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The Sissy Within

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Josh accidentally listens to a hypnosis crafted for a trans woman trying to get the largest breast in the world. Soon Josh’s memories are altered to slowly transform him into a huge breasted sissy boy. This a slow story changes over chapters and nothing fantasy.

Chapter 28: Treehouse Secrets

The dorm room silence was a suffocating blanket. Josh lay frozen, staring at Kyle’s silhouette hunched on the opposite bed. Kyle’s hand was still jammed down his sweatpants. The shared horror of the fabricated childhood memory – sticky fingers, small hips grinding, the whispered promise beneath Spiderman sheets – hung thick and toxic between them. Josh’s own panties were damp, his massive breasts ached with phantom childish groping, and the sour taste of violation coated his tongue. He wanted to scrub his skin raw.

"Wasn’t real," Kyle rasped again, a desperate mantra. He pulled his hand free, wiping it violently on his sheets. "Just… just the fucking track messing with us. Like the pool. Like… like everything."

But the feeling lingered. The echo of childish arousal, twisted and wrong, pulsed low in Josh’s belly, mingling nauseatingly with the heavy throb in his chest. He squeezed his eyes shut, trying to banish the image of Kyle’s younger face, flushed with illicit excitement.

Instead, the scent of sun-warmed pine sap and damp earth flooded his nostrils. The dorm’s stale air vanished, replaced by the unique, enclosed musk of the treehouse – old wood, dried leaves, and the faint chemical tang of spray paint from their crude murals.

Twelve years old.

He was crouched on the worn plywood floor, knees digging into the knobby grain. Dust motes danced in thick shafts of late afternoon sunlight slanting through the crooked window they’d cobbled together. Kyle sat opposite him, back against a wall papered with faded fantasy posters. Sweat plastered Kyle’s dark hair to his forehead, and his cheap cotton t-shirt clung to a chest that was distinctly not flat anymore. Two soft, undeniable mounds pushed against the thin fabric, nipples visibly peaked.

"Check it," Kyle breathed, his voice cracking with adolescent urgency. He peeled off his shirt, revealing smooth skin stretched taut over burgeoning breasts. They were fuller than Josh remembered, rounder. More like… like a girl’s starting to develop. Kyle cupped them proudly, thumbs brushing over stiff pink nipples. "See? Told you mine were catching up."

Josh glanced down at his own chest. His faded band t-shirt tented outward noticeably. He lifted the hem slowly, the familiar weight and sway of his own breasts both alien and thrilling. Kyle was right. They were bigger. Fuller. Sensitive in a way that made his breath hitch when the fabric brushed against them. His own nipples were dark, puffy buds now, constantly hard, constantly craving touch. He touched one tentatively, a jolt of sharp pleasure zinging straight down to his groin.

"Feels… intense, right?" Kyle whispered, eyes fixed on Josh’s hands. "Like they’re… buzzing?"

Josh nodded, unable to speak. The buzzing was there, a low hum beneath the skin, an insistent demand for attention. He squeezed gently, groaning softly as the sensation intensified, warmth spreading through his belly. His cock, trapped in loose shorts, thickened against his thigh.

"Yeah," Josh managed, his voice thick. "Yours look… bigger too."

Kyle grinned, a flash of white teeth. "Wanna compare properly?" He didn’t wait for an answer. He shuffled forward on his knees, closing the small distance between them. The air crackled. Kyle’s warm hand landed on Josh’s left breast, fingers splaying, kneading the soft, heavy flesh. Josh gasped, arching his back instinctively, pushing into the touch. His own hand reached out, mirroring Kyle, grasping Kyle’s right breast. It was warm, yielding, perfectly rounded in his palm, the nipple a hard pebble against his skin.

"God, Josh…" Kyle moaned, his thumb rubbing tight circles around Josh’s nipple. "So soft. So big. Remember when they were just… little nubs?" He squeezed, making Josh cry out, a sound that was half-pain, half-ecstasy. Kyle leaned closer, his breath hot on Josh’s neck. "Bet they taste good."

Before Josh could process the words, Kyle dipped his head. His warm, wet tongue flicked against Josh’s right nipple. Josh jerked violently, a strangled gasp escaping him. The sensation was electric, overwhelming. He tangled his free hand in Kyle’s hair, not pushing him away, but holding him there.

Kyle took that as encouragement. He sucked the stiff peak into his mouth, swirling his tongue around it. Josh threw his head back, moaning openly now, the buzzing in his chest exploding into a symphony of pleasure. His hips rocked forward, the hard bulge in his shorts pressing against Kyle’s leg.

"Y-you too," Josh panted, tugging Kyle’s hair gently upwards. "Lemme… lemme taste yours."

Kyle pulled off Josh’s nipple with a soft, wet pop. His eyes were glazed, pupils blown wide. He shifted, presenting his own swollen breast to Josh’s mouth. Josh hesitated for only a heartbeat, then leaned forward, drawn by an irresistible hunger. He enveloped Kyle’s nipple, sucking hard, mimicking the motions he’d just felt. Kyle’s answering groan vibrated against his lips.

The clumsy exploration escalated. Hands roamed, groping swollen breasts, tracing the new feminine curves of their torsos. Their breathing grew ragged, syncopated. Kyle’s hand slid down Josh’s stomach, slipping beneath the waistband of his shorts, finding his hard cock. Josh jumped at the direct touch but didn’t pull away. The contrast was dizzying – the soft, yielding flesh of Kyle’s breast in his mouth, the firm heat of his cock in Kyle’s hand.

"Wanna…?" Kyle murmured against Josh’s ear, his own breath hitching as Josh sucked harder. Kyle’s fingers stroked Josh’s length, smearing precum.

Josh nodded frantically, pulling off Kyle’s nipple. "Yeah. Like… like last time?"

Kyle grinned, a feral edge to it. He shuffled back slightly, tugging his own shorts and briefs down his hips just enough to free his erection. Josh mirrored him, his cock springing free, glistening. The sight, the scent of their arousal mixed with the woody air, was heady.

"Go on," Kyle breathed, leaning back against the wall, spreading his legs slightly. "Show me how much you like my tits growing."

Josh didn’t need telling twice. He lowered his head, taking Kyle into his mouth. The taste was salty, musky, strangely familiar. Kyle gasped, his head thumping back against the wood. His hands immediately found Josh’s hair, holding him gently but firmly as Josh began to bob his head, his tongue swirling around the head. He focused on the sensation, the fullness in his mouth, the weight and ache of his own breasts swaying beneath him.

Kyle moaned, low and guttural. "God, Josh… your mouth… feel so good…" His hands roamed down, grasping both of Josh’s breasts, squeezing and kneading them roughly. The dual sensations – the cock in his mouth, the hands on his sensitive chest – were overwhelming. Josh moaned around Kyle, the vibration making Kyle buck his hips.

Then Kyle was pulling him up. "My turn." He pushed Josh back against another plywood panel. Kyle lowered his head, taking Josh’s cock deep into his throat with surprising skill. Josh cried out, his fingers scrabbling against the wood. Kyle sucked hard, his head bobbing fast and eager, one hand working the base of Josh’s cock, the other reaching up to roughly pinch and twist Josh’s nipple.

It was too much. The pleasure, the breast obsession merging seamlessly with the desperate arousal. Josh felt the coil snap. "Kyle! I’m–" His warning was cut off by his own strangled cry as he came, hot spurts flooding Kyle’s mouth. Kyle swallowed convulsively, moaning as he sucked Josh dry, his own hips jerking wildly, grinding against Josh’s leg.

Kyle pulled off, gasping, a thin strand of spit and cum connecting his lips to Josh’s softening cock. He shuddered violently, his release pulsing onto the dusty floorboards as he slumped forward, his face pressed against Josh’s heaving chest. They stayed like that for long moments, panting, sticky, the scent of sex and pine sap thick in the air.

Kyle lifted his head, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. He was grinning, flushed, triumphant. He fumbled in the pocket of his discarded shorts and pulled out a small, unmarked white jar. "Look what I nicked," he whispered, his eyes gleaming. "From that fancy beauty clinic Mom goes to. Says it’s experimental. For… growth." He popped the lid. Inside was a thick, pearly pink cream that smelled sickly sweet, like candy and chemicals.

"Growth?" Josh echoed, still dazed, his nipple throbbing where Kyle had pinched it, his chest feeling strangely heavy and full.

"Yeah," Kyle dipped two fingers into the cream. "For these." He reached out, smearing the cool, slick substance directly onto Josh’s left nipple, then spreading it over the entire swell of his breast. It tingled instantly, a cool burn that quickly deepened into a profound, penetrating warmth. Josh gasped as the sensation intensified, a deep internal thrumming, as if the tissue beneath was waking up, stretching, expanding.

"Whoa… feels… big," Josh mumbled, staring as Kyle applied more cream. The warmth deepened, the buzzing becoming a resonant hum. His breast felt impossibly full, heavier than before, the skin taut and sensitive.

Kyle quickly applied the cream to Josh’s other breast, then scooped out more for himself, slathering it eagerly onto his own burgeoning mounds. He groaned as the tingling warmth hit him, massaging it in roughly. "Gonna be huge," Kyle panted, his eyes fever-bright as he stared at their gleaming, treated chests. "Both of us. Biggest ever. Just gotta… keep using it."

The treehouse dissolved like smoke. The dusty floorboards became scratchy dorm carpet beneath his cheek. Josh gasped, rolling onto his back. The crushing pressure of the medical bra was back, but beneath it, his massive breasts buzzed and throbbed with an unnatural heat, an echo of that experimental cream’s invasive warmth. The phantom taste of Kyle lingered in his mouth – salt, musk, cum. His own release, sticky and cooling, glued his panties to his crotch.

Across the room, Kyle coughed violently, spitting into a tissue, his face pale with revulsion. "Fuck! Fuck, Josh! That… that cream…" He shuddered, wiping his lips raw. "It felt… it felt real. Like it was… changing stuff. Inside."

Josh couldn't answer. He was drowning. The fabricated treehouse memory – the sucking, the groping, the stolen lotion – was vivid, visceral, a new layer of perverse history painted over his eroding reality. The lie felt like lived experience, the pleasure undeniable even as his mind screamed wrong. His fingers, trembling, brushed over the thick bra fabric. Beneath it, his breasts pulsed, heavy and hot, a constant reminder of the promise whispered not just by Kyle in a false past, but by the track itself: Grow. Bigger. More.

His gaze, unbidden, slid towards the backpack leaning against his desk. The faintest whisper of static seemed to emanate from it. Not just memory now. The track had offered them a tool. A pink jar of chemical transformation. The ache in his chest deepened, a hollow craving that mirrored the phantom warmth of the lotion. It wasn't just about memory anymore. It was about the future it was trying to shape. The impossible, terrifying, desirable future of endless growth. His sticky fingers curled into the sheets. The static hum grew louder, vibrating in his bones.

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