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The Burden of Man

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Jordan lives in a world with no women where you can only top someone if yourdick is bigger than theirs. His dick is unusually small

Chapter 3: Theron's Cruel Test

The summons came at the end of a shift. Not from Cassius, but from an Enforcer Jordan didn’t recognize—a blocky man with a neutral expression who simply jerked his head toward the northern gate of the recycling plant. “Theron wants you. Now.”

A cold trickle, separate from the sweat soaking his grimy shirt, traced Jordan’s spine. Theron. The District Leader. A man whose name was spoken in lowered tones, a spectral presence whose word dictated food rations, work details, life itself. Jordan had seen him only from a distance, a tall figure in dark, tailored fabrics moving through the grime of the sector like a shark through murky water.

He was led not to the administrative block, but to a separate structure nestled against the crumbling outer wall. It was old-world concrete, but sealed and smooth, a stark monolith. The entrance was an unmarked black steel door. The Enforcer knocked once, a sharp metallic echo, and the door slid open with a soft hydraulic hiss.

The air inside was different. It was cool, dry, and carried a faint, clean scent of sandalwood and ozone. It was the first breath of unsullied air Jordan had taken in months. It tasted like power.

The interior was a study in severe luxury. The walls were polished black stone, veined with silver. The floor was a deep charcoal marble, chilled beneath his worn boot soles. Low, backless benches lined the walls, and at the far end of the long room, on a raised dais, was a massive desk carved from a single slab of dark wood. Behind it sat Theron.

He was older than Jordan expected, perhaps in his late forties, with a lean, athletic frame beneath his simple grey tunic. His hair was close-cropped, silver at the temples. His face was all sharp angles and cool assessment. But it was his eyes that commanded the room. They were a pale, piercing grey, and they held Jordan in place as effectively as chains.

“Jordan Codwell,” Theron said. His voice was a smooth baritone, devoid of the crude growl of the barracks. It was all the more intimidating for its calm precision. “8.2. Offspring of classified Betas. Six months in Omega reclamation. Productivity score: adequate.” He glanced at a thin slate on his desk. “Disciplinary notes: non-compliant eye contact. Persistent insubordination of spirit.” He looked up, and a ghost of a smile touched his lips. It didn’t reach his eyes. “Cassius finds you irritating.”

Jordan said nothing. He kept his gaze fixed on a point just above Theron’s shoulder.

“Look at me,” Theron commanded.

Jordan brought his eyes down to meet Theron’s. The grey irises were like chips of ice, absorbing all light and giving nothing back.

“I control everything you see, touch, or smell,” Theron continued, leaning back in his chair. “The food you eat. The water you drink. The air in this room. And I control you. Your body, its functions, its uses. Do you understand?”

“Yes,” Jordan said, his voice barely above a whisper.

“I have a proposal. An… opportunity.” Theron stood. He moved with a predator’s grace, coming around the desk. He wore soft, dark trousers that did little to hide the substantial bulge at his groin. The outline was clear, heavy. The physical proof of his station. “Your mind shows a spark. Wasted on a belt sorter. But your body… your body fails the most basic test. I want to see if the spark can compel the flesh.”

He stopped a few feet from Jordan. “Take your clothes off.”

Jordan’s breath hitched. This wasn’t the brutal, drunken taking of the showers or the machinery graveyard. This was clinical, observational. A dissection. His fingers trembled as he undid the coarse buttons of his plant tunic. He let it fall to the cool floor. He pushed his trousers and shorts down, stepping out of them, standing naked in the center of the vast, cold room.

Theron’s eyes swept over him, an appraising, cold scrutiny. They lingered on his chest, his arms, his hips. Then they dropped to his flaccid penis. Jordan felt it shrivel further under that gaze, trying to retreat into his body.

“Touch yourself,” Theron said.

A hot flush of shame washed over Jordan. He didn’t move.

“Do it.”

Jordan’s hand moved to his cock. It felt small, lifeless in his fingers. He began to stroke, a dry, mechanical motion. He closed his eyes.

“Open your eyes. Look at me.”

Jordan forced his eyes open. Theron was watching him, his expression one of detached curiosity, like a scientist observing a failed experiment. Jordan tried to think of something, anything, to spark a response. He thought of the few faded, half-remembered fantasies from before the Measures. He thought of warmth, of touch that wasn’t violent. It was useless. His mind kept snapping back to the cold room, the grey eyes, the impossible command. His cock remained soft, a small, wrinkled thing in his hand.

He stroked until his wrist ached. Nothing. A faint bead of clear pre-come welled at the tip, a pathetic mockery of arousal. It dripped onto the marble floor with a tiny, audible plink.

Theron sighed, a sound of profound disappointment. “The spark is not enough, it seems. The flesh is… irrevocably weak.” He turned and walked back to his desk. “A pity. I had a use for a mind that could overcome its station. But the body betrays you. It always will.” He pressed a button on his desk. “Bring him in.”

A side door Jordan hadn’t noticed opened. Another man entered. He was tall, broad-shouldered, with the defined muscles of an Alpha-class enforcer, but he wore the finer, tailored clothes of an overseer or a minor official from a neighboring district. He had a handsome, arrogant face and a smile that was all teeth.

“Rhaeger,” Theron said, without looking up from his slate. “This is the one I mentioned. Jordan. An Omega of… particular insufficiency.”

Rhaeger’s eyes locked onto Jordan, still standing naked, his hand fallen away from his limp cock. A leer spread across his face. “8.2? That’s not a measurement. That’s a mistake.”

“Indeed,” Theron said. “But even mistakes can serve a purpose. He is clean. And his mouth works. Consider him an… amenity. Part of our district’s hospitality.”

Rhaeger chuckled, walking a slow circle around Jordan. “Hospitality. I like that.” He came to a stop in front of him. Up close, Jordan could smell a sharp, expensive cologne. “On your knees, mistake.”

The marble was bitterly cold against Jordan’s kneecaps. He kept his head down, watching Rhaeger’s polished boots.

“Look up,” Rhaeger said.

Jordan lifted his head. Rhaeger was undoing his trousers, pulling out his cock. It was fully hard, thick and veined, a blatant display of genetic fortune. It was not as massive as the rumors said Theron’s was, but it was formidable, glistening at the tip.

“Open,” Rhaeger commanded, his voice dropping to a guttural register.

Jordan parted his lips. He felt numb, a instrument being tuned for a performance he hadn’t agreed to play.

Rhaeger stepped forward, guiding the head of his cock to Jordan’s mouth. It was warm, and smelled of salt and skin. He pushed forward. Jordan’s lips stretched painfully around the girth. He gagged instantly, his throat clamping shut.

“Relax, you tight little fuck,” Rhaeger grunted, placing a hand on the back of Jordan’s head. He didn’t force, not yet. He just applied pressure.

Jordan tried to breathe through his nose. He willed his jaw to loosen, his throat to open. It was a skill he’d learned in the barracks, a necessary survival technique. He focused on the granular texture of the marble beneath his knees, the hum of the air system.

Rhaeger pushed deeper. The head popped past Jordan’s resistance, sliding into his throat. Jordan’s eyes watered. Rhaeger sighed, a sound of deep satisfaction. “There it is. That’s it. Take it.”

He began to move, establishing a slow, deep rhythm. Each thrust fed more of his length into Jordan’s mouth, down his throat. Jordan’s nose pressed into Rhaeger’s pubic bone with each inward stroke. He could feel the man’s balls slap against his chin. The scent of him, sweat and musk and cologne, filled Jordan’s sinuses.

“Yeah,” Rhaeger moaned, his hips picking up pace. He was fucking Jordan’s face now, using his grip on Jordan’s head to control the depth and speed. “Good little Omega. Good fucking hole.”

Tears streamed from Jordan’s eyes, mixing with the spit that slicked Rhaeger’s shaft. He choked, sputtered, but the rhythm didn’t break. He became a vessel, a warm, wet socket. His own body, kneeling on the cold floor, was a distant thing.

“Gonna come down that pretty little throat,” Rhaeger panted, his thrusts turning jagged, erratic. “Swallow it. Swallow every fucking drop.”

He slammed in deep and held, his body trembling. Jordan felt the hot, pulsing release at the back of his throat, a bitter, salty flood. He gagged, convulsed, but Rhaeger held him firm, milking himself dry. When he finally pulled out, a string of come and saliva bridged the gap between his cock and Jordan’s swollen lips.

Jordan slumped forward, coughing violently, drool and semen dripping from his chin onto the pristine marble. He heaved, his body trying to expel the violation.

Rhaeger tucked himself away, fastening his trousers with a sigh of contentment. He looked over at Theron, who had watched the entire proceedings with that same detached interest. “Adequate,” Rhaeger said, wiping his hands on a small cloth from his pocket. “Tight. Gaggy. Just how I like them.”

Theron gave a slight nod. “We aim to please.” His gaze shifted to Jordan, still on his knees, retching. “Clean that up. Then get out.”

An Enforcer appeared from the side door, tossed a rag at Jordan’s feet, and gestured toward the main entrance. The audience was over.

Jordan wiped his mouth, his chin, the floor. The cold numbness was gone, replaced by a burning, acidic shame that started in his gut and radiated outwards. He dressed with clumsy fingers, avoiding looking at either man. As he turned to leave, his eyes met Theron’s one last time.

The District Leader’s expression was unchanged. Cold, calculating, devoid of any human recognition. He had witnessed Jordan’s total debasement and had learned nothing new. It had merely confirmed a hypothesis.

Jordan shuffled out, the black door hissing shut behind him, sealing away the clean, cold air. The humid stink of the district hit him like a wall. He walked back toward the Omega barracks, the taste of Rhaeger’s come still coating his tongue. The numbness returned, but it was different now. It wasn’t detachment. It was a crystalline, focused void.

Theron had wanted to see if the mind could compel the flesh. He’d gotten his answer. But he’d made a mistake. He’d shown Jordan the exact nature of the game. It wasn’t about size, or strength, or even cruelty. It was about value. Use. He had been used as an amenity. A party favor.

And as he walked, wiping his mouth again with the back of his hand, he realized something. Amenities break. Party favors get used up. And when they do, they are discarded. But before they are, they hear things. They see things. They are beneath notice.

Jordan had seen the coded look between Theron and Rhaeger. He had heard the unspoken negotiations in Theron’s tone. He had been the coin in a transaction. And coins, even the smallest, lowest-denomination coins, could be saved. Hoarded. Until you had enough to buy something you needed.

He reached the barracks and went straight to the fetid sink in the corner. He scrubbed his face, his mouth, until his skin was raw. He looked at his reflection in the greasy, cracked metal. The eyes that stared back were no longer those of a victim. They were the eyes of a ledger-keeper. He had a new entry to memorize.

He had given Theron and his guest a service. Theron owed him a debt. And in this economy, debts were the only things that gave an 8.2 any power at all.

The plink of the leak in the ceiling seemed louder now. It wasn’t a drip. It was a tally mark.

The plink was a tally mark, each drop a cold, metallic click in his mind’s ledger. He slept fitfully, the phantom taste of Rhaeger’s release still ghosting his throat. The next morning, another Enforcer, different from the first, intercepted him on the way to the plant.

“Theron. Again,” was all the man said.

This time, Jordan was led through a different door, deeper into the cold monolith. They passed through a silent corridor lined with what looked like dormant monitor screens, their surfaces black and dead. The air grew colder, drier. The Enforcer stopped before a featureless wall, pressed a hidden panel, and a seam appeared, sliding open to reveal a private chamber.

It was smaller than the office, windowless, and lined with a dark, reflective stone that swallowed the light from a single overhead source. The center of the room was dominated by a large, low platform draped in black silk. Theron stood beside it, already waiting. He wore a simple robe, open at the front. His physique was lean, coiled, and the thick thatch of greying hair at his groin led to a heavy, semi-flaccid cock that already promised a daunting girth.

“Close the door,” Theron said, not looking at the Enforcer, who obeyed, sealing Jordan inside.

The silence was absolute.

“You performed a function yesterday,” Theron began, walking a slow circle around Jordan. His bare feet made no sound on the stone. “A basic, oral function. But I require more comprehensive service. My body has specific needs.” He stopped in front of Jordan. “Undress.”

Jordan’s fingers were numb. He removed his clothes, letting them pool at his feet. The chamber’s cold air prickled his skin. He felt more exposed than in the communal showers, under the gaze of dozens. Here, under Theron’s singular, analyzing focus, he was a specimen pinned to a slide.

Theron’s eyes didn’t flicker with disgust or mockery. They simply cataloged. “Your insufficiency is not merely aesthetic. It is functional. You cannot penetrate. You cannot claim. You can only receive.” He stepped closer. The musky, clean scent of him was overpowering. “A man built only to receive should be proficient at it. He should be prepared.”

He gestured to the black-silk-draped platform. “On your hands and knees.”

Jordan climbed onto the silk. It was cold and slippery beneath his palms and knees. He kept his head down, staring at the intricate weave of the fabric.

“Arch your back,” Theron commanded. “Present yourself.”

Jordan obeyed, the position wrenchingly vulnerable. He heard the soft shuffle of Theron moving behind him. Then, a cold, viscous drizzle landed on the small of his back, dripping down the cleft of his ass. It was scented oil, sharp and botanical. Theron’s hands, strong and deliberate, spread it over him, coating his skin with a clinical slickness. The fingers traced down his spine, over his buttocks, a mockery of a caress.

“A man with a cock as small and useless as yours,” Theron said, his voice a low monotone just behind Jordan’s ear, “should always be covered in cum. It is his proper state. It is the only mark of value his body can accept.”

A thick finger, slick with oil, pressed against his entrance. Jordan flinched, a sharp intake of breath hissing through his teeth.

“Relax.” The command was a cold chisel. “This is practice. You will learn to open yourself. You will learn to take.”

The finger pushed inward. It was a slow, inexorable invasion, blunt and demanding. Jordan’s body clenched against it, a reflexive defense that earned him a sharp slap on the thigh.

“I said relax.” Theron’s voice held a flicker of impatience. “This is a lesson. Your body will learn obedience your mind lacks.”

The finger worked deeper, then began a slow, twisting scissoring motion. The burn was intense, a dry stretch despite the oil. Theron added a second finger almost immediately, the stretch becoming a tearing ache. Jordan bit down on the silk beneath his face, muffling a groan. There was no pleasure here, only a brutal, instructional stretching.

“You see?” Theron said, his fingers plunging in and out with a steady, rhythmic cadence. “The body can be taught. It can be made ready. You will do this yourself. Daily. You will prepare this hole for use. For my use.”

He crooked his fingers, searching, and brushed against a spot that sent a jolt of wrong, electric sensation through Jordan’s gut. A strangled sound escaped Jordan’s throat, part pain, part shocked betrayal of his own nerves.

“Good,” Theron murmured, a note of satisfaction entering his voice. He focused on that spot, applying ruthless pressure. The sensation was nauseatingly complex—a sharp, internal prodding that sent confusing signals of protest and unwanted, involuntary tightness through his abdomen. “Your prostate is still there, you see? Even in an 8.2. A small button. A failsafe for pleasure you don’t deserve to feel, only to give.”

He worked his fingers relentlessly, a brutal, educational fuck with his hand. Jordan’s own cock, trapped beneath him, remained completely soft, a shriveled, indifferent nub. His body was a traitor, responding to the invasive stimulation with a clammy sweat and a pounding heart while his mind floated somewhere near the ceiling, watching the scene below: a man on silk, being opened by another man’s hand, being told he was worthless.

After an eternity, Theron withdrew his fingers with a wet, soft sound. Jordan shuddered, feeling obscenely open, cold air touching places it shouldn’t.

“Now,” Theron said, his voice returning to its flat, instructional tone. “You will do it. Show me you understand the drill. Show me you can follow orders that benefit your only purpose.”

A small bottle of the same scented oil was placed on the silk before Jordan’s face. Theron moved around to stand in front of him. His cock was fully hard now, a thick, veined pillar of flesh level with Jordan’s eyes. It was imposing, a physical manifestation of the entire hierarchy.

“Look at it,” Theron said. “That is your goal. That is what you are practicing for. Now, prepare yourself. Get your hole ready for what it is meant to take.”

Jordan’s hand trembled as he reached for the bottle. He coated his fingers, the oil cold and slick. He reached back, his body protesting the movement, the soreness from the previous night and from Theron’s fingers a sharp reminder. He found his own entrance, still loose and throbbing. Pushing his own finger inside was a different kind of violation. It was an act of self-assault under command.

He worked one finger in, then a second, mirroring the motions Theron had used. The stretch burned, a familiar pain now layered with a deep, psychic shame. He kept his eyes locked on Theron’s cock, as instructed. It was a dark, looming presence, the head flared and blunt.

“Deeper,” Theron ordered, his arms crossed. “You’re not cleaning yourself. You’re shaping yourself. Make room.”

Jordan pushed his fingers deeper, scissoring them, stretching himself open under that dispassionate gaze. His breath came in short, ragged gasps. The slick, internal sounds were grotesquely loud in the quiet room.

“Good,” Theron said, after a long minute of silent observation. “You will do this every night. You will report to me in one week. I will assess your progress. If you are not sufficiently prepared, there will be consequences. You will learn to crave this. You will learn that this open, empty state is your body’s only truth.”

He stepped back. “You may stop.”

Jordan pulled his fingers out, a slick, shameful sound punctuating the end of the command. He remained on his hands and knees, waiting.

“Dismissed,” Theron said, turning his back as if Jordan had already ceased to exist.

Jordan dressed with stiff, aching movements. The oil soaked through his thin trousers, a cold, sticky patch against his skin. He left the chamber, the door sealing shut behind him, cutting off the clean, scented air and leaving him in the humid, metallic stink of the corridor. His body felt fundamentally altered, a territory mapped and claimed for future invasion.

The walk back was a haze. The tally mark in his mind clicked again, loudly. He had practiced on himself. He had followed the order. He had stored another debt.

But the lesson was deeper than Theron knew. Jordan had learned the exact dimensions of the weapon intended for him. He knew its expected girth, its demanded depth. He had studied his own capacity for pain, for stretch, for violation. And he had learned that even the most brutal instruction could be turned into a blueprint.

He wouldn’t just practice opening himself.

He would practice endurance. He would practice containment. He would practice holding a secret deep inside a place no one thought to look. He reached the barracks, the plink of the leak a steady, metronomic beat. Each drop was no longer just a tally.

It was a drill.

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