Cover of Lost

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Attack on Titan fanfic Levi Ackerman (29) Aria Reyes (19) He’s Captain she’s a lieutenant This’ll take place during the events of attack on Titan

Chapter 6: Chapter 6

The world narrowed to the stink of steam and blood, the ache in my joints, and the flat white back of the Guardian Titan. My head was a split screen. One half: the tactical feed. Eren, locked with the Warhammer. Porco Galliard’s Jaw, a gold blur my squad was tangling with. Reiner, somewhere, a problem for later. The other half: a single, glaring, impossible data point.

The Guardian didn’t fight like a Marleyan weapon. It fought like a soldier covering a retreat. Efficient. Defensive. A wall.

I dropped behind a fractured column, my gas canister hissing its final breaths. “Mikasa. Status on the tether.”

Her voice crackled, strained. “Almost there. The Jaw is—“

A roar, cut short by the wet, crunching sound of Titan teeth meeting something that wasn’t flesh. I risked a glance. The Jaw Titan was staggering back, a gash across its muzzle steaming. The Guardian stood over the downed form of a Scout—Gunther, maybe—not finishing him, just placing itself between the kid and the Jaw. Its blade was held low, a warning.

It was protecting one of mine.

My teeth ground together. The ghost in the machine was making choices.

“Leave it!” I barked into the comms. “All units, converge on the Warhammer’s base. The white one is non-aggressive unless engaged. Ignore it.”

A gamble. Based on a feeling. On the slope of armored shoulders that screamed a familiarity that made my ribs hurt.

Then Eren screamed. A raw, tearing sound. The Warhammer had materialized a colossal spike, driving it up through the Attack Titan’s jaw. Crystalline veins erupted, pinning Eren’s form. The Warhammer raised a second spear, aiming for the nape. A killing blow.

Everything shifted.

The Guardian’s head snapped around. It abandoned the Jaw, abandoned its defensive position. It moved faster than anything that size should, a streak of white silence through the smoke.

It wasn’t heading for Eren.

It was on an intercept course with Reiner.

The Armored Titan had broken through a building, lining up a charge to smash Eren’s exposed flank while he was pinned. A classic hammer-and-anvil. Marleyan teamwork.

The Guardian cut Reiner off. Not with a defensive posture. With an attack.

It dropped its shoulder and slammed into the Armored Titan’s midsection. The impact was a deafening boom of shattering plate. Reiner’s charge halted dead. The Guardian’s blade came up, not to stab, but to smash sideways against the Warhammer’s newly-formed spear, deflecting the point just enough. It scored a deep groove along the Attack Titan’s shoulder instead of piercing the neck.

Chaos. Pure, screaming chaos.

Over the comms, Porco’s voice, shredded with disbelief. “GUARDIAN! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!”

The Guardian didn’t respond. It turned its back on Reiner, planting itself fully between the pinned Eren and both other Titans. Its stance was clear. No more defense. This was a line.

It had switched sides.

My breath froze in my lungs. The chill had nothing to do with the fading gas in my tanks. There was no hesitation in its movement. It had seen a kill-shot lined up on Eren and it had moved. Instinctively. Loyalty written in titan-scale violence.

Aria.

The name was a bullet in my brain.

Reiner recovered first, roaring in fury. He swung a massive fist. The Guardian parried with its forearm, the white armor spider-webbing under the blow, but held. It pivoted, using Reiner’s momentum to shove him, stumbling, into the path of the Warhammer’s next strike. It was using their own strength against them. It was thinking.

I was moving before I fully processed it. The final canister. Last reserves. The objective was the same: sever the Warhammer’s tether. But the battlefield had just rewritten itself. My asset was in the open. And it was painting a target on itself the size of a building.

I shot my anchors into the Guardian’s own leg, using the smooth, steep plane of its armor to launch myself upward. Steam billowed around me, hot and wet. I landed on the broad curve of its shoulder, the material humming beneath my boots, warm like living stone.

Close. I was so close. The nape was right there, just ahead. I could see the subtle seams in the crystal, the glow from within. One clean strike. That’s all it would take. Confirm the kill. Erase the variable. Finish the mission Erwin would have demanded be finished.

My blades were in my hands.

The Guardian flinched as the Warhammer’s tendril lashed out, wrapping around its ankle. It began to topple. My balance shifted. I dug a blade into the armor for purchase, a spray of crystalline shards catching the light.

Inside that nape, she was in there. Seeing this chaos. Making these choices. She’d saved Eren. She was fighting them.

She was one of them.

She was Aria.

The contradiction was a physical sickness. I wrenched the blade free. Below, the Guardian smashed its fist into the ground where the tether met the earth, cratering the street, trying to break the Warhammer’s connection. Buying time. For us.

For me.

I ran. Along the spine. Toward the nape. The impact site was a mess of shattered crystal and regenerating flesh. I could see the vague, human-shaped shadow inside, curled tight.

My hand pulled back for the thrust.

The Guardian roared. Not in pain. In warning. It threw its arm back, not at me, but at a volley of artillery shells arcing down from a Marleyan gun emplacement. They detonated against its palm in a firestorm, shielding the downed Attack Titan. The shockwave hit me like a wall. I was flung backward, off its body, into open air.

No gas. Just the sickening lift of gravity letting go.

I saw the white Titan, arm blazing, turn its head. The visor-like face seemed to look right at my falling form. It reached out. A colossal hand, fingers open, moving to catch.

It was going to catch me.

Then, from the smoke, the Cart Titan barreled in, machine gun pods blazing. Rounds stitched across the Guardian’s reaching arm, across its face. It recoiled. The hand jerked back.

I hit the remains of a cobblestone street. My right side—the bad side—absorbed the impact. A white-hot starburst exploded in my vision, followed by a deep, sickening crunch. Something in my hip gave way. The pain was immediate, a nauseating tide that swallowed sound.

I pushed myself up on my elbows, vision swimming. My leg wasn’t working right.

Through the haze of dust and agony, I saw it. The Guardian, backing toward Eren’s still-struggling form, putting its body between him and all comers. It was wounded. Armor cracked. One optical crystal was dark. But it stood.

It was protecting him. It had tried to catch me.

A weight settled in my chest, cold and final. The dust of this foreign city was in my mouth, my eyes, my wounds. It was on her, too. On that pristine white armor, now scarred and scorched.

There would be no clean conclusion. No tidy erasure.

The variable had declared itself. And my job, my damnable, meticulous job, was now infinitely messier.

She was alive. She was the enemy. And she was, undeniably, one of us.

Audio cut through the buzzing in my ears. Mikasa’s voice, tight with relief. “The tether is severed! Eren’s free!”

The Guardian turned, seeing Eren break the crystalline bonds. It gave a short, sharp nod of that monstrous head. A signal. Then it turned its attention back to Reiner and the advancing Cart, planting its feet.

Buying time for our retreat.

A rear-guard action.

I tried to stand. The pain flared, blinding. I stayed on my knees in the rubble, watching the white Titan make its last stand. A strange, hollow calm settled over me. The math was done.

“Levi!” Someone was grabbing me, hauling me up. Connie. His face was streaked with grime. “We gotta go! The ship!”

I let him pull my arm over his shoulders. My last sight was the Guardian, shrouded in gunfire and steam, still standing between us and the hunters.

The cleanliness of a single strike was gone. Replaced by this monstrous, complicated reality. She was in the mess. And she’d chosen her side.

I’d have to find a way to clean it up later.

The retreat to the airship was a blur of jagged pain and muffled noise. Levi’s world had shrunk to the fire in his hip, Connie’s shoulder digging under his armpit, and the labored sound of his own breathing. They moved through alleys that reeked of sewage and cordite, the distant sounds of the Titan battle growing fainter, replaced by the closer, sharper sounds of Marleyan infantry hunting them in packs.

“Just a little further, Captain,” Connie gasped, his own steps uneven.

Levi didn’t answer. His head was turned back over his shoulder, his gaze slicing through the smoke-choked skyline. He couldn’t see the white Titan anymore. The silence from that quarter was worse than the explosions. It felt like an omission. Like a book snapped shut mid-sentence.

They burst onto the main thoroughfare leading to the port. The airship loomed ahead, its engines a deafening, welcome roar. Scouts were funneling up the ramp, dragging wounded. Hange was at the base, waving frantic arms.

“Move it, move it! We are out of time!”

Levi’s squad surrounded him, a protective wedge. He shoved Connie off, gripping a shattered storefront’s iron railing for support. “I’m fine. Get on board.”

“Sir, you can’t walk,” Connie protested.

“I didn’t say walk.” His voice was grit and ground glass. He took a step, and the pain was a white, blinding sheet. He saw the map from the war room, the line drawn through the forest, the unmarked spot over Liberio. A clean line. A lie.

A new sound cut through the engine whine. It was a deep, rhythmic, wet pounding. Not an explosion. Something more savage. More personal.

He turned.

Five blocks away, in a partially collapsed plaza now flooded with harsh spotlights from Marleyan armored vehicles, the Armored Titan had the Guardian pinned. Reiner was on top of it, a mountain of dark plate and rage. He wasn’t fighting another warrior. He was executing a traitor.

His fist, sheathed in broken knuckle-plating, rose and fell. It wasn’t a tactical blow. It was a beating. Each impact was a thunderclap of shattering crystal and splintering bone. The Guardian’s white armor was pulverized, its form buckling into the pavement. It didn’t fight back. Its hands, one still glowing with the faint outline of its blade, came up in a desperate, warding gesture. It was trying to shield its nape. It was trying to survive.

The last thing he sees is Reiner body slamming her, pinning her down, punching her over and over as she tries to get away, not attack, but defend herself.

The calculations, the cold logic, the mess—it all evaporated. There was only the raw, screaming fact of the violence. And the certain, gut-deep knowledge of who was curled inside that breaking shell, feeling every impact.

“We need to go back!” Levi yelled, the sound torn from a place deeper than his ruined hip.

He was already shoving past a stunned Connie, his body moving on a kind of furious autopilot that bypassed the pain. Mikasa caught his arm, her grip iron.

“What? You’ve officially lost it!” Eren yelled over the din, struggling in her other arm. He was pale, bleeding from a dozen wounds, his human body pushed to its limit.

Levi wrenched his arm free, pointing a bloody hand toward the distant, brutal spectacle. “That Titan is Aria!”

“What?” Mikasa said, her eyes wide, not with disbelief but with dawning, horrific comprehension.

“Why do you think it changed sides, Eren?” Levi shouted, his voice raw. “It knew you and they were about to kill you! And now she’s about to get killed for it!”

The words hung in the toxic air. Eren stared at the being taking the relentless pounding, at its defensive, human-like posture. He saw it. The strange, misplaced loyalty. His eyes met Levi’s, and something hard settled in his young, old face.

“Okay!” Eren yelled.

It was chaos. A sharp, decisive pivot in the retreat. Hange screamed questions that no one answered. Levi, Mikasa, and a transformed Eren became a spearhead going the wrong way, back into the belly of the beast. Levi rode in the Attack Titan’s fist, his body jostled with every earth-shaking step, each jolt a fresh agony he swallowed down.

Eren didn’t engage the Warhammer or the Cart. He went straight for the pile-driver rhythm of violence in the plaza. Reiner, consumed by betrayal, didn’t see him coming. The Attack Titan hit him like a cannonball, a full-tilt tackle that ripped him off the fallen Guardian with a screech of tearing metal.

They tumbled away in a cyclone of fists and rubble.

Levi and Mikasa were already in the air, gas spooling out behind them. They arrowed toward the crater where the Guardian lay. It was a ruin. Its beautiful opalescent armor was just jagged, smoking shards. Steam poured from a hundred fissures. The faint glow in its nape pulsed weakly, like a dying heartbeat.

They landed on the hot, shuddering mass. The crystal here was soft, brittle from the trauma. Mikasa’s blades flashed, carving with desperate efficiency. Levi joined her, his movements shorter, sharper, fueled by a terrible urgency.

They peeled back a section of steaming flesh. Inside the cavern of the nape, curled in a pool of fluid and blood, was Aria Reyes. Her hair was plastered to her scalp, her borrowed Marleyan clothes soaked through. A jagged piece of her own crystallized armor had speared through her side. Her eyes were open, unfocused, blinking against the sudden light.

She saw Levi’s shape blocking the smoke-hazed sky above her. A confused, pain-riddled smile touched her cracked lips. “Captain?” she slurred, the word barely a whisper. “Took you… long enough.”

Then her eyes rolled back, and she went limp.

Levi didn’t hesitate. He sliced the strange, glowing tendrils that connected her to the Titan’s flesh and hauled her out. She was frighteningly light. Mikasa took her legs, and they lifted her free as the Guardian’s massive form began its final, violent dissipation into a scalding cloud.

They fled through the steam, a three-person retreat carrying the impossible proof of it all. Eren broke away from Reiner, covering their escape with a last, defiant roar before turning to follow.

The ramp of the airship was rising when they reached it. Hands reached down, hauling them aboard. The engines screamed, lifting them from the dying city. Levi collapsed against the bulkhead, Aria’s bleeding form cradled awkwardly in his lap, his own blood mingling with hers on the cold metal floor.

Hange crouched beside them, their single eye wide behind their glasses. “Is that…?”

“Yes,” Levi said, his voice utterly spent.

He looked down at the girl who had been a ghost, a memory, an enemy, and a shield. Her face, under the grime and blood, was the one from the files. The clever lieutenant. The messy variable. Her breathing was shallow, her skin already fever-hot with the unnatural regeneration trying to stitch her shut.

The clean-up wasn’t for later. It was here, now, breathing raggedly in his arms. He had no cloth, no basin, no plan. Only the visceral, complicated truth of her weight, and the deafening question of what came next.

The airship’s hold was a cacophony of groans, hissed orders, and the thick, metallic smell of blood. Levi held her, one hand clamped over the weeping wound in her side, applying pressure through the ruined fabric of her blouse. The embroidered vines along the collar were crusted stiff with red. Hange barked for a medic, their usual curiosity submerged under the urgent reality of the scalding steam still rising from Aria’s skin and the visible, slow knitting of muscle beneath Levi’s fingers.

“Regeneration is active, but it’s struggling,” Hange muttered, pressing a bundled coat behind Aria’s head. “The crystalline shard did a number. Probably interfered with the natural process.”

Levi said nothing. His own hip screamed a dull, deep-throbbed protest, a background hum to the sharper alarm of her shallow breathing. He watched her face, pale under the grime, waiting for the flicker behind her eyelids. The airship lurched, and a low moan escaped her lips.

Her eyes opened.

They were clouded with pain and a disorienting, heavy fog. They scanned the rusted ceiling, the frantic shadows of people moving past, before finally landing on him. Her brow furrowed, a desperate, confused recognition.

“L-Levi?” she whimpered, the sound thin and cracked.

His jaw tightened. He moved his free hand, the one not staunching her wound, and brushed the sweat-damp hair from her forehead. The gesture was brief, almost clinical, but his thumb traced her temple once, wiping away a smear of soot.

“Don’t try to talk,” he said, his voice low, stripped of all edge. It was just fact. “Your body’s healing. Let it.”

Aria’s gaze clung to his, searching for the familiar cold certainty. Finding only a bone-deep exhaustion that mirrored her own. She tried to lift a hand, but it fell back to the floor with a weak thud. “Eren…?” she breathed.

“Alive. Thanks to you.” Levi adjusted the pressure on her wound, feeling a fresh, hot seep of blood. “That was a stupid risk.”

A ghost of her old smile touched her mouth, fleeting and pained. “You… hate mess.”

He almost didn’t hear her over the engine’s roar. He looked from her face to his own blood-slicked hand, pressed against the ruin of her side, to the chaotic, unclean truth of the hold. The dust here wasn’t dry and granular. It was wet, and it was everywhere.

“Yeah,” he said, the word barely audible. “I do.”

A medic finally shoved through, a harried kid with a bag. Levi relinquished his post, his hands coming away painted in deep red. He watched as they began cutting away the blouse, exposing the angry, puckered lesion that was slowly, agonizingly closing. He turned his head and spat to the side, a dry, futile gesture. The taste wouldn’t leave.

Mikasa appeared beside him, silent as a shadow. She handed him a canteen and a relatively clean strip of cloth. He took them, methodically cleaning his hands and forearms. The blood came off, but the stain of the situation felt permanent.

“How?” Mikasa asked, her dark eyes fixed on Aria’s form.

“Later,” Levi said, his voice regaining some of its steel. He finished with the cloth, folded it neatly into a soiled square, and set it aside. “We need to be ready. They’ll have seen us pull her out. This isn’t over.”

The airship shuddered again, beginning its descent. They were approaching the docks, the temporary foothold on the continent. The relative safety of a different kind of warzone. Levi pushed himself upright, using the bulkhead for support. The pain in his hip was a bright, sharp anchor, focusing him.

He looked down at Aria. The medic was wrapping her torso, her eyes now closed, her face etched with the deep fatigue of transformation and trauma. She had fought Marley. She had saved Eren. She had a Titan’s power.

She was also the girl who left paperwork trails a mile wide and whose first instinct upon seeing him was a weak joke about cleanliness.

The airship’s landing gear groaned as it met solid ground. The hold erupted into a new frenzy of disembarkation. Orders were yelled. Stretchers were lifted.

Levi knelt again, ignoring the fire in his side. He slid an arm under Aria’s shoulders and another under her knees. She was alarmingly light, all hollow bones and spent energy. He lifted her as he stood, taking her weight fully onto his good side. She stirred, her head lolling against his chest.

“Captain… I can walk,” she murmured, a token protest.

“Your healing isn’t finished,” he stated, already moving toward the lowering ramp. “And you’d just fall. Shut up.”

The harsh sunlight of the coastal dock assaulted them as they exited. Scouts scrambled, establishing a perimeter. Levi carried his burden through the organized chaos, his path cutting a clear line. Hange fell in step beside him, their expression uncharacteristically grave.

“We need to debrief her the second she’s stable. The intelligence she possesses—”

“She’s not a document to be filed, Hange,” Levi interrupted, his eyes forward. “She’s a soldier who just turned her coat in the middle of a live firefight. They’ll be coming for her. Our first priority is securing her.”

“And then?”

Levi didn’t answer. He carried Aria through the doors of a repurposed warehouse that served as a field infirmary. He laid her on an empty cot near the back, away from the windows and the flow of traffic. The medic hurried over.

She woke up again as he was adjusting the thin blanket over her. The haze in her eyes had cleared a fraction, replaced by a dazed, penetrating awareness. She took in the unfamiliar roof, the sound of the sea, the reality of the cot.

Her hand moved, fingers brushing the back of his where it rested on the blanket’s edge.

“Levi?” Her voice was a little stronger, but laced with a vulnerability that cracked his sternum. “This… isn’t the forest.”

He met her gaze. He saw the memory there—the staged execution, the calculated stomp that began all this. The dust of two continents now clung to them both.

“No,” he said, finally answering Hange’s question for himself. “It’s not.”

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