Chapter 4: Climax
*day 9*
*observations* i dont know what that word means anymore lol*hair* my hair is still pretty and shimmery*eyes* my eyes are still blue*body* my body is still curvy and soft and pretty*clothes* i bought new clothes yesterday they're all tight and short and pretty*makeup* i bought new makeup too it's all sparkly and colorful and pretty*boys* i met a new boy last night he was cute and he liked me and we kissed and it was nice*dancing* i went dancing last night it was so much fun i danced all night and i felt so alive and pretty*sex* i had sex last night with the new boy it was nice but i dont really remember much of it*i was too drunk*i woke up this morning and i felt sick and my head hurt but i still felt happy and pretty*life* i like my new life it's so much fun and exciting and i feel alive and happy and pretty*i dont know what the future holds but i dont care*i just want to enjoy the present and be happy and pretty and have fun*i dont know what happened to me but i like it*i dont care about the old me or the experiments or any of that stuff*i just want to live my new life and be happy and pretty and have fun.
*day 10*
dear diary i guess im supposed to like describe my body? ive like... done it every other time i wrote, but writing is like soooo hard.
anyway, so like, i woke up this morning and i was like, 'damn, girl, you look fine.' i mean, i know i always look good, but today was like, extra special. my hair was all like, beachy waves, and my skin was all glowy and shit. i looked in the mirror and i was like, 'who is this goddess?' lol, jk, but seriously, i was feeling myself. and like just looking at myself made me SO HORNY . i mean, i know i'm hot, but like, seeing myself like that, it was just... fuck, it was so hot. i couldn't help but touch myself, you know? i ran my hands over my tits, feeling the weight of them, the softness. i pinched my nipples, feeling them harden under my touch. i let out a soft moan, my eyes fluttering closed as i imagined someone else's hands on my body. i started stroking my girl cock and it like felt like it was getting smaller!
i was like, 'what the fuck?' but then i realized, it was just getting harder, you know? like, it was getting all stiff and ready to go. i could feel the blood pulsing through it, making it throb in my hand. i let out a low moan, my hips bucking slightly as i started to stroke myself faster, harder. i could feel the pleasure building, the heat in my belly growing, spreading outwards, consuming me.
i looked up at the mirror, my eyes meeting my own gaze, and i felt a surge of desire. i was so fucking hot, so fucking ready. and like my cock kept shrinking and than pop! it was gone and i had a pussy!
a fucking tight, wet, throbbing pussy! i could feel it, pulsing with need, ready for something, anything to fill it. i let out a moan, my fingers finding my clit, rubbing it in tight circles. i was so fucking wet, so fucking ready. i needed more, i needed something, anything to fill me up.
i looked around the room, my eyes landing on a thick, black dildo on the nightstand. i reached for it, my fingers wrapping around the smooth, silicone shaft. it was big, bigger than anything i had ever had inside me before.
i could feel the cool silicone against my hot, wet pussy, and i shivered with anticipation. i positioned myself on the bed, my knees spread wide, my back arched, my tits thrust out. i looked up at the ceiling, my eyes fluttering closed as i imagined someone else's cock, someone else's hands on my body. i could feel the dildo pressing against my entrance, the head of it pushing against my tight, wet hole. i let out a low moan, my hips bucking slightly as i pushed back against it, taking it in inch by inch.
it was tight, so fucking tight. i could feel every inch of it, every ridge and vein, as it slid inside me.
it was a slow, deliberate motion, as if the dildo itself was savoring the sensation of being inside my tight, wet pussy. i moaned, my hands gripping the sheets beneath me, my back arching as i pushed back against it, taking it deeper, deeper still. i could feel the stretch, the burn, the delicious pain of being filled so completely.
i let out a low, guttural moan, my hips bucking against the dildo as it slid in and out of me.
i could feel every inch of it, the smooth, cool silicone filling me, stretching me, making me feel so full, so complete. i let out a soft cry, my fingers finding my clit, rubbing it in tight circles as i fucked myself with the dildo.
i could feel the sweat on my skin, the heat of my body, the scent of my arousal filling the room. i could feel the dildo hitting my G-spot, the pleasure building, the heat in my belly growing, spreading outwards, consuming me.
i let out a low moan, my fingers digging into my clit, rubbing it harder, faster. i could feel my body tensing, my muscles clenching, as the pleasure built, and built, and built.
"Fuck, yes," i moaned, my voice ragged, my breath coming in short, sharp gasps. "Fuck me, fuck me hard."
i could feel the dildo sliding in and out of me, the sound of my wet pussy filling the room, the smell of my arousal thick in the air. i could feel my body tensing, my muscles clenching, as the pleasure built, and built, and built.
i let out a low moan, my fingers digging into my clit, rubbing it harder, faster.
i was so fucking close, i could feel it, the heat in my belly growing, spreading outwards, consuming me. i needed more, i needed something, anything to push me over the edge.
i reached out, my hand searching for something, anything to use. my fingers wrapped around a bottle of lube on the nightstand, and i let out a low moan of relief. i squirted a generous amount onto the dildo, feeling the cool liquid against my hot, wet pussy.
i let out a low moan, my fingers still rubbing my clit, my body writhing with need. i positioned the dildo at my entrance, the lube making it glide easily against my tight, wet hole. i pushed back against it, taking it in inch by inch, my body stretching to accommodate the thick, smooth silicone.
i let out a low moan, my eyes fluttering closed as i felt myself being filled completely. i could feel every ridge and vein of the dildo as it slid in and out of me, my pussy gripping it tightly, my body writhing with pleasure.
"Fuck, yes," i moaned, my voice ragged.
i could feel the sweat dripping down my body, my skin slick with it. i could hear the sound of my wet pussy, the slapping of skin against skin, the sound of the dildo sliding in and out of me. i could smell the scent of my arousal, thick and heavy in the air.