Cover of Lost

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Attack on Titan fanfic Levi Ackerman (29) Aria Reyes (19) He’s Captain she’s a lieutenant This’ll take place during the events of attack on Titan

Chapter 1: A Commander’s Gambit

The war room smelled of dust and dried ink. A single candle guttered in the center of the oak table, its flame stretching long shadows from the carved figurines representing their forces. The maps spread before them weren’t maps of hope, but meticulous charts of despair, marking Titan movements in ruthless, red ink.

Levi’s knuckles were white where they gripped the edge of the table. “You’re sending the rookies into that death trap?” His voice was a low rasp, cutting through the stale air. “The southern fork is nothing but a bottleneck. They’ll be culled before they even see the thing.”

Erwin Smith didn’t look up from the map. His broad shoulders were a still line under his jacket, his ice-blue eyes tracing the paths. “The intelligence is solid. The Abnormal is habituating there. A small, fast unit can draw it out.”

“A small, fast unit of children,” Levi shot back, finally releasing the table to plant his fists on it. The candle flame jumped. “They’re green. They’ll panic. You’re trading lives for a chance.”

“We are trading calculated risk for potential catastrophic intelligence,” Erwin said, his tone even, final. It was the voice that moved chess pieces on a board that stretched beyond the walls. “Understanding that Abnormal’s pattern could save hundreds. Perhaps thousands.”

The silence that followed was thick enough to choke on. Levi’s jaw worked. He could see their faces—kids who still had the softness of the interior in their cheeks, trying to scrub the fear from their eyes during drills. He saw them splattered across cobblestones instead.

“Levi, stop.”

The sigh came from his right. Aria Reyes leaned over the map, her finger lightly touching the southern fork. Her dark hair was pulled back, severe, but a few strands had escaped, framing a face that was too young for the shadows under her eyes. At nineteen, she commanded a squad with a calm that unnerved veterans.

“I’ll be with them,” she said, not looking at Levi’s glare. “They’re my squad. We’ve run the drill a hundred times. In and out. Harass and retreat.” She finally met his eyes, and hers held a steadiness that was meant to be reassuring. It just made his gut tighten. “They’ll be fine.”

“You don’t know that,” Levi said, the words grinding out. “No one knows that. He’s asking you to bet their ‘fine’ on a theory.”

Erwin finally lifted his gaze. The candlelight caught the cool, evaluating look in it. “It is the only theory we have. The Military Police’s solution is to let the thing wander until it hits a populated district. Ours is to act. Do you have a better operational suggestion, Captain? One that does not involve ignoring the threat?”

Levi had none. That was the poison in the cup. Every option was bad. Erwin’s was just bad in a way that made a grim, logistical sense. Sacrifice the few to possibly save the many. It was the calculus of their entire cursed existence.

Aria straightened up, rolling her shoulders back. “The decision is made. We deploy at 0400. The fog should provide some cover for the approach.” She began gathering the specific maps for her sector, the parchment whispering against the wood. “I’ll brief the team. We’ll be ready.”

She moved toward the door, her boots scuffing softly on the stone. Levi watched her go, the line of her back straight with a responsibility he wished she didn’t have to carry. The door closed with a soft, definitive thud, leaving the two men in the shuddering light.

Erwin let out a long, slow breath, the facade of unwavering command softening for a fraction of a second. It was the only tell he ever had. “She is the best person for this, Levi. You trained her yourself.”

“That doesn’t mean I want to watch her lead lambs into a wolf’s den,” Levi muttered, turning away from the table. The room felt like a cage.

“It is not a wolf,” Erwin said, his voice dropping, becoming almost weary. “A wolf can be predicted. This… we don’t know what it is. That’s why we need the data. Before it comes for us here.”

The ‘here’ hung in the air. Not just the castle, but the last fragile idea of safety. Levi knew he was right. It didn’t make the taste of it any less bitter.

Outside the war room, the corridor was dark and cold. Levi stood for a moment in the silence, the distant echo of Aria’s voice from the barracks below floating up the stone staircase. She was already talking to them, calm, firm, selling them on the plan. Building their courage.

He knew how that worked. You fed them purpose until it smothered the fear. He’d done it himself.

Pushing off the wall, he headed not for his quarters, but for the equipment room. If they were going out at 0400, their gear needed to be perfect. Blades sharper than a razor’s edge, gas canisters full, every strap and buckle checked twice. It was the only thing left within his control.

As he ran a whetstone down the length of a steel blade, the smooth, rhythmic sound was the only prayer he allowed himself. The metal gleamed in the lamplight, cold and perfect.

Down in the barracks, he could hear the muted sounds of the rookie squad—nervous laughter, the clank of a cup, Aria’s steady tone cutting through it all. He listened, his hands moving automatically, honing the edge to a killing sharpness.

He’d have it ready for her by morning.

He’d have it ready for her by morning.

The work was a meditation. The scrape of the whetstone, the flick of his wrist to test the edge against his thumb—rituals that carved order from chaos. By the time he’d finished inspecting the last set of gear, the castle was asleep except for the watch. The silence was a heavy blanket, smothering the day's arguments.

He found her not in the barracks, but in the empty mess hall. She sat alone at a long table, a single oil lamp painting her face in warm gold and deep shadow. Before her was a crude sketch of the southern fork, her finger tracing a path only she could see. She didn’t look up as his boots echoed on the flagstones.

“You should be sleeping,” he said, his voice flat in the vast room.

“Could say the same to you.” Her eyes stayed on the map. “Just running the routes one more time. Making sure there’s no pivot we missed.”

He walked to the table and placed the newly honed blade in its sheath next to her. It landed with a soft, definitive thud. She finally glanced at it, then up at him. In the lamplight, the fierce concentration she’d worn in the war room had melted into something quieter. Tired. Young.

He saw the slight tremor in the hand resting on the parchment. Not from fear, he knew, but from the awful, buzzing pressure of it all. The weight of all those young lives leaning into her every word.

Without a word, he reached out and closed his hand over hers. Her skin was cool. She went very still.

Then he pulled.

She rose from the bench, the map forgotten, and he drew her into the space between the table and the wall. His other hand came up to cradle the side of her face, his thumb brushing the shadow under her eye. He searched her face, this stubborn, brilliant lieutenant who carried the world without asking for help. The cold knot in his chest tightened.

He leaned in and found her mouth with his.

It wasn’t gentle. It was a claim, an anchor, a silent transfer of everything he couldn’t say. The frustration at Erwin, the dread pooling in his gut, the raw, terrifying certainty that she was the one good thing in all this ruin. Her hands fisted in the fabric of his shirt, holding on as if the stone floor might fall away. For a few heartbeats, the only sound was their shared breath in the silent hall.

He broke the kiss, but didn’t pull back. He rested his forehead against hers, their breath mingling.

“You better be coming back.” He whispered it against her mouth, the words raw, stripped of all his usual cool control.

She didn’t flinch. Her hands relaxed their grip, smoothing the wrinkled fabric over his chest. A faint, defiant smile touched her lips.

“Wouldn’t think of anything else,” she whispered back.

He let her go then, stepping back into the role of captain. The space between them filled with the cold air of the castle. She picked up the blade sheath, her fingers firm around the leather, and gave him a single, firm nod. The lieutenant was back.

She blew out the lamp and walked past him toward the barracks, her footsteps fading into the dark.

Levi stood in the sudden, complete blackness, the scent of lamp oil and her lingering in the air. Outside, the first faint grey hint of dawn began to bleed into the sky.

It was time.

It was time.

The courtyard was a chaos of soft noise in the pre-dawn gloom. The fog had rolled in thick and cold, swallowing the tops of the walls and muffling the sounds of leather straps tightening, gas canisters clicking into place, and the shaky breaths of twelve rookies. Levi watched from the archway, a shadow among shadows.

Aria moved down the line like a ghost in the mist, her hands checking buckles, her voice low and steady. “Canister pressure?” A tap on a gauge. “Blade release?” A smooth metallic shink, then a click. “Breathe. The fog is our friend today. It sees worse than we do.”

One kid, a boy with wide eyes named Karel, fumbled with his chest strap. His fingers were trembling. Aria didn’t call for a superior. She simply stopped in front of him, placed her hands over his, and guided them through the motion. “This part,” she said, her voice only for him, “is just mechanics. You’ve done it a thousand times. Let your hands remember.” The buckle snapped home.

Levi saw the boy’s shoulders drop half an inch.

Erwin’s presence emerged beside him, a taller shadow. “They’re in good hands,” Erwin murmured, not looking at him.

“Hands get cut off,” Levi replied, his eyes never leaving Aria as she gave final nods to her two other veteran squad members, Grese and Holger. They were solid. It was the only thread of comfort he had.

Aria caught his eye across the misty courtyard. No smile, no wave. Just a brief, sharp nod. Then she turned, raised a fist, and brought it down.

The squad shot into the air. The hiss-crack of their ODM gear tore through the fog, and they were gone, swallowed by the grey beyond the wall.

The wait was the worst part.

Levi occupied himself with paperwork in his office, the scratch of his pen impossibly loud. Every distant shout from the courtyard made his knuckles whiten. He imagined the southern fork in his mind—the narrow channel of crumbling buildings, the overturned merchant carts that created perfect ambush points, the way the sound would echo and disorient.

He saw it all too clearly.

A runner came just after 0700. Levi was on his feet before the kid fully entered the room.

“Signal flare from the southeast observation post, Captain! Green, then red!”

Green for contact. Red for Abnormal.

Levi was already moving, the paperwork fluttering to the floor. He took the stairs to the top of the interior wall three at a time. Erwin was already there, spyglass extended. He wordlessly handed it over.

The fog had begun to burn off, leaving ragged tendrils in the valley. Levi adjusted the lens, scanning the distant, roofline-scarred landscape of the southern fork.

There. Movement.

He saw the quick, darting flashes of Survey Corps green cloaks. They were harrying something big, staying high, using the narrow alleys for cover. Standard harassment protocol. His trained eye traced their pattern. Aria was leading the thing on a weaving path, as planned. Grese and Holger flanked, keeping the rookies in a loose, mobile formation behind.

Then he saw the Titan.

It wasn’t the largest—maybe seven meters—but its movement was wrong. It didn’t shamble or charge with blind hunger. It moved with a stalking, predatory economy. It would pause, its head cocking as if listening to the echoes of their gear, then lunge not where they were, but where they were going to be.

It was learning.

“Damn it,” Levi breathed.

One of the rookie signals, a girl, misjudged a anchor point. Her wire hit slick stone and slipped. She swung wide, her trajectory flattening for a fatal second. The Abnormal’s arm shot out, not in a wild grab, but in a swift, calculated swipe.

Aria was already there. She cannoned into the girl, knocking her off course. The Titan’s massive fingers closed on empty air where the rookie’s leg had just been. The force of Aria’s shove sent them both careening. Aria managed to hook a chimney, swinging hard, but the rookie spiraled, uncontrolled, towards a lower roof.

“Holger!” Levi snarled at the spyglass, as if the man could hear him.

Holger was already diving. He caught the girl by the cloak, the fabric jerking taut with a sound Levi imagined he could hear. They landed in a tangled heap on the slate, but they landed.

The near-miss had broken their rhythm. The formation stuttered. The Titan seized the disruption, charging forward, smashing through a façade to cut off their planned retreat route. They were being herded.

Erwin’s voice was calm. “She’ll adapt.”

Aria’s new signal was not one from the manual. She fired a black smoke canister straight down into the street between the Titan and her squad. A screen billowed upward. Then she fired a green flare through the smoke—the signal for a full, scattered retreat. It was a risk. Losing cohesion in close quarters was dangerous.

But it was the only choice.

The squad fractured, disappearing over different rooftops, down separate alleys. The Titan hesitated at the smoke screen, its head swinging left then right, confused by the sudden multiplication of sounds and disappearing prey.

It worked.

For now.

Levi tracked Aria’s path. She was the last to disengage, drawing the Titan’s gaze with a mocking zip along its peripheral vision before diving into a narrow service alley, too small for it to follow.

The spyglass showed empty rooftops again, just settling dust and the slowly dissipating black smoke. The squad had vanished into the urban maze. The Abnormal roared in frustration, the sound a dampened thump reaching the distant wall.

It was over. They’d made contact, gotten their data, and escaped without a casualty. A textbook operation, on paper.

Levi lowered the glass. His palms were sweaty. The cold fear in his gut hadn’t receded; it had crystallized into something harder.

Erwin turned, a look of grim satisfaction on his face. “Valuable behavioral data. It problem-solves. This changes our threat assessment entirely.”

Levi didn’t care about the assessment. He cared about the look on Aria’s face in the mess hall, the tremor in her hand. He cared about the flawless, terrifying calculation of that Titan’s swipe. It hadn’t been mindless. It had been tactical.

The rookies would come back buzzing with adrenaline, feeling like heroes. They’d survived.

But Aria knew. And Levi knew.

This wasn’t a victory. It was a first glance into the abyss, and the abyss had just looked back, with cunning in its eyes.

He handed the spyglass back to Erwin. “I’ll be in the gear room,” he said, his voice devoid of anything.

“They’ll need debriefing in an hour.”

“They’ll get it.”

He walked away, the sounds of the returning squad beginning to echo from the main gate—voices loud with relieved laughter, the thud of boots. He didn’t go to greet them. He went to prepare. The blades would need sharpening again, the gear checked. The work was never done.

Because whatever that thing was, it was out there. And it was learning faster than they were.

And it was learning faster than they were.

The gear shed was cool and dim, smelling of oil, leather, and dry hay drifting from the stables next door. Levi stood at his workbench, the methodical scrape of the whetstone against steel the only sound. Each stroke was a futile attempt to grind away the image burned behind his eyes: the calculated swing of that Titan’s hand, the millisecond between Aria’s body and oblivion.

The cheers from the courtyard had died down. The rookies were probably getting slaps on the back, their fear already morphing into wild tales. He heard footsteps on the gravel path—a familiar, light rhythm. He didn’t look up.

As the shadow passed the open doorway, his hand shot out. It wasn’t a request. His fingers clamped around her wrist and he yanked, hard. Aria stumbled into the dimness with a surprised gasp, the door swinging shut behind her.

For a second, she just blinked, adjusting to the light. Then she saw his face. The laugh that escaped her was half-confusion, half-relief. “Levi, what the hell—”

He didn’t let her finish. He crushed her against him, his arms locking around her back so tightly the breath huffed from her lungs. His mouth found hers in a searing, desperate kiss. It wasn’t gentle or questioning. It was a claim, a confirmation, a savage transfer of all the cold terror that had been freezing his insides since he saw the green flare.

When he finally broke for air, he didn’t go far. He kissed her jaw, the corner of her mouth, her temple, her closed eyelids. Hot, frantic presses of his lips against her skin, as if mapping her features to prove she was whole.

“You idiot,” he muttered against her cheek, his voice ragged. “You stupid, reckless fucking idiot.” He kissed her again, deeper this time, his tongue pushing into her mouth. She tasted of dust and adrenaline.

She melted into him, her hands coming up to clutch at his shoulders. “I’m here,” she breathed between his kisses. “We’re all here. It’s okay.”

“It’s not,” he snarled, pulling back just enough to look at her. In the slatted light, his eyes were fierce, gray storms. “You saw it. That wasn’t some mindless animal. It predicted your move. It herded you.”

“I know.” Her own voice dropped, the bravado fading. “I felt it. Out there. It was… watching us.”

That did it. The last thread of his control snapped. The thought of that thing’s gaze on her, studying her, calculating how to rip her apart—it flooded him with a possessive, dark heat.

He walked her backwards until her shoulder blades hit the rough wood of a support post. The stacked gear harnesses rattled on their hooks. He didn’t care. His hands went to the buckles of her ODM leathers, fingers fumbling in his haste.

“Levi,” she whispered, but it wasn’t a stop. It was a plea.

“Shut up,” he growled, his mouth on her neck now, sucking hard enough to mark. He got the chest strap open, then the latches at her sides. The stiff leather parted. He shoved the material down over her shoulders, trapping her arms for a moment. Underneath, her thin cotton shirt was damp with sweat.

He yanked it up, over her head, tossing it aside. Her breasts spilled into his hands, warm and heavy. He bent his head, taking a tight nipple into his mouth, biting down just on the edge of pain. She cried out, her back arching off the post.

“You don’t get to die,” he said, the words vibrating against her skin. His hands were at the fastenings of her trousers, popping them open, dragging them and her underwear down her hips in one rough movement. “Not for his fucking data. Not for anything.”

He kicked her boots aside, pushed the tangled clothing down her legs. She stepped out of them, naked now except for the leathers dangling from her wrists. He made quick work of his own, his eyes never leaving her. The shed air was cool on their heated skin.

He turned her around, pressing her front against the post. “Hold on,” he commanded, his voice thick.

She grasped the wood, her knuckles white. He ran a hand down the curve of her spine, over the swell of her ass, then dipped between her legs from behind. She was already wet, slick and hot. He let out a grunt that was pure need.

He didn’t wait. He positioned himself, the broad head of his cock nudging against her entrance, and drove into her in one deep, unforgiving thrust.

“Fuck!” she gasped, her body jolting forward. He was big, and he filled her completely, a stark, brutal reminder of life. Of his life, connected to hers.

He set a punishing rhythm from the start, each snap of his hips slamming her into the post. The shed filled with the sounds of their bodies meeting—skin on skin, their ragged breaths, the soft, wet sounds of him fucking her deep and hard. The post creaked.

“That thing… wanted you,” he hissed in her ear, one hand tangling in her hair, the other gripping her hip hard enough to bruise. His thrusts were relentless, a physical exorcism of his fear. “I saw it. In its eyes. It wanted you.”

“It didn’t get me,” she managed, her voice trembling with each drive of his body into hers.

“No.” He fucked into her harder, deeper, as if trying to imprint himself within her, to mark her as irrevocably his so death itself would know to back off. “It doesn’t get you. Nothing gets you. You’re mine.”

He was losing his rhythm, his climax coiling tight in his gut. He reached around, his fingers finding the swollen nub between her legs. He rubbed tight, hard circles, matching the pace of his thrusts.

“Come for me,” he demanded, his mouth on her shoulder. “Now. Let me feel it.”

The command, the relentless friction, the sheer overwhelming force of him broke her. A shattered cry tore from her throat as her climax ripped through her, her inner muscles clamping around him in fierce, fluttering pulses. The sensation tore his own release from him. He buried himself to the hilt, a raw, guttural sound ripped from his chest as he emptied into her, his body shuddering against hers.

For a long minute, they stayed like that, leaning against the post, his body draped over hers, both of them gasping for air. The smell of sex and sweat and leather mixed with the hay.

Slowly, carefully, he pulled out. He turned her around, his movements now uncharacteristically gentle. He cupped her face, his thumbs wiping at the sweat on her temples. The fury was gone from his eyes, replaced by a weary, profound dread.

She looked up at him, her eyes soft, her lips kiss-swollen. She didn’t speak. She just leaned into his touch.

Outside, a horse whinnied in the stable. The world was still there, waiting. The Titan was still out there, learning.

But here, in the dusty silence of the shed, for just a few more stolen moments, they were alive.

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