Chapter 2: Chapter 2
It was 15 minutes till 9 PM, the time when transformation was supposed to begin I paced back and forth across my room trying to calm my nerves. I had Hiroto to help me through it, but I was still scared of hurting him. I didn’t feel prepared at all for transforming, all I had was Hiroto to calm my nerves. It'll be okay, just relax," he said. “I’ll be here to support you through all of it, everything will be okay.” I felt calmer just hearing his voice, he always makes me feel cared for. I then told him if I should do anything in advance. He then told me “As soon as the transformation begins your body heat will get really hot, so it’s best to take your clothes off in advance before transforming.”I nodded my head, and then proceeded to take off my clothes. But I told him “Hiroto, in case I fail and lose my humanity I want you to stare at me stripping. I want you to look at me getting naked because it might be the last time you see my human form.” Hiroto agreed to watch me strip and I smiled as I thought about him watching me, his eyes lingering on my body as I shed my inhibitions one by one. I was a creature of the night, and I was proud of my body. Despite my inferiority complex I knew I had a good figure, I knew I was attractive, and I knew I was sexy. I was confident in my body, I felt proud of my breasts and ass. Even if my back did have pain from how big my breasts were, every back message just made me feel sexier. I felt powerful stripping naked in front of him, I saw him smile and he told me “You’re the sexiest woman I’ve ever seen in my life.” I blushed but felt dominance in my nude body I could feel my pussy become wet as I thought about him looking at me like that, feeling powerful and in control. I was going to be a wolf, and I was going to be strong.I was going to keep my human skin but still become one with the pack, and the moon. Hiroto also got mostly naked but didn’t take off his underwear. “Why are you striping?” I asked before he replied “I want you to feel my bare body, in case this ends up being your last night as a human.” I blushed and told him “I’ve always wanted to hold your bare body you sexy stud.” I couldn’t believe what I said, but to him he thought I was joking. What he was serious about though was holding me for the next 10 minutes before I transformed. “I want you to feel my arms, I want you to know what it’s like to be loved by someone who cares about you, I want you to feel every bit of love I can give you through these last few minutes and during the transformation. I want to let you know you’re an amazing person and you’re the greatest thing that has ever happened to me.” I felt tears of joy as me and Hiroto engaged in a kiss, and I told him “I love you.” We then go on the floor. I was dominant so that I would be on all fours for my transformation, and Hiroto would stroke my back and hold me close to make me feel loved and human during my transformation. He stroked my back and whispered in my ear how beautiful I was, how sexy, how much he loved me. I felt the power of his words and his touch, and I told him I loved him too. We kept that up until I felt my body temperature increase rapidly. This is going to be painful but I need you to stay with me, I need you to see me through this. I felt tears fall down my face as he continued to tell me how wonderful I was, how much he loved me, and how I was going to be beautiful no matter what. As painful as it was I knew he was right, I knew I was beautiful, and I knew I was sexy. I felt loved and human, and that was all I wanted. I felt save in Hiroto’s arms after hearing him, and it made me more determined to take on this transformation. I felt shivers down my spine as we continued to hold each other before the major part of the transformation began.
This is going to be painful but with Hiroto I feel I can take on this transformation and make it through to the end. Then we started making out again, and our kisses became more passionate. His hands traveled under my thighs and around my waist while mine grabbed onto my ass, and another on my back I moaned as his tongue swept over my bottom lip, and I felt a part of me melt into him. But I need to remember to control my breathing throughout the transformation, to assure that I’m calm and collected for the pain to come, that’s why we’ve had slow sex to help calm my nerves. Which came in handy now because the real transformation had now begun. I saw my nails turn into black claws of a predator, my fangs grew longer, my back arched heavily while exposing my shoulder blades and spine, my legs stretched a little and my feet now have black nails, and I felt a tail grow above my ass, and I felt every ounce of pain from all of it. There was no fur on any of my body though and my hands and feet were still human, and weirdly I liked it more when Hiroto put his hands on my transformed backI felt somewhat peaceful and the love from Hiroto made me feel amazing. He even put his hand around my tail, I knew he would love and support me no matter what I became. Feeling his hand around my tail made everything feel genuine, he wants me to be happy and he will always support me. The only sound besides heavy panting and groans was my low growl which sounded foreign coming from within me. Yet I didn’t mind what I sounded like. I know I sounded like a monster, yet I was content with it if it meant I got to feel the beauty of my body. The strength of my back, the sensuality of my legs, and the fire of my soul. I felt oddly relaxed knowing that even if the pain was still continuing. The pain made sure I was breathing properly for the transformation, and I felt my body build up to something huge, powerful, and beautiful. I looked at the moon through the glass door, I felt the moonlight on my body. And I felt it build up…. and up…. For….. something amazing. Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Awoooooooooooo!!! I then looked at myself in the mirror and saw myself as what I am, a beautiful woman with a wolf in me. I looked at Hiroto and told him “Thank you my love, for everything you’ve done to make this night amazing!”My eyes welled up once again, not due to sadness or regret, just pure unbridled happiness. Then we kissed once more, feeling completely satisfied by both our love and affection towards each other. Now I could finally rest peacefully knowing that we love each other and we’ll always be this happy towards each other. Then kissed him once more before turning away to stare deep into his eyes, feeling his warmth against me. “I love you Hiroto, and I want to be with you.”
Hiroto and I got up to go to bed. Thankfully I could still stand on my own, and he still let me dominate him. “I know we just did this, but I want you to feel special.” He said. “You’re more than just my best friend now, you’re my lover, and I want to make you feel love in every moment we spend together.” He then embraced my transformed body and then I proceeded to embrace him. Even though I’ve felt his body through all of my transformation, I still feel amazing when Hiroto holds my naked, transformed body. “I want you to have as much of my body as you want.” I growled. “Hiroto, promise me you’ll hold me this close for every night we do this, I want to feel your love and happiness every time I transform with you. I honestly don’t know what I’ve would’ve done without you, you…… you….. you saved my life. I want to repay you in any way I can to…” I was then interrupted before he said “You don’t need to repay me, just being with my girlfriend under the stars while making her feel loved is all I need.” At that moment we kissed a bit while embracing our naked bodies, and fell asleep holding each other in our arms.The next morning I woke up with while Hiroto was still asleep. I realized in this moment I was able to tell Hiroto my true feelings. I’ve had a crush on him since we were in high school, but my inferiority made me felt I was unworthy to be with someone I love. And now I’m in his arms, feeling his love for me, I didn’t wake him up because it was not only was it the weekend, but also I just wanted to be in his arms for as long as possible. I know this is selfish of me, but I love Hiroto and I know he loves me, so I won’t leave and I’ll let him hold my naked body while he sleeps and feeling and loved while he held me. Eventually he woke up and I told him “Good morning my love.” I felt him smile in front of me and said “Good morning to the most beautiful, sexiest, smartest, and funniest woman I’ve ever known.” He then kissed me and I kissed back, holding him while he held my back was so comforting, and I felt his love through all of it. I love him and he loves me. “Thanks for making my life amazing. You deserve every bit of my body, I’m all yours to touch and relieve you stress with.” I said while trying to be seductive. He said “You don’t have to try this hard to win me over, I already want you more than anything you beautiful woman.” I smiled and said I know my love, but I have to try my hardest to prove to you I belong to you.We then proceeded to take a shower together. He didn’t have any condums left though so he wore his swimsuit as an alternate, that way he didn’t accidentally impregnate me. Being in the shower and is holding our wet bodies together made us passionate yet intimate about our love. All we heard was the sound of the water hitting the shower floor, and our soft moans while we gave each other as much love as we could feel. After that we dried off and got dressed in our pajamas before heading out to the living room to watch a movie.We ended up watching one of those romances where two people fall in love while on a vacation. It was actually quite good, and I was surprised. We cuddled up under a blanket while watching it and I felt pease, love, and relief just feeling our bodies held each other together. We then spent the rest of the day together. Hiroto did buy condums at some point and we did have sex this time, and it was genuinely amazing. Feeling my body against his, going slow to feel every sensual and lingering touch, and just giving each other more love and care, this was genuinely the best sex I’ve had in my life. I realized that there was another full moon tonight and I told Hiroto about it, he agreed to always hold me through them and tonight was no different. Ive always loved the moon, ever since I was a child.I remember staring at the full moon while drawing pictures of my favorite animals. Ive always loved the moon because it reminds me of home. Home is wherever you are, whatever you do, there is always a full moon to light your way. Even if you live in a city, you can find solace in the moonlight, it gives you something to look forward to every night.Even if youre in a relationship, there is something romantic about the moonlight, it’s something you can share with your significant other. Tonight I have not seen the moon yet, but Ive felt its presence, and I know it will be there for me whenever I need it. Me and Hiroto went on a date before the full moontonight, we ate dinner at a restaurant. It was an amazing restaurant and the food tasted amazing…. except the side we ordered. But it gave us more to bond and talk about over night than just work and school. After dinner we walked around the city, I bought a locket from a street vendor that played music when you opened it, we listened to it as we strolled through the alleys and parks. The music was so mellow and romantic, it made me feel like I was in a Jane Austen book. When we got to the park, I realized the full moon was out, but it wasn’t quite time for me to transform into a wolf yet. I sat on a bench and watched the ducks while he ran around the perimeter of the park chasing after pigeons. He returned with a bunch of feathers in his hair and a smile on his face, looking like a kid again.Then we took a little walk down memory lane, visiting places that meant something to us, places we had been, and things we had done. We felt truly inseparable and I mean that in the platonic sense as well as the sexual sense. He was my rock, my safe place, and I was his. Unfortunately I realized it was almost time for me to transform into a wolf, but Hiroto suggested we go into the forest. I didn’t really have any other choice, but I thought it was nice to go to transform. When we got to the woods we both got naked so that we didn’t risk ripping them up. This time we took each other’s clothes off, and Hiroto purposely decided to leave my bra and panties for last. When he took my bra off he put one on my breast, and another on my heart. He then said “I want you to know you both a beautiful, and kind person.”I thanked him for his kind words, but I told him I knew I wasnt perfect. No one is,' he said with a smile. 'But you are perfect for me, and I for you. Nothing can change that.'
We kissed in the moonlight, and I felt the featherlight touch of his lips against mine. He took off my panties and put a condum on his….. um……. crouch. I closed my eyes and felt the warmth of his body against mine. His hands then reached under my thighs and pulled me closer to him. We both then layed on the ground, again I dominated so that my transformation would go easier, and also to feel like a wolf since I’m on all fours. I could tell Hiroto loved what I looked like, he held me close, and messaged my back while we made love under the moonlight.When I was ready to turn into a wolf, I told him I was ready, and I felt his hands on my shoulders. When I finally felt the cool night air against my hot body, I felt the transformation begin. “Everything will be okay, just focus on the moon, look at me for comfort, and don’t fight back.” I said “Thanks for advice and kindness.” We then held each other, continued to make out, and then my second transformation began.It felt easier to control this time. I felt relaxed the entire time I transformed, even though there was pain when my body shifted, it was a beautiful pain. It made me feel proud of where I was today. I felt amazing when my naked body was on all fours, when my bare back arched and exposed my shoulder blades and spine to the moonlight, when I felt my hairless tail grow, all of these I was originally scared of, but now I look forward to when they happen. I was a wolf, and I felt powerful. I kept my human self for the entire transformation, I loved transforming but I want Hiroto to see this naked human body over my wolf form. When I finally stood back up, I felt different. My back was more well built, my breasts felt bigger, and my legs were just perfect. I wanted him to see me as I truly am, a human and a wolf. But he reached for me and held me tight while messaging my archer, exposed back. “You will always be beautiful regardless of what you are.” I held him and said “Can we spend a few more minutes in the woods? I want you to feel nature around us. He agreed to stay longer as he held my naked bodyclose to his. I felt the warmth of his body against me, and the featherlight kisses he kept sending my way. While we made love to each other I had thought about what it would be like to rip off my human skin and become a werewolf What would it be like to run through the forest as one? What would it be like to smell the trees and the animals? What would it be like to change in front of him?Would it be scary? Would it be exhilarating? I thought about it when I put my hands on my large breasts, but I realized that it would go against the moon helping me learn to love myself. If I just ripped off my human skin I wouldn’t be accepting the message about loving my body, and moving who I am, so I decided to stay as a human and continued to be with Hiroto After making love for what seemed like hours, we finally broke apart. I was on all fours, and he was underneath me. He kissed my lips, and told me I was gorgeous.I felt my cheeks flush, and my back arch as I tried to hug him back, the wolf within me really wanted me to howl to the moon. I wanted to howl a big one….. must…… build…… up…… sexual…… tension! ah ah Ah Ah AH AH AH! AH AWOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! I loudly howled a few times to let the moon know I was grateful for this moment, and then I felt my body tighten, my back arching just felt amazing, and embracing Hiroto made me feel that I was loved and accepted as a human, and as a wolf We unfortunately did have to leave because I already finished my transformation and we had a lot of sex, I looked at the moon one final times naked before I put my clothes backs on and left. I was able to walk in my two feet and I was surprised my clothes fit really well even after my back transformed. Hiroto held my hand as we walked back to our place He is my rock, my safe place, and I love him for that. We live in a small apartment, and it feels cozy with just the two of us. I cant wait to move into our new house next month.Ive been looking forward to this for months. We have a small garden, and I cant wait to plant some flowers and herbs in our little plot. We lived together even before we became a couple, and now that we are it feels like we’re married and want each other’s happiness. When we got back to the apartment we held each other and once again, took turns taking off each others clothes Finally I was naked, and he was in his. I ran my hand over his chest and kissed him on the lips. He responded by doing the same. I felt that being a sexually active couple helps us understand our bond and trust, not only do we get to feel each others naked bodies and sexual desires, but also we get to lovingly embrace each other and feel our emotions more deeply. We were like this even before we became a couple, and I feel that this is what helped us grow closer and build our relationship. I felt powerful when dominating and having his hands embrace my transformed back, it’s a feeling I adore and I would continue to experience. We are safe with our sex now that we’re in a relationship, and condums we’re a most, it helps majorly when I transform and Hiroto and I have sex to help me through it. I realized that I will have to transform on my own eventually, but making love with Hiroto while transforming is my favorite part of it. We get to explore each other’s desires and fully embrace each other s physical and emotional needs. It gives me a sense of power that I have control over him, and he over me. This is something I plan to continue doing in our new house.I want him to feel love and affection, and I wish to keep transforming with him. It was the reason that we’re this close after all, and I hope to keep transforming and sharing our feelings with him As long as we are together, nothing and no one can hurt us.