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All I Ever Wanted

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Alexis Moore is a beautiful, smart, free spirited 23 year old pre law college student at Howard University . She loves anime and frequently attends anime conventions. When attending a new convention, GalaxyCon, she meets Mark Philips. A handsome content creator who makes content about anime and video games. Mark and his group have over 3 million subscribers on their channel and they are very popular. Alexis and Mark meet at a convention after party and they are instantly attracted to each other. With Mark’s ever growing popularity and fame and Alexis school work, can their love survive?

Chapter 38: Center Stage Confessions

The walk from the wings to the two plush chairs center stage felt like crossing a canyon on a wire. The GalaxyCon Main Stage wasn’t just a platform; it was a beating heart of light and sound. The floor-to-ceiling screens flanking them showed a looping, slow-motion shot of their backs from the viral photo, shimmering with the word “EXCLUSIVE” in neon purple. The crowd’s noise was a physical pressure, a wave of screams, cheers, and curious murmurs that hit Alexis like a warm, dense wind. The air smelled of candy, plastic, and the faint, charged ozone of a thousand electronic devices.

Mark’s hand in hers was the only point of solidity. He gave her fingers a single, firm squeeze as they sat. The seats were low, modern, deceptively casual. Vanessa Tilly, elegant in a sharp blazer and jeans, offered them a small, professional smile from her own chair. A tiny mic was clipped to her collar.

“Just breathe,” Mark whispered, his lips barely moving, his own public-facing smile already in place—warm, open, slightly mischievous.

Then the house lights dipped further, and a spotlight made the three of them islands in a sea of shadow and flickering phone lights.

“Welcome back, GalaxyCon,” Vanessa’s voice, amplified and calm, cut through the buzz. “Our next guests need very little introduction, but they have a lot to share.” She turned slightly in her seat. “Mark, Alexis. Thank you for coming back.”

“Thanks for having us back, Vanessa,” Mark said, his voice easy, practiced. The crowd erupted. He acknowledged them with a small wave, then his attention returned to Vanessa and, by extension, Alexis.

Alexis folded her hands in her lap, the diamond a cool, heavy focal point. She could see individual faces in the first few rows—a girl in a handmade Sailor Moon fuku crying, a guy with a “RDCWorld1” headband holding his phone steady, his expression intensely neutral.

Vanessa leaned forward.“So. The question on everyone’s mind. Did you plan that engagement to go viral, or was that just a happy accident?”

It was the exact opener they’d prepared for, but hearing it in the cavernous space, with the weight of the crowd’s expectation, made it feel fresh and dangerous. Alexis felt Mark’s energy shift beside her, from performer to something more direct.

“Honestly?” Mark began, his smile fading into something more earnest. “It was a panic move.” A ripple of laughter, surprised, went through the audience. “I’m serious. We were supposed to have a quiet dinner. That was the plan. Then that…” He gestured vaguely to the world beyond the stage. “…happened. We were getting pushed, people were screaming, I saw the fear on her face… and the only thought in my head was ‘get her out of here, now.’ The proposal… that was the ‘out.’ It wasn’t for the cameras. The cameras were the problem. It was for us. A place to land in the middle of the noise.”

Vanessa nodded, turning her keen gaze to Alexis. “And for you, Alexis, in that moment of chaos, what did you hear? The crowd, or him?”

Alexis’s mouth was dry. She reached for the bottle of water at her feet, taking a deliberate sip. The pause felt huge, but she let it hang. “I heard his voice go quiet,” she said, her voice finding its strength, clearer than she’d feared. “Everything else was just… static. A loud, scary static. But he dropped his voice, and it cut through. It was the only thing that made sense.” She looked at Mark, a flicker of a real smile touching her lips. “Also, he was blocking the worst of the crush. So, technically, I heard him because he was my human shield.”

The crowd laughed again, a warmer, more connected sound. Mark grinned, ducking his head.“See? Practical romance.”

“So, the relationship itself,” Vanessa pivoted smoothly. “You’ve kept it remarkably private. Why?”

“We’re both private people at our core,” Mark answered. “What I do, it’s a performance. It’s a character, or an amplified version of me. Alexis is in a world that’s about rigorous thought, precedent, quiet study. We built a space that was just ours. No takes, no retakes. Just… real.”

“And is that sustainable?” Vanessa pressed gently. “With your respective worlds being so public and so private?”

Alexis felt the question hook into the heart of her own anxiety. She leaned forward. “It has to be. And it is. Sustainability isn’t about building a higher wall. It’s about having a door you both trust, that you can open and close together.” She glanced at Mark. “We control the door. Not the internet.”

A cheer, loud and supportive, rose from a section of the crowd.

Vanessa’s eyes glittered with interest. She looked down at her tablet. “A lot of the discourse online has focused on, frankly, what Alexis ‘brings to the table.’ As if an engagement is a transaction. How do you respond to that?”

Mark’s jaw tightened, a minute flicker of irritation before he mastered it. Alexis felt her own spine straighten. This was the battlefield.

“It’s reductive,” Alexis said, her voice cool, clear, a courtroom tone emerging. “And it’s boring. I bring myself. My ambitions, my mind, my own passions that existed long before I met him. The table,” she said, gesturing between them, “is one we’re building together. It’s not his pre-existing table that I’m applying to sit at. And frankly, anyone who can’t see that isn’t looking very hard.”

The applause was sudden and thunderous. Someone yelled, “PREACH!”

Mark was looking at her with such undisguised pride it made her blush. He picked up the thread. “What she brings is the balance. She’s the reason I remember there’s a world off-camera. She’s smarter than me, she’s more disciplined than me, and she calls me on my nonsense. That’s priceless. You can’t put a follower count on that.”

Vanessa smiled. “Now, for the fans. They want to know the ‘how.’ Where did ‘just us’ begin?”

They told the curated truth: a mutual friend’s viewing party for a much-hyped anime finale, an argument over the protagonist’s choices that lasted two hours and spilled into a diner at 2 a.m., a connection built on shared niche references and surprising differences.

“He thought the ending of Chainsaw Man was mid,” Alexis said, rolling her eyes with theatrical disdain. The crowd booed Mark playfully.

“It was intentionally anticlimactic!” Mark defended, throwing his hands up. “She wanted a tidy shonen bow, and that’s not what it was! We debated this for a week!”

It was light, it was funny, it was human. Alexis felt the tension in her shoulders begin to melt. They were doing it. They were steering the ship.

Then Vanessa’s expression shifted, ever so slightly. A subtle tilt of the head. “There’s a question from the moderator queue, from the audience, that’s trending to the top. It’s a bit more… pointed.” She looked at her tablet. “It asks: ‘Mark, you’ve built a brand on being authentically Black and nerdy. Is marrying a Black pre-law student from a prestigious HBCU a continuation of that brand, or a coincidence?’”

The air in Alexis’s lungs turned cold. The hum of the crowd seemed to dampen, waiting. It was a landmine, wrapped in academic language. It reduced their entire relationship to a talking point, a sociological footnote. She saw Mark go very still.

He picked up his water bottle, took a slow drink, buying a fraction of a second. When he lowered it, his eyes were hard. “First,” he said, his voice devoid of its earlier ease, “let’s be clear. Alexis isn’t a ‘type.’ She’s a person. My person.” He let that hang. “But to engage with the ugliness of the question: My ‘brand,’ as you put it, isn’t a costume. It’s my life. Being Black and loving anime and creating stuff, that’s just me. Finding a woman who is brilliant, Black, beautiful, and shares that love? That’s not a branding exercise. That’s a dream. The fact that it resonates with people who look like us and never saw that representation growing up? That’s a beautiful bonus. Not the goal.”

He reached over, took Alexis’s hand, lacing their fingers together on the armrest between them. The gesture was deliberate, defiant. “The goal,” he said, looking directly at the section where the question likely originated, “was her.”

The silence that followed was profound, then shattered by a standing ovation that started in the front and rolled backwards in a crashing wave. It wasn’t just cheers; it was a raw, vocal affirmation. Alexis’s eyes stung. She squeezed his hand, hard.

Vanessa, sensing the emotional pivot, gracefully moved to lighter topics—wedding plans (none yet), whether Mark would cosplay at his own wedding (“She won’t let me, but I’m working on it”), Alexis’s plans after law school (“To argue with people professionally instead of just for fun”).

The scheduled ninety minutes flew and crawled simultaneously. When Vanessa finally thanked them and the house lights came up, the roar was deafening. They stood, hands still locked, and walked off the way they came.

The moment they were in the dim, cluttered wings, away from the overwhelming sound, Mark stopped. He turned to her, his chest rising and falling with a deep breath. The professional calm was gone, replaced by a wired, post-adrenaline intensity. “You were,” he said, his voice low and fierce, “unbelievable in there.”

Before she could answer, his manager Jiden was there, clapping Mark on the back, a stream of relieved, excited jargon pouring out. “Trending number one. Sentiment is seventy-eight percent positive. The donation clause is already press gold. You guys crushed it.”

Alexis felt hollowed out and vibrating. A convention staffer handed her a bottle of water. She drank mechanically.

They were ushered through a series of backstage corridors, past staring crew members and other guests waiting for their panels. The path ended at a secured green room. Mark thanked Jiden, said they needed ten minutes, and closed the door.

The quiet was abrupt, almost shocking. The room was standard: a couch, a table with more water, a monitor showing a feed of the next panel.

Alexis stood in the center of the room, trembling. The high of the performance was evaporating, leaving behind the raw scrape of that last question, the vulnerability of having their deepest connection dissected under neon lights.

Mark leaned back against the door, watching her. “Hey.”

She shook her head, tears finally spilling over, hot and furious. “They reduce everything. To a brand. To a demographic. Like we’re not two people who just… love each other.” Her voice broke on the last word.

He crossed the room in two strides, pulling her into him. She buried her face in his neck, her fists clenching in the fabric of his shirt. “I know,” he murmured into her hair. “I know. But we answered it. We answered it together. And everyone out there,” he nodded toward the door, toward the convention, “they heard us. They felt us.”

“I’m just so tired,” she whispered, the exhaustion of the last 48 hours crashing down.

“I know.” He held her until her shaking subsided. Then he pulled back, wiping her cheeks with his thumbs. “We’re done. We’ve fulfilled the contract. The car is downstairs. We’re going home.”

“My hotel…” she started, thinking of her suitcase, her books.

“Is being checked out of right now. Your stuff is already in the car.” He saw her look of surprise. “I had Jiden handle it. You’re not sleeping in a hotel room alone tonight.”

The care in the gesture, the simple, practical claiming, undid her last bit of resistance. She nodded.

Their exit was a blur of security, a flash of cameras at a back loading dock, the blessed, quiet darkness of the tinted SUV. As the car pulled into the Austin night, the convention center shrinking in the rear window, Mark tapped on his phone, then showed her the screen.

It was a clip from the interview, already edited and posted to his channel. It was just the moment he’d taken her hand after the difficult question. The caption read: “Not a brand.A future. @alexis.in.reallife.”

The view count was climbing at a dizzying rate. The top comment, already pinned, read: “Two whole people. That’s it. That’s the tweet.”

Alexis leaned her head against his shoulder, watching the city lights streak by. The gate they’d built had held. The storm had been faced. And on the other side, in the quiet hum of the car, there was just the two of them again, the wire finally crossed, solid ground finally under their feet.

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