Chapter 15: Love
Amira was heatedly making out with Aleksander as she kept her kefta on, but then Aleksander was working the buttons on her kefta as he worked to remove it from her. Her hands on his own Kefta as she worked to get it off, their lips sill locked together.
"We can stop if you're uncomfortable," Aleksander murmured against her mouth, trying to provide assurances. But Amira shook her head firmly, signaling that she wouldn't accept the offer. She was tired of fighting these feelings, wanting to finally explore every inch of her body that she had denied him for months. Her fingers finished unfastening his kefta and removed it from him seeing a black shirt and pants.
Aleksander removed her own kefta seeing her t-shirt and pants. Amira smiled and she knew now or never..or she'd chicken out again as she felt Aleks go for her shirt but stopped him. "Let me do it..and you remove your own clothes.." Amira said as he agreed and she took a deep breath before removing her shirt the same time he removed his own.
Both slowly started undressing themselves showing bare skin to each other. This whole thing reminded Amira of how intense and dangerous this whole thing was but also thrilling.
They moved closer until there was little space left between them. Their bodies pressed against each other, seeking contact that spoke volumes without words. As Amira wrapped her arms around Aleksander's neck, pulling him closer, she relished the sensual feeling of her breasts pressing against his chest. She ran her fingers across his smooth back, reveling in the warmth of his skin..and yet she was nervous as she'd never gone this far with a man..
Aleksander knew Amira, his betrothed before him was a virgin Grisha so he would need to be reassuring and gentle with her. "Hey, we're taking this slow.." He said as she nod with a slight blush..
As Amira allowed herself to fall deeper into passionate embrace, the intensity of desire swelled within her. Aleksander took her hand as he let her touch him. "Take your time, we won't push past this point until you're ready to continue.." He said as she looked at him wondering if it'd hurt once they started. "Will...it hurt?" Amira asked knowing she hadn't slept with anyone before.
Aleksander took her other hand and kissed her hand the feeling of his beard tickling her hand when made contact. "It will at first for you, but it will fade." Aleksander said to Amira
reassuringly. "Trust me, I know." he added which gave Amira some relief as she believed Aleksander when he said such a thing. And after another moment of shared understanding, both of them began exploring each other intimately.
With gentle movements, Aleksander guided Amira onto the soft mattress while maintaining eye contact throughout. They stared into each other's eyes, conveying the depth of their affection and mutual eagerness. Amira reached for Aleksander's face, drawing him nearer for tender kisses.
The fire ignited inside her, consuming her rationality and transforming her consciousness. With fervor and tenderness, they proceeded further into a tantric union. Inhibitions faded away, replaced by raw emotional power and physical ecstasy.
Every brush of flesh sent shock waves through Amira's core, amplifying her pleasure immeasurably. Her body arched in response to Aleksander's skillful touches, craving more of the exquisite torment.
Aleksander decided it was best to prepare her as he ran a finger down gently as he looked at his beautiful betrothed right before him.
His action sending a shiver through her entire body. "You're so sensitive.." Aleksander commented looking towards her lower half making sure she was ready for what came next. "Are you okay? We can wait longer if you need more time?" Amira hesitated briefly and then replied confidently, "No, I’m fine. Let’s proceed.”
She closed her eyes as she braced herself, allowing the sensation to build. Meanwhile, Aleksander caressed her cheek lovingly, his gaze filled with adoration.
Unable to contain himself any longer, he positioned himself between her legs, easing her into his desired angle. Amira clung tightly to Aleksander's shoulders, trembling slightly from anticipation. Despite her anxiety, she knew this moment was special – a chance to share something profoundly personal with someone whom she admired deeply.
Despite his immense size compared to hers, Amira gasped slightly when she felt him enter inside of her. He was right, it hurt as this was her first time and she clung to him as he whispered soothingly "Relax, it will pass.." He assured her
, adding just enough pressure and rhythm to ease her discomfort. Feeling increasingly connected to Amira, Aleksander shifted positions, ensuring the utmost comfort and pleasure for both partners. The air thickened with suppressed cries and moans of euphoria, filling the silence of the chamber with erotic energy. Each movement intensified the passion that radiated from their bond, culminating in an explosion of rapture.
Throughout their coupling, Amira couldn't help but marvel at the physical prowess and control demonstrated by her partner.
Aleksander proved to be attuned to her needs, adapting their pace to suit Amira's growing confidence. As her initial apprehension dissipated, she embarked upon a wild ride fueled by primal urges and newfound curiosity. Unrestrained and empowered, she dove into the pleasures that awaited her.
Inside the Little Palace, the two lovers navigated a labyrinth of entanglement and sensory stimulation. The sounds of their union reverberated throughout the castle, resonating with the very essence of passion.
Amira lost track of time, succumbing completely to the whirlwind of emotions rushing through her veins. Her skin flushed and perspiration dampened her brow as ardor consumed her, leaving her spent yet yearning for more.
Feeling satisfied beyond measure, Amira laid her head on Aleksander's broad shoulder, contentedly drifting in postcoital bliss. However, she couldn't resist expressing her gratitude for their incredible experience.
"Thank you for being patient with me," she confessed softly. Hearing her heartfelt words, Aleksander pulled her close to his chest, resting his chin on top of her head. "My dear, you were always worth waiting for..." His voice was low and raspy, full of genuine affection and respect.
Embracing this moment of closeness, Amira nestled her face into his shoulder, absorbing the scent of sandalwood cologne that mixed with his masculinity. A year ago she would have never considered this, now she was had fully gave herself to him with no regrets.
Aleksander silenced Amira with a deep kiss. He wanted to ensure she enjoyed sex even though it might have been awkward initially due to her lack of experience. When they finally parted, Amira could feel traces of sweat forming along her spine and on her forehead - proof of their exhaustive efforts. Amira lay beside Aleksander, savouring the weight of his arm against her waist and the faint smell of sandalwood coming from his body. There was no turning back now, only forward towards whatever fate awaited them.
Amira knew she should rest after that, but she traced circles on his chest. "I don't want to be Ravka's savior" Amira said with honesty as she rested her head on his solid chest. "But sometimes…" She trailed off, his thumb stroking her cheekbone, "…it feels like that's my destiny." Amira felt the truth behind those words, and it terrified her. "Why must our lives revolve around saving others? Can't we just live peacefully?”
She tried not to think about the responsibilities looming over her head, instead focusing on the here and now. Aleksander knew Amira was aware of the old ways of Grisha. "People have hunted and killed Grisha for years..killed our people. Making you a Saint is better protection." Aleksander said, rubbing her arm soothingly.
Amira sat up "But that's not what I want.." I said as he looked at me and then looked serious. "What do you want Amira?" Aleksander asked as Amira knew the truth..she wanted what her parents have..she wanted to be with her Grisha soulmate..which she is doing just that right now but she wanted more.
"I wanted a life with my Girsha soulmate..that's you." Amira said, as Aleksander put a hand on her cheek. "And we will.." Aleksander said as he looked at her but then Amira continued.. "I want kids.." Amira said
Aleksander was caught off guard from the claim she wanted kids..he never thought about children in all the time he'd been alive..
Amira's desires became clear to Aleksander, who realized how much these simple wishes meant to her. "We can have everything you want," he promised solemnly. "Children, a home—we'll be able to lead a normal life together."
Her eyes lit up at the mention of having a family, seeing hope where there seemed none before. "Is that possible?" she questioned, unable to hide her excitement. "If we unite our powers, we become stronger than anything that threatens us," he explained, assuaging her fears.
Amira smiled but she knew the truth, they would never live a normal life as they were eternal. "One day I'm going to have to fake my death and change my name.." Amira said as Aleksander nod in agreement as he'd done that too many times. "We will still have a somewhat normal life." Aleksander said, "Once the war is over." He added, hoping they could find solace once the danger subsides. "Our dream house won't be complete without your paintings decorating every room," he complimented, trying to lighten the mood.
Thoughts of motherhood swirling in her head, Amira couldn't help but smile at the idea of creating a family with Aleksander. Yet she also acknowledged the reality of their situation. "Will our children ever truly be safe? Not knowing our past, they may inherit the burden of protecting Ravka." This concern was one that plagued her constantly.
Aleksander smirked as he half joked "We'll rule Ravka." Aleksander said as he pulled her closer to him, enjoying her presence. "Well, let's take things slow until our enemies are defeated." Amira suggested, wanting to focus on the task ahead rather than getting carried away with romantic ideas. "Very well," Aleksander agreed, appreciating her wisdom.
They fell silent for a few moments, relishing in the warmth emanating from one another. Their intimate encounter earlier had left them feeling vulnerable yet strangely comfortable, eager to explore the depths of their connection further.