast modular sofa. Theo emerged, backlit by the skyline, a broad silhouette that should have been imposing but was instead softly coiled in anticipation. He held a bottle of massage oil in one large hand, the other tucked behind his back. His posture was a careful construct of submission: shoulders slightly rounded, head tilted to expose the strong line of his throat.

“Welcome home, sir. I thought you might… appreciate some tension relief.”

Julian didn’t smile. He loosened his tie, the silk slithering through his fingers, and let it drop. He watched Theo’s eyes follow its descent. “The board tried to corner me over the waterfront projections. Three alphas, each thinking they could talk over me. Guess how that ended.”

“With their tails between their legs,” Theo said, his voice a warm rumble that vibrated in the spacious room. He took a step forward. The dim light caught the curl of hair at his nape, the earnest set of his hazel eyes.

“They voted my proposal through. Unanimously.” Julian unbuttoned his cuff, slowly. “I’m wired. All that pathetic posturing. It leaves a film.”

“Let me wash it away.”

“Kneel.”

Theo was moving before the command finished leaving Julian’s lips. He didn’t hesitate, didn’t question. The bottle was set silently on the low glass table. Then he lowered himself, the muscles of his thighs bunching under his chinos, until he was on his knees on the plush rug. He looked up, and the devotion in his gaze was so pure it was almost painful. Julian’s pulse kicked, hard and sudden, beneath his sternum.

“Beg.”

Theo’s breath hitched. A flush spread from his neck up to his cheeks. “Please, Julian. Please let me take care of you. Let me serve you. I need it.” His voice dropped, roughened. “I’ve been thinking about your hands on me all day. About my mouth on you. Please, sir.”

The raw need in Theo’s words sent a hot wire of satisfaction straight to Julian’s gut. He walked forward, stopping until the polished toe of his Oxford was an inch from Theo’s knee. He cupped Theo’s jaw, forcing his head back further. “You’re so pretty like this. My eager alpha. All this strength, and it’s mine to direct. Isn’t it?”

“Yes. Always.”

Julian let go. “Undress me. And don’t you dare rush.”

Theo’s hands came up, fingers incredibly deft for their size. He worked the buttons of Julian’s tailored shirt with reverent care, pushing the fabric off his shoulders. His palms were hot through the cotton of Julian’s undershirt. He unbuckled the belt, his knuckles brushing the front of Julian’s trousers, where an erection was already straining against the fine wool.

“Look at you,” Julian murmured, threading his fingers through Theo’s sandy hair and gripping tight. “You’re shaking.”

“I want you so much it feels like sickness,” Theo confessed, nuzzling against Julian’s hip as he pushed the trousers and briefs down. Julian stepped out of them, kicking the pile aside. He stood naked in the cool, dark room, crowned by city light, while his alpha knelt clothed at his feet.

“Suck.”

Theo moaned, open-mouthed and desperate, before surging forward. He took Julian’s cock in deep, one hand wrapping around the base, the other bracing on Julian’s thigh. His mouth was wet, unbearably hot, his tongue working the underside with a practiced, worshipful intensity. Julian hissed, his head falling back. This was power—the visceral, physical proof of it. Theo’s submission wasn’t passive; it was an active, hungry thing. He sucked like he was trying to drink Julian down, to swallow every part of his triumph and his fatigue.

Julian let the sensations wash over him for a minute, the tight coil in his own belly winding tighter. But control was the point. Always the point. He tugged Theo’s hair, pulling him off with a filthy, wet pop.

“Enough. Strip. Now.”

Theo scrambled to obey, fumbling with his own buttons, shoving his clothes off until he was as naked as Julian, his own arousal thick and curving up against his stomach. He was magnificent—all hard planes and muscle, yet his eyes were soft, waiting.

“On the sofa. On your back.”

Theo obeyed, lying back against the cool leather. Julian followed, straddling his hips, not letting their cocks touch yet. He took the oil bottle, poured a slick pool into his palm. The scent of almonds filled the space between them.

“You want me to fuck you, Theo?” Julian asked, swirling his oil-slick fingers around Theo’s entrance.

“God, yes. Please.”

“Then ask properly.”

“Julian… sir… please fuck me. I need to feel you. I need you to use me. However you want. However hard you want. Please.”

The begging shattered something tight in Julian’s chest. He pushed one finger in, then two, working Theo open with ruthless efficiency. Theo arched off the sofa, a broken cry tearing from his throat, his hands fisting at his sides. He knew better than to touch without permission.

“You take it so well,” Julian mused, scissoring his fingers, watching Theo’s face contort in pleasure. “My perfect, filthy alpha. All yours is mine.”

He added a third finger, curling it, and Theo shouted, his cock leaking onto his abdomen. “Julian, I’m close, please, I need you inside—”

Julian removed his fingers. He coated himself with more oil, lining up. He paused, looking down at Theo’s wrecked expression, the utter trust there. For a second, it wasn’t about domination. It was about this—the terrifying vulnerability of being needed so completely. It was about the secret, hidden part of him that craved this, craved him, not just the obedience.

He sheathed himself in one brutal, smooth thrust.

Theo cried out, a raw, animal sound, his legs wrapping around Julian’s back. He was tight, hot, perfect. Julian set a punishing pace from the start, each drive punching a gasp from Theo’s lips. He leaned down, capturing Theo’s mouth in a savage kiss, swallowing his moans.

“Touch yourself,” Julian ordered against his lips. “Come when I tell you to.”

Theo’s hand flew to his own cock, stroking in frantic time with Julian’s thrusts. The room filled with the sounds of skin slapping, ragged breathing, the creak of leather. Julian’s own orgasm built, a pressure at the base of his spine. He was close, so close, riding the edge where control threatened to shatter.

“Look at me,” he growled.

Theo’s hazel eyes flew open, glassy with unshed tears of pleasure.

“Now. Come for me.”

Theo’s body seized, a shuddering wave coursing through him as he came, stripes of white painting his chest and stomach. The clenching heat around Julian’s cock tipped him over the edge. He drove in deep one last time, his own release tearing through him with a silent, wrenching intensity.

For a long moment, there was only the sound of their breathing, the distant city hum. Julian stayed buried inside, forehead resting against Theo’s shoulder. The sweat cooling on his skin. In the quiet, the dynamic shifted. The sharp edges blurred. Theo’s hand came up, trembling, to stroke Julian’s auburn hair, a gesture so tender it made Julian’s throat tight.

His phone buzzed on the table.

Not a call. A text. Then another. Insistent.

Julian sighed, pulled away, and stood on slightly unsteady legs. He grabbed his phone, wiping his hand on a discarded shirt.

The screen glared in the dark.

Miranda: Julian. He’s back.

Miranda: Asher. He was at the Gala tonight. Asking about you.

Miranda: He looks like he wants a rematch.

The words were ice water in his veins. Asher. His ex-alpha. The one who thought an omega’s place was beneath him, in every sense. The one who’d tried to break Julian’s company, and his spirit, on the way out.

Theo was sitting up now, watching him, concern dawning in his warm eyes. “Julian? Is everything…”

Julian stared at the screen, the afterglow evaporating, leaving a cold, sharp dread. The penthouse felt less like a sanctuary and more like a glass box suspended over a city full of teeth.

He looked at Theo—naked, marked, utterly his. The trust they’d built, fragile and precious, suddenly felt like a window facing a gathering storm.

“No,” Julian said, his voice hollow. “Nothing’s okay.”

Theo was on his feet in an instant. “What is it?” He reached out, but Julian flinched back, the phone a cold, hard rectangle in his fist.

“Asher.” The name was ash in his mouth. He could still smell the bastard’s cloying sandalwood-and-dominance scent, feel the ghost of his grip on the back of his neck, a proprietary claim. “Miranda says he’s back. He was asking about me.”

“Fuck.” Theo’s face shifted, the soft devotion hardening into something protective, alert. He didn’t ask useless questions. He moved, grabbing Julian’s discarded shirt and gently guiding his arms into it. “Okay. Okay, sit down.”

“I don’t need to sit down,” Julian snapped, but his legs felt like water. He let Theo steer him to the sofa, sinking into the leather still warm from their bodies. The smell of sex and almonds was suddenly cloying, shameful. A vulnerability he couldn’t afford.

Panic was a thin, high whine in his ears, a constriction in his throat that had nothing to do with arousal. His heart jackhammered against his ribs, a trapped bird. He saw Asher’s smirk, the cruel tilt of his head when he’d finally walked out, taking a chunk of Julian’s senior team with him. You’ll come crawling back, Jules. Omegas need a firm hand. You’ll remember yours.

Theo crouched in front of him, a solid wall of muscle between Julian and the empty room. “Look at me. Breathe.” He took Julian’s hands, pressed them flat against his own bare, warm chest. “Follow me. In.” A deep, slow inhale. “And out.”

Julian tried. The air hitched, broken. He was coming apart, and the humiliation of it—in front of Theo, after just having fucked him with godlike authority—burned worse than the fear.

“He can’t touch you,” Theo said, his voice low and absolute. “Not your company. Not you. You’re a fucking fortress, Julian.”

But a fortress could be besieged. And Asher knew all the weak points. Knew how to whisper doubts to shareholders, how to twist Julian’s reputation as a “difficult” omega into a liability. Knew, most of all, how Julian’s biology betrayed him under extreme stress, the suppressants failing, the needy, slick vulnerability beneath the suits.

A full-body shudder wracked him. He felt hot, then cold. His skin felt too tight.

Theo saw it. He always saw too much. Without a word, he stood, pulling Julian up with him. “Come on. Not here.”

He led him, not to the bedroom, but to the massive ensuite bathroom. He flicked on the heat lamps, flooding the space with a harsh, clinical glow. Julian stood helpless as Theo turned on the rain showerhead, steam beginning to billow.

“We’re washing that fucker off you,” Theo muttered, his voice thick with an alpha growl that wasn’t submissive at all. It was possessive.

He pushed Julian under the hot spray, still in the untied shirt. The water plastered the fabric to his skin. Theo stepped in behind him, clothes and all, boxing him in against the cool tile. His hands were on Julian’s hips, turning him.

“Look at me.”

Julian did. Theo’s hazel eyes were dark, fierce. Water streamed down his face.

“Who do you belong to?” Theo demanded. It wasn’t a gentle question. It was a command.

The panic fractured, mixing with a sudden, dizzying surge of pure want. This was different. This wasn’t him directing a scene. This was Theo taking.

“Answer me.”

“You,” Julian gasped, the admission torn from him.

Theo kissed him. It was nothing like their earlier kiss. It was devouring, a claim staked with teeth and tongue. He yanked the soaked shirt apart, buttons pinging against the glass. His big hands ran roughly over Julian’s chest, pinching his nipples, palming his pecs, leaving a trail of blunt sensation that grounded him in the now, in the heat and the wet.

Theo spun him around, facing the wall. He pressed Julian’s cheek to the tile. “Stay.”

One hand spread Julian’s ass cheeks. The other, slick with water and the remnants of oil, pushed two fingers back inside him without warning. Julian cried out, back arching.

“You’re still loose from me,” Theo growled, his mouth on Julian’s shoulder, biting. “Still full of me. That’s what you are. Say it.”

“I’m full of you,” Julian choked out, pushing back on the fingers.

Theo worked him open again, fast and brutal, then replaced his fingers with the thick, blunt head of his cock. He didn’t ask. He just pushed, sinking in with one relentless thrust that stole Julian’s breath.

This wasn’t surrender. It was reaffirmation. A branding.

Theo set a hard, deep rhythm, one arm banded across Julian’s chest, holding him up, the other hand fisted in his hair. Each slam drove the panic further out, replaced by a overwhelming, carnal reality. The slap of wet skin, the grunt of Theo’s effort, the steam filling their lungs.

“This is what’s real,” Theo hissed in his ear. “This. My cock in you. My hands on you. Nothing else. He gets nothing. You hear me? Nothing.”

Julian nodded frantically, beyond words, chasing the friction of his own erection against the cold tile. The orgasm building was a storm, washing away the terror. Theo’s knot began to swell at the base, a familiar, stretching fullness that meant mine, mine, mine.

“Come,” Theo ordered, his voice ragged. “Now.”

Julian shattered, a raw shout echoing off the marble as he came, his body clenching wildly around Theo’s thickening knot. The intensity pulled Theo over the edge. He slammed home, his teeth sinking into the junction of Julian’s neck and shoulder—not a mating bite, but a savage, claiming punctuation mark as he pulsed deep inside.

They stood locked together under the rushing water, breathing in ragged synch. The panic was gone. For now. In its place was a profound, shuddering exhaustion, and a new, terrifying knowledge.

Theo gently turned him, cradling him close, the knot still binding them. He nuzzled Julian’s damp hair, his voice a soft rumble against Julian’s ear, utterly changed from the fierce alpha of moments ago.

“I’m not going anywhere,” he whispered. “He doesn’t get to have you. I’ll destroy him first.”

Julian believed him. And for the first time, the weight of his own control felt like something he could share. He buried his face in Theo’s wet shoulder, clinging to the solid, real strength of him, as the water began to run cold.

He buried his face in Theo’s wet shoulder, clinging to the solid, real strength of him, as the water began to run cold.

Theo reached behind him and shut it off.

Silence rushed in, broken only by their ragged breathing and the drip of water from their bodies onto the tile. The heat lamps hummed. Theo’s knot had subsided, but he didn’t pull away. He held Julian there, pinned gently between his body and the wall, one hand stroking the wet mess of his auburn hair.

“You’re shivering,” Theo murmured.

“Cold water,” Julian said, his voice hoarse.

“It’s not the water.”

Julian didn’t argue. He let Theo maneuver them out of the shower, wrapping him in a thick, heated towel before roughly drying himself. The bathroom was a fogged-up sanctuary, the outside world held at bay by steam and condensation. But it was seeping back in. The sharp scent of sex and panic was being overwritten by the clean, sterile smell of soap and heated cotton.

Theo led him to the bedroom. He didn’t speak as he pulled back the charcoal-gray duvet, as he guided Julian down onto the cool sheets. He moved around the room, turning off the main lights, leaving only the low glow from the en-suite. He fetched a glass of water from the bedside table, pressing it into Julian’s hands.

Julian drank. The water was a shock of cool reality. He watched Theo, who stood at the foot of the bed, naked and unselfconscious, a silhouette of pure, worryingly quiet intensity.

“Talk to me,” Theo said. His voice was soft, but it wasn’t a request.

“Miranda’s text was clear. He’s back. He’s asking. It’s a reconnaissance mission. He’s testing the perimeter.” Julian set the glass down with a precise click. The CEO was reassembling himself, piece by piece, inside the sanctuary of his bed. “I’ll have legal draw up a reminder of the non-disparagement clause. I’ll alert security at the office. It’s manageable.”

“That’s not what I meant, and you know it.” Theo didn’t move. “Talk to me about what happened in the living room. The look on your face. You weren’t planning a corporate defense. You were terrified.”

The word hung in the air like a struck bell. Terrified. It was an insult, a vulnerability he never permitted.

“Don’t be dramatic,” Julian snapped, the edge returning to his voice. “It was a moment of stress. I handled it.”

“By disassociating? By letting me fuck you through a panic attack in the shower?” Theo’s tone was frighteningly calm. “That’s not handling it, Julian. That’s using my body as a blunt instrument to bludgeon your feelings into silence.”

Julian flinched. The accuracy of the blow was breathtaking. “It worked, didn’t it?”

“For now.” Theo finally moved, circling the bed to sit on the edge, his weight making the mattress dip. He didn’t touch Julian. The space between them was charged. “What does he have on you?”

“Nothing.”

“Julian.”

“He has nothing tangible.”

“Then it’s intangible.” Theo leaned forward, his hazel eyes catching the low light. “What is it? What did he do that just the thought of him turns you into someone who can’t breathe?”

Julian looked away, his gaze tracing the geometric shadows on the ceiling. His scent, which had mellowed to a weary amber, spiked with something acrid—shame. “He made me feel like a stereotype. A hysterical omega. All sharp edges and brittle command, just overcompensating for a fucking biological imperative to be bent over and knotted.” The words were venomous, torn from a deep, festering place. “He’d push me, publicly, in meetings—subtly question my judgment, my ‘emotional state.’ He’d corner me after, in private, and tell me how much better I’d perform if I just… let go. Let an alpha lead. And his idea of leadership was my face in the pillow.”

Theo’s jaw tightened. A muscle flickered there.

“The worst part,” Julian continued, the confession flowing now like poison from a lanced wound, “is that sometimes, when I was exhausted, when the suppressants made me feel hollowed out and raw… part of me wanted it. The simplicity of it. To just stop fighting for every fucking inch of respect. He smelled that. Alphas like him always do. It’s like they smell the crack in the foundation. And he exploited it. Right up until the day I found him with his dick in a junior designer in my office. My design. My desk.”

He let out a short, sharp laugh that held no humor.

“So you see, Theo. It’s not the company he threatens. It’s the narrative. The one I’ve spent a decade killing myself to rewrite. That I’m just another omega pretending to be an alpha, waiting for the right man to put me in my place. And he’s back to star in the sequel.”

The room was silent. Theo absorbed it, his expression unreadable. Then he did something unexpected. He lay down. He stretched out on his side next to Julian, propping his head on his hand, their faces close on the same pillow.

“Look at me,” Theo said.

Julian turned his head. The closeness was more intimate than the sex had been.

“I am an alpha,” Theo stated, his voice low and clear. “My biology screams at me to dominate, to claim, to control. Every day. Every second I’m near you. When you’re pacing your office, barking orders, that scent of pissed-off amber and brilliance driving me fucking wild. Do you know what I want to do?”

Julian’s breath caught. “What?”

“I want to fall to my knees and thank whatever god sent you to me. I want to worship you. I want to serve you. I want to put my strength at your feet for you to use as you see fit.” He reached out, his fingers barely skimming Julian’s cheekbone. “He didn’t see a leader. He saw a thing to be conquered. I see my goddamn commander. And the fact that you’re an omega? That’s the most beautiful, powerful part of it all. You shouldn’t be this strong, according to the world. But you are. It’s a fucking miracle.”

Julian’s eyes burned. He blinked rapidly, refusing to let anything fall.

“You’re not afraid he’ll take the company,” Theo whispered, his thumb tracing Julian’s lower lip. “You’re afraid he’s right. And you’re afraid that one day, I’ll see it too. That I’ll get tired of kneeling and decide to take.”

“Will you?” The question was out, stripped bare and terrifying.

Theo’s answer was to kiss him. It was slow.Deep. A promise and a seal. When he pulled back, his eyes were fierce. “The only thing I’ll ever take from you, Julian Cross, is your loneliness. And I’ll fight anyone, including your own demons, to do it.”

He moved then, not with the aggressive ownership of before, but with a solemn certainty. He pushed the duvet aside. He kissed his way down Julian’s chest, his stomach, his thighs, spreading them with reverent hands. He buried his face between Julian’s legs, and his tongue laved over him, not at his entrance, but over the swollen, sensitive knot of tissue that made him omega.

Julian cried out, a shattered sound, as the direct, wet heat connected to a wire of pure, shocking pleasure. It was vulnerability of a different kind. Theo wasn’t fucking him. He was tasting him. Tasting the very source of what society saw as weakness, and worshipping it like it was holy.

“Theo… fuck…”

“Let go,” Theo murmured against his skin, his breath hot. “Just feel. I’ve got you.”

His tongue worked magic, slow, persistent circles, then flat, firm strokes. Julian’s hands fisted in the sheets, his back arching. This wasn’t about domination or submission. It was about offering. Theo was offering this act of supreme service, and Julian, for the first time, accepted it not as his due, but as a gift.

The climax built differently—a deep, rolling wave of warmth that started in his core and radiated outwards, melting the cold fear that had lodged there. He came with a broken sob, his body trembling through the release, not from force, but from a surrender to sensation, to care.

Theo held him through it, gentling him with his mouth until the shudders passed. Then he moved back up the bed, gathering Julian against him, wrapping him in arms and legs and the clean scent of his skin.

“He’s not right,” Theo said into the quiet dark, his lips against Julian’s temple. “And I’ll spend every day of my life proving it to you.”

Julian, boneless and wrung out, believed him. But as he drifted towards an exhausted sleep, the last coherent thought that slid through his mind was a cold spike of doubt: Asher didn’t come back to lose. And what will he do when he sees what I have now?

THEO CONFRONTS HIM.

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