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The Burden of Man

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Jordan lives in a world with no women where you can only top someone if yourdick is bigger than theirs. His dick is unusually small

Chapter 5: The Interrogation

The Omega Mess Hall was a different kind of arena. The chrome here was dented and smeared with grease. The air stank of boiled synth-protein and unwashed bodies, a dense, humid blanket that clung to the back of the throat. The roar was a constant, low-frequency thrum of shouted conversation, clattering trays, and the scrape of benches on concrete. It was a sound of contained chaos, of men packed tight with nothing to do but eat and measure.

Jordan moved through it like a ghost. Or a recently paroled prisoner. Eyes tracked him. Whispers cut through the din, sharp and pointed. He collected his tray of grey sludge and cubed vegetables, his body screaming with every step. The soreness was a deep, bruising ache, a constant reminder of the stretching, the violation, the final, claiming thrust. He found an empty spot at the end of a long table, a place usually reserved for the very lowest, the 8.5s and below. He sat down carefully, the hard bench sending a jolt of pain up his spine.

He didn’t get to take a first bite.

They descended like vultures to a fresh kill. It wasn’t the Alphas. They wouldn’t deign to eat here. It was his own. Other Omegas, Betas from the lower ranks, men whose bitterness had curdled into a desperate, hungry curiosity. They slid onto the bench opposite him, crowded in beside him. Their scents—sour sweat, industrial lubricant, cheap soap—overwhelmed the food.

A man named Kael, with a pinched face and restless fingers, was the first to speak. He leaned across the table, his voice a raspy whisper. “So. You trained with the big toys.” His eyes flicked down to Jordan’s lap, as if he could see through the fabric. “In the Alpha gym.”

Jordan kept his eyes on his tray. He scooped a spoonful of sludge, but his stomach churned.

“Heard you took the black one,” another voice, from his left. Rus. A hulking, dull-eyed man whose own size was middling, making him vicious. “The one bigger than a ration can. That true?”

Jordan didn’t confirm or deny. He chewed the tasteless protein, forcing it down.

“Come on, 8.2,” Kael pressed, his fingernail tapping the table. “Details. We all pay the tax. We all get the Leader’s special attention eventually. You’re just the latest welcome wagon.” A cruel smile spread across his face. “Was it the spit or the oil he used first?”

A hand slapped down on Jordan’s shoulder from behind. He flinched, the motion pulling at his sore muscles. It was Lynx, who had been with Cassius in the gym. His breath was hot and foul in Jordan’s ear. “Saw the whole show, little man. Saw you get spit-roasted on that monster cock. Looked like it hurt like a bitch.”

“Did it?” Rus demanded, his eyes gleaming. “When he bottomed out, did it feel like he was in your guts?”

The questions were arrows, each finding a tender, bruised memory. The burning stretch of the red silicone. The impossible invasion of the black. The searing, personal heat of Theron’s final possession.

“His balls,” a younger Omega named Finn whispered from the other side of the table, his face a mask of horrified fascination. “Did they slap your taint? Did you feel them?”

Jordan put his spoon down. The metal clatter was lost in the noise. He looked up, meeting Rus’s gaze. His own was flat, empty. A defended perimeter. “What do you want?” His voice was quiet, but it cut through their eager hissing.

“We want to know,” Kael said, leaning even closer. “We want to know what it’s like. To be chosen. To be… prepared.”

“I wasn’t chosen,” Jordan said, the truth of it cold and sharp. “I was used.”

“Same difference,” Lynx chuckled, his hand still heavy on Jordan’s shoulder. “Point is, you’ve been opened up. You’re a Leader’s hole now. That’s a status. So let’s see.”

Before Jordan could react, Lynx’s other hand darted down, not to Jordan’s crotch, but to the bench beside his thigh. He grabbed, squeezed. Jordan stiffened, a fresh wave of pain radiating from his deeply bruised ass.

“Tight,” Lynx announced mockingly to the others. “Or… no. Not tight. Just sore. Used-up.”

Rus wasn’t satisfied. “That’s just the muscle. I want to know about the hole itself.” His eyes held a dark, prurient hunger. “Heard Cass say it’s a wreck. A proper gape. Let’s see.”

Jordan’s heart began to thud a slow, dangerous rhythm against his ribs. “Fuck off.”

The words were a mistake. They were a spark in dry tinder. Rus’s face hardened. “You don’t tell me to fuck off, you stretched-out little cunt. You’re lower than I am. You’re a glorified flesh-light.” He looked at Kael, then at the others. “Hold him.”

Hands seized Jordan from both sides. Finn and another man whose name he didn’t know pinned his arms to the table. His tray clattered to the floor. Lynx kept his weight on his shoulders from behind. They were strong, these men. Strong from a lifetime of manual labor. Jordan’s lean intelligence was useless against their brute force.

“Check him,” Rus commanded Kael.

Kael’s pinched face lit up with a nasty delight. He stood up, coming around the table. He stood over Jordan, who was bent forward, held down. The entire mess hall hadn’t gone quiet—the roar continued—but their section had become an island of focused, brutal attention. Men nearby watched, spoons paused halfway to their mouths.

Kael spat into his own palm. A thick, glistening glob of saliva. He didn’t use oil. This was about degradation, not preparation.

“Let’s see how a Leader’s hole feels,” Kael muttered.

Jordan strained against the hands holding him, but it was futile. He turned his head to the side, his cheek pressed against the cold, sticky tabletop. He stared at the grain of the faux wood, a pattern of meaningless swirls. He detached. He went to the place inside him that was all cold, hard observation.

Kael’s spit-slicked fingers pushed at the fabric of his trousers, rough and intrusive. He fumbled with the fastenings, yanking them down just enough to expose the upper curves of Jordan’s ass. The air of the mess hall, thick and warm, felt icy on his skin.

The fingers found the cleft. They were cold, wet with spit. They probed, rudely, past the bruised muscle. One finger, then a second, pushed inward without ceremony.

Jordan gasped, his body arching involuntarily against the hands holding him down. The intrusion was violent, un-lubricated beyond the spit, a rude invasion that scraped and burned. It was nothing like the careful, if brutal, preparation of the dildos. This was pure violation.

Kael worked his fingers in deeper, twisting them. His face was a study in concentration, then revelatory surprise. “Fuck me,” he breathed, his voice awed. “He’s not lying. It’s… it’s loose. I can feel it. It’s like… it’s like a well-worn glove. Slick and open.”

He pumped his fingers in and out a few times, the sound wet and obscene. Jordan closed his eyes. He focused on the cold of the table. On the distant plink from a leaking pipe that echoed the one in his barracks. On the chemical formula for the polymer sealant used on the reclamation line vats. Anything.

“Let me feel,” Rus demanded, shoving Kael aside.

Rus’s fingers were thicker, drier. He didn’t bother with spit. He just shoved them in. Jordan cried out, the sound ripped from him, as the dry, calloused digits scraped against his overly strained, sensitive flesh. Rus fingered him aggressively, his other hand gripping Jordan’s hip hard enough to bruise.

“Gods,” Rus grunted, a strange mix of disgust and envy in his voice. “You’re ruined. Properly fucking ruined. I can feel where he stretched you. It’s all… soft. No resistance.” He pulled his fingers out with a slick pop and held them up, showing the faint sheen to the other leering faces. “See? Leader’s lube. Leader’s slack.”

He wiped his fingers on Jordan’s discarded tunic, which lay on the bench. “Pathetic.”

The hands released him. Jordan slumped forward, then slowly, painfully, pushed himself upright. He pulled his trousers up with trembling hands, fastening them under the table. He didn’t look at any of them. He looked at his hands, at the thin scars on his knuckles from years of scrabbling in the lower decks.

The crowd around him began to disperse, their morbid curiosity satisfied. They had the data. They had felt the evidence. Jordan was no longer just an 8.2. He was a documented, publicly examined fuckhole. His status was confirmed, codified by their probing fingers.

Kael lingered for a moment, his expression now oddly vacant. “He really fucked you good, didn’t he?” It wasn’t a question, just a statement of fact.

Jordan finally looked at him. His eyes were not filled with tears, or shame, or rage. They were flat, like chips of obsidian. “He did what he wanted,” Jordan said, his voice low and steady. “That’s what Leaders do.”

He stood up, his legs unsteady. He left his spilled tray on the floor. He walked out of the mess hall, through the gauntlet of stares that were no longer curious, but settled. Known. He was a known quantity now. A walking, talking, loosely-gaped example of Theron’s dominion.

The walk back to the barracks was a haze of pain and cold calculation. The violation in the mess hall was different from Theron’s. It was petty, small-minded, born of a desperate need to touch the hierarchy, even if only through the degradation of someone lower. They were so obsessed with their own place in the pecking order that they couldn’t see beyond it.

They had fingered him open in public. They had confirmed his "ruin." Good. Let them think that. Let them think he was nothing but a used-up receptacle, his purpose fulfilled. While they were busy measuring the slack in his ass, they wouldn’t be looking at his hands.

Back in the barren bunkroom, under the constant plink… plink… plink, he lay on his cot. The soreness was a symphony. But beneath it, a new clarity hardened, cold and sharp as a shiv. They saw a hole. They saw a ruined Omega.

They didn’t see the container. They didn’t see the empty space that had been carved out, a space now waiting to be filled with something else entirely. Something of his own choosing.

He closed his eyes, and this time, he didn’t think of the pain. He thought of the security panel. Four digits. He thought of the weights in the gym, heavy, solid, the perfect, unthinking blunt force. He thought of Cassius’s laughing face, of Kael’s probing fingers, of Rus’s envious disgust.

The seed didn’t just have roots now. It had a shape. It had a target.

And it was hungry.

And it was hungry.

The plink of the leak was a countdown to nothing. Jordan’s mind, however, was tracing the edges of a specific, sharp-cornered shape. The security panel. Four digits. The heft of a chrome dumbbell. The way Theron’s gym echoed, masking sound. He was mapping vectors of force and concealment when the barrack door hissed open without ceremony.

Cassius filled the doorway, his bulk blocking the grey light from the corridor. He stepped inside, letting the door seal shut behind him. The space, already small, seemed to shrink further. He smelled of the grease from the reclamation line and something sharper, sour—cheap liquor.

“8.2,” Cassius said, his voice a low grind. He wasn’t yelling. This was worse. It was conversational. He took a few steps in, his boots heavy on the grimy floor. “Had a chat with Lynx. He was very descriptive.”

Jordan remained on his cot, his posture deliberately relaxed. He said nothing. His silence was his only wall.

“Said you were a noisy little bitch,” Cassius continued, pacing slowly like a predator in a cage. “Squealing when Theron stuffed you. Said you took it like a champ, though.” He stopped, looking down at Jordan. His eyes were bright with a malicious intelligence. “But he told me something else. Something he wasn’t even looking for.”

A cold knot tightened in Jordan’s gut. He kept his face blank.

“Said when the Leader came inside you,” Cassius murmured, leaning closer, his sour breath washing over Jordan’s face. “You came too. Your tiny little dicklet. You spurted all over yourself like a bitch in heat.”

The words hung in the damp air, more invasive than any finger. This was the core of it. The ultimate betrayal of the hierarchy’s code. An Omega’s pleasure was irrelevant, a non-factor. But an involuntary orgasm, a physical capitulation to an Alpha’s use, was a perversion. It was a secret that could be used.

“Lynx has a big mouth,” Jordan said, his voice thin.

“He’s a drunk with a vivid memory,” Cassius corrected, a slow smile spreading across his broad face. “And I own him. Which means I own this little piece of information. That you’re not just a hole. You’re a greedy, cum-hungry little hole that gets off on being ruined by a real man.”

Jordan’s nails dug into his palm. The pain was a anchor.

“Imagine,” Cassius said, straightening up, “what the other Betas would do with that. A sub-8 who enjoys it. Who cums from it. You think they fingered you rough in the mess hall? They’d put you on a fucking rotation. Every unsatisfied Beta with a middling score would want to see if they could make you squirt too.”

The truth of it was a physical weight on Jordan’s chest. Cassius wasn’t wrong.

“What do you want?” Jordan asked, the question hissed through clenched teeth.

Cassius’s smile turned wolfish. He unclasped his own belt, the leather rasping loudly in the quiet room. “I want what Theron gets. But I’m not an Alpha. I don’t get the privilege of breaking in fresh meat.” He pushed his trousers and shorts down over his thick hips. His cock, half-hard and thick, swung free. It was impressive for a Beta, a source of his relative power. “But I hear you’re all broken in now. Nice and loose.”

He turned his back to Jordan, presenting his heavy, muscular ass. The cleft was shadowed, the skin pale. “I just came from the pleasure wards,” Cassius said over his shoulder, his voice casual, obscene. “Had a tight little Omega boy. Cleaned him out good. He was grateful.”

He glanced back, his expression hardening. “You’re going to be grateful too. You’re going to clean me up. With your tongue. You’re going to lick my freshly fucked asshole clean, 8.2. Every last drop of that boy’s lube and my come. Or tomorrow, everyone from the mess hall to the reclamation line knows you’re a climaxing little fuck-pig.”

Jordan stared at the offered flesh. A wave of nausea, hot and acidic, rose in his throat. This was a different calculus. This wasn’t about pain or stretching or even raw dominance. This was about filth. About the deliberate consumption of another man’s leavings, of Cassius’s specific, petty spoils. It was degradation so complete it bypassed the body and aimed straight for the soul.

The seed inside him, cold and hard, observed. It calculated. This was a test of a different kind. Not of capacity, but of endurance. Of how much one could swallow for a larger goal.

He moved slowly, each motion feeling remote, as if he were watching someone else’s body. He swung his legs off the cot and knelt on the cold floor. The concrete was unforgiving against his knees. He shuffled forward until his face was inches from Cassius’s spread ass cheeks.

The smell hit him first. A mix of soap, sweat, and the distinct, cloying scent of synthetic lubricant. Underneath it, a muskier, bitter odor—the scent of spent come. He could see the sticky, glistening evidence smeared in the coarse hair and clinging to the pucker of Cassius’s hole.

“Get to it,” Cassius grunted, shifting his weight. “And do a thorough job. I’ll know if you don’t.”

Jordan closed his eyes for a second. He didn’t see darkness. He saw the security panel. Four digits. He opened his eyes.

He leaned in.

He extended his tongue, flat and stiff. The first contact was a shock of taste and texture—salty skin, the chemical sweetness of the lube, the bitter, alien tang of another man’s seed. He ran his tongue upwards through the cleft, gathering the slick, cold mess.

Cassius shuddered, a low groan escaping him. “Yeah. That’s it. Lick it clean, you nasty fucking whore.”

Jordan worked methodically, his mind divorcing itself from the act. He was a machine performing a repulsive but necessary function. He lapped at the clenched ring, feeling it twitch under his tongue. He probed gently, the tip of his tongue breaching the tight muscle to find more of the viscous fluid inside.

The taste was overwhelming, a violation of his very senses. His stomach lurched, but he forced his throat to remain still. He swallowed. The act of swallowing was the final, definitive acceptance.

“Deeper,” Cassius commanded, pushing back against Jordan’s face. “Get your tongue in there. Clean me out inside.”

Jordan obeyed, forcing his tongue further into the tight, resistant channel. The intimate, muscular heat of Cassius’s body was a vile contrast to the cold slickness he was collecting. He worked his tongue in and out, a grotesque pantomime of the sex that had put the mess there. Each movement brought more of the foul cocktail onto his taste buds, down his throat.

Cassius was breathing heavily now, enjoying the sensation, the power. “Good. So good. You love this, don’t you? You love tasting where a real man has been. You’re just a fucking mouth.”

Jordan’s jaw ached. His tongue was tired. He focused on the mechanics. The in. The out. The swallow. He was a pump. A filter. He was processing humiliation into fuel.

Finally, Cassius sighed, a contented, disgustingly satisfied sound. He pulled away, turning to face Jordan again. His cock was fully hard now, jutting out arrogantly. He looked down at Jordan, who remained on his knees, his face glistening with saliva and filth.

“See?” Cassius said, tucking himself back into his trousers. “Your secret’s safe. For now.” He leaned down, his voice a whisper. “And I’ll be back. This is our little arrangement. You keep my hole clean, I keep your mouth shut.”

He straightened, adjusted his belt, and walked out without a backward glance.

Jordan stayed on his knees. The taste lingered, a permanent stain on his tongue. He slowly, deliberately, wiped his mouth on the back of his hand. He stood up, his legs trembling not from weakness, but from a cold, furious energy being forged in his core.

The violation was absolute. They owned his body. They thought they owned his will. They thought making him consume their filth would break him.

They were wrong.

He went to the small, cracked sink and rinsed his mouth out with metallic-tasting water. He spat. He rinsed again. The taste remained. It didn’t matter. It was just data. Another point on the map.

Cassius had given him more than he knew. He had given Jordan the precise measure of his own vulgar, unthinking cruelty. He had shown Jordan that for men like him, power was just the ability to force someone to eat their shit.

Fine.

Jordan looked at his reflection in the greasy metal above the sink. His eyes were not empty anymore. They were focused, sharp, like the edge of a tool being ground against a stone. The seed had not just roots and shape.

It had teeth.

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