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All I Ever Wanted

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Alexis Moore is a beautiful, smart, free spirited 23 year old pre law college student at Howard University . She loves anime and frequently attends anime conventions. When attending a new convention, GalaxyCon, she meets Mark Philips. A handsome content creator who makes content about anime and video games. Mark and his group have over 3 million subscribers on their channel and they are very popular. Alexis and Mark meet at a convention after party and they are instantly attracted to each other. With Mark’s ever growing popularity and fame and Alexis school work, can their love survive?

Chapter 14: Texas Takeover

The scent of smoke and searing meat arrived before the voices did.

Alexis looked up from her torts textbook, a highlighter poised in her hand. The loft, still echoing with the quiet of the morning’s intense privacy, was being reshaped by new sounds. Boisterous laughter, the scrape of a heavy cooler being dragged across the concrete floor, and the thump of what sounded like a full-sized propane cylinder being set down.

Mark was already at the door, a wide, genuine grin splitting his face as he pulled it open. “Y’all are louder than a herd of elephants in a tin barn.”

“Man, shut up and grab this brisket before I drop it!” A voice, thick with a East Texas drawl, boomed into the space.

They spilled in—three of them, followed by the dense, heavenly aroma of oak-smoked barbecue. Desmond, lean and tall with a perpetual smirk. Leland, solidly built, already shrugging off a backpack full of who-knew-what. And John, the loud one, cradling a large aluminum pan wrapped in butcher paper like a holy offering.

The loft transformed in seconds. The sleek minimalism was overrun by the presence of these large, laughing men, their energy territorial and warm. Coolers were popped open, revealing cans of local Texas beer and bottles of bright red Topo Chico. The aluminum pan was unwrapped on the kitchen island, revealing a gorgeously barked brisket, its surface a dark mahogany, steam rising in a succulent plume.

Alexis set her textbook down slowly. She’d heard endless stories about RDCworld, Mark’s closest friends and collaborators from back home. They were his foundation, the guys he’d started making skits with in college dorms long before algorithms blessed him. Seeing them here was like watching a foundational layer of Mark’s life suddenly manifest in three dimensions.

“Alexis! Finally!” Desmond spotted her first, weaving around the island with easy grace. He pulled her into a brief, hearty hug. “The mythical woman. We’ve been getting the censored version for months.”

“Desmond,” Mark warned, but he was smiling, popping the cap off a beer.

“What? It’s true!” Leland chimed in, giving her a respectful nod. “He’d be like, ‘We went to a concert,’ and we’d have to pry for details. Man’s been private.”

“As he should be,” Alexis said, finding her footing and smiling back. Their warmth was disarming, a stark contrast to the performative friendliness of convention crowds. This was familial. “It’s good to finally meet the legends.”

“Legends? We’re just the clowns he left behind,” John said, already pulling out a colossal knife to slice the brisket. The sound of the blade sawing through the tender meat was obscenely satisfying. Juice pooled on the cutting board. “But we’re clowns with a plan. Which is why we’re here. Food first, business after.”

The next hour was a riot of flavor and overlapping conversation. They ate standing around the island, using slices of cheap white bread as plates. The brisket was a religious experience—smoky, peppery, so tender it dissolved on the tongue. Mark was different here. His shoulders were lower, his laughter came from deeper in his chest, and his cadence subtly shifted, picking up the rounded vowels of his hometown.

Alexis mostly listened, savoring the food and studying this version of him. He was unguarded, effortlessly in sync with these men, finishing their sentences, reviving old inside jokes that made them all groan.

It was when the last of the bread sopped up the final drops of sauce that the atmosphere shifted. Desmond wiped his hands clean, reached into the backpack Leland had brought, and pulled out a thick roll of large-format paper.

“Alright. Fun time’s over,” Desmond said, but his eyes were gleaming with excitement. He unfurled the roll across the kitchen counter, using beer cans as paperweights. It was a set of architectural floor plans. “Convention center layouts. San Antonio. Austin. Dallas.”

Mark leaned over, his expression shifting into one of focused analysis. The content creator was back, but this was the architect, the producer. “The Austin one’s too vertical. Flow becomes a nightmare if panels are on three different floors.”

“But the exhibit hall space is twenty percent bigger,” Leland countered, tapping the page with a blunt finger.

“And costs forty percent more,” Mark shot back. “We’re not building Anime Expo. We’re building something tighter. Community-focused. A premium experience, not a cattle run.”

Alexis drifted closer, looking over Mark’s shoulder. The plans were detailed, with zones marked in different colors: Main Stage, Artist Alley, Gaming Pavilion, VR Experience. It was real. This wasn’t a pipe dream.

“The San Antonio site is the one,” John said, folding his arms. “Single level. Good load-in access for vendors. Hotel attached. It’s a clean slate.”

“It is,” Mark murmured, tracing a hallway with his finger. “We could do something special here. Themed zones. A proper lounge, not just a barren room with folding chairs.”

“An ‘Adverse Possession’ lounge, for the hardcore fans,” Desmond joked, winking at Alexis.

She forced a smile, the callback to Mark’s stream warming her even as a strange chill settled in her stomach. This was huge. This was his dream, spoken of in late-night calls, now laid out in blue ink on crisp paper. On his counter, still smeared with a little barbecue grease.

“Logistics are a beast, though,” Leland sighed. “Insurance alone is a nightmare. Vendor management. Security. Ticketing platforms.”

“We’ll figure it out,” Mark said, his voice certain. “We build the team. Hire the right people. We’ve been building to this for ten years.”

The hum of ambition in the room was palpable. It was infectious. Alexis could see the vision flickering to life in Mark’s eyes, the same way it did when he plotted a complex stream arc. But this was permanent. Concrete.

Desmond looked up from the plans, his gaze sweeping from Mark to Alexis and back again. He leaned against the counter, his tone casual, conversational, as if asking about the weather. “So, the big question. Timeline’s tight if we want to lock in for next fall. When are you thinking you’ll be moving back to Texas so we can get started on the ground?”

The question hung in the air, simple and devastating.

The cheerful kitchen clamor seemed to recede, replaced by a high-pitched silence in Alexis’s ears. She saw Mark go very still. His eyes remained on the blueprint, but his knuckles where he gripped the counter’s edge were white.

He hadn’t told them.

He hadn’t told them about the door, about the sanctuary, about the unspoken promise that had been reforged just that morning on this very counter. He hadn’t told them that “back” was not a direction he was planning to go.

All the camaraderie, the shared history, the tangible plans—it solidified into a single, unyielding fact: his world, his real world, its roots and its future, were planted a thousand miles away.

Mark cleared his throat, a rough, unconvincing sound. “That’s… still in discussion,” he said, finally looking at Desmond. His voice was careful, diplomatic.

“Discussion?” John laughed, misreading the tension entirely. “Man, the HQ has to be here. This is home base. You can’t run a Texas anime con from… from here.” He gestured vaguely at the loft, at the city beyond the windows.

Alexis took a step back. Her movement was slight, but Mark’s eyes snapped to her, a flicker of panic in them. He saw the textbook on the sofa, her Howard University laptop, the life she was building in a different city, for a different future.

“I’ve got a life here too, John,” Mark said, but it sounded weak, even to his own ears.

“Yeah, but this is the dream, man!” Leland said, sweeping his hand over the blueprints. “This is legacy. Everything else is just… stuff.”

Just stuff. The words landed like stones. Was she ‘stuff’? Was her final year of pre-law, her internships, her own dreams in D.C., just ‘stuff’?

The conflict on Mark’s face was a physical thing. He was torn in half, visibly, between the brothers of his past and the promise of his present. The door he had vowed to protect was being pushed open from the outside by the very people he loved.

Alexis didn’t wait for his answer. She couldn’t stand there as a variable in his equation, a problem to be solved in front of an audience.

“I should let you all talk business,” she said, her voice miraculously even, light. She picked up her textbook and laptop. “This is huge. Really exciting. I’ve got a mountain of reading to get through.”

“Aw, don’t run off,” Desmond said, but his eyes were sharper now, catching the undercurrent.

“No, it’s important. Y’all need to plan.” She offered a smile that felt thin and brittle. She didn’t look at Mark as she walked toward the bedroom. “It was great meeting you all.”

She closed the bedroom door behind her with a soft, definitive click. The sound was a period in the middle of their sentence.

She stood in the quiet, dark room, hearing the muffled voices from the kitchen. They lowered, became more serious. She couldn’t make out words. She didn’t need to.

She looked at the rumpled sheets where they’d woken up entangled just hours ago. She looked at the shirt of his she’d put back on. She felt the phantom ache from where he’d held her on the cold quartz.

Outside, the blueprints were spread over the evidence of their morning. Her future was a highlighted textbook on a bed. His was a convention hall layout on a kitchen counter.

And the distance between those two points suddenly felt continental, uncrossable, and terrifyingly real.

The low murmur of voices through the door was a form of torture. Alexis stood frozen, the textured cover of her torts book rough under her thumb. She heard the cadence of negotiation, Mark's lower timbre trying to carve out space in the conversation. A chair scraped. Someone laughed, but it was hollow now, cut short.

She looked at the bed, the sheets still tangled from their frantic morning. The memory of his hands on her hips, the granite counter biting into her skin, felt like evidence from a crime scene—intimate, visceral, and completely disconnected from the reality unfolding in her kitchen. Just stuff.

The bedroom door opened with a quiet click. Mark filled the doorway, his body blocking the light from the main room. The boisterous energy was gone from him, replaced by a weary tension that pulled at his shoulders. He closed the door behind him, sealing them in the dim, quiet space.

"They're heading out to grab more beer," he said. His voice was flat. "Giving us a minute."

She didn't turn around. "You didn't tell them."

A long pause. The hum of the city filtered up through the windows, a distant, relentless sigh. "It wasn't the right time."

"When is?" she asked, finally facing him. "When the lease is up? When the movers are at the door?"

"They sprung it on me, Lexi." He ran a hand over his face, the gesture exhausted. "The plans, the whole thing. I knew they were thinking about it, but not this… this executed blueprint. They’ve been working on it for months."

"You saw your dream laid out on our counter." The words were careful, precise. "I saw it, too. It's real. It's not just you talking in the dark anymore."

He leaned back against the door, as if bracing. "It is my dream. You know that."

"And you should do it." The sentence left her mouth, clean and sudden, like a surgical cut. She hadn't planned it. But it was the only true thing in the room.

He straightened up, his eyes searching hers in the half-light, confused. "What?"

She crossed her arms, hugging the textbook to her chest like a shield. "You heard me. You should go. Back to Texas. You should follow this." Her heart was a frantic, caged thing against her ribs. "Those men out there, they’re your foundation. They're your partners. This convention… it's everything you’ve ever talked about building. A real community thing, not just digital noise. It’s your legacy."

"Alexis—"

"No, listen." She took a step forward, her voice dropping, intense. "That stream this morning? That was you burning a bridge to the past. This is you building something for the future.Something tangible. I’m not a blueprint, Mark. I’m a person. And my life is… it’s here." She gestured weakly at her books. "My last year. The LSAT. My internships. My dream is here, too."

The silence between them was vast. He looked stricken, as if she’d handed him a priceless gift wrapped in barbed wire.

"You're telling me to go," he repeated, his voice barely audible.

"I'm telling you not to choose me out of obligation. Or guilt. Or because you’re scared of looking like an asshole in front of your friends." Her eyes burned, but her voice held steady. "The 'discussion' you mentioned out there? That shouldn’t be a discussion. If you have to debate between your life’s work and me, the answer is your work. Every single time."

He pushed off the door, closing the distance between them. He didn't touch her. "You think this is an obligation?" His own voice was raw now, frayed at the edges."After everything? After the door, after this morning? You think that was me negotiating?"

"It doesn't matter what I think," she whispered. "What matters is what you do. And I see you with them. I saw your face when you were looking at those floor plans.You were home. You were lit up. I haven't seen that version of you… ever. Not here."

"You’re here," he insisted, a desperate plea woven into the words.

"And I will be, in my own lane. Crushing my own goals." She forced a breath, steadying herself. "Maybe… maybe we let this be the incredible, explosive thing it was.A reunion. A closure. We don’t have to warp it into something long-distance and resentful, waiting for one of us to compromise their entire future."

She was urging him to follow his dream. The words tasted like salt and ashes, but they were the most honest gift she could give him. She was setting him free. And in doing so, she was building her own door, and closing it.

Mark stood before her, utterly still. The charismatic content creator, the vulnerable man on stream, the passionate lover—all those versions had collapsed into this one stunned, heartbroken figure. He was looking at her as if she were a city on a map he was being forced to evacuate.

From the main loft, the distinct sound of the front door opening and closing echoed. Voices called out, cheerful and oblivious. "We're back! Y'all made up yet?"

The real world, his other world, was right outside, waiting for his decision, his leadership, his presence. The momentum of his life was pulling him south, toward blueprints and smoke and brothers.

Alexis held his gaze, her own resolution hardening into something solid and unbreakable. She had given him the answer. Now he just had to be brave enough to take it.

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